Qiu Yi felt that his head was still a little heavy, and he was sleepy.
In the daze, I just feel uncomfortable, and I don't know if I have fallen asleep or not.
Xiao Yi...
Qiu Yi's breathing tightened.
Xiao Yi, mother really wants to see your daughter-in-law and your child...
I'm sorry, mom.
Xiaoyi, why are you so young, grow up quickly, mom really wants to see...
sorry.
sorry.
Mom, stop talking... sorry.
No matter when and what state, as long as he thinks of his mother, the pain that comes with missing him will spread a little bit, and his heart will suddenly twitch, and the cold will slowly spread from his body to his whole body, leaving him nowhere to hide. I can't tell if it's reality or a dream.
sorry…
Someone seemed to grab his arm and pat his face lightly.
He struggled to see clearly.
Mother
Bian Nan jumped out of the taxi and ran into the alley, the snow had already started to fall heavily, and the air was icy cold.
When he ran into the yard, he saw Qiu Yan who was squatting at the door of the room waiting for him in a small padded coat.
"Hey baby!" When Bian Nan saw it, he ran over and hugged him, "Why didn't you wait in the house? It's such a cold day, didn't you see that it's snowing?"
"I see," Qiu Yan hugged him, "Dad is also asleep, I'm afraid you will wake them up when you call me."
"Blame me, blame me," Bian Nan entered the room with his arms around Qiu Yan, and said in a low voice, "I knew I would come back tomorrow, so go to sleep, who are you sleeping with today?"
"Sleeping with Dad, my brother is afraid of letting me catch a cold, I was already asleep," Qiu Yan rubbed against his body back and forth, "I heard your call when I got up to pee."
"Then did you pee?" Although Bian Nan really wanted to throw Qiu Yan into Qiu's father's room, he still patiently whispered to Qiu Yan. The little guy hadn't seen him for two days. I don't let go of my neck.
"I pissed, it's so cold," Qiu Yan laughed, "I'm so cold that I'm shivering, and I urinate on corners."
Bian Nan laughed: "Did you pee on your shoes?"
"No." Qiu Yan lowered his head and hooked his feet to look at his shoes.
"Then go to sleep." Bian Nan touched his nose, it was cold, "I'll just walk by myself later, good night."
"Good night." Qiu Yan was probably too sleepy, and finally let go, "Remember to close the courtyard door too."
"Understood, I'm really worried." Bian Nan smiled.
Seeing Qiu Yan enter Qiu's father's room, Bian Nan quickly jumped up, and gently pushed open Qiu Yi's door.
The light in the room was on, facing the wall, spreading a halo on the wall.
Qiu Yi lay sideways on the bed, frowning, his fair face was flushed red.
Seeing Qiu Yi like this, Bian Nan suddenly felt a little distressed. In his eyes, Qiu Yi has always been very strong, no matter what happens, he is always calm and calm. This is the first time he has seen Qiu Yi appear weak and uncomfortable when he is sick. look.
"Hello," he walked to the bed and bent down to look at Qiu Yi, "Qiu Dabao?"
Qiu Yi didn't wake up, he still frowned, he didn't look very comfortable, Bian Nan wanted to touch his face, but he stretched out his hand and quickly retracted it, rubbing his hands for a while felt that his hands were quite warm , then reached out and touched Qiu Yi's face lightly.
"Qiu Dabao..." Bian Nan didn't know whether to wake up Qiu Yi or just sit on the bedside and watch him sleep, so his voice was not loud, but after calling twice, he still decided to wake up Qiu Yi, so he woke up Qiu Yi through the quilt. He grabbed his arm, "You idiot Qiu?"
Qiu Yi snorted in a low voice, his already frowning brows tightened even more.
"Hey," Bian Nan patted his face lightly twice, "Your uncle Bian has come to see you without forgetting the past, so open your eyes and give him a smile."
Qiu Yi moved and mumbled something with his eyes closed, but Bian Nan heard the last two words clearly.
"...Mom?" Qiu Yi said softly.
Mother
Bian Nan was stunned.
Between him and Qiu Yi, the frequency of the word mother is negligibly low.
