Bian Nan took Qiu Yan to have a meal first, bought him a pair of chicken wings, and planned to find a small shop to buy porridge later.
Qiu Yi said before that Papa Qiu can't eat greasy food, but he didn't figure it out yet, and now he knows it. At that time, Qiu Yi already knew that Papa Qiu had a gallbladder problem.
According to Qiu Yi's personality, he may have thought about it over and over again in the past few days, maybe he has already been mentally prepared for the worst situation, so he can be so calm.
But... Even so, Qiu Yi's calmness is still worrying.
Now he dare not call Qiu Yi again.
What a fucking mess.
Qiu Yan was very happy all the way, Bian Nan observed him carefully for a long time, probably not pretending, even if he had the sensitivity and intelligence that startled Bian Nan, he was still a child after all.
What he has to worry about is not letting Dad Qiu see it when he arrives in the ward.
"Chicken wings must be eaten outside before entering the ward," Qiu Yan said, gnawing on the chicken wings with his head down, "Dad loves to eat meat, and he will not give it to him when he is sick. He will be angry when he sees others eating meat, so he will not give it to him." drink wine."
"Don't eat against the wind," Bian Nan dragged him into a nearby shopping mall, found a chair in the rest area for him to sit down, "eat slowly."
"Do you want it?" Qiu Yan finished eating one and picked up the rest, asking while taking a bite.
"... No," Bian Nan clicked his tongue, "Is there anyone like you? I bit my tongue before I answered."
"You can eat the half if you want." Qiu Yan smiled embarrassedly.
"I don't eat it, I buy it for you to eat." Bian Nan patted his head.
Qiu Yan ate very quickly, wiped his hands after eating, and was anxious to leave, worried that his father would be hungry.
Bian Nan found a shop to buy porridge, fearing that the porridge would be cold, the two trotted all the way back to the hospital.
Bian Nan became nervous when he got into the elevator. Although he got into a lot of troubles since he was a child, he didn't do much lying and deceiving people, and he lacked experience.
He was adjusting his emotions all the way, and when he opened the door of the ward and saw Papa Qiu who was lying on the bed in a daze in front of the TV, his nose was still sore.
"Yo," Qiu's father turned his head and saw the two of them coming in, and said with a smile, "it's earlier than usual today."
"I have something to do today, so I didn't have time to accompany Erbao to do it at home, so I came here directly," Bian Nan quickly shook off his depression, and put a smile on his face, "I bought the porridge at the restaurant, uncle, try it better than cooking it in a stew pot How is it?"
"Hey, I didn't buy too much, I don't have much appetite." Dad Qiu sat up with his arms propped up.
"Have an appetite soon," Bian Nan went over to shake the bed, and laughed a few times, "Qiu Yi said that he will be back at noon tomorrow, I'm afraid he will say that I'm starving you."
"He probably ate about the same as I did. He sent me two text messages telling me that the chef on the boat was not good enough." Papa Qiu laughed.
The porridge was still hot, Papa Qiu took a few mouthfuls with a spoon and then stopped, Bian Nan could tell that these few mouthfuls were all very reluctant.
"How does it taste?" He sat down on the edge of the bed.
"How can there be any taste," Qiu's father clicked his tongue, "it's less interesting than boiled water."
Bian Nan put away the lunch box and leaned against the table: "Why don't you ask Qiu Yi to make some of the rice milk from last time? It's light and has a taste."
"Yes," Papa Qiu gave him a thumbs up, "good idea."
"We'll make dumplings to eat when we get better," Bian Nan said.
"Hey, let's go home," Qiu's father smiled, leaning against the bed, and said softly after a while, "I may not be able to go back."
Bian Nan was startled, opened his mouth, and choked out a sentence after a long time: "Uncle, what nonsense are you talking about!"
Then he quickly turned his head to look at Qiu Yan. The little guy was poking his head out of the ward, looking at an old man walking in the corridor holding a needle bottle. He turned his head and glared at Dad Qiu: "Let Erbao hear You should be sad!"
"It's not that serious," Papa Qiu smiled. "It's been many years since I had an accident, and my health has never recovered. I have to struggle a few times every year. They have already prepared for it."
"Prepare for what!" Bian Nan frowned, "Prepare for what! I'm a little angry if you say that again, uncle."
"Listen to me," Qiu's father smiled and patted him on the shoulder, "birth, old age, sickness and death are no longer a big deal in our family. The more they have bodies, the more they need to be able to face , get used to facing it, you say that my body may not be ready someday... If they are not prepared at all, they will not collapse."
Bian Nan didn't speak, just like Qiu Yi sometimes reasoned with him, he felt that there seemed to be no reason to refute.
