Qi Zaozao stopped talking abruptly and turned to look outside the door, where a tall figure was standing.
She opened her lips, then pursed them tightly, with stubbornness in her eyes.
Amy's shoulders were twitching, and she looked innocent and sad. She slowly turned her head to look at Pei Yifei, tears rolling down her cheeks. She bit her lower lip lightly, looking even more innocent.
The moment Qi Zaozao saw Pei Yifei's deep and cold eyes, her face turned pale.
Amy trotted into Pei Yifei's arms, buried her head in his arms and cried. Pei Yifei did not push her away, but stretched out his hand as if to comfort her.
The severe pain came so suddenly, and the scene was very glaring to Qi Zao Zao.
"No need for what? What do you want to say?" Pei Yifei looked at Qi Zaozao and spoke calmly, his eyes were calm, but Qi Zaozao knew that Pei Yifei was a little angry.
Are you accusing her of saying these things
But she just had to say it!
"There's no need to pretend to be weak!" Qi Zao Zao said word by word.
Pei Yifei exuded a cold aura all over his body, and the atmosphere in the whole room changed.
Amy cried even harder, her tears flowed more violently. In fact, she knew Pei Yifei was coming because he had called her before. She deliberately angered Qi Zaozao just to let Pei Yifei see this scene.
She was pretending, but her heart was extremely sad at this moment. Thinking of what happened that day, her heart seemed to be tightly grasped by a pair of hands. She felt hatred, discomfort, helplessness, and bitterness, and those emotions flooded over her.
Facing Pei Yifei's coldness, Qi Zao Zao sneered, took her bag, straightened her back, and strode past them.
"Did I let you go?" he asked suddenly.
Qi Zao Zao paused, turned back, with a smile on his face, "I want to leave, can you stop me?"
Pei Yifei's eyes became darker and his temperature dropped to the lowest point.
Qi finished speaking early, glanced at Amy and Pei Yifei sarcastically, turned around and left without looking back, but at that moment, the curve at the corner of her mouth slowly converged as she turned around.
She didn't even notice that her hands were clenched tightly at this moment, and her heart was full of anger.
The anger almost burned her. If she continued to stay here, she was afraid that she would not be able to resist and would take action. Qi Zaozao was never weak, but in terms of emotions, her temper had been worn down to the point of no sharp edges. She often chose to remain silent, but she would not remain silent about everything. She would also explode. But at this moment, when she was about to explode, she left.
Lele and Xuanxuan were waiting for Qi Zaozao, so she went back with her two children.
I don't even want to turn my head.
Qi Zaozao didn't know that after she left the hospital, Pei Yifei stood in front of the window and looked at her back, his bright and elegant eyes full of complexity.
Pei Yifei did not hide his feelings. Behind him was Amy, with tears still on her face and glistening tears on her eyelashes. Her fists hanging at her sides were clenched tightly together, but she finally let go powerlessly, looking decadent.
She wanted to cry, but at this moment, she couldn't seem to cry.
"Yifei, will you marry me?" Pei Yifei didn't know how long it had been, but he saw Qi Zaozao's figure getting farther and farther away until she disappeared. Amy's voice rang in his ears.
"Don't do these little tricks in the future!" Pei Yifei's low voice sounded slowly.
Amy's back stiffened.
Pei Yifei didn't look back at Amy. He lowered his eyes slightly. He was not a fool. His previous anger was actually due to his anger towards Qi Zao Zao. After all...
"Will you marry me?" Amy asked palely.
At this time, he slowly turned his head to look at Amy. Her face was covered with traces of tears, and her eyes seemed flustered and helpless because she didn't get an answer from him. She even felt like she was abandoned. Pei Yifei at this moment felt desolate.
"Um."
He still agreed.
He promised to marry her, even though this promise was based on Pei Yifei's guilt, but none of this mattered. What mattered was that Amy got his answer, she got it.
After that happened, her heart gradually changed. If she couldn't wait for Pei Yifei's love, she could continue to wait, but now she was unwilling to give up. Even if she couldn't wait for him, she would tie him up and use all her strength to tie him up.
After Qi returned home early, she cooked for the two children. Shen Xiaofei had not come back yet. She called Lin Mobai but no one answered. After taking care of the two children, Qi went to the balcony early.
Holding a cup of tea in my hand, I watched the night fall and the lights in every house began to light up.
She didn't know what she was thinking. She was thinking about what happened six years ago when she was pregnant with Xuanxuan and Lele, and those people who passed by in her life, Pei Ruohan, Xu Yan, Ji Chengen, and the deceased old man of the Pei family. She thought about a lot of things. Unknowingly, she and Pei Yifei had been entangled for more than six years. She also went from being a woman looking for a job on the street, Qi Zaozao, to a mother of two children, or should be three, but the child died before he was born.
