"There's really no need to look for him. We're all separated anyway. It's his own business what he likes and who he likes to be with. Anyway, God is watching what he does. If I don't deal with him, he will suffer. The day of retribution.”
To be fair, Chen Wenhang’s parents, as well as his family, are all very nice to me. If I was really impulsive and asked Luo Xiangdong to beat him up, then my anger would be gone, but how could I be worthy of his family
Liangcheng is a small place where everyone looks up but not down. I also have to think about my parents. No matter what, this matter cannot be made too big.
When Luo Xiangdong heard this, he said without changing his expression: "Have you never heard of the disaster that will last for thousands of years? What kind of world is this? You still rely on God to help you get ahead. Should I say that you are naive or stupid?"
I replied calmly: "My family's education to me has always been that 'good and evil will eventually be rewarded, and heaven will reincarnate. If you don't believe it, look up and see who will be spared by heaven.'"
After a pause, I added another sentence: "He did bad things because he didn't accumulate virtue. If I go back to trouble him, it's because I did something wrong. There's no need for me to sacrifice myself just because he did something wrong." I want to accumulate more virtue even though I have been involved in the crime.”
The corners of Luo Xiangdong's lips curled up slightly. I didn't know if there was an element of ridicule in that smile, but I could only hear him reply: "Okay, it's up to you."
I looked at the expression on Luo Xiangdong's face, and then said softly: "Thank you."
"no need thank me?"
I suddenly felt a little emotional, so I replied softly: "Thank you for taking so long and helping me so much."
Luo Xiangdong and I met by chance, but because of his relationship with the chairman of our department, he took more care of me. I don't care if Luo Xiangdong is usually venomous or has hurt me, but overall, he is good to me.
A cruel mouth is better than a cruel heart.
Chen Wenhang lied to me for two years, no, maybe longer. From the very beginning, I was not his first choice. Ever since Zhang Xinwei told me that the person he liked was her, I even thought in a dark way that maybe the reason why Chen Wenhang was with me was to get closer to Zhang Xinwei
Before we broke up, he didn't even say anything that made me sad, but he was such a gentle person, but in the end, he made me feel heartbroken with one move.
I'm really glad that I'm fairly open-minded, and I don't think I would commit suicide for anyone else. If I were someone who puts love first, I'm afraid that even if I don't die, I'd end up being disabled for life.
Recalling what happened in the past, my eyes turned red. Luo Xiangdong looked at me and said, "Your grandma said that you have been very obedient for so many years, and the only time you did something outrageous was to fall in love with Chen Wenhang. I really want to know, do you regret it now?"
Do you regret it
There was a sudden pain in my heart, and before I could speak, tears were already blurring my eyes.
I picked up a tissue and wiped my tears. Just then, the waiter came to serve the food and put down the beer.
"Do you need to open a drink now?" the clerk asked Luo Xiangdong.
Luo Xiangdong said calmly: "Open them all."
The clerk opened a dozen or twelve bottles of beer, then turned and left.
Luo Xiangdong handed me a bottle of beer, and then said: "Have a drink first, and then talk slowly."
I took the beer bottle, poured myself a glass of wine, and drank it in one gulp. Luo Xiangdong, who was sitting opposite me, also drank a glass of wine in one gulp. He said to me: "Anyway, I have nothing to do today, so I will serve as a love consultant for you. If you have any grievances or complaints in your heart, just tell me."
I never thought that one day I would sit at the same table with Luo Xiangdong, crying and talking to him about my love history. In fact, even if this happened yesterday, I wouldn't do it.
But perhaps the old saying goes, it’s better to arrive early than to arrive late. Who made me suddenly meet Chen Wenhang and Zhang Xinwei together today? Who made me suddenly collapse in defense? I just wanted to find someone to talk to for a while, and let out the grievances and bitterness in my heart.
Luo Xiangdong and I were drinking and chatting. I told him how long I had been chasing Chen Wenhang. I told him that the first time we held hands on the street, my dad saw him and told him when I got home. I was so scared. It was so embarrassing that I didn't dare to go home after school; I also said that Chen Wenhang secretly took me back to his house for the first time, saying that his parents were not there, but halfway through, his door opened and his mother came back.
Luo Xiangdong listened with great interest, took a bite of green vegetables, and then said: "Did they block you two into the house?"
I said, "How can I do that? I'm so smart. I just lay down under their sofa. It seemed like a bunch of keys or something was left at home. I came back to pick it up temporarily. I didn't say anything and left right away. ”
I put my left elbow on the table, supporting half of my face. Looking back on the past, I couldn't tell whether I should cry or laugh.
A disgusted smile appeared on Luo Xiangdong's lips, and he said aloud: "Are you just jumping over the wall in a hurry? It can really beautify yourself."