"I know my own situation. I have been ill for so many years. I check the information when I have nothing to do. I can almost guess what's wrong with my body," Qiu's father said, "I just don't want to live in the hospital. Spending money, suffering, feeling uncomfortable, I won’t talk about any discomfort that can get over, for fear that if I do, Qiu Yi will arrest me and bring me to the hospital again.”
"If you are sick, you have to go to the hospital. Can you always carry it on your shoulders?" Bian Nan frowned, "I support Qiu Yi in this matter, and I'm not on your side."
"Father," Qiu Yan turned his head at the door, "Can I go out and play for a while?"
"Nurses' station?" Papa Qiu smiled.
"Is sister Xiaoyun on duty today?" Bian Nan was also happy. There was a pretty little nurse in the nurse's station. Every time Qiu Yan came to see her, he would follow her for a long time.
"I saw her." Qiu Yan said.
"Go ahead, just stand aside and don't interfere with other people's work." Papa Qiu waved his hand.
"Got it." Qiu Yan ran out.
"Is he good these days?" Papa Qiu asked Bian Nan.
"Good boy," Bian Nan nodded, "Er Bao usually looks silly, but in some respects he is more mature than other children."
"For me, sometimes I hope that he can handle things like Qiu Yi," Qiu's father sighed, "Sometimes I'm afraid that he will be like Qiu Yi."
"Qiu Yi worked too hard." Bian Nan said softly.
"Yeah, it's been too hard," Qiu's father tapped twice on the table, "This kid doesn't seem to have a childhood, he's already an adult when he wasn't too old, he didn't have a childish period, and he didn't have a rebellious period .”
Bian Nan didn't make a sound, Qiu Yi was indeed mature, sometimes he would be surprised when he was childish, it hurts to think about it.
"I never thought he would have a friend like you," Papa Qiu looked at him. "He has few friends and no time to make friends. Only Shen Tao is also a little old man."
Bian Nan laughed: "Give me the hush money, or I'll tell Shen Tao that you call him a little old man."
Dad Qiu was also amused, and reached out his hand from the small cabinet next to it to find a one-dollar steel ball and put it in his hand: "Secret it, Shen Tao is as annoying as Qiu Yi when he becomes serious."
"Add another piece, and say another word." Bian Nan said.
"You're annoying too." Papa Qiu took another steel jumper and threw it to him.
Bian Nan put the two dollars in his pocket and patted it with satisfaction.
"Can you and Qiu Yi play together?" Papa Qiu looked at him and asked with a smile.
"Yes," Bian Nan scratched his head, "I hated him at first, and I also hated Shen Tao..."
"I think he is better with you than with Shen Tao now." Papa Qiu said again.
"Ah?" Bian Nan was taken aback for a moment, his heart jumped so violently that he almost wanted to stick his tongue out, he quickly squeezed out a smirk and said, "No, they have been friends for many years, How can it be like me."
Papa Qiu whispered after a while, "Yes, it's different."
"No, Uncle, you..." Bian Nan only felt that his whole body was about to freeze, and he didn't know how to continue, "What do you mean?"
Qiu's father didn't speak, and suddenly started to cough, coughing very badly.
Bian Nan hurriedly stood up to support him, patted his back, and stroked him vigorously a few times: "I'll pour you some water."
Papa Qiu coughed for a long time before slowly stopping, leaned on the pillow and panted slowly for a long time before recovering, took a sip of hot water, and let out a long breath: "Hey, the intestines are coughing out bows."
"Stop talking, lie down for a while." Bian Nan wanted to roll the bed down.
Papa Qiu pressed his hand: "I want to lean on it, it's comfortable to lean on."
"En." Bian Nan dragged the stool next to him and sat down.
Qiu's father closed his eyes and rested for a while, then patted his hand lightly: "It's okay, don't be so nervous, it makes me nervous."
Bian Nan didn't speak, but looked at the potion in the bottle, there was still a third of it.
"Bian Nan..." Papa Qiu called him.
"Huh?" Bian Nan really wanted to say, Uncle, stop talking. What Dad Qiu said just now made him feel that Dad Qiu already knew something. He was really worried, afraid of saying the wrong thing.
"Have you ever had a girlfriend before?" Papa Qiu asked.
"I..." Bian Nan felt that his forehead was starting to sweat, "I don't seem to be serious, and I don't understand, it's just like playing."
"Oh," Papa Qiu smiled, "I thought you were the same as Qiu Yi, this kid has never had a girlfriend."
Bian Nan opened his mouth and said nothing.
"Don't tell me anything, don't let me know what you think," Qiu's father sighed, "If I didn't do this, he should have a more cheerful personality."
"He's quite cheerful now," Bian Nan said cautiously, "he's cheerful when he hurts me."
