The small road is very close to the main lane, and there are the sounds of the accelerator, horns, and the shouts of the traffic police standing at the traffic lights.
Different sounds intertwined, blocked by the closed windows, and only a small part of them spilled into the car.
The noise from neither far nor near made the interior of the car even quieter.
Although Hang Sizhou loosened his hand, he did not move away and it was still hanging there loosely.
The two men stared at each other, their gazes drawing a bow of nothingness in the air, making the air around them extremely tense.
In the end, it was Xiao Hang who looked away first.
"Let's go home first." The man's voice was very hoarse and his breathing was heavy.
It was obvious that he was holding back.
The dimple at the corner of Hang Sizhou's lips disappeared in an instant.
Under the influence of alcohol, he had been quite unrestrained just now and had aroused the other person.
He even thought that if Xiao Hang wanted to have sex with him in the car, it would not be impossible to accept.
I just wonder if the police standing at the intersection will be curious and come over to knock on their window if they see their car parked there.
But it doesn't matter if you come over.
Anyway, when the time comes, he can just snuggle into Xiao Hang's arms and leave the problem to the man.
As a result, after all the mental preparation he made, Xiao Hang actually...still endured it
"Are you—"
Hang Sizhou really wanted to ask Xiao Hang, "Are you unable to do this?"
But if it's that hard, it shouldn't be impossible.
Is that because he's not tempting enough
impossible.
He could feel Xiao Hang's desire and attachment to him, it was all very real.
While Hang Sizhou was puzzled, Xiao Hang pressed the steering wheel hard and took several deep breaths, which helped to calm the anger in his stomach.
Of course he wanted to.
He just put down the passenger seat, pushed Hang Sizhou down, and tore off all his clothes.
Then, just like before, own him completely.
But no.
Xiao Hang knew very well that the current Hang Sizhou was the Hang Sizhou who had lost his memory.
He couldn't do that until Hang Sizhou understood everything.
Xiao Hang slammed the car window.
In an instant.
The noise outside the car poured in like a tide, squeezing out all the silence.
The night wind in autumn brings a biting chill.
Xiao Hang quickly closed the car window again and said calmly, "Let's go home first."
After that, there was no conversation along the way.
Xiao Hang didn't dare to say it, and Hang Sizhou was too angry to say it.
When he opened the door, a familiar voice of a host came into Hang Sizhou's ears.
The TV is on.
Hang Sizhou: "Were you watching Let's Travel Together?"
Xiao Hang's voice was still very hoarse: "Let's travel together. The second episode is tonight."
Hang Sizhou opened his mouth. He remembered that he had made an appointment with Xiao Hang to watch the second episode together.
No wonder Xiao Hang looked for him and asked him to go home early.
Thinking that Xiao Hang remembered all his casual words clearly, Hang Sizhou's anger that had been building up in his chest along the way was mostly dissipated.
He grabbed the remote control: "You probably didn't see it just now, so we can watch it together now."
Xiao Hang came over with a cup of hot milk and stuffed it into his hand: "Drink some milk and go to bed first. You can watch the show tomorrow. You need to rest."
Hang Sizhou glared at him "sadly", and finally said "oh" reluctantly.
Indeed, his head still hurts.
I just don’t know if it’s because he’s angry or because he’s drunk.
[Zhou Zhou: Getting married is really annoying.]
[Handsome Yan: What's wrong? Weren't you very happy when you went home just now? ]
[Handsome Yan: Did you have a fight on the way? ]
[Zhou Zhou: We didn’t quarrel, we were just annoyed.]
Perhaps because he was hesitant, Jing Qing, who was diving, also emerged.
[Qing: Sizhou, what’s wrong with you?]
Hang Sizhou looked at the screen of his mobile phone, and the words he wanted to say came to his lips, but he swallowed them back.
[Zhou Zhou: Jing Qing will be back in two days. We will talk about it when we meet.]
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Hang Sizhou asked Lu Chenfeng to arrange a driver for him.
Without a car, it’s too unfree to wait for someone to pick you up every day.
