Well, it doesn’t matter to her who she marries.
Sometimes Qi Zaozao really wanted to scold herself. She was almost becoming a bitch. Being tormented like this, her emotions would still change because of Pei Yifei. Although it was much better than before, she also tried to ignore and cover up the changes in her emotions, but sometimes, she still couldn't control it.
Her heart was out of her control.
She is doing her best until the day when she is replaced by time...
Qi lowered his head early and looked at Lele with a smile.
Lele sighed like an adult, "Hey, Daddy's vision is getting worse and worse..."
Qi Zao Zao was stunned when she heard this, and then she felt a little amused and helpless after she realized what she was doing.
"What do you mean by getting worse and worse?"
Lele blinked and said, "I told you, it's not like that. It's just that Daddy's vision is bad, right? Mommy, am I right? "
Qi Zao Zao, "…"
Lele actually wanted Qi Zao Zao to be happy, but the more he talked, the more confused he became.
“Little guy!”
"What are Mommy and Lele playing? I want to play too!" Xuanxuan heard the noise and rushed out.
It seems like I haven't played with my children for a long time.
Looking at Lele and Xuanxuan laughing, Qi Zaozao's lips curled even deeper.
There are no regrets or ifs in this world. Even if you want to think about it, you can't think about it. By her side, there are two children accompanying her...
"Mommy, I'm hungry!" Xuanxuan suddenly said loudly.
"I think I'm hungry too..." Lele said, touching his stomach.
"Um, didn't you guys eat?"
Xuanxuan pouted, "Mommy was absent-minded just now, Xuanxuan was not in the mood to eat..."
Yes, Qi Zaozao was absent-minded just now. Xuanxuan and Lele were worried, so they didn’t eat much. Qi Zaozao didn’t notice it when she was cleaning up the dishes.
"Two little guys..."
Qi Zaozao's heart softened. She had made her two children worry about her, and she should reflect on herself.
"What do you want to eat? Mommy will buy it for you!"
Qi Zaozao went to take food to the two children. The weather was good at the beginning, at least it was not expected to rain. When she came back, it started to drizzle. It was not far from the community, so Qi Zaozao was not pretentious enough to take a taxi, and just jogged all the way back.
However, when she was almost at the entrance of the community, she saw a familiar car.
It was Pei Yifei's car, and she remembered the license plate number clearly.
Qi Zao Zao couldn't help but slow down his pace and looked at the car for a few more seconds. As his mind raced, he retracted his gaze.
In the rain, she rushed into the community without looking back, but at this moment, the car not far away suddenly moved, scaring Qi Zao Zao. Pei Yifei stopped the car in front of her like a madman. If she hadn't stopped in time...
The food bag in Qi Zaozao's hand fell to the ground. She was still a little dazed when she saw the car door open and Pei Yifei slowly walked out of the car.
Qi Zaozao suddenly became furious, "You are insane! Are you crazy—"
Before she could finish her words, she was pulled into his arms by a hand. It was Pei Yifei. He then held her cheeks with both hands and kissed her lips hard.
It was really aggressive, with a hint of alcohol in his mouth.
Qi Zao Zao wanted to break free, but Pei Yifei kissed her even harder.
"Pei—"
Qi Zaozao was almost out of breath, and soon, her legs began to go weak. Qi Zaozao was angry and ashamed, and suddenly pushed Pei Yifei away, but Pei Yifei moved closer, pressed Qi Zaozao against the car door, and kissed her neck.
Qi Zao Zao was able to speak, and angrily said, "Pei Yifei, you lunatic, let me go, if you don't let me go, I will call the police!"
Pei Yifei was unmoved.
Qi Zaozao couldn't help but moan, then she suddenly bit her lips to stop herself from making such an unpleasant sound.
She was angry, really angry!
Suddenly, Pei Yifei hugged Qi Zaozao tightly, his head buried in the crook of her neck, breathing heavily, and a strong smell of alcohol on his body.
Qi Zao Zao also slowly calmed down, her face was cold, and when she was about to speak, Pei Yifei's hoarse voice slowly sounded in her ears, "I am crazy, completely crazy..."
Qi Zao Zao was stunned.
There was a hint of sadness in Pei Yifei's voice, and this sadness seemed to have turned into a small hammer, hitting her heart hard.
Pei Yifei clenched his hands into fists at her sides and punched the car window.
Fortunately, the car window was not smashed, but Qi Zaozao was frightened. She pushed Pei Yifei away and staggered back.
Pei Yifei didn't look at Qi Zaozao, but slowly withdrew his hands and let them hang at his sides.
He returned to the car and drove away from Qi Zaozao's sight.
It was unknown how long it was before Qi Zaozao reacted. She looked at the food bag on the ground and slowly picked it up.
She went back somewhat dazed, but she did not fail to notice that there were two people nearby watching what had just happened.
