Bian Nan stood outside the study door with his hands raised, not knowing whether he should knock on the door now or turn around and walk away.
The father didn't know what he said, and the auntie sighed: "Xiaonan has no ambitions since she was a child. She grew up playing around and playing around. Follow Bian Hao to learn management...or take a university entrance exam..."
"How is it possible for him to go to college? He struggled even in individual schools, and he never liked playing tennis." Dad said in a low voice. Come strong."
"There must be a process." The aunt said softly.
Bian Nan knocked lightly on the study door and called out, "Dad?"
"Come in." Dad answered from inside.
Bian Nan pushed open the door, Auntie sat on the sofa, saw him coming in, and smiled: "I'm talking about you with your father, it just so happens that you're here, let's listen to your opinion."
"What... matter?" Bian Nan stood leaning against the bookcase.
"You're graduating soon, and it's time for an internship in the new year," Dad said slowly while making tea, "I've discussed it with your aunt, look at you... How about going to the logistics company to exercise with Bian Hao first?" ?”
"Dad," Bian Nan glanced at his father, then at his aunt, bowed his head and remained silent for a while, "I'll stay with Bian Hao... I guess... he can't agree either."
"He has no objection," the aunt smiled. "I asked him about it, and he agreed."
Bian Nan was stunned for a moment, he thought that his aunt's proposal was just a temporary thought, but he didn't expect to have already talked with Bian Hao.
And Bian Hao still has no objection
Of course he has no objection, the logistics company has been handed over to Bian Hao, and he has the final say on everything, if he goes by himself, he is just a soldier, so what can Bian Hao say
It's no different from sending someone to your door to find you unhappy, and it can relieve Bian Hao's boredom...
"I know you're worried about getting along with Bian Hao," Dad took a sip of tea, "but work is work, and this shouldn't have any effect."
"I... Dad, I..." Bian Nan felt a little powerless, he rarely discussed anything with his parents at home, and even if he did, he never gave any objection, and now he was completely unprepared When he was about to speak, he found that his lack of courage was quickly disappearing, "I..."
"Huh? Just tell me if you have any ideas." Dad looked at him.
Outside, at school, in front of his classmates and friends, he never felt the pressure like at home, and felt nervous and uncomfortable in every move.
Now facing his father and aunt, his whole body feels hot and itchy like needles, and he feels so uncomfortable that he always wants to jump into the bathtub to soak.
After being silent for a long time, when the courage was about to be evaporated by the nervousness, Bian Nan gritted his teeth: "Can I not go to the logistics company?"
"Not going?" Auntie frowned, "Why? First understand, study, and know what it means to step out of society, otherwise what can you do?"
Bian Nan opened his mouth and said nothing.
Although his aunt's words were not pleasant, he couldn't refute them.
what can he do
There was really nothing he could do.
He knows nothing and knows nothing except tennis, which he doesn't like...
He was immediately discouraged, and the fact that he knew very well all along but refused to think about it was placed in front of him again.
Ben Nan, you are a useless piece of trash.
"Think about it again," Dad saw his struggle, stood up and walked to him and patted his shoulder, "Your aunt and I are also thinking for you, if you have any ideas, just tell me .”
"Then I... think about it," Bian Nan said with some difficulty, he didn't know what was wrong with him, so he wanted to leave the study quickly, out of the sight of his father and aunt, "I'm going back to my room first. "
After saying this, he turned around and strode out of the study. After closing the study door, he realized that he forgot to mention the proposal that Lao Jiang gave him.
He hesitated for a few seconds, and finally went downstairs.
Bian Nan, you are so fucking worthless!
It's fucking useless!
After going downstairs and turning into the corridor, Bian Nan saw Bian Xinyu strolling back and forth outside his room door.
"Ah!" Bian Xinyu was startled when she saw him coming down the stairs, "You're not in the house!"
"What's the matter?" Bian Nan walked over, opened the door of the room, and looked back at Bian Xinyu.
"Yes..." Bian Xinyu looked towards the stairs and pushed him, "Go in and talk."
Bian Nan is not in the mood to deal with Bian Xinyu right now, his whole body is wrapped in irritability and annoyance, after entering the room, he sat down at the table, did not look at Bian Xinyu, just stared blankly.
"Actually, I'm fine. I just want to ask if Qiu Yi is okay. Did my dad make things difficult for him today? Did he say anything to others? I called Qiu Yi and he didn't answer." Bian Xinyu probably said the same thing. Uncomfortable and nervous, he fell silent after a series of words.
"No." Bian Nan answered Bian Xinyu's few questions in two words.
Bian Xinyu frowned: "What's your attitude!"