Over the years, I have experienced sadness, suffering, grief, pain, helplessness, but I have also been happy. Thinking about it now, many things seemed so important and painful at the time, but after going through them and looking back on them, they seem so simple and insignificant.
There is no obstacle that cannot be overcome, no lover that cannot be forgotten.
Everything will be proven with time.
It’s just that we are all used to causing pain for ourselves, used to using that pain to remind ourselves, yet we are so unwilling to accept that.
Qi Zao Zao let out a long sigh and let the cold wind blow towards him. A self-deprecating arc appeared on the corner of his mouth. What was he unwilling to accept
Are you unwilling to be framed by Amy
Or are you unwilling to be misunderstood by Pei Yifei
Is it important
No, it doesn't matter.
No matter how he looked at it, he had nothing to do with her. Even if Amy gave birth to a child for him, it would not be her business, so why bother
Qi Zaozao clenched the cup in his hand, and the image of Qi Lexue flashed through his mind.
"Sister, if I give you another chance, what would you do?" Qi Zao Zao murmured.
If she were given another chance, what would she do
Maybe, she would not start with her, let alone write her name on the contract.
"Mommy—" a crisp voice sounded.
It’s Lele.
Qi Zaozao's body shook.
If there had been no beginning with him, there would have been no Lele and Xuanxuan. This is life. But even if you regret it, you can't go back. There is no if, no whatsoever.
Lele and Xuanxuan both look like Pei Yifei. Only their eyes look like Qi Zaozao’s. They are big and round. When they blink, they look like stars in the sky.
The nose, mouth and eyebrows are all like Pei Yifei.
"What's wrong?"
Lele shook his head, "I don't want to watch animation, I want..."
Xiao Lele wanted to say something but stopped herself and reached out to grab Qi Zaozao's clothes with her little hands.
Qi Zaozao held Lele's small hand with her big hand and took him to the living room. The wind on the balcony was too strong and she was afraid that the child would catch a cold.
"I'm sorry, Mommy!"
Lele has been depressed since returning from abroad. Qi Zaozao has wanted to find an opportunity to talk to him, and now is the perfect time.
"Why do you have to say sorry?" Qi Zao Zao asked knowingly.
Lele lowered his head and said, "I shouldn't run around. I shouldn't cause trouble for Mommy and Uncle Lin, and make Mommy worry that she would get hurt because of me." It seemed that he had been thinking about it for a long time before he finally had the courage to say it.
Qi Zao Zao held Lele's wrist, "You shouldn't run around, and you shouldn't talk to your Uncle Lin like that. Uncle Lin is very good to us mother and son... I know it's hard for you to accept it for a while, but this is the fact, okay? Also, Mommy's injury is not your fault. Mommy blames you for running around. If you disappear, what will Mommy do? Can you bear to see Mommy cry every day?"
Lele's eyes turned red.
Qi Zao Zao hugged Lele in her arms, resting her chin on his head, "Mommy has always felt the most sorry for you. There was a five-year gap, and then, Mommy came back, but you lost your daddy. This is very difficult for you to accept. Mommy knows it very well, but Lele, do you know? Mommy is more afraid of losing you..."
Qi Zaozao was afraid of losing Lele's heart, and Lele could feel it too.
Although he is still young, he is more sensible than many children of the same age. He was taught badly by Pei Ruohan in the past, but later he changed for the better with Qi Zaozao. He can feel that Qi Zaozao is very good to him.
Because I was afraid of losing him, I hid from my dad at that time, afraid that my dad would take him away.
"I won't do this again in the future. I will... apologize to Uncle Lin..." Lele said in a low voice.
Qi Zao Zao's lips curled up in a relieved arc, and she hugged Lele tightly, "Lele, no matter what happens in the future, Mommy will be with you and Xuanxuan. Mommy will watch you two grow up, watch you two go to elementary school, junior high school, high school, and college..."
"That's still a long, long time..."
"Yes, so you have to stay with me for such a long time..."
"Hmmmm."
Lele suddenly looked up from Qi Zaozao's arms and said after a while, "Mommy, don't be angry. I just want to ask, is Daddy really going to marry that woman?"
Qi Zao Zao was stunned for a moment, then nodded.
"Probably..." I could tell from Amy's words that she wanted to use Pei Yifei's guilt to tie him down.
Although Pei Yifei was very cold, based on her understanding of him, if Amy really wanted to pester him, he would not shake her off. If it were before, it might be possible, but after something like that happened, he would not do that.
Thinking of this, Qi Zaozao felt a little weird.
She was actually very familiar with that feeling, and it was also an emotion she had always wanted to suppress. (To be continued)