Qiu's father laughed and coughed twice: "You are not bad at hurting others, and you are also very capable of taking damage."
Before Bian Nan could speak, he smiled again and added: "That's why you two are so good, your personalities complement each other."
"Uncle," Bian Nan felt the urge to turn around and run out of the ward, "I..."
"Qiu Yi and I have always been like this. He didn't say anything, thinking that I didn't know anything. In fact, I know everything. After all, he is my son." Qiu's father closed his eyes, his voice was very low, and asked As if falling asleep, "Sometimes I also feel depressed. My son is a good son, but he doesn't look like a son... Maybe I have been under too much pressure since I was a child. I have to give priority to others, my father, and my younger brother in everything."
Bian Nan was silent, his nose was sore that his forehead ached.
"Sometimes I feel so sorry for dragging him down for so many years," Qiu's father closed his eyes, and the corners of his eyes were a little moist, "He is a very stable child, so what he says, does, thinks, chooses, what do I think? None, if it wasn't for me, how could he work so hard."
"Uncle," Bian Nan grabbed Papa Qiu's arm, and found his voice trembling when he spoke, "Stop talking, take a good rest."
Papa Qiu sighed lightly and didn't speak any more.
When the medicine by the bed was almost finished, Dad Qiu didn't move, probably fell asleep, and Bian Nan didn't ring the bell, so as not to wake him up, he got up and went to the nurse's station to ask the nurse to come over and set the needle.
Qiu Yan was sitting on a chair opposite to the nurse's station, chatting lively with sister Xiaoyun.
Hearing Bian Nan say to dial the needle, he stood up: "Dad finished the injection?"
"Well, I'm asleep now," Bian Nan smiled, "Is it time for sister Xiaoyun to call?"
"It's almost here." Qiu Yan shook the phone in his hand, feeling a little proud.
"You are amazing." Bian Nan clicked his tongue.
Sister Xiaoyun gave Papa Qiu an injection, saying that all the medicines for today are finished, so that Papa Qiu can have a good rest: "I've been sleeping late these few nights, and I don't listen to him when I tell him to sleep. Could it be that he is going to sleep at this moment today?" Asleep, don't wake him up."
"Okay." Bian Nan nodded.
Has Papa Qiu been insomnia...why
Because of illness, or because of his relationship with Qiu Yi
Does Papa Qiu know anything about him and Qiu Yi, and how much does he know
If you know...the last sentence is just like what Qiu Yi said before.
My dad has always felt sorry for me. He felt that he couldn't help with everything at home, and it was all on me. He felt that he was my drag, so... because of this, he couldn't express his opinion on this matter. do you mean that
Bian Nan felt a throbbing pain in his heart.
Because Qiu Yi paid too much for this family, no matter what he did, even if Qiu's father could not accept it, he would not object.
This night Bian Nan really suffered from insomnia, he didn't feel drowsy, and he didn't wake up several times in one night.
He didn't fall asleep for a second from lying down until dawn.
Those conversations with Qiu's father were played back and forth in his mind.
Afraid of saying something wrong, afraid of being seen, afraid that what Dad Qiu said might not be the same as what he thought, but because of his own reaction, he thought of something...
Throughout the whole night, he repeated these contents repeatedly. At dawn, he called Gu Wei and asked for a day off.
After waking up, he didn't feel sleepy, but a little stuffy. After washing his face with cold water, Bian Nan felt a lot more awake, and his face hurt.
"Is brother going home at noon?" Qiu Yan had already put on his clothes and carried his schoolbag.
"Not necessarily," Bian Nan led him out, "I don't know when your brother will disembark at noon, and you need to discuss it with the doctor when you go to the hospital. It may take a long time."
"Oh, then my brother should be at home when I come home from school in the afternoon?" Qiu Yan asked again.
"You should be at home." Bian Nan patted his head, "If you come back early, we will pick you up, if you don't catch up, you should go home first and give us a call."
"Okay." Qiu Yan jumped up and down.
After watching Qiu Yan enter the school, Bian Nan stood on the side of the road for a while, not knowing whether he should go to the hospital or go back and wait for Qiu Yi.
Finally, he sent a text message to Qiu Yi, where can I wait for you
After a while, Qiu Yi called: "Are you not at work?"
"I'm not in the mood," Bian Nan said in a muffled voice, "Let's talk about it after you have finished talking with the doctor and know the result."
Qiu Yi was silent for a few seconds: "You stay at home first, I will tell you when I get off the boat, you go directly to the hospital."
"Okay, Qiu Yi," Bian Nan frowned, Qiu Yi's voice was still calm, but a little hoarse, "Are you okay?"
"It's okay, I'm not someone who gets things done so easily." Qiu Yi said.