"Qiu Yi is fine. Dad didn't make things difficult for him today, nor did he say anything nonsense to him. I don't know why he didn't answer the phone." Bian Nan looked at her, "Is this okay?"
Bian Xinyu patted his table and shouted: "Do you think I have to beg you!"
"I didn't think so." Bian Nan said.
Bian Xinyu glared at him, turned around and rushed out, entered her room, and slammed the door hard.
Bian Nan sighed, went to close the door, went into the bathroom to take a shower, came out naked and threw himself on the bed and closed his eyes.
"Aren't you going back?" Qiu Yi looked at Shen Tao who was sitting under the grape arbor with his head up, "I'm going to sleep, I'm so sleepy."
"Appreciate the lantern," Shen Tao smiled, picked up the teapot and poured himself a cup of tea, "Don't drive me away, I haven't had a chance to have a good chat with you after you come out."
"Let's talk after we go to school." Qiu Yi sat down on the recliner opposite him, leaning on the back of the chair and gently rocking.
"The matter of going on a ship for an internship is basically settled?" Shen Tao asked.
"Well, the domestic trade ship is pretty good, and the conditions are good, and it won't take that long," Qiu Yi lit a cigarette and drank, "Two treasures will probably die in trouble after ten days and a half months."
"What about other things?" Shen Tao also lit a cigarette.
"What else?" Qiu Yi looked at him.
Shen Tao frowned, raised his hand to push away the smoke in front of him, and cleared his throat: "Just... and Bian Nan, I see you two... are you... pretty good?"
"Ah." Qiu Yi responded without saying anything else.
"Ah, what a ghost," Shen Tao muttered in a low voice, "If you don't like to talk about it, don't talk about it."
Qiu Yi smiled, and neither of them spoke anymore.
Shen Tao sipped his tea, while Qiu Yi kept rocking on the recliner.
It was already getting cold, and the night chill could easily seep through his coat. Shen Tao drank tea while boiling water, and only the first three sips were warm.
After sitting for more than half an hour, he couldn't bear it anymore and stood up: "I'm leaving."
Qiu Yi didn't make a sound, he leaned over to take a look, and found that Qiu Yi had fallen asleep leaning on the chair.
"You're going to catch a cold." Shen Tao pulled up his coat and ran into the toilet.
When he came out of the toilet, Qiu Yi still didn't move in the previous posture. Shen Tao wanted to wake him up and go back to sleep, but just as his hand touched his arm, Qiu Yi suddenly sat upright from the reclining chair.
"Scared you?" Shen Tao was startled, and quickly withdrew his hand.
Qiu Yi stared at him, panting a bit, and after a while, he turned his face and looked at him: "Leave?"
"Well, are you okay?" Shen Tao stared at him.
"It's okay," Qiu Yi propped his elbows on his knees, lowered his head, rubbed his hands on his face, paused before saying softly, "I'm dreaming."
Shen Tao didn't speak, he leaned back on the recliner and closed his eyes: "I dreamed about my mother."
Shen Tao sighed, reached out and patted him on the shoulder: "Do you want me to sing you a lullaby?"
"Get out," Qiu Yi said, standing up and stretching, "Go back, the car will be gone for a while."
"Then I'm leaving." Shen Tao turned and walked towards the gate of the courtyard, stopped after taking two steps, and looked back at him, "Qiu Yi, I'm not talking about people behind their backs, you should think clearly about Bian Nan. "
"Huh?" Qiu Yi looked at him.
"He's different from you after all. It's not a problem for him to get together with his girlfriend before," Shen Tao said, "Do you understand what I mean? I'm not saying that he's not good, I just want to say that he's in a daze right now. Come in, it may not be the same when you wake up in the future.”
"Talking too much," Qiu Yi put away the cups on the table, "I know."
"Do you really know? You don't seem to know it now," Shen Tao smiled, "Don't think I'm annoying..."
Qiu Yi didn't speak, but turned his head to look at him.
"Okay, it's quite annoying," Shen Tao pushed open the courtyard door and walked out, "Let's go."
Qiu Yi stood in front of the table for a long time, lit another cigarette, squatted by the pool and finished smoking before sighing softly.
When he walked lightly into the inner room after washing, Qiu Yan just rolled over and rolled into the middle of the bed, throwing the quilt aside.
He went over to pull up the quilt, took two small blankets, and piled one on each side of Qiu Yan's body to prevent him from rolling around again.
Although he was very sleepy before, that dream and Shen Tao's words were very refreshing. Now he has no drowsiness for the time being, and sat down at the table.
The little clay figurine glued by Bian Nan was still on the table, because Bian Nan's patching skills were too poor, so he didn't let Bian Nan take it home, and planned to patch it up again before giving it to him.
