"You..." Bian Xinyu's eyes widened, with tears rolling in her eyes, "Why... so..."
Qiu Yi didn't speak, just leaned against the wall and looked at her.
Bian Xinyu stared at him for a long time, then turned around and ran back to the restaurant.
Looking at her back, Qiu Yi heaved a long sigh of relief, feeling a little weak in his body.
He actually said it!
He just said that!
Still talking to Bian Xin!
His mind was in chaos, not much calmer than Bian Xinyu.
After being dazed for a few minutes, he suddenly came back to his senses, took out his phone, his fingers trembled a little as he slid across the screen.
He dialed Bian Nan's phone, which rang for a long time before Bian Nan answered the phone: "Hey, I was playing with someone just now, why, miss me?"
"Bian Nan," Qiu Yi squeezed the phone, his voice was still a little hoarse, and he was struggling to speak, "I... I'm sorry, I just did something, and I was a little impulsive."
Yes, it might have been impulsive. At that moment, he never thought about what kind of situation he would push Bian Nan into.
"What's wrong? Did you type Bian Xinyu?" Bian Nan asked with a smile.
"It's more serious than this," Qiu Yi took a breath and let it out slowly, "I told her that I like men, and told her that I have a boyfriend..."
After Qiu Yi briefly told Bian Nan about the incident, Bian Nan over there suddenly lost his voice. Qiu Yi waited for a while, and was about to speak again, when Bian Nan laughed: "I didn't expect that you would be like this You said it, Qiu Dabao, you are awesome! Come and give me a kiss."
Bian Nan kissed the phone, Qiu Yi was a little confused, so he had no choice but to kiss the phone.
"What are you worried about?" Bian Nan asked him, "Are Bian Xinyu guessing it's me?"
"It should be easy to guess, she knows we have a good relationship." Qiu Yi said, frowning, thinking about how to deal with this matter afterward, and his mind was still buzzing.
"You and Shen Tao have a good relationship, and if you know it, you will know it," Bian Nan thought for a while, and said nonchalantly, "Can you still eat me?"
"I can't know now," Qiu Yi said, "I can't let your family know during this time. Your internship has just started, and the New Year is about to come. This matter is too big. I'm afraid something will happen to you."
"Are you worried about me?" Bian Nan asked with a smile.
"Isn't this nonsense?" Qiu Yi sighed, "When I said it, I just said it in a flash, and I didn't even think that she was your sister..."
"Qiu Yi," Bian Nan stopped laughing, and changed into a serious tone, "Do you know how I feel now?"
"How does it feel?" Qiu Yi asked.
"Fuck! I said it! Awesome! Cool!" Bian Nan raised his voice and yelled, then lowered his voice, "I'm very touched, really."
"You're an idiot," Qiu Yi smiled helplessly, "Bian Nan, listen to me."
"En." Bian Nan replied.
"Try not to let your family know during this period. The internship has just started, and there are many New Year events. Only when things stabilize can we have enough energy to deal with this matter, understand?" Qiu Yi said.
"Understood," Bian Nan replied, "If, I mean if, what if you know?"
Qiu Yi was silent for a while: "Tell me right away."
"And then?" Bian Nan asked again.
"I'll talk to your dad." Qiu Yi said.
"Fuck, what about me?" Bian Nan clicked his tongue in dissatisfaction.
"Why don't you just stay and watch." Qiu Yi smiled.
"That's an idiot, don't do it." Bian Nan drank his saliva and clicked his tongue again.
"Then together." Qiu Yi said.
"It's okay, it should be like this, Qiu Dabao, let me ask you," Bian Nan laughed aloud, "Will you regret it? Regret just said so."
"No, there is nothing to regret about things that can't be changed. Even if I said it impulsively, it must be because I think so that I will be so impulsive." Qiu Yi smiled, "I just want to say it now. This matter is dealt with."
After hanging up the phone, Qiu Yi smoked another cigarette at the back door to calm down.
He really couldn't tell what his mood was like now, and how to calm down.
A little entangled, a little excited, a little relieved, and a little uneasy, as if all the blood in the whole body rushed to the brain because of this emotion, and the hands and feet felt a little cold.
It would be nice if Bian Nan was by his side, rubbing on his always warm body would keep him warm.