The hours of waiting for Qiu Yi to disembark were difficult, Bian Nan sat on the sofa staring blankly at the TV.
The mobile phone was placed on the table in front of him, and every few minutes he would pick it up to check the time. He didn't know how many times he checked it when the mobile phone rang.
He jumped up and grabbed the phone, picked it up without looking at it: "Hello?"
"Brother Nan, do you have time tomorrow night?" Wan Fei's voice came from over there.
Bian Nan was stunned for a long time before he realized: "Damn, why is it you?"
"Damn, what's wrong with me, I'm not welcome to see this!" Wan Fei said angrily, "We haven't met since years ago, you really..."
"I'll call you later, I have something to do," Bian Nan said, "waiting for a call."
"Okay, okay," Wan Fei said helplessly, "I'll wait for your call."
When Bian Nan hung up the phone, he added: "Don't bring Xu Rui when you go out to eat."
"No! Just the two of us!" Wan Fei said.
Qiu Yi's call came at 11 o'clock, and Bian Nan sat on the sofa in a daze, almost out of his mind, the ring rang for a long time before he grabbed the phone.
"You go to the hospital now, I'll take a taxi there." Qiu Yi said.
"En." Bian Nan put on his coat and ran out.
When he took a taxi to the hospital, Qiu Yi hadn't arrived yet, Bian Nan stood at the roadside in front of the hospital and stared at every taxi that was coming.
Seeing the car Qiu Yi was sitting in stopped in front of him, and the moment Qiu Yi got out of the car carrying his bag, Bian Nan's tense nerves suddenly loosened, and his whole body went limp.
Qiu Yi walked up to him, threw the bag to his feet, and hugged him.
"Your dad will be fine," Bian Nan also hugged him, Qiu Yi's arms were trembling slightly, but he hugged him very tightly, he felt a little distressed, "It'll be fine."
Qiu Yi didn't speak, hugged him quietly for a while, then let go, picked up the bag thrown on the ground: "Let's go, go in."
Qiu's father was sitting on the bed in a daze. When he saw Qiu Yi, he was taken aback for a moment, and then smiled with joy he couldn't hold back: "Are you still not home?"
"It's just a bag, come and see you first." Qiu Yi walked to the bed, bent down and stared at his face for a while, "You look bad."
"Go and look at yourself in the mirror," Qiu's father smiled, "are you tired on the boat?"
"It's okay, I don't feel too much, I just didn't sleep well," Qiu Yi looked back at Bian Nan, "Did my dad not eat well?"
"I ate every meal." Bian Nan said, after the chat yesterday, when Bian Nan stood in front of Papa Qiu again, he felt a little awkward, and when Papa Qiu looked over, he would be nervous.
"I'll talk to the doctor first." Qiu Yi pulled the quilt for Papa Qiu, turned around and glanced at Bian Nan, and walked out to the door of the ward.
"I'm going to eavesdrop." Bian Nanchong said to Qiu's father, and followed him out.
Qiu Yi stood in the corridor, and after Bian Nan came out, he dragged Bian Nan to the edge of the stairs: "Did you say anything to my dad yesterday?"
"No," Bian Nan was taken aback for a moment, "Don't let him know if you don't tell me, I didn't say anything."
"It's not about illness," Qiu Yi looked at him, "Other things."
"Others..." Bian Nan really didn't know how Qiu Yi saw it, he leaned against the wall for a long time and didn't know what to say, "Let's chat."
"What are you talking about?" Qiu Yi lowered his voice, "When I entered the ward, I felt something was wrong with you."
"Qiu Yi," Bian Nan frowned, "I think... your father really seems to know... about the two of us."
He had been thinking about this all night, but now he suddenly realized that he couldn't remember what he said. It took him a long time to make a generalization, and he knocked his head back on the wall: "I'm really careful ,but… "
"You are no match for him." Qiu Yi patted him on the shoulder, turned around and was about to press the elevator, "I'm going to find a doctor, you can go and buy something to eat, I haven't eaten since yesterday, I'm hungry. "
"Qiu Yi," Bian Nan pulled him back, "Does he know?"
"Even if I don't know everything, I know after seeing you like this." Qiu Yi squeezed his hand, "It's okay, let's go buy something to eat."
"I'm sorry," Bian Nan frowned, "I'm sorry."
"I'm sorry for what," Qiu Yi patted him and smiled, "I didn't think of that either, or I'll tell you, he's too cunning."
Bian Nan walked out of the hospital gate and stood by the street.
The weather is okay today, big sun, no wind.
But he always felt cold and wanted to shiver.
I couldn't hide it from Papa Qiu well. I was in poor health. Now that I know these things, will there be any bad effects
What made him even more uneasy was the calmness in Qiu Yi that made him feel unapproachable.