There was nothing wrong with Xiao Hang's performance, but Hang Sizhou was not a delicate person. He would still give priority to solving things that he could handle by himself.
When I have classes, I go to class. When I don’t have classes, I spend most of my time in the house downstairs, looking up materials and trying to collect some scattered inspiration.
Although I have lost my memory, the feeling is still there.
Moreover, while repeatedly playing and connecting the fragmentary melodies left over from before, Hang Sizhou's mind occasionally flashed back to scenes of him writing furiously on the musical score, and scenes of him sitting in front of the electronic keyboard and trying to play.
Hang Sizhou couldn't be sure whether those clips were the scenes when he originally created these melodies, but it was better to have them than nothing.
When Professor Jiang came, Hang Sizhou told him all this.
Professor Jiang nodded with satisfaction.
And this time, the results of Hang Sizhou's full body examination were encouraging. Except for his memory which was still "missing", everything else had almost recovered.
Hang Sizhou also felt it.
Recently, as long as I don’t stay up late, the chances of having a headache when I wake up in the morning are getting lower and lower.
This time, Professor Jiang also brought good news.
A project they were working on with Country E made a breakthrough last month. If Hang Sizhou was willing, he could use a new treatment method to try to awaken his memory.
"Your memory impairment was lost suddenly after the severe blow, so there is a great chance that it can be restored under stimulation. Our project has developed a new machine that can perform some brain stimulation without damaging the brain."
"Moreover, we found more than ten volunteers at that time, and the results of the treatment were very encouraging. One of them even completely recovered his previous memory. If you want to recover your memory quickly, you can also come and try it."
After listening to what Professor Jiang said, Hang Sizhou hesitated for a long time.
Finally, he told Professor Jiang that he wanted to think about it.
There is no need to hesitate about something that has only benefits and no harm.
But deep in his subconscious, he was inexplicably resistant to the idea of "recovering his memory".
Sometimes, Hang Sizhou felt that he could already understand Xiao Hang, but at other times, Hang Sizhou felt that Xiao Hang was not much different from when he was eighteen years old.
If only he had a pair of X-ray eyes.
You can see through Xiao Hang's skin and completely understand what he is up to.
Before leaving, Hang Sizhou asked Professor Jiang for a favor: "I am hesitant about whether to receive treatment. Can you not tell Xiao Hang first?"
Professor Jiang was stunned for a moment, then said, "Of course, you are my patient, and I will keep all your choices confidential."
"and-"
Professor Jiang curled his lips, "He told me clearly when he contacted me that no matter what happens in the future, he will not interfere with any of your treatment. He will only be a companion and accompany you through the entire treatment process. His statement is quite novel. You know, many patients I have met before, their families are eager to make decisions for the patients throughout the process, and even deny some of the patients' ideas, thinking that the patients have lost their memories and are out of touch with this society, and many of their ideas are inappropriate. But Xiao Hang trusts you very much, and is very confident in you. He thinks you can make decisions for yourself. This is a very positive state. Whether you recover your memory or not, your relationship now is very benign."
Because of Professor Jiang's words, the slight haze in Hang Sizhou's heart dissipated a lot.
But in disguise, Hang Sizhou became even more annoyed.
After coming out of the hospital, Hang Sizhou, Jing Qing and Yan Jiayou ran into each other.
This time, the three of them did not choose to go out to eat, but decided to get together at home.
The identities of Hang Sizhou and Jing Qing are still easy to recognize.
It's much safer at home.
Moreover, unlike Yan Jiayou and Hang Sizhou, Jing Qing has been an ordinary child since childhood. He has mastered almost all life skills and can cook very well.
Yan Jiayou has been living with his family, Jing Qing has been filming outside recently, and there is a shortage of materials at home, so the three of them finally decided to go to Hang Sizhou's house.
Before going home, the three of them went to the supermarket to buy groceries together.
There were not many people in the supermarket at this time on a weekday, and Yan Jiayou couldn't wait to continue the topic that Hang Sizhou had mentioned they would talk about when they met.
"Do you think there's something wrong with your life with Xiao Hang X?"
