This was the first time Bian Nan saw Qiu Yi cry, seeing the pain and sorrow he had never shown before.
He didn't know what to say, and he didn't know what to say to make Qiu Yi feel better. He himself was also uncomfortable. doing what.
He has never experienced the life and death parting of his close relatives, because of the weak family relationship, he has not even imagined that one day... This is the first time he faced death directly, the first time he saw life passing away and was powerless, the first time For the first time, I felt how painful it is to lose a loved one.
When Wan Fei and Shen Tao pulled them up from the ground, Bian Nan felt like he was wrapped in a thick quilt, and he couldn't even hear the voice clearly.
The only thing he could care about was Qiu Yi, he held on to Qiu Yi's arm tightly and didn't let go.
After sitting in the hospital for more than half an hour, Bian Nan slowly recovered and looked at Qiu Yi who was sitting on the chair opposite him.
Originally, Qiu Yi's outburst after grief did not appear as expected. Qiu Yi was in a daze, his expression and eyes returned to their usual appearance, and it was impossible to tell what he was thinking.
"There are still some procedures to go through." Qiu Yi said, standing up.
"Let's go get it," Shen Tao stopped him, "you..."
"It's okay," Qiu Yi patted his arm, "You can't do it if the family members need to sign it."
Bian Nan's mind was a little blank all the time, he followed Qiu Yi closely when going through the formalities, he didn't pay attention to the contents of the procedures and what was going on.
He was just worried about Qiu Yi, the huge state of being about to erupt was actually pressed back by Qiu Yi, which made him worried.
And they also faced another painful fact, Qiu Yan who stayed at home didn't know that his father was gone.
Because Qiu's father's condition has deteriorated rapidly in the past two days, and Qiu Yan has been in the hospital for two days on weekends, so everyone didn't let him come to the hospital after school today. He is still waiting for his brothers to go back and talk to him Dad's situation.
How should this be said
When I walked out of the hospital, it was already dark, and it was considered spring, but it was surprisingly cold today.
"Go back, thank you," Qiu Yi tugged at his collar, "I'll deal with the rest tomorrow."
"It's okay, it's not too late." Wan Fei beckoned a taxi over.
"Let's go to your house together first," Shen Tao said, "Second Treasure..."
"You haven't stayed at home for two days since you got off the boat, right?" Qiu Yi glanced at him.
"Isn't it easy to stay at home?" Shen Tao smiled and pushed him to the side of the taxi, "Why are you polite to us?"
The last few people got into the car, Bian Nan remained silent, sitting beside Qiu Yi and holding his hand.
Qiu Yi's hand was already quite cold, and he always liked to use his hand to warm it up, but today he kept holding Qiu Yi's hand, but he couldn't warm his hand, it was still cold.
When he returned to Qiu's house, Qiu Yan hadn't slept yet, and was sitting on the sofa in the living room watching TV.
Seeing several people enter the room, Qiu Yan was stunned, his eyes widened suddenly, he jumped off the sofa, and stood beside the coffee table in a daze.
"Second Treasure..." Qiu Yi looked at him, as if thinking about what to say.
Qiu Yan didn't speak, and began to retreat slowly until he reached the door of the inner room, and finally took two steps back into the room. Before Qiu Yi could speak again, he closed the door forcefully, and then went in from the inside. Lock.
"I'll talk to him." Qiu Yi bent down and took out the key from the drawer under the TV cabinet, then turned his head to look at Bian Nan, "I'm so hungry, let's cook some dumplings, there are some in the refrigerator."
"Okay." Bian Nan immediately turned around and opened the refrigerator to find two bags of quick-frozen dumplings.
When he closed the refrigerator door, he suddenly wanted to cry.
He was not used to the scene where Papa Qiu came out of the house pushing a wheelchair. If it was before, Papa Qiu would definitely come out now with a smile and say, why are they all here
Everything in the house is still the same, but it is no longer the same as it used to be. Even without the electric heater that Baba Qiu used to roast his legs, the temperature in the house has dropped several degrees.
Qiu Yi took the key and opened the door of the back room, and Qiu Yan stuck behind the door without saying a word.
