Have you lost weight
Bian Nan subconsciously raised his hand to touch his face.
A gust of cold wind blew over, and he suddenly realized that it doesn't matter that he is thin and dry now!
The point is Qiu Yi.
Counting the time of avoiding each other before, it has been three months since he looked at Qiu Yi face to face and listened to his voice.
Thinking of this, he suddenly felt a little weak all over.
Finally met.
Finally heard the sound.
I finally realized the fucking feeling that there are so many things I want to say scrambling to come out, but all of them are blocked in my throat and no one can get out.
Qiu Yi didn't speak, and after staring at him silently for a while, he opened his arms.
Bian Nan stared at him, a little hesitant and not sure, he couldn't react at the moment, did Qiu Yi's sudden movement mean... a hug
Embrace
Qiu Yi saw that he didn't move, and his arms didn't move: "I'm not spreading my wings in Dapeng."
"Fuck." Bian Nan cursed in a low voice, smiled and went over to hug him.
Qiu Yi patted him on the back lightly: "Thank you."
Bian Nan tightened his arms fiercely, and firmly held Qiu Yi in his arms.
This was the first time he hugged Qiu Yi tightly like this, he could feel Qiu Yi's firm body through his clothes through his arms, and he could feel the muscles tensed when Qiu Yi also hugged him back.
This kind of real and clear physical contact made him tremble, the pores all over his body opened as if he had heard an order, and then closed them suddenly.
The two hugged silently in the cold wind and did not move for a long time.
Bian Nan didn't want to move, he couldn't bear to move and was too embarrassed to move.
The stuffy words in his throat haven't spelled out his life and death, once he let go of his hands and face to face with Qiu Yi, the state of being unable to speak will make him embarrassed.
But he knew that if he didn't let go, there would be more embarrassing things waiting for him. He was wearing a pair of sweatpants today... If he had known this would happen, he should have worn jeans.
After thinking about it for a while, Qiu Yi said softly: "It's quite cold."
"Damn," Bian Nan let go of his hand when he heard this, and then he noticed that Qiu Yi was only wearing a long-sleeved T-shirt, and he immediately began to take off his coat, "Didn't I ask the lawyer to bring you a coat?" ?”
"It's dirty," Qiu Yi held down his hand, "Don't take it off, you'll be fine if you get in the car."
"Oh, that's right." Bian Nan turned around and was about to open the passenger's door, then ran to the trunk as if remembering something, "You come here first."
Qiu Yi walked to the back of the car and saw Bian Nan holding a handful of branches in his hand, he was stunned: "What is this?"
"Grapefruit leaf..." Bian Nan looked at the branch in his hand and was happy, "My dad made it and said to use it to get rid of bad luck."
Bian Nan took the leaves and patted Qiu Yi several times, then closed the trunk door: "Let's just leave it like this, get in the car."
When he was about to walk towards the front of the car, Qiu Yi suddenly grabbed his hand.
Bian Nan froze.
Qiu Yi's hand was very cold, and this grasp didn't feel like the warmth of a palm hitting his heart... But the coolness of Qiu Yi's fingertips made him feel at ease and comfortable for a while.
Fuck, what the hell are you thinking about
It was just this simple action, but it took Bian Nan several seconds to turn around: "What?"
"Look." Qiu Yi pulled the palm of his right hand upwards, and looked down at the scar on his hand that ran across the entire palm.
"It's okay, it's all over now, I can move freely now," Bian Nan also looked at his hands, "Now the palm lines are awesome."
To be honest, he hasn't looked at the scar carefully since the stitches were removed, but looking at it now, it's really scary, and because the scar hasn't fully healed yet, there will be a tight feeling of being pulled when he opens his hand .
Qiu Yi didn't say a word, just brushed his fingertips across the scar, frowning.
The scar is relatively plump, and when Qiu Yi's fingertips slid across it, there was only a faint, thick and blunt tactile sensation, but with this feeling, it was able to crawl all the way down the arm to the heart.
itch.
"It's...it's okay," Bian Nan looked at Qiu Yi, "I've been training for almost a month."
"Where's the head?" Qiu Yi touched the back of his head again, "Where did that kick go?"
"I don't know," Bian Nan really didn't know where the kick was. Anyway, when he woke up, his head felt a little swollen. "Leave me alone, get in the car first."