Qiu Yi's mother can't be mentioned too much, probably because it will arouse missing, and if you accidentally scold your mother, you will be beaten, but Bian Nan's own mother... It's better not to have.
So when he heard Qiu Yi yelling such a sentence in a daze, he didn't know how to react, and he didn't expect Qiu Yi to say such a sentence.
Did you dream about your mother
"It's me," Bian Nan pushed back the hair on Qiu Yi's forehead, "I'm your uncle Bian, of course, if you want to recognize me as godfather, that's fine too."
"... Bian Nan?" Qiu Yi opened his eyes, his voice was hoarse and nasal.
"Fuck, why is your voice so hoarse?" Bian Nan was startled when he heard it, "Didn't you say that Shen Tao accompanied you to the hospital? Why are you still like this!"
"Hey," Qiu Yi frowned, reached out from under the quilt and patted his arm, "It's okay, don't worry."
"Can you not be in a hurry? I'll be dumb soon," Bian Nan clicked his tongue, grabbed his arm and stuffed it back under the quilt, "Don't move around, it will get worse in a while."
"Pour some water for me," Qiu Yi said in a hoarse voice while huddled under the quilt, "I'm dying of thirst."
"Wait." Bian Nan turned and ran out of the room.
When he lightly took a cup of hot water and returned to the room, Qiu Yi had already sat up and leaned against the head of the bed.
"Hey, didn't my mother tell you not to move around?" Bian Nan was very upset, pointing at him, "Do you think having a fever is very fulfilling?"
"Then how can I drink water?" Qiu Yi felt helpless.
"All right, all right," Bian Nan handed the cup to him, "Drink it quickly and lie down."
Qiu Yi lowered his head and took a sip of hot water slowly, and looked at him: "Why did you come here? What time is it?"
"I don't know, it's past eleven o'clock." Bian Nan felt uncomfortable when he heard Qiu Yi's hoarse voice, "Stop talking with your broken voice, it sounds uncomfortable."
Qiu Yi drank a few sips of water, put the cup on the bedside table, retracted it under the quilt, did not speak again, but covered half of his face with the quilt, only showing his eyes to look at him.
"Why do you always look at me?" Bian Nan was a little embarrassed by him. One day he was still shivering, and the next day he rushed over to visit the sick in the wind and snow all night. He was really a loving lover.
Qiu Yi still didn't speak, just looked at him.
"Are you looking for a beating?" Bian Nan pointed at him and stared at him, then paused again, "Oh, I told you not to talk, all right, don't talk, don't talk."
Qiu Yi smiled.
"The eyes are all red." Bian Nan leaned closer to him and looked at him. Qiu Yi's eyes were very beautiful, but now they were full of red bloodshot eyes. I don't know if he was sick or he didn't sleep well. "What's the matter with you?" Son, suddenly became ill like this?"
"I caught a cold." Qiu Yi smiled and said something.
"How did you catch a cold?" Bian Nan sighed, "According to your body, you have to run to catch a cold..."
Qiu Yi stretched out his hand from under the quilt and gave him a thumbs up.
"Damn it, did you really run away?" Bian Nan leaned on the edge of the bed and said with a smile, "It's a pity, I didn't watch."
"Want to see it?" Qiu Yi stroked his chin, "I'm going to show you now, since I'm not wearing it anyway."
"Hey, don't move around," Bian Nan hurriedly stuffed his hands back under the quilt, and then was stunned again, "No clothes?"
"Yeah." Qiu Yi smiled and nodded, speaking with some difficulty, "When I feel uncomfortable, I sleep naked."
"No wonder I let Er Bao go to sleep in your father's room, because he was afraid that he would turn around and kick the eggs." Bian Nan thought about it and moved forward again, and whispered, "Hey, can I touch it?"
"What should I do if I catch a cold?" Qiu Yi curled his lips.
"I... warm it up first," Bian Nan pulled off his clothes, put his right arm in his arms, held it for a while, took it out and touched Qiu Yi's face, "Is it warm?"
"Well," Qiu Yi smiled helplessly, and lifted the corner of the quilt, "Where do you want to touch?"