Qiu Yi pushed the door open a crack, reached in and grabbed his clothes, pushed the door open and walked in.
After closing the door, the inner room was quiet. Several people in the living room didn't move, they were all listening, but no one could hear the sound of speaking.
"I'll cook it," Wan Fei took the dumplings in Bian Nan's hand, "It's all cooked, everyone eat some."
"En." Bian Nan replied.
Wan Fei took the dumplings and went to the kitchen, while Bian Nan was still standing outside the door of the inner room.
Shen Tao sat down on the sofa, turned down the volume of the TV, but still couldn't hear the movement in the back room, he sighed: "Bian Nan."
"Huh?" Bian Nan turned his head.
"Sit down and rest for a while," Shen Tao pointed to the sofa, "If he suffers, you will suffer too. Who is going to fall first in the competition?"
Bian Nan settled for a few seconds and sat down on the sofa.
As soon as I sat down, a burst of exhaustion suddenly rolled up, and only then did my relaxed body feel tired.
"I'm going to get on the boat the day after tomorrow," Shen Tao lit a cigarette and drank it. "There's a lot going on in the future. Just keep an eye on him. I think he... will definitely be sick when things are over."
"I think so too," Bian Nan said in a muffled voice, "it's almost the limit."
"He didn't inform anyone about his father, but his relatives will know sooner or later," Shen Tao frowned, "You know that his house has been watched by his uncles all the time, and they will definitely come when they know his father is gone. "
"Fuck." Bian Nan gritted his teeth and cursed.
"At that time..." Shen Tao glanced at him, "Calm down and deal with it, otherwise this matter will be difficult."
"You really are," Bian Nan smiled, and touched the two dollars that he kept in his pocket these days, "Uncle Qiu said you..."
"What are you talking about?" Shen Tao also smiled.
"He gave me the hush money, so I can't say it." Bian Nan took out the steel bun and dazzled Shen Tao.
"It must be my little old man," Shen Tao clicked his tongue, "I said it before, and if I said that again, I would get anxious with him, so he didn't say it. Sure enough, he said it behind his back."
Both of them laughed, and Shen Tao laughed until the ashes fell on the ground.
"Hey," Shen Tao pinched up the ash, "this made him drive me out with a broom."
Bian Nan didn't speak, his nose was so sore that his forehead hurt.
There was a sudden movement in the back room, and there was the sound of a chair falling to the ground.
The two jumped up from the sofa at the same time, and immediately heard Qiu Yan crying: "Dad—I want Dad—"
Qiu Yi's voice was very low, and he couldn't hear what he was saying, only Qiu Yan was full of sad weeping, screaming indistinctly while crying.
There is also the sound of tables and chairs bumping and things falling on the ground.
"Why are you—" Qiu Yan cried, "My father is gone—"
"Qiu Yi!" Bian Nan was in a hurry. As soon as he heard the sound, he knew that Qiu Yi had told Qiu Yan everything. He went over and twisted the doorknob, "Second Treasure? Two Treasure!"
"Don't come in." Qiu Yi said inside.
Bian Nan stopped, and exchanged glances with Shen Tao, both of them stood outside the door and did not dare to go in.
"What's the matter?" Wan Fei asked in a low voice when he heard the movement and ran into the house after half cooking the dumplings.
"I guess he hit his brother." Shen Tao said in a low voice.
"Damn, why..." Wan Fei was stunned, "Did Qiu Yi also talk about giving up? Can't I just say that?"
"He's like this," Shen Tao sighed, "Go cook the dumplings."
There was another collision sound from the inner room, Qiu Yan cried until his voice became hoarse, Wan Fei pointed at the door: "It... don't matter?"
"I'm hungry." Bian Nan looked at Wan Fei.
"... okay, okay," Wan Fei frowned, "I'll continue cooking, the water just boiled."
After a few minutes, Qiu Yan's voice dropped, and the inner room gradually became quiet.
When Wan Fei cooked the dumplings and brought them into the house, the door of the inner room opened and Qiu Yi came out.
Bian Nan was stunned when he saw him, the corner of Qiu Yi's mouth was broken, and there was a small patch of bruise beside the corner of his eye.