"Shouldn't you be learning the basics?" Qiu Yi got into the car, "This unlicensed driver dared to drive the car to the detention center."
"I wanted to study in the summer vacation, but something happened to me." Bian Nan smiled and started the car, "Let's go to school to pick up the second treasure. I heard from your father that they are going to do good deeds today and leave school early. "
"Okay." Qiu Yi nodded.
"By the way," Bian Nan pointed to the bag he threw on the back seat, "Your phone is in my bag, and I charged it."
Qiu Yi turned back and took out the mobile phone from his bag, looked at it, and put it in his pocket: "Shen Tao gave it to you?"
"Yeah," Bian Nan responded, and suddenly remembered Shen Tao's eyes and attitude, and suddenly felt hot and numb like a needle prick in his back, and the feeling of guilty conscience enveloped him again, so he quickly changed the subject , "How is your injury? Where is it?"
"It's everywhere," Qiu Yi smiled, rolled up his sleeves, and there were two healed knife wounds on his arm, "but it's not serious, it's not as painful as when you pounced on me and pushed my stomach."
"Fuck me?" Bian Nan was stunned, "I'm holding your stomach? I really don't know, I was red-eyed at the time..."
"Stop fighting in the future," Qiu Yi sighed, "I've never seen someone give up his entire back to the other party during a fight."
"I'm not always like this, it's not because..." Bian Nan stopped in the middle of speaking.
"I know, thank you," Qiu Yi glanced at him, "drive well."
When Bian Nan drove the car to the gate of Qiu Yan's school, he saw a group of children lined up with buckets and rags to enter the school gate.
Qiu Yan put his green bucket on his head, hopped and walked at the end of the line with a rag in his hand.
"Hey, you silly boy, you put all your colors on your head..." Bian Nan was delighted when he saw it.
"Second Treasure!" Qiu Yi put down the car window and shouted over there.
Qiu Yan was stunned when he heard the voice, and turned his head suddenly.
"Brother!" Seeing Qiu Yi who opened the car door and came down, Qiu Yan's eyes widened, and then he rushed over here, shouting as he ran, "Ms. Li! My brother is here to pick me up!"
It was the first time that Bian Nan discovered that Qiu Yan's jumping ability was so amazing. He ran up to Qiu Yi and jumped straight onto Qiu Yi's body. He wrapped his arms around Qiu Yi's neck and hooked his legs around Qiu Yi's waist: " elder brother-"
Before Qiu Yi could make a sound, he closed his eyes, turned his face to the sky, and burst into tears.
Bian Nan leaned the car to the side of the road, Qiu Yi hugged Qiu Yan and got into the car, because Qiu Yan was wrapped around Qiu Yi's body like an octopus, and he refused to relax no matter what, it took a long time for Qiu Yi to get into the car.
"Ouch, baby," Bian Nan touched his face, "You cry..."
Qiu Yan hugged Qiu Yi's neck and cried all the way, as if all the uncomfortable energy that he had been holding back after thinking about his brother for so long had to cry now.
It wasn't until the car drove to the small street outside the alley that Qiu Yan gradually lost his voice.
"Stop crying?" Bian Nan took a look.
"Asleep," Qiu Yi leaned back on the car seat, and breathed a sigh of relief, "My head hurts from shouting."
"Headache?" Bian Nan immediately stared at him.
"...a metaphor." Qiu Yi said.
"Oh." Bian Nan felt a little stupid.
Qiu Yi got out of the car with Qiu Yan in his arms, and was about to hand Qiu Yan to Bian Nan so that he could get his bag, but as soon as Qiu Yan opened his eyes, he wriggled desperately and tightened his neck.
"Let me get something." Bian Nan took out both of their bags.
"Brother." Qiu Yan called out with his arms around Qiu Yi's neck.
"En." Qiu Yi responded.
"elder brother."
"Ok."
"elder brother."
"what's up?"
"I'm in the third grade." Qiu Yan said with a smile with swollen eyes.
"It's amazing," Qiu Yi kissed him, "It's better than a big tiger."
"Hey!" Bian Nan shouted from behind, "Don't step on me and praise him like that."
It was already noon, and Bian Nan bought some cooked food at the roasted stew shop, so that Qiu Yi would not have to cook until he came out after staying in the detention center for two months.
After returning home, Qiu Yancai finally regained his strength, and ran into Qiu's father's room shouting all the way.
