Qi Zaozao thought it was Pei Yifei who was looking at her, so she didn't take it seriously at first, but she always felt something was wrong.
Qi Zao Zao looked around but didn't see any other figures.
"Morning, are you full?"
Qi came back to his senses early, looked at Shen Xiaofei, and paused, "Xiaofei, do you..."
Before she finished her words, Xuanxuan suddenly said, "Mommy, I need to pee..."
Qi Zaozao's words were interrupted, but Shen Xiaofei didn't care.
Shen Xiaofei's hands were covered in oil, Pei Yifei was still barbecuing, and Qi had already taken Xuanxuan to find a place to pee.
Women's sixth sense is usually stronger. Qi felt something was wrong early on and always felt like someone was watching her.
She took Xuanxuan to a secluded place nearby to urinate. It was at that moment that she heard some noise. When Qi Zaozao took Xuanxuan's hand and walked quickly over, she saw a figure. Qi Zaozao was very familiar with that figure. It was Amy's back.
Amy is here!
Amy's back looked a little embarrassed to Qi Zaozao. At the very end, perhaps because she noticed Qi Zaozao's gaze, Amy turned around and glanced at Qi Zaozao. Although that glance was a little far away, Qi Zaozao also saw Amy's face.
Her eyes were red, her face was pale, and her dark circles could be seen from a distance.
He also looked very haggard.
Qi Zao Zao didn't expect that Amy would become like this after not seeing her for such a short time.
There was an indescribable feeling in her heart. Although Qi Zao Zao had no good feelings towards Amy, seeing her like this, she didn't know how to describe her feelings at this moment...
"Mommy, it's her..."
Xuanxuan said, looking up.
"Well, Xuanxuan, don't tell Daddy and Xiaofei, okay?"
"I listen to Mommy..."
Just pretend you didn't see it. Qi Zaozao didn't know what the future would be like, what would happen between her and Pei Yifei, and what would happen to Amy.
Now, she just wants to live every day well and hope her children can grow up safely.
As for the rest…
Qi Zaozao didn't want to think too much, because thinking too much would only cause trouble for herself.
After running for a distance, Amy gradually stopped. Her eyes were red and her nose was sore.
She saw the deep affection in Pei Yifei's eyes, but the object of that affection was not her.
Even though she begged in every possible way, she still lost miserably in the end.
At this moment, she felt so miserable that she didn't even know why she was alive.
For so long, no matter what method she used, she couldn't stay by Pei Yifei's side. The position beside him was reserved for Qi Zaozao.
Amy looked at the sky and covered her eyes with her hands.
…
Qi was not in much mood after he went back early.
"What's wrong? You seem a little unwell since you came back just now!" Shen Xiaofei came over and asked.
Pei Yifei also heard Shen Xiaofei's words. He slowly raised his eyes to look at Qi Zaozao. His pupils were deep, as deep as the compressed universe.
Qi Zao Zao did not go to see Pei Yifei, but whispered: "My stomach is just a little uncomfortable, it's okay, you guys continue..."
"What are you doing? Don't tell me you've eaten something bad."
Qi Zao Zao forced a smile, "No! I just feel uncomfortable..."
"That's... I remember your aunt just passed away not long ago..."
Qi Zao Zao, "…"
Qi Zaozao raised her eyes and met Pei Yifei's eyes. There was a slight curve on the corner of his mouth as he looked at her. Qi Zaozao met his gaze, but quickly shifted her gaze.
At this moment, her heart was filled with complicated feelings, an indescribable one, but she felt uncomfortable not speaking, and a little stuffy, as if she couldn't breathe.
The children had almost finished eating. Pei Yifei ate the remaining roasted food, and then they decided to go back. They didn’t need to take anything with them, as someone would come to collect it.
On the way back, Qi Zaozao was obviously absent-minded, and the children were also tired from playing and fell asleep one by one.
Even Shen Xiaofei felt sleepy and nodded his head, falling asleep.
Qi Zaozao was looking at the scenery outside the car window, his eyes fixed on it, in a daze.
"how?"
Pei Yifei suddenly asked in a low voice, his voice very soft.
"No."
Pei Yifei narrowed his eyes slightly, "Who's here?"
Qi Zao Zao reflexively looked at Pei Yifei, opened her lips but didn't say anything. After a moment, she said, "No one is here, I just don't feel well..."
"I'll take you to the hospital."
Qi Zao Zao suddenly felt disgusted with Pei Yifei like this, and her tone became heavier, "I don't need it!"
Pei Yifei's brows moved, and his eyes became deeper.
Qi Zaozao turned her face away and didn't look at him, but Shen Xiaofei was awakened by Qi Zaozao's words just now. She stared at Pei Yifei with wide eyes. She looked at Pei Yifei, then at Qi Zaozao.