"Hit so hard?" Shen Tao was also taken aback, and looked into the back room, "Where's the second treasure?"
"Asleep," Qiu Yi picked up a small mirror on the table and looked at it, and licked the corner of his mouth, "You hit me with a chair, it's so powerful."
"Why bother, there's no need to tell him such details." Shen Tao said.
"That's not my father alone," Qiu Yi pressed the corner of his eyes, "That's his father too, let him know what needs to be known."
"Let's eat dumplings." Bian Nan put the chair on the side of the table. Qiu Yi's approach is not in the same style as him, but in such a family, no one knows what is the real appropriate way. "If you want to call Er Bao Would you like something to eat?"
"Don't call him anymore. I just fell asleep. If I wake up, I will hit me again." Qiu Yi sat down with a smile.
After eating the dumplings, Wan Fei and Shen Tao sat for a while before going home.
Bian Nan and Qiu Yi sat silently in the living room watching TV.
Bian Nan wanted to say something, and hoped that Qiu Yi would respond, but he didn't know what to say.
He hoped that Qiu Yi could cry happily, burst out once, vent his emotions freely, beat people, curse people, cry, whatever, just like Qiu Yan, throwing out all his pain.
But this kind of state has never appeared in Qiu Yi. The few minutes of kneeling on Qiu's father's bedside seemed to be his total eruption, heavy and depressed.
The two of them didn't say a word that night, and they didn't go to bed. They fell asleep together on the sofa at some point.
At dawn, Bian Nan opened his eyes, and saw that steaming steamed stuffed buns and tofu nao had been placed on the table, and Qiu Yan was packing his schoolbag with his head down.
Bian Nan glanced at Qiu Yi, he was still sleeping, Qiu Yi hadn't had a full sleep in this period of time, and now he was sleeping very deeply.
"Second Treasure." Bian Nan sat up and called Qiu Yan softly.
"Big Huzi," Qiu Yan also responded in a low voice, and ran over to lean against him, "I yesterday... I yesterday..."
"I know, I know," Bian Nan hugged him tightly, and kissed his forehead several times, "It's okay, your brother won't blame you."
"I dare not say sorry to him." Qiu Yan lowered his head, fluttered his long eyelashes a few times, and tears rolled down his face.
"Needless to say I'm sorry, you are not wrong, nor is he." Bian Nan wiped the tears from his face, "No one is wrong, you all love Dad too much."
"Then will he hit me?" Qiu Yan raised his head, sobbing softly.
"How could it be?" Bian Nan smiled and pinched his face, "Your brother loves you so much."
Qiu Yan leaned into his arms and cried silently for a while, then wiped away his tears: "I'm going to school."
"Go to school?" Bian Nan patted his head, "You don't have to go to school for a few days, I'll ask you for leave, and you can go to school after you finish dealing with Dad's business."
"I'm going to school," Qiu Yan shook his head, tears streaming down his face again, "I can't help, I'll miss Dad when I stay at home, I'm going to school."
Bian Nan was silent for a long time, and finally stood up: "Let me take you to school."
Usually when Bian Nan held Qiu Yan's hand, his hand would always move around in the glove without stopping for a second, but today it was very quiet.
Bian Nan gently squeezed his fingers through the glove, feeling very distressed, this little guy who is as stubborn and strong as his brother.
Qiu Yan's class teacher was on duty today, standing at the school gate, she was a little surprised when she saw Qiu Yan.
Bian Nan briefly explained the situation to her, and the homeroom teacher knelt down and looked at Qiu Yan and smiled: "Qiu Yan is really a man, go to class, and tell the teacher if you have anything."
Qiu Yan nodded, and walked into the school gate with his schoolbag on his back.
Bian Nan didn't turn around until he could no longer see his back.
When he returned to Qiu Yi's house, Qiu Yi had already woken up and was sitting at the table eating buns.
"I sent Er Bao to school." Bian Nan sat next to him and took a sip of tofu nao. "He said that staying at home alone would... miss Dad."
"Well, let him go," Qiu Yi said, "Just go together when the burial is over."
The word "buried" made Bian Nan's heart twitch violently, and he didn't speak.