"Damn, don't ask like that," Bian Nan stretched his hand under the quilt, "How do you want me to answer your question? Touch your little Xiaoyi?"
"Fuck," Qiu Yi laughed, and coughed a few times after laughing, "Why are you so hungry."
"I don't know," Bian Nan held his hand under the quilt, "Well, I've been thinking about it for the past two days. If I really ignore you, no one will kiss or touch you. It's still a bit of a disadvantage. .”
"Are you angry with me?" Qiu Yi asked softly.
"I was very angry at first," Bian Nan scratched his arm with his fingertips, and slowly touched his chest, and then moved down his chest and landed on his stomach. Pretty boring."
"...I'm sorry." Qiu Yi said.
,
"There's nothing wrong with it, we don't talk about it," Bian Nan touched Qiu Yi's waist and squeezed it lightly, "It's probably because we think differently, but actually I... just want to be sure."
"I like you, really." Qiu Yi touched his hand.
"Hey," Bian Nan clicked his tongue and couldn't help laughing, "How many times have I said this, can you stop talking, wait until I ask."
"It's burnt, be careful next time." Qiu Yi said.
"What's the matter with you? Why did you suddenly catch a cold and have a fever? It's not easy for me to catch a cold and have a fever now." Bian Nan frowned.
"I don't know, I haven't been sick for a long time," Qiu Yi coughed, "After you left that day, I ran to the yard and stayed for a while, maybe half an hour, and I caught a cold when I came back."
"... deserve it!" Bian Nan filed his teeth, "served it!"
"Yeah." Qiu Yi smiled, turned over and coughed towards the wall for a long time.
"Poor little boy," Bian Nan climbed onto the bed, and hugged Qiu Yi from behind through the quilt, "The cough is really good, I feel very relieved."
"Be careful, you've caught up with the eye of the needle," Qiu Yi said while coughing, "Thicker thread can't go through."
"Shut up, it's still hurtful to cough like this?" Bian Nan patted him on the back, "Hey, were you dreaming when I came here?"
"What?" Qiu Yi turned his head.
"It's okay," Bian Nan patted lightly, "I heard you calling mom, did you dream about mom?"
Qiu Yi was obviously stunned, and then his voice lowered: "... probably, I don't know... did you say anything else?"
"I didn't say anything else, I said that if you don't recognize me as a godfather, you will wake up." Bian Nan put his legs on Qiu Yi's body, and wrapped his arms and legs around Qiu Yi, feeling very fulfilled.
Qiu Yi never talked in his sleep, and he seldom spoke when he was half asleep and half awake. Mostly, he told Qiu Yan not to step on him when he got up. He didn't expect that he would really call out his mother and let Bian Nan hear it. up.
This indescribable feeling overwhelmed him instantly.
He was afraid that Bian Nan would ask further questions, and he was also afraid that Bian Nan would know that he could not accept his sexuality calmly, and he was even more afraid that Bian Nan would back away after knowing this.
When did thinking about mother become a burden
Feeling guilty and wanting to avoid it at the same time is really tormenting.
"I'm not going back to the dormitory today," Bian Nan pressed his face against the quilt on his back, "Is that okay? I heard it's snowing heavily outside."
"Then you can lie on the sofa in the living room." Qiu Yi turned over and lay flat, "I have a severe cold, and I'm afraid I'll pass it on to you."
"That's impossible," Bian Nan moved over and kissed him on the mouth, "I'm really not bragging, anyone who has a cold can't get past me, I'm as strong as a cow... a cow isn't very handsome, let's go horse, kid Grandpa is as strong as a horse, Prince Charming, with shiny black muscles..."
Qiu Yi couldn't help but sighed with a smile: "Has anyone ever told you that you are annoying?"
"No, has anyone ever told you that you are short-sighted? You are so inaccurate in seeing people." Bian Nan clicked his tongue.
"I was short-sighted." Qiu Yi said with a smile, and coughed again.
"I almost forgot that you are short-sighted," Bian Nan patted him on the back, "Do you not need a medical examination for internships? Can short-sighted people get on the boat?"