What's going on with these two people
Why is it so weird
After coming down from the mountain, the atmosphere between Qi Zaozao and Pei Yifei was very wrong. Shen Xiaofei didn't notice it at the beginning, but it was too obvious now. The two of them didn't speak until they went back. Qi Zaozao said she was too tired when she arrived at the orphanage and wanted to go back to her room to rest.
This situation lasted for about three days. Although Qi Zaozao also took the children out to play with Shen Xiaofei and others, Shen Xiaofei still felt that the relationship between the two was a little subtle.
He didn't talk much, but Qi Zaozao was very polite when he spoke.
Like...
"What's wrong with you?" Shen Xiaofei found an opportunity to send Pei Yifei away, then pulled Qi Zao Zao aside and asked.
She can't hold it back any longer. What a joke these two people are!
Qi Zao Zao didn't look into Shen Xiaofei's eyes, but just said: "Nothing..."
"Bullshit, you still want to hide it from me, I'm not a fool, did you two have another fight?"
"Do you think I'll argue with him?"
Shen Xiaofei nodded, "Yes!"
Qi Zao Zao was speechless. She didn't speak immediately, but hesitated for a moment before slowly saying, "I feel very annoyed..."
"What's going on? What's bothering you?"
Qi Zao Zao told Shen Xiaofei about what he saw Amy before. Shen Xiaofei was very surprised, "Amy is here? Why didn't I see her?"
"Of course you didn't see it!"
"You're upset because of her? Are you sick? Why are you upset because of her? Aren't you just making yourself depressed?"
"I am troubled for her, but..."
"And what?"
Somehow, Qi couldn't continue speaking. She really didn't know how to describe the feeling in her heart. It was very conflicted.
Qi Zao Zao shook his head, "I'll go to the front and walk for a while. You can look after Xuan Xuan and Le Le..."
Qi went to the front of the park early and took a walk alone, his brows slightly furrowed and his heart full of worries.
She didn't know how long she had been walking until she reached the corner of the park. At this moment, the sky gradually became gloomy, as if it was going to rain. Qi Zao Zao was about to turn back, but the rain started at this time, and it was getting heavier, leaving Qi Zao Zao no time to go back.
Qi found a place to hide from the rain early. She looked up at the sky. At this moment, she felt someone following her. She turned around suddenly and almost scared herself. It was Pei Yifei. He was standing behind her with water dripping from his hair.
"Why...are you here?"
"Come to see you." He said softly, his eyes deep.
Qi Zaozao looked at Pei Yifei. His hair was stuck to his forehead, but it didn't make him less handsome. On the contrary, it gave people a special feeling, just like the models in the rain in magazines, with a sense of unruliness.
But Qi Zao Zao quickly looked away, lowered his head and stopped talking.
Pei Yifei suddenly reached out and grabbed Qi Zaozao's shoulder, "Zaozao, can't we just talk it out nicely?"
Qi Zao Zao looked up at Pei Yifei, gently brushed his hand away, and shook his head, "I don't want to say anything now..."
Pei Yifei's eyes became deeper.
But suddenly he said: "Let's remarry..."
Qi Zao Zao was still shocked to hear such words at this time. She looked at Pei Yifei in surprise. Looking into his eyes, she saw seriousness in them and his expression gradually became serious.
Qi Zao Zao was stunned.
She opened her lips...
Pei Yifei repeated at this time: "Let's remarry and give the child a complete home, and... I need you..."
I need you...
If these words were spoken in the past, Qi Zaozao might have been so moved that she shed a few tears, but at this moment, Qi Zaozao's heart was filled with bitterness and complexity.
Qi Zao Zao shook his head, "Forget it..."
Pei Yifei's pupils shrank, and Qi Zao took a step back. "We are not suitable, we have not been suitable from the beginning. Don't talk about whether it is necessary or not..."
Pei Yifei's face turned slightly pale. "Zao Zao, do you know what you are talking about?"
"I know what I'm saying... From the beginning till now, we've been entangled, but it's really boring, we're not suitable at all..."
Qi Zaozao kept shaking his head and taking steps backwards, all the way into the rain.
The rain splashed on her face, but Qi opened her eyes wide.
It should be said that after every hope, Qi Zaozao was brought to deep despair, so she no longer had any hope.
Just like the reunion after five years, they met again, but separated again, and it went on and on like this. Sometimes, she really felt very tired, tired physically, but even more tired mentally.
"You... Pei Yifei started to speak, but hesitated.
Qi Zao Zao lowered his eyes, "That's it, don't say anything, and don't mention the word remarriage in the future..."
She refused.
Really refused.
It was raining, Pei Yifei didn't say anything, and Qi Zao Zao was also silent. (To be continued)