"I went to the hospital in the morning, and I still have something to deal with. Yesterday, I made an appointment with someone from the funeral company to talk about the specific arrangements," Qiu Yi said while eating, "You..."
"I'll be with you." Bian Nan said.
"No, you go to work. I called Shen Tao. He is fine today." Qiu Yi looked at him, "Didn't you officially join the job? It's not long since you joined the job. It's not good to ask for leave all the time."
"But..." Bian Nan frowned.
"I'm being held back by people in the make-up class now, and I don't know how to do it in the future," Qiu Yi said slowly, "If you mess up the work, how can I live without income in the future? You can't get on the card. Not much money."
Bian Nan didn't say a word. He spent a lot of money. Later, the good medicines used by Qiu's father were all paid from the card. After a day, it was quite a lot including other expenses. Although he didn't care about the money, he did have to consider it. In the future, if what Qiu Yi said is true, he can't go back and ask his father for money.
"All right." Bian Nan said.
When Bian Nan returned to Zhanfei to go to work, he was quite sleepy. He slept on it all night yesterday, and now his waist is pinned. He stood on the side of the court and twisted for a long time, but he didn't get his tendons back.
"Brother Wei, give me a smooth muscle..." Bian Nan stood beside Gu Wei.
"Back waist?" Gu Wei poked.
"Well," Bian Nan sighed, "I slept on the sofa last night."
"How is your friend's father?" Gu Wei knew the reason why he asked for leave every now and then.
"... It's gone." Bian Nan lowered his voice.
"Oh, there's no cure for this disease," Gu Wei scratched the back of his waist with his knuckles, "Actually, it's almost a relief to go away. The family feels uncomfortable, and the patient suffers too much."
Yes…
Bian Nan stared at the ground. Papa Qiu had just been lying in the hospital for the past few months, staring at the TV in a daze every day. His body hurt so much that he couldn't sleep all night, and finally he was surrounded by various instruments.
The feeling of knowing the final result but having to struggle in the pain and love of loved ones...
Bian Nan raised his head and looked at the sky. Today's weather is not bad, the sun has been shining all over the ground early in the morning.
It's really a relief to leave.
Father Qiu's funeral was according to his request many years ago, and he told the funeral company to keep it simple. The process was very simple. There was only a small farewell party attended by family members and a few friends, and then he was sent to the cemetery.
No particular date was chosen.
Bian Nan went to Qiu Yi's house early in the morning, and Wan Fei also asked for leave.
Qiu Yi didn't inform other relatives in the family, Shen Tao couldn't come on board, except for Bian Nan and Wan Fei, there were two other friends who had a good relationship with Qiu Yi during the shipping.
Several people whispered with Qiu Yi in the yard to confirm the procedure for a while, how to get there.
Qiu Yan was wearing a small black coat, sitting in the room holding the portrait of Qiu's father.
Bian Nan took a piece of chocolate, peeled it and handed it to his mouth: "Er Bao, eat a piece of chocolate."
"Yeah." Qiu Yan turned his head and bit the chocolate into his mouth.
"Cry when you feel uncomfortable," Bian Nan knelt down in front of him, "We don't hold back, you know?"
Qiu Yan nodded: "I don't want to cry now, I always feel that my father is still there."
"He is here," Bian Nan pinched his chin, "As long as you miss him, he will be there."
Qiu Yan looked up at him, and he poked Qiu Yan's chest lightly: "Here."
"It's really not like what you said." Qiu Yan said.
"Little thing, why are you so annoying." Bian Nan laughed.
Qiu Yan also smiled: "It was originally."
Bian Nan was talking with Qiu Yan in the room, when there were some chaotic voices from the yard, he stood up and walked out of the room.
There were a few more people in the yard, there were four or five men, women and men, and Bian Nan recognized at a glance that two of the middle-aged men were relatives who came back to Qiu Yi's house to ask for debts, uncles and the like.
Bian Nan suddenly felt stuck in his heart, Qiu Yi had already paid off the money he owed them, and he didn't notify them today, so what are you doing here now
"I came here only after hearing from my old neighbor," a man looked at the people in the yard, "Why didn't you tell us about this, so we can come and help."