Repairing this was not difficult for Qiu Yi. After adjusting the soil, it didn't take long for the gaps to be filled.
I can fill in the color tomorrow.
The phone rang, a text message from Bian Nan.
can't sleep.
Qiu Yi looked at the small alarm clock on the table, it was just after 12 o'clock.
Not having a good chat with your dad
I haven't said yet, is it pretty useless
Qiu Yi smiled, and thought for a while on the phone before returning a message.
Why are you always in such a hurry to deny yourself, just finish the scrambled eggs tomorrow and talk about it.
OK, let's go all out.
Bian Nan got up early in the morning, and the dog kept barking happily under his window. After he got up, the dog went to rest.
Although he was not happy about making breakfast today, after rolling on the bed for about ten minutes naked with his arms around the quilt, he still decided to get up early to prepare.
When she entered the kitchen, the nanny Zhang was preparing to heat up the milk, with sliced bread beside her.
"Morning, Miss Zhang," Bian Nan rubbed his eyes, "Do you have...eggs?"
"Yes, it's ready for you. Your aunt said you want scrambled eggs?" The nanny smiled and handed him the eggs. "Do you want me to help?"
"It's okay, it's simple." Bian Nan took a large bowl and cracked five or six eggs into the bowl, then hunched over and picked out the shells of the eggs with chopsticks, "Do you have onions?" ? Let me make a scallion omelette and put it in the bread to make a sandwich."
"There are scallions," the nanny took out the scallions from the refrigerator and helped him wash them. "What does the scallion egg sandwich taste like?"
"I don't know," Bian Nan chuckled twice, "Try it, if it doesn't taste good, eat it separately."
The nanny was kicked out of the kitchen by Bian Nan, he took out his phone and called Qiu Yi: "Are you awake?"
"Get up." Qiu Yi's voice was quite sober, and Qiu Yan who was singing next to him sounded even more sober.
"How do you make egg pancakes with chopped green onion?" Bian Nan asked while stirring the eggs with chopsticks.
"... Isn't it scrambled eggs? Why did it become an egg pancake?" Qiu Yi was taken aback for a while.
"I see there are slices of bread, it should be fine for making sandwiches..." Bian Nan said.
After being silent for a while, Qiu Yi was happy: "I haven't eaten it, you can try it."
"I already have onions and eggs, what should I do?" Bian Nan asked.
"Is there a pan?" Qiu Yi asked with a smile.
"Yes... right," Bian Nan walked around the kitchen. Dad and Bian Hao had high requirements for food, so his kitchen was as complicated as the back kitchen of a restaurant. He didn't see the pan for a long time. ,"Maybe not."
"Where's the frying pan?" Qiu Yi asked again, the voice of Qiu Yan singing at the top of his voice almost covered his voice.
"Yes, there is a frying pan," Bian Nan picked up the frying pan, "How long has Erbao's concert been going on..."
"It's been more than an hour," Qiu Yi walked into the yard, "beat the eggs, put some salt and sesame oil, and then put some flour."
"Well," Bian Nan started to work according to Qiu Yi's instructions with the phone between his hands, "how about I go to see you on Monday?"
"Where are you going to find me?" Qiu Yi was taken aback.
"School," Bian Nan smiled, "Now we don't control it strictly. Let's eat together after school on Monday afternoon. Haven't you started working yet?"
"I go to your school to be arrogant, and you go to our school to be arrogant, is that what you mean?" Qiu Yi asked.
"Damn," Bian Nan laughed for a long time, "I want to see you, why don't we meet at the gate of the health school together."
Qiu Yi made him amused: "Are you looking for Zhang Xiaorong?"
"Hey, don't say it," Bian Nan clicked his tongue, "If it weren't for Zhang Xiaorong, I might not have noticed you."
The omelet is relatively simple to make. Although Bian Nan’s movements are a bit unsightly, there is nothing wrong with the operation, except that there is a little accident when turning the omelette.
"Hey!" Bian Nan raised his shovel and shouted.
"What's wrong? Did it hit the ground?" Qiu Yi immediately laughed.
"Aren't you just waiting for me to slam it on the ground and applaud?" Bian Nan clicked his tongue a few times, "This cake was only half turned over, and the other half didn't move, let me tear it in half, why? manage?"
"Turn that half over, isn't it enough? Is your IQ mixed into the custard?" Qiu Yi sighed.
"I don't mean that, I mean, it's not pretty, it's not a whole egg."
"It's not a whole egg, isn't it several eggs..."
"Qiu Dabao, you mean it, you don't understand human language!" Bian Nan said viciously into the phone.
"When it's out of the pot, you can cut it into several pieces and divide them up. It's still a matter of IQ." Qiu Yi sighed.