"Well, the new record requires 5.0 or more, but my degree is shallow, and I can see the number, but I can't see clearly." Qiu Yi coughed for a long time before recovering, "I have memorized all the eye charts..."
"I... Fuck!" Bian Nan was a little surprised, "You really memorized everything, from feed bags to eye charts, I know why your grades are so good."
"It can't be helped, the specialty is so popular." Qiu Yi laughed twice and then coughed.
"Stop talking, stop talking," Bian Nan sighed, sat up and began to undress, "I don't ask you to talk anymore, you just cough and laugh all the time."
"What are you doing?" Qiu Yi looked at him.
"What can you do? Can you do what I want?" Bian Nan squinted at him, "I'm going to sleep."
"Are you really squeezing me?" Qiu Yi hesitated.
"You don't want to squeeze with me or what?" Bian Nan frowned and looked at him.
"I told you I'm afraid I'll tell you." Qiu Yi said softly.
"I told you I'm not afraid!" Bian Nan threw his clothes aside, took off his trousers, raised his hand to turn off the light by the bed, and got under the quilt, "Damn, are you still hairy?" It's burning, why is it so hot?"
"I'm burning with lust," Qiu Yi said, "There's still a quilt on the bed, you should cover it with other quilts after a while."
"Well, I know, I'm afraid I'll make you sicker." Bian Nan moved closer to him and hugged him tightly, Qiu Yi's body was still a little hot, "You look like a roasted sweet potato."
"How about you going to Zhanfei these two days?" Qiu Yi touched his stomach.
"I said, just listen, don't talk," Bian Nan looked at Qiu Yi, Qiu Yi nodded, and he cleared his throat, "It's okay, just say that I have no problem with technology, I just Trouble with those relationships, there are a lot of coaches, and you have to deal with them on a daily basis. Not only do you have to remember their names, what classes they lead, these individuals are idle and have nothing to do, and they are assigned. , I still have to figure this out, hey, there is a coach surnamed Li who looks very much like Pan Yifeng, and Coach Gu always asks me to go to his place to get things. He always wants to call Coach Pan..."
Qiu Yi didn't make a sound, and laughed for a long time.
"Don't keep laughing, let's talk about it when you get better," Bian Nan sighed, "I haven't been home these two days, and my dad doesn't know that I went to Zhanfei. If I didn’t mention it, I just didn’t agree with it. If I said it, he would probably be unhappy.”
"Just do it well." Qiu Yi said hoarsely.
"Well," Bian Nan hugged him tightly, rubbed against his body for a long time, finally got out of the quilt, took another quilt and covered him, "Go to sleep."
The two lay in the dark for a while, and Qiu Yi called him softly: "Big Tiger."
"Huh?" Bian Nan turned over and lay face to face with him, Qiu Yi's hoarse voice with a hint of sleepiness sounded quite sexy when he was close.
"That dictionary..." Qiu Yi said.
"I'll take it for you tomorrow." Bian Nan said immediately, feeling like he had been waiting for Qiu Yi's words for a long time.
"Ten thousand is enough." Qiu Yi reached out and touched his forehead.
"It's fine to take all of it. You plan how much you need." Bian Nan said nonchalantly.
"No, keep it," Qiu Yi sighed, "Bian Nan, if you earned all this money yourself, you wouldn't care so much."
"I'll do the same to you if I earn it myself," Bian Nan thought for a while, "I know what you mean, ten thousand is ten thousand, I'll save the rest first."
Bian Nan slept soundly this time, and when he woke up in the morning, he felt as if his battery was fully charged. He checked the time and found that he could catch up with the morning exercise when he returned to school.
Qiu Yi was still asleep, so he leaned over and kissed the corner of Qiu Yi's mouth, and got off the bed lightly.
At this time, Qiu Yan, the little expert who got up early and stomped people, hadn't woken up yet, the room was very quiet, Bian Nan opened the door and walked out, the cold air suddenly poured in from his neckline.
Pulling his collar, he hopped all the way to the entrance of the alley to buy some steamed dumplings, then ran back to Qiu Yi's house, took a big thermos and put it on the table, then gently closed the door and went out.