"Thank you, Second Uncle, no need," Qiu Yi said, "Is there something wrong?"
"That's what I said, my elder brother is gone, so it's normal to come and have a look," the second uncle smiled, "Look, this is just in time for the funeral."
"I have something to say." Qiu Yi frowned impatiently, "Let's go first if there is nothing to do."
"Hey, Qiu Yi, what's your attitude?" A woman walked up to him, "It's not that your second uncle is here to make you unhappy, if you insist on telling us now, then don't blame us for embarrassing you. "
Qiu Yi didn't make a sound.
"You keep letting us go, do you know that there is a plan for this film?" The old man sneered, "Don't think your father is dead..."
The old uncle didn't finish his sentence, and the rest of the content was smashed by Qiu Yi who suddenly rushed over with his punch.
When Qiu Yi punched the old uncle's nose for the second time, the people in the yard reacted suddenly, and the woman screamed: "What are you doing! What are you doing!"
The old uncle was hit on the face by Qiu Yi's two fists, he couldn't make a sound from the pain, he just tried his best to step back and try to avoid it.
Qiu Yi rushed up and grabbed his collar, yanked him hard, and pressed the old uncle to the ground. He pushed the old uncle down in the yard. He rode directly on the second uncle, and punched the third punch silently.
Blood gushed from the old man's nose.
"Qiu Yi!" Bian Nan rushed up and grabbed Qiu Yi's arm, trying to pull him away. These three punches were solid, and if he hit him twice again, he might be going to the hospital.
Qiu Yi shook off Bian Nan, and continued to punch the old uncle in the face again.
"Killed! Killed!" the woman screamed.
The second uncle came back to his senses, rushed up behind Qiu Yi and raised his foot towards his head.
"I'll fuck your father-in-law!" Bian Nan roared, stood up and bumped into the second uncle directly.
The second uncle was knocked to the ground, and the two or three men they brought rushed over to help immediately, and the scene suddenly became chaotic.
There were four or five men on the other side, about the same number as them, but they fell behind within two minutes.
Hang Yun and those two have been with Qiu Yi all the time, plus Bian Nan and Wan Fei, they are all fighting people who are about to type out a guide to violence, and they knocked the second uncle and several men to the ground in a few strokes , It's just that these few are elders anyway, so they didn't dare to make heavy moves.
But the situation of the old uncle who was stared and beaten by Qiu Yi was a little bit worse.
When Bian Nan and the others forcibly dragged Qiu Yi away, the old uncle had already been beaten until his face was covered in blood, and he was yelling terribly.
"Let me tell you!" Qiu Yi's eyes were red, and several people could hardly hold him back. He pointed at the person who had just got up from the ground, and his voice was a little hoarse, "Dare to do it again, I will let you I can’t even go home! My mother will go with my dad!”
"What's going on!" The neighbors in the next yard all ran over.
Bian Nan, who was the first to come in, knew each other, drove a taxi, and Qiu Yan went to the hospital to deliver meals. Sometimes when he caught up with him and got out of the car, he would take it there. Such a big incident just happened to her family, and she came here early in the morning to make trouble, she is still not human!"
"They did it first! This is to kill—" the woman yelled, seeing the blood on the old man's face and crying again, "This is to beat to death!"
"I know a few of you," the driver uncle said with disdain on his face, "Hurry up, I've never seen you like this before, your hearts are so dark that you are shining brightly!"
"Get out!" Qiu Yi pointed at the woman and shouted, "Get out!"
Bian Nan dragged Qiu Yi into the room with his arms around him. Qiu Yi was shaking all over, and Bian Nan could hear his painful and angry panting. He winked at Wan Fei, dragged Qiu Yi into the room, and kicked him. Kicked the door.
"Let's go!" Wan Fei yelled in the yard, "If you don't go, do you have another round?"
Qiu Yan sat on the sofa and didn't move when he saw Bian Nan and Qiu Yi, but his eyes were wide open with panic.
"Er Bao, it's okay." Bian Nan pushed Qiu Yi into the back room, "Sit down obediently."
Qiu Yan was stunned for a while before nodding, and sat back on the sofa.
"Qiu Yi," Bian Nan pressed Qiu Yi, who was