When he returned to the hotel, he didn't see Bian Xinyu, and Qiu Yi went around the lounge, but he didn't see her.
I had no choice but to turn around in the hotel where people could stay and rest for a while, feeling like a killer who was found out on a mission and was looking for people to silence him all over the world.
Finally, when he was about to go to the bathroom, he ran into Bian Xinyu who had just come out of the women's bathroom.
Bian Xinyu's eyes were red, as if she had just cried, and there were still some drops of water on her face that had not been wiped off after washing.
Originally, Qiu Yi just wanted to check on her situation, but suddenly met face to face, he didn't know whether he should speak or not.
Bian Xinyu didn't say anything, she just looked up at him, brushed her hair and smiled, then walked away.
Qiu Yi looked back at her, Bian Xinyu, who didn't ask any more questions or cry with him, made him a little uneasy because of the complicated emotions in his eyes.
Bian Xinyu was surprisingly quiet and worked hard all afternoon.
Today is the weekend, there are a lot of guests at night, and the boxes are all full, Bian Xinyu is running around, except seeing that he no longer smiles, there is nothing unusual about it.
When there are many guests, they get off work late, especially in the private rooms.
It was almost twelve o'clock when everything was packed and walked out of the hotel. Qiu Yi walked out from the gate, and was going to take the night bus back. He hadn't ridden a bike for the past few days, and the place where he usually parked was under construction for underground pipelines, so there was no place to put his bike. .
As soon as I got out of the hotel gate, I saw a car illegally parked on the side of the road without turning off the engine.
Then Bian Xinyu ran over from behind him, opened the passenger door of the car and got in.
Qiu Yi saw that the person driving was Bian Hao.
Bian Nan called him when he got home from get off work, and there was nothing wrong at home, so Bian Xinyu probably didn't tell the family about it.
But when the little princess who can't hide her face meets the cutest and smartest sister in the world, it's not necessarily the case.
Now Qiu Yi doesn't care what Bian Xinyu thinks of him, nor what Bian Nan's family thinks of him, the only thing he worries about is that these people know Bian Nan is with him.
Bian Nan didn't care, his specialty was that he never thought too much about it.
Qiu Yi smiled, making himself look like an old woman...
After returning home and washing up, Qiu Yi lay down on the bed.
Qiu Yan had already fallen asleep, snoring lightly on the pillow wrapped in a quilt, he turned Qiu Yan over and touched his face: "It's so rare that I actually fell asleep today."
Qiu Yan sensed that there was someone beside him, so he quickly stretched out his arms to hug him, and muttered in a daze: "Brother..."
"Go to sleep." Qiu Yi patted him.
Qiu Yan soon fell asleep again.
Looking at the time, it was past twelve, Qiu Yi took the phone and called Bian Nan.
"Qiu Dabao." Nan Nan's voice over there was nasal.
"Sleeping?" Qiu Yi asked.
"Well," Bian Nan smiled, "Did you just get home?"
"After a while, I was lying on the bed," Qiu Yi pulled the quilt, "Did Bian Xinyu go home?"
"I'm back, her brother went to pick her up, she didn't say anything, she just went back to the house," Bian Nan said in a low voice, "I probably didn't think of me, don't worry."
"I'm just habitually worried," Qiu Yi smiled, "Tomorrow you don't arrange anything in the afternoon, I will go to Zhanfei to find you, and we will go out for the holidays at night."
"Do you want to have a couple's dinner?" Bian Nan became interested when he mentioned this matter, and the sleepiness in his voice disappeared.
"Well, eat, and then you can go to the movies." Qiu Yi said.
"Is there anything we can do while watching a movie?" Bian Nan lowered his voice.
Qiu Yi laughed: "What are you thinking, don't you know that all the surveillance cameras in movie theaters are infrared?"
"Really? I really don't know," Bian Nan thought for a while and laughed again, "It's okay, let's find a sleepy movie, I guess there are not many serious moviegoers, and the surveillance cameras can't see it, so we dance together with demons chant."
"Okay." Qiu Yi said with a smile.
On Valentine's Day, the restaurant was much busier than usual, and the number of customers at noon was almost the same as that at night. The young couples asked for set menus in pairs.