"Cook some food," Qiu Yi said to Bian Nan, "I'll talk to my dad first."
"En." Bian Nan nodded, he wanted to tell you to chat quickly, and I also want to have a good chat with you after the chat.
But when he thought of chatting with Qiu Yi, he became nervous again.
After Qiu Yi entered Qiu's father's house, Bian Nan called Wan Fei and then his father: "Dad, I got it."
"Okay, then tell your friend, let me treat him to dinner tomorrow, and thank him well." Dad said.
"I'll tell him later, Dad," Bian Nan scratched his head, "Thank you."
"Why do you keep talking about this?" Dad sighed, "Okay, you can talk to your friends first."
After hanging up the phone, Bian Nan took Qiu Yan to the kitchen to cook. Qiu Yan was in a good mood, and Bian Nan didn't have to do anything to wash the pot and wash the rice.
"Happy?" Bian Nan knelt down and patted his head.
"En!" Qiu Yan nodded vigorously.
"Seeing that your brother won't even let me touch it." Bian Nan smiled and clicked his tongue.
Qiu Yan immediately rushed over to hug him, and kissed him resoundingly on the face.
Happy
Ok!
Qiu Yi chatted with Qiu's father for almost an hour before pushing him out. Bian Nan put all the dishes on the table: "Uncle, let's eat casually at noon, let's go out for dinner, I drove today Just put the wheelchair in the trunk."
Qiu Yi glanced at him, and he laughed twice: "What are you doing?"
"Then go out to eat, and I'll take your car too." Papa Qiu said with a smile.
"He has no money, and he's driving without a license." Qiu Yi said, taking a bowl to help Qiu's father fill the meal.
"Don't go far away, just eat nearby, it doesn't matter," Bian Nan sat next to Qiu's father, "Uncle, my car is quite good."
"There are always traffic police in this area, right?" Papa Qiu asked Qiu Yi, "If there is a traffic police, they won't just stop and ask..."
"Is there someone like you?" Qiu Yi was helpless, "He called you uncle, and that's how you treat yourself as an uncle."
"You call me daddy, and I've been scolded by you all day," Dad Qiu said with a smile, "I haven't found the feeling of being an uncle all this time."
Qiu Yi put the rice in front of Bian Nan: "Hurry up and go to the exam book."
The meal was very happy, Qiu's father and Qiu Yan talked a lot, and kept asking Qiu Yi how he was doing and how his injuries were doing.
"Brother, why didn't you shave your head?" Qiu Yan asked while eating.
"Because I'm so handsome, I can't bear it." Qiu Yi said.
Qiu Yan raised his head and stared at him for a long time: "Liar."
"Aren't I handsome?" Qiu Yi picked up a piece of char siu and put it in Qiu Yan's bowl.
"If someone says he's handsome, he still needs a bribe!" Bian Nan laughed.
Qiu Yi looked at him with a smile, Bian Nan's heartbeat stopped immediately as if the electricity had been pulled out, he lowered his head, took a couple of mouthfuls of rice and said, "Handsome, I don't need bribes."
"Handsome!" Qiu Yan shouted, "I'm handsome too!"
"You are cute and beautiful now, and you will be handsome in a few years." Bian Nan said.
"I'm handsome!" Qiu Yan shouted.
"Hey, handsome! There are three brothers as handsome as you!" Bian Nan touched his face.
After the meal, Nan helped Qiu Yan to clean up the dishes, feeling very tangled in his heart.
On the one hand, he hoped that he could have a good chat with Qiu Yi after finishing his work, but on the other hand, he felt that he had tidied things up too quickly, and he hadn't decided what to say to Qiu Yi yet.
After everything was cleaned up, Qiu Yan ran to Qiu's father's room to watch TV, and Qiu Yi went to take a shower and went into the back room.
Bian Nan was still standing in the living room in a daze.
After a while Qiu Yi poked his head out: "Why don't you come in and chat for a while?"
Then Bian Nan walked into the house and closed the door behind him.
"Have you not had a good rest recently? You are so thin, you can tell at a glance," Qiu Yi took off his shirt, opened the wardrobe door, and rummaged through the closet, trying to find a thicker dress to change into. "It's so cold, I haven't packed my summer clothes yet..."
Bian Nan leaned against the table, staring at Qiu Yi's beautiful back, and after a while he said without thinking: "You haven't wished me a happy birthday yet."
Qiu Yi stopped flipping through his clothes, turned around with a smile: "Birthday..."
"Wait," Bian Nan interrupted him, ran to the living room and brought in his bag, took out the glued little clay figurine from the bag and handed it to him, "Okay."
Qiu Yi looked down at the little clay figurine in his hand and didn't move for a long time.
The little clay figurines are glued together well, they are basically aligned, but there are gaps in some places and the color has lost.
Bian Nan really didn't look like someone who could do such delicate work. He was usually careless, and he could bump into the table just by walking, and he was able to glue the broken clay figurines together.
When he was hit on the back with a stick brought by Pan Yifeng's people that day, his first reaction was that the clay figurine was about to shatter...
Really broken.
He took a closer look, and found that a small piece of the clay figurine's nose had been knocked off.
"Hey, what are you thinking?" Bian Nan interrupted his thoughts and asked, "How is my handicraft? After three nights of glueing, I even glued my fingers."
Qiu Yi walked up to him and put the little clay figurine in his hand: "I've been making this for about a month, thinking about what it should look like."
Bian Nan looked at him, Qiu Yi was standing very close, he could feel the temperature on Qiu Yi's body, but he didn't know where to put his eyes.
On the top is Qiu Yi's beautiful and delicate face, on the bottom is his bare upper body, and on the bottom... In order not to make a fool of myself, I'd better not go down any further.
"After thinking for many days, I finally decided to be a player with a racket," Qiu Yi smiled, "I think your playing is different from usual."
"Really?" Bian Nan asked with some difficulty.
"Well, that's how I felt when I saw you play for the first time. You're quite stylish." Qiu Yi touched the little clay figurine's face.
"That must be..." Bian Nanshun was about to utter a few words, but stopped abruptly as soon as he started.
Qiu Yi suddenly approached him and whispered in his ear: "Bian Nan, happy birthday."
After saying this, Qiu Yi raised his hand, landed on his waist, and slowly slid back.
Before Bian Nan followed a hundred or so trains to understand, Qiu Yi tilted his head, and his lips lightly touched the corner of his mouth.
I! Hold!
Bian Nan's legs felt weak for a while, and he quickly put the clay figurine in his hand on the table, so as not to shudder and fall, if he hadn't leaned on the table, he would feel that he had to slip directly to the ground.
Not to mention that the heartbeat seems to be unplugged now, and now he is even cut off from breathing.
dare not breathe.
dare not!
I'm afraid that if I get angry, I'll blow away Qiu Yi's kiss...
Qiu Yi's lips were soft and moist, and after staying at the corner of his mouth with a hint of warmth for a few seconds, Qiu Yi's body stepped back slightly.
Hold!
Finished
Bian Nan felt this tiny movement, without thinking about it, he raised his arm, hooked Qiu Yi's neck and pulled it towards him, and pressed it hard on Qiu Yi's lips.
Qiu Yi's hand behind his back also tightened, slipped into his clothes, and grabbed his waist.
The tip of their tongues met between their lips, Bian Nan didn't know if they stayed in place for a while, or if they tested each other... He only knew that he and Qiu Yi were already entangled with each other when he realized it.
All the longing, all the longing, all the uneasiness, all the tension that had been accumulated in my heart for so long exploded at this moment.
Bian Nan put his arms around Qiu Yi, rubbed his hands randomly on his back, his breathing probably wasn't a power outage, but a short circuit, it was like having a good time at the moment, it was so heavy that he was anxious.
He explored and sucked Qiu Yi's mouth, then put his arms around Qiu Yi and pushed him down on the bed.
Probably because of this, Qiu Yi's lips were bitten by Bian Nan, and he hummed very low.
Bian Nan felt that this sound directly drained his energy, not to mention his legs were weak, his entire body was probably already weak except for Bian Xiaonan.
He didn't understand how Qiu Yi raised his knee to push him away from him. When he realized it, Qiu Yi was already straddling him, supporting the bed with one hand and pressing his shoulder with the other.
"Bian Nan," Qiu Yi looked down at him, with flames dancing in his beautiful and deep eyes, "Do you have something to tell me?"
"Yes," Bian Nan stared into his eyes, feeling a little out of breath, and after taking a deep breath with great effort, he said, "I like you."