Although he didn't want to admit it, Hang Sizhou still nodded.
Yan Jiayou's eyes widened: "Didn't you say before that Mr. Xiao is a ruthless pile driver?"
"The pile driver doesn't work well now."
"What's the meaning?"
"???"
"It means literally..."
We are all men and brothers, so there is nothing to say or not say about this kind of thing.
At least from Hang Sizhou's point of view, he felt that there was really something wrong with Xiao Hang.
Even though he was so aroused in the car that day, Xiao Hang was able to endure it.
And after returning home, she acted as if nothing had happened. She calmly went to the kitchen to heat him a cup of milk to sober him up.
This was like a completely different person from the passionate Xiao Hang at the beginning.
Hang Sizhou himself didn't think he was very keen on making love, after all, it was really tiring.
But Xiao Hang didn't move, which made him feel very nervous. He felt uneasy all the time and couldn't get anything done.
But there is no doubt that Xiao Hang's recent performance can be described as a model husband, and he also knows how to "please" him.
Facing such a Xiao Hang, Hang Sizhou couldn't scold him like he did before.
That's why he is so annoying.
And it's getting more and more annoying.
Sure enough, an unhappy sex life has a huge impact on one’s mood.
Go forward and you will find the cashier.
Hang Sizhou pulled the mask to cover most of his face completely, then pushed the cart into one of the aisles.
In front of him in the line was a little boy of about five or six years old. He was very naughty and kept moving things around on the small shelf in front of the cash register.
Hang Sizhou hated this kind of kid the most. He looked at him for a few seconds and then quickly looked away.
Therefore, I didn't see the little brat throwing the two pink boxes into his shopping cart.
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When the three of them arrived home, they unexpectedly saw Xiao Hang making tea with a cup in the living room.
When Xiao Hang saw them, he was also stunned.
But he quickly walked towards the door and helped carry in several large bags like a gentleman.
"I've eaten. I'll work in the study later."
Hang Sizhou nodded.
Xiao Hang had worked from home before, so it was nothing unusual.
Anyway, as long as it doesn't affect them.
In addition to food, Hang Sizhou also bought some toiletries.
While Yan Jiayou and Jing Qing were cleaning and preparing food, Hang Sizhou took a bag of toiletries and walked towards the bathroom in the bedroom.
Someone who said he was going to work also came in.
"you-"
Just as Hang Sizhou was about to speak, he saw the man take out a square, pink box from his bag, hold it between his fingertips and look at him.
This box looks familiar. It was the one that was placed on the small shelf in front of the cash register.
The two were not far away from each other, and Hang Sizhou could clearly see several key words written on the box, such as "granular, ultra-thin, cool, peach flavor".
Hang Sizhou's face turned red instantly and he frowned in annoyance.
It must be the little boy from before. He has been playing with things on the shelf. This box must have been thrown in by him!
When he was counting the money just now, there were a lot of miscellaneous things, but he didn't pay attention to them.
Then by coincidence, Xiao Hang discovered him.
The two looked at each other for a while, Xiao Hang raised his eyebrows and put the things back into the bag.
Hang Sizhou sighed in his heart.
He didn't even react when he saw the condom. This man is really getting weirder and weirder.
He snatched the bag and said irritably, "Get out and don't interfere with me packing."
As soon as I turned around, my wrist was grabbed.
Xiao Hang stood beside him, and said in a deep voice: "So you like this flavor and style?"
"… "
The expression on Hang Sizhou's face became more complicated.
After several seconds, he suddenly blurted out the words that he had been holding back in a self-deprecating tone.
"What's the use of me like that? You can't do it now anyway."
The author has something to say:
Oh, I really like the fact that I suspect my husband is “not good enough”_(:з」∠)_
However, the day when Zhou Zhou recovers his memory is getting closer and closer. If the amount exceeds 200,000 a little, he will recover his memory.
And everything you want to see QAQ is available, and it will be available very soon_(:з」∠)_
PS: Those things about treating amnesia are just random nonsense.
PPS: Yiyi is fine, the one in the hospital is Yiyi's mom, don't worry about me, hehe
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