When Qiu Yi thought that he and Bian Nan had to go to the restaurant to order a couple's set meal for dinner, he felt a little emotional.
There were not many people in the box at noon, so Bian Xinyu went downstairs to help.
Qiu Yi looked at her, his eyes were a little swollen, and he was not in good spirits, and he still didn't speak when he saw him.
Qiu Yi has never had an unrequited love, let alone a failed unrequited love. Seeing Bian Xinyu's state, she can't tell what she feels, but she just thinks that this little girl may be really uncomfortable.
After busy at noon, Qiu Yi told the foreman and left the restaurant.
When squeezed onto the bus, he held the bag that was thrown on his back in his hands. Although the two little pigs were packed in an iron box and they were not afraid of being squeezed, he was still a little worried.
Birthday gifts have been broken once, and Valentine's Day gifts can't be any more unexpected.
Along the way, he could see a girl with a happy face holding roses. He couldn't help but imagine what Bian Nan would look like holding a large bouquet of roses...
In the eyes of others, it is estimated that he can only be a person who is walking on the road of sending flowers to his girlfriend.
When he walked to the door of Zhanfei, Qiu Yi was a little surprised to see Bian Nan squatting on the edge of the flower bed outside the door. When he saw him coming, he jumped down and ran to him, shouting loudly: "Hi Dear."
"...Hi," Qiu Yi laughed, and looked around, "Darling, why did you come outside?"
"I'm hiding from Luo Yiyang. I don't have work in the afternoon, and he's going to drag me to play golf again," Bian Nan pulled at his collar, "Let's go, let's find a place to bask in the sun and drink something, then eat, and then See a movie?"
"Okay," Qiu Yi saw a taxi coming, and stretched out his hand to beckon, "Luo Yiyang is still on the court on Valentine's Day? Don't you have a girlfriend?"
"I'm in a long-distance relationship," Bian Nan grinned, "It's said that he was very upset because he shaved off his mustache, so he said he was obsessed with his mustache."
"This taste is quite unique." Qiu Yi got into the car and gave an address.
This is a coffee shop built by the lake. The environment is very good and the consumption is very high. When Bian Nan heard this, he was stunned. Now he has an internship salary of less than 2,000 yuan that has not been fully paid this month. Much more sensitive than before.
"The milk from a cup of milk powder costs more than thirty," Bian Nan leaned into his ear and whispered, "It's better to go to the milk tea shop on the side of the road..."
"Are you Bian Nan?" Qiu Yi laughed and stared at him for a while, "It's a bit miraculous that the young master actually said such words."
"I'm your dear Bian Nan," Bian Nan continued to whisper in his ear, "but aren't you learning to live now? I feel like I've lost my money this month without doing anything..."
"So if you don't do anything today, you won't get more money." Qiu Yi patted his leg, "Listen to me."
"That's up to you." Bian Nan nodded, anyway, Qiu Yi has been able to arrange the family's life well for so many years, and no one is hungry, and Qiu Yan is still so cute.
There are a lot of people in the coffee shop. When you walk in from a small wooden bridge, the various hammock booths in the lobby are already full of people.
"Collective love, catch up with the small garden of the medical school..." Bian Nan was stunned as soon as he entered, the room was full of young couples, seeing the two men coming in, many people looked at them.
"Let's go outside," Qiu Yi pointed to the floor-to-ceiling windows on the other side of Mianhu Lake, "I've researched it beforehand."
"Aren't you?" Bian Nan looked outside, there was a corridor outside, and there were quite a few people sitting there, but after all, it was very cold outside, "You haven't recovered from your cold yet!"
"It's not cold, I said I've researched it, come on." Qiu Yi smiled and walked towards the corridor through the side door.
Bian Nan had no choice but to follow.
"How many sirs?" A waiter followed, "Where do you want to sit?"
"Just the two of you," Qiu Yi pointed to the end of the corridor, "Let's sit there."
"Okay, I'll get you blankets." The waiter turned and left.
"Damn, blanket?" Bian Nan laughed.
When I walked to the end, I saw a tatami mat platform next to the railing. Sunlight poured down from the glass roof of the corridor, covering the platform completely in the sunlight.
The tatami mats are covered with thick cushions, a small low table is placed, and two long lazy sofa cushions with backrests are placed on each side, which looks like two small beds.