One is Shen Xiaofei, the other is Lin Mobai. The two are not together, but in different directions, and both can be seen clearly.
Under the light of the street lamp, Lin Mobai's face was already haggard, and now it was even paler. His fists were clenched tightly, but only after Pei Yifei and Qi went back early did he loosen his fists. His arms looked very weak.
After seeing this scene, he didn't have the courage to go up, but turned around and went back to where he parked.
Shen Xiaofei originally wanted to go up, but at that moment she seemed to feel something. She saw a back, a lonely back, with fatigue, getting farther and farther away.
Shen Xiaofei's eyes were full of complexity.
She always thought that as long as Qi Zaozao and Lin Mobai were together, she would be happy, because this was the best way not only for Qi Zaozao, but also for Lin Mobai.
She felt sorry for Qi Zaozao and also cared about Lin Mobai. Lin Mobai liked Qi Zaozao so much, Qi Zaozao would not suffer any loss or be wronged. Even if she liked Lin Mobai, it was enough for her to see them happy.
But now!
She felt she was wrong.
It's really wrong.
Qi Zaozao and Pei Yifei are entangled, and Lin Mobai will be very tired.
she…
Shen Xiaofei shook his head, his heart filled with mixed emotions.
When Qi Zaozao came back, the two children had already fallen asleep. Maybe they were too tired from playing and did not wait until Qi Zaozao fell asleep. Qi Zaozao did not wake them up. Instead, she put down the food she bought and sat on the sofa in a daze. The scene just now was in her mind and the words that Pei Yifei said were ringing in her ears.
She didn't even notice any movement at the door.
"Early?"
Qi Zaozao finally reacted and turned to look at Shen Xiaofei.
Shen Xiaofei changed into slippers and looked at Qi Zaozao who suddenly reacted.
"Have you eaten?" Qi Zao Zao said.
Shen Xiaofei frowned slightly and suddenly fell silent.
Qi stood up early, "What's wrong?"
"I want to ask you what's wrong with you? Why are you always in a daze? How can it be so easy to be in a daze?" Shen Xiaofei's tone was a little aggressive, and Qi Zaozao was stunned for a while.
"What's wrong? Did your mother say something?"
After Shen Xiaofei got divorced, her mother always liked to nag in her ear, wanting her to remarry the other party. Shen Xiaofei became impatient after hearing it so many times, and didn't want to remarry anymore, so she simply moved out and lived with Qi Zaozao.
She doesn't go home often, because as soon as she gets home, Mother Shen will start chatting.
For some reason, Shen Xiaofei got angry when he saw Qi Zaozao's expression, "Wasn't that Pei Yifei just now?"
Qi Zao Zao was startled, Shen Xiaofei frowned tightly, "How long are you going to be entangled with him? Zao Zao, you always say that you have nothing to do with him, but you disappoint me every time. Because of her, you almost died several times. Don't you remember? There are so many good men in front of you, but you don't know how to cherish them. The same goes for Ji Chengen and Lin Mobai! Zao Zao, I really don't know what you want? Do you want to be entangled with him until death before you are satisfied? Will you feel it's enough when you die? Sometimes I really think you are very selfish. If you really don't like Lin Mobai, don't let him down like that, do you know..."
Shen Xiaofei couldn't control his emotions and said everything he should and shouldn't say.
"What do I know?"
Compared to Shen Xiaofei's excitement, Qi Zaozao seemed very calm.
Shen Xiaofei suddenly laughed. Seeing Qi Zaozao so calm, he laughed out loud. "Qi Zaozao, I really don't know what's going on in your mind!!!"
"I don't know what I was thinking."
"You're very selfish, you know that?"
"Am I selfish, or are you? Xiaofei, I thought we could talk about anything, but now there is a gap between us. Pei Yifei and I are entangled. Yes, he is my ex-husband and the father of my two children. There is no way to get rid of it completely! But Xiaofei, have you ever thought about it from my perspective? Was it me who created those incidents? Is this what I want? Xiaofei, am I selfish, or do you think that doing this is good for all of us? Is it good for me, Lin Mobai, or you? Just because you like Lin Mobai, you think that being with him and getting married is the best ending?!"
Shen Xiaofei's face suddenly turned pale.
Qi Zao Zao remained calm, "Sometimes, I want to ask you what's going on in your mind! What is love? What exactly is love?! Xiao Fei, tell me!"
Shen Xiaofei likes Lin Mobai, but she thinks she is not worthy of Lin Mobai, and Lin Mobai likes Qi Zaozao, so she thinks the best ending for Qi Zaozao is to marry Lin Mobai.
But this is not emotion!
Qi Zaozao has been considering it, but the reason why she has not gotten married yet is because she has not yet fallen in love with Lin Mobai.
Maybe it was unfair, maybe it was selfish, but now that Shen Xiaofei wanted to say this, she couldn't remain calm anymore. (To be continued)