The final exam is coming up in two days. Lao Jiang relaxed a little bit in the training of the seniors, and told them in the morning to reduce the training in the afternoon.
Bian Nan felt very moved. He didn't doze off after listening to the cultural class in the morning. Of course, it may also be because he slept better yesterday.
After class at noon, he and Wan Fei went to the cafeteria for dinner. It snowed all night, and it didn't stop until noon. There were people with excess energy smashing snowballs along the way.
"Brother Nan," Wan Fei looked at him, "you seem to be in a good mood?"
"It's always been good." Bian Nan snapped his fingers. In fact, the problem between him and Qiu Yi has not made any progress. He just doesn't want to think about it, and it's useless to think about it anyway.
Just as he walked to the entrance of the cafeteria, Bian Nan's cell phone rang.
"Fuck, don't! Don't! Eat with me," Wan Fei grabbed his arm with a sad face, "Are you going out to eat with Qiu Yi again!"
Bian Nan was about to say that Qiu Yi was so sick that he would eat a fart, so he looked down, Qiu Dabao.
"Go get dinner," Bian Nan slapped Wan Fei away and picked up the phone, "Wake up?"
"I have already attended two classes." Qiu Yi's still hoarse voice came over.
"What?" Bian Nan felt that his voice was a little out of tune, "Have you lost your fever? Have you recovered from your cold?"
"The fever is gone, I measured it when I got up," Qiu Yi said, "I have to hang the water again at noon, and I want you to accompany me, so I just came to school and had two classes."
"Did you miss class one or two?" Bian Nan asked.
"Well, I didn't get up until I had enough sleep," Qiu Yi coughed twice, "Shall we eat together?"
"Find me a place sheltered from the wind at the intersection." Bian Nan hung up the phone and ran into the cafeteria. Seeing Wan Fei, he ate his own meal and was sitting at the table eating, "You didn't take my share, did you?"
"Will you eat after beating me?" Wan Fei clicked his tongue.
"I'm not used to being smart," Bian Nan patted him on the shoulder, "I'll be back in the afternoon."
"Bring me two chicken wings?" Wan Fei said immediately.
"Row."
Qiu Yi was standing in the small supermarket at the intersection, and only came out of the store when he saw him running past.
Bian Nan stared at him and was happy. Qiu Yi was wearing a lot more than usual, hat, scarf, mask, gloves, and thick down jacket. He went over and pushed Qiu Yi: "Can you still stand still?"
"It's not kind at all," Qiu Yi pulled down his mask, "I'm a patient anyway, can you be gentler?"
"Yes," Bian Nan came close to him, took his arm and walked towards the snack street, "quickly find a place where no one is around and let me be gentle."
"So boring?" Qiu Yi asked.
"Well," Bian Nan nodded, "He's warm there, I just asked him if he knows Gu Wei."
The two of them didn't eat anything, and after passing through the snack street, they walked towards the residential area. There were not many people outside on a snowy day, and the whole neighborhood was empty at the moment.
When he walked to the back of the building, Bian Nan suddenly smiled and grabbed Qiu Yi's collar: "Come and let brother smell it."
"Help me," Qiu Yi covered his mouth and said, "There's a hooligan here, Uncle Policeman..."
"The police uncle doesn't care about dating." Bian Nan looked around, but there was no one, he rushed over to hug Qiu Yi and pushed him to the wall, and pulled away his hand covering his mouth, "Quick, give me a kiss."
"I have a cold." Qiu Yi said helplessly.
"It doesn't matter." Bian Nan kissed her.
After all, this is in the community. Bian Nan didn't dare to be too arrogant, but pressed hard on Qiu Yi's mouth. When he was about to back away, he felt Qiu Yi's breathing paused, and then he pushed it away. he.
"What..." Bian Nan was about to say why he was so cruel, but when he found Qiu Yi was looking behind him, his heart sank suddenly.
When he gritted his teeth and turned around, he saw Miao Yuan who was turning out from the back of another building and was probably about to go out from the back door of the community.