"Huh? It's quite warm." Bian Nan touched it and felt the warm air with his hands. He lowered his head and glanced under the small table, and found a heater underneath. "I said, how do you know that his house has Such a place!"
"I looked up where to go when I want to fall in love outdoors in winter, and I just saw that someone said here," Qiu Yi smiled, "I was afraid that someone would occupy it, and I was afraid that the wind would not be able to stay here today, but the result was pretty good. "
The waiter quickly brought two blankets, Bian Nan and Qiu Yi took off their shoes and got on the table, leaned on the cushions, and then covered them with blankets. There was a gust of warm wind blowing around them, it was really... It's not cold anymore.
"Fuck, it's so comfortable," Bian Nan clicked his tongue, looked up at the sky, and turned his face, "Come here and let the young master kiss me."
"Look back first." Qiu Yi took the menu card and slowly flipped through it.
"Why..." Bian Nan turned his head and glanced behind him, "Damn it! Qiu Yi, you fucking did it on purpose, why are you groping around!"
Behind it is the French table in the lobby, and the people sitting inside can see the two of them just by looking out the window, just like watching TV on a big screen.
Qiu Yi looked down at the menu and couldn't stop laughing: "Why are you like this? If you can't play a hooligan, you're in a hurry with others."
"In this way, I don't even dare to move!" Bian Nan protested.
"Look over there," Qiu Yi pointed to a young couple who were sitting facing the lake a few meters away from them, "Will you see them?"
"Look at what they are doing." Bian Nan glanced at him.
"Then why are other people looking at us when they have nothing to do?" Qiu Yi rang the bell and called the waiter, "Who always twists his neck and looks at others when he is in a relationship when he has nothing to do?"
"That's right," Bian Nan thought for a while, then turned his head to look at him, "I don't think you've seen enough."
Qiu Yi felt that sitting here was not as relaxed as he showed. He cared more about other people's eyes than Bian Nan. If it was before, it would be more serious. He didn't even dare to imagine that he would sit here.
But it's different now, apart from anything else, this is Valentine's Day, and Bian Nan is very excited about Valentine's Day when he mentions it, he doesn't want to leave sneaky memories for the two of them.
What he said to Bian Nan was also said to himself.
Bian Nan ordered a snack, a plate of fruit, and a cup of hot cocoa: "I just like this kind of strong, fragrant and sweet taste."
"I want..." Qiu Yi thought for a while, "Here, five-grain rice milk."
Bian Nan expressed his displeasure with the rice milk, and he was not interested in it every time he saw it: "What's so delicious about rice rice, my dad said that when I was with my mother, she always gave me rice rice."
"Remember Wei'er?" Qiu Yi looked at him with a smile.
"... I don't remember," Bian Nan also smiled, "Actually, I don't remember anything before I was taken home. I have the impression of my mother since I was in kindergarten."
"Just remember what happened in the future."
The hot cocoa and rice milk were brought up together. In order to verify the taste of the rice milk, Bian Nan took it and tasted it. After being stunned for a while, he pushed the hot cocoa in front of Qiu Yi: "Why don't we change it? Bar."
"...Then let me try it first too." Qiu Yi was helpless.
"Haven't you eaten it? Then you order this?" Bian Nan had no choice but to push the rice milk in front of him again, "Let you have a taste."
"I haven't tried it, so I think it should be delicious." Qiu Yi took a sip, looked at Bian Nan, "Why don't you have another cup of this."
The two laughed at each other for a long time, and finally asked the waiter to bring a cup.
Qiu Yi studied for a while while eating. This thing is made of rice cereal, milk, and some finely ground walnuts and peanuts. It shouldn't be difficult to make.
"I'll try it at home and see if I can make it." Qiu Yi said.
"It feels good that my boyfriend is a cook." Bian Nan smiled and snapped his fingers.
Bian Nan always felt that sunlight could make time slow down. On winter days when there was no strong wind, it was very comfortable for him to wrap up in a blanket and lean against the lake to bask in the sun and chat.
The pores covered in the sun opened little by little, breathing warmly.
You can not think about anything, don't care about anything, just chat with the people around you without saying a word.