I raised my eyebrows and replied: "No matter what you say, I got along anyway, but a few years later, when I got to know my mother very well, her mother told me that in fact, as soon as she came back that day, she knew what was going on at home. It’s not just his son who is designated.”
Luo Xiangdong said: "How did she find out?"
I said: "Damn it, Chen Wenhang can't watch Pokemon at home alone."
When I finished speaking, Luo Xiangdong choked and almost spit out a mouthful of the stuff. He quickly took a tissue and covered his mouth.
I raised my eyes and asked with a half-smile, "What are you doing?"
After Luo Xiangdong stabilized, he glanced at me and replied: "You two are really watching cartoons at home?"
I said, "What else? Didn't I tell you a long time ago that he invited me to watch anime at his house?"
Luo Xiangdong shook his head. He couldn't tell whether it was contempt or disgust, but he didn't respond to me at all.
Looking at his appearance, I couldn't help but glance at him and said, "Do you think we are you? We were very pure back then."
Luo Xiangdong looked at me with his black eyes and said, "What's wrong with me?"
I also drank three or four bottles of beer, and I was so drunk that I became emboldened, so I replied loudly: "You must have stopped being that person a long time ago, right?"
Luo Xiangdong stared at me without blinking and asked, "Which one?"
I frowned, knowing that he knew what he was asking, but was too embarrassed to say it directly, so I emphasized my tone and said again: "That's the one!"
Luo Xiangdong opened his thin lips and replied without blushing, "You mean a virgin?"
He spoke as if there was no one around, and he didn't lower his voice intentionally. My first reaction was to look left and right, for fear of being heard by others. This was not a single room, and there were many guests in front, left, and right, so he was really embarrassed to speak up.
When Luo Xiangdong saw this, he didn't give me a chance to come to my senses, and said directly: "I am indeed not a virgin, but what is your implication? You are still a virgin?"
He asked so bluntly that my blood suddenly surged and I turned red.
With my brows furrowed, I lowered my voice and said, "Keep your voice down!" as if I was afraid that others wouldn't hear me.
Luo Xiangdong didn't change his expression and said calmly: "I'm telling the truth, what are you afraid of?"
I'm afraid!
I blushed and whispered back: "You, old man, are open-minded, but I can't."
Luo Xiangdong said: "You haven't answered my last question yet."
I drank a little too fast, and now I feel a little dizzy, and my reaction ability has also become slower. After hesitating for three seconds, I finally remembered what Luo Xiangdong's last question was.
Although it was a bit sensitive to talk about this kind of topic in front of a grown man, I still tried my best to keep my face calm, nodded and replied, "I am."
I am indeed still a virgin, and I admit that as a matter of course.
When Luo Xiangdong heard this, he looked directly at me with a meaningful look in his eyes.
I was a little overwhelmed by his beautiful black eyes. I couldn't help but pretend to be calm and asked aloud: "Why are you looking at me like that? You don't believe me?"
Luo Xiangdong didn't blink, opened his thin lips, and said directly: "How old are you?"
My eyes widened, feeling like I was being insulted, and I immediately replied: "I'm twenty-three, what do you mean?"
Luo Xiangdong's eyes were full of suspicion, and he replied: "You have been dating Chen Wenhang for seven years, from high school to university, and now you are still..."
I know what he wants to say in his heart. Indeed, for many people, this is not so much unbelievable as it is more accurate to guess whether one of us has some hidden illness.
"Modern people think that when you fall in love, you should have sex. This is understandable. But I have always believed that my first time must be with my future husband. So even though I originally believed that I would definitely be with Chen Wenhang in the future, But I have never taken this step, and now it seems... I am quite wise."
At the end, I smiled at myself.
Luo Xiangdong didn't smile, he just nodded slightly, and then said: "I finally know why Chen Wenhang cheated..."
I didn't move my head, I just raised my eyelids and looked at Luo Xiangdong, who was sitting directly opposite.
I said, "Do you men really value having sex so much? Isn't it going to kill you if you don't have sex?"
Luo Xiangdong was not unhappy because I brought him in, he just asked without changing his face: "We take sleeping together very seriously, otherwise you tell me that the ultimate goal of falling in love is What?"
I came up with a sigh of relief, and immediately replied with a glare: "Getting married, what can't you do after you get married?"
Luo Xiangdong said: "Then why didn't you and Chen Wenhang get to the point of getting married?"
I:"… "
It felt like there was a lump in my throat, I felt like I was sitting on pins and needles, like... fucking someone slapped me loudly in front of my face.
I immediately froze in place, unable to move, and looked at Luo Xiangdong without blinking.
Luo Xiangdong Tongcheng's face was calm. He looked back at me. After about five seconds, I saw his lips opening, and then a voice came out.
"There are only men who want to sleep with you and then rush to get married, but there are no men who want to get married just to sleep with you. You have to understand this."