"I don't have the IQ to cook!" Bian Nan waved his shovel.
"Is there any beef sauce or something like that? If you want it, you can brush it up later. It's delicious." Qiu Yi said with a smile.
"Okay." Bian Nan nodded.
When the omelette was out of the pan, Bian Nan leaned over and smelled it. The heat of the omelet was well controlled by Qiu Yi's remote control, and it smelled delicious.
He took the chopsticks, took a little bit from the side of the omelette, put it in his mouth to taste, and then sent a text message to Qiu Yi, I think I have become a teacher, and I will go to your alley in the morning to set up a stove to sell breakfast.
Qiu Yi quickly replied to him, tell your dad that you have already made up your mind, start from the breakfast stall, and move forward to the egg pancake multinational company.
Bian Nan giggled at the phone for a long time.
Walking out of the kitchen with the egg pancake, Bian Nan glanced at the dining room, and was stunned for a moment.
The whole family is already sitting at the table, Dad is looking at him expectantly, and Auntie is telling the nanny to bring out other breakfast together.
Bian Hao tilted his head and was watching TV, while Bian Xinyu was lying on the table playing with his mobile phone, with an expression of not being angry after getting up.
"Yo, changed to omelette?" Dad watched him put the plate on the table, and immediately stood up and sniffed it, "It smells like that!"
The aunt smiled and put a piece into his bowl: "Then you have a taste."
Dad picked it up and put it in his mouth. After chewing it a few times, he laughed and gave Bian Nan a thumbs up: "Not bad! Oh, it's really good! I didn't expect Xiao Nan to be so good at craftsmanship!"
"Really?" Bian Xinyu also picked up the chopsticks and took a bite, "It's a little lighter, but it's okay."
Bian Nan didn't speak, his father's intoxicated and happy appearance made him a little bit speechless, and what he wanted to say was blocked in his throat.
"I just heard you call in the kitchen." Bian Xinyu picked up a piece of bread, "Did you call someone to teach you?"
Bian Nan glanced at her: "Yes."
"Who is calling?" Dad suddenly became interested, "Is it a girl?"
"No..." Bian Nan took the bread and stuffed it into his mouth, and said vaguely, "Yes..."
"It must be a girl, who would do this to a boy," the aunt pushed Dad, "don't ask me about it."
Bian Nan stopped talking and concentrated on eating breakfast. Bian Nan was always used to silence in this kind of scene where the whole family was present. He couldn't find a topic, and couldn't join in.
Bian Hao quickly finished eating, stood up and went to the living room to put on his coat.
"Going out?" Auntie asked him.
"Well, let's go to the company." Bian Hao glanced this way, "Is Xin Yu going out shopping with someone today, I'll take you out by the way."
"No need!" Bian Xinyu gave him a sideways glance, "Where to go shopping at 8:30, it's not so early to go to the vegetable market!"
"You..." Bian Hao frowned.
"Okay, you can go to yours, it's not like no one gave it to you," the auntie waved her hand, "Don't mess with her."
After Bian Xinyu finished eating, she went upstairs. Auntie went to the yard to take the dog for a walk. Only Bian Nan and her father were left in the dining room.
Bian Nan stared at the empty plate in front of him, and when his father stood up after eating, he said, "Dad."
"Huh?" Dad responded and sat down again, "What?"
"I thought about it," Bian Nan twisted his hands under the table, "I still won't go to the logistics company."
Dad looked at him, and sighed after a while: "Don't be angry about this, Bian Hao didn't say anything..."
"No," Bian Nan raised his head, "Coach Jiang has a friend in Zhanfei, and he wants to recommend me."
"Tennis club? Be a coach?" Dad frowned.
"I can't be a coach at first, assistant or something..."
"What's the future, what development can it have?" Dad was a little dissatisfied, "What do you think!"
Bian Nan looked at his father and said nothing.
"If you want to say that you are going to play in the club, I will not say anything," Dad knocked on the table, "I have no objection if you want to go to the gymnasium or something, what kind of job are you going to be an assistant?" ?”
Bian Nan remained silent.
"What did you say you were thinking?" Dad stood up, "Don't say anything, tell me what you are thinking!"
"What am I thinking, do you really want to know?" Bian Nan stood up abruptly, and the chair fell to the ground.
"What's the matter?" Auntie heard the voice and ran over from the backyard.
"What are you talking about!" Dad glared at him.
"You don't want to know what I'm thinking at all, and no one wants to know what I'm thinking," Bian Nan said, his hands trembling a little, he didn't know why he suddenly did this, he didn't know where his father's words came from Poked him, "Don't ask me what I'm thinking this time."
After saying this, Bian Nan turned and walked out of the dining room.