"Always lead me to live the life of an old man, drink tea by the lake first, and then eat rice cereal lying on the kang..." Bian Nan squinted his eyes and looked at the sun, "You really..."
"Then go play with Luo Yiyang, boy." Qiu Yi said with a smile.
"I'm jealous of you." Bian Nan laughed.
"I really want to become an old man soon." Qiu Yi stretched himself.
"Why?" Bian Nan turned to look at him.
"When we become two old men basking in the sun together, it means that all the hurdles we have been struggling with have passed." Qiu Yi also turned his head.
"Are you afraid? If the family finds out by then." Bian Nan asked.
"I'm afraid," Qiu Yi said softly, "I'm very afraid...but I feel like I can pass by gritting my teeth."
"I think so too." Bian Nan laughed twice.
The two of them lay there until the sun started to set, the wind picked up and the air became cooler, then they got up to pay their bills and swayed slowly into the street.
Where to eat dinner, neither of them had a plan. After wandering around for a long time, they finally saw a western restaurant with dim lights, low music, and dancing candles. In Bian Nan's words, it was "too suitable to play hooligans, so don't go in." I'm sorry for myself."
So they went in and ordered a candlelit dinner for two.
But the hooligans were not too successful. These days, couples all over the world are out, like a show of love in a competition. The candlelight dinner has the effect of a galaxy, and there are people all around.
When they came out after dinner, it was a bit of an unexpected harvest. The table behind them was also two men, and they looked at each other through the candlelight. It seemed that they were not coming out to pass the most depressing day of the year for a lonely bachelor. buddy.
This discovery made Bian Nan feel happy, and he was laughing all the way.
Qiu Yi didn't think there was anything wrong at first, so he couldn't help but giggle all the way along with this joy.
When you go to the cinema, you will gain even more. There are three couples sitting on the sofa in the rest area at a glance.
Both of them were a little dazed.
Bian Nan had never paid attention to these things before, and at most he glanced at the beauties when he went out.
But Qiu Yi didn't dare to pay attention at all, from his heart to his eyes, he turned a blind eye.
Now it's Valentine's Day, let them enter the city like the two fellow villagers.
In the end, the two of them entered the auditorium, and before the lights were turned off, Bian Nan leaned against the booth for two people: "Infrared monitoring is a fart, I don't care about ray monitoring, hurry up and let the young master have a bite!"
Qiu Yi sat beside him, turned his head and kissed him on the mouth, when Bian Nan pressed the back of his head to continue, he said with a smile: "Wait a minute."
"Don't bring such a thing, can you be more dedicated when it comes to dating?" Bian Nan stopped his hands.
"I have something for you," Qiu Yi opened the bag, took out the small iron box from inside, and put it in Bian Nan's hand, "I don't know if you like it or not."
"Damn," Bian Nan was taken aback, "Is there any gift?"
"Look." Qiu Yi said.
Bian Nan glanced at him, lowered his head and opened the small iron box. He paused when he saw the two pigs cuddled together in the box, and then couldn't stop laughing while holding the box: "Your uncle Qiu Dabao, you If Mom gives you a gift, you still have to run on people!"
"I like black ones." Qiu Yi was also happy.
"Do you want to neutralize your skin color?" Bian Nan clicked his tongue, "I'm not afraid of rubbing a zebra."
The two of them smirked for a long time while suppressing their voices, and the lights in the auditorium went out.
Bian Nan stopped laughing and was silent for a while: "What should I do, I have no gift for you."
"It's okay," Qiu Yi moved to his side, "Can I order one now?"
"Okay," Bian Nan nodded without thinking, "What do you want?"
"You can write me a love letter," Qiu Yi said in a low voice, "Just write it on letter paper. It should be written in a deep and rainy way, enough for a thousand words."
"Fuck," Bian Nan was stunned for a minute before turning his head and looking at Qiu Yi through the flickering light on the big screen, "You fuck me up, I never wrote an exam composition even when I got constipation and acne More than 800 words."
"Just say whether you can write or not." Qiu Yi said.
"Write!" Bian Nan gritted his teeth, "Write!"
"Are you playing hooligan?" Qiu Yi asked again with a smile, "Now."
"Play!" Bian Nan continued to grit his teeth, quickly tore Qiu Yi's clothes away and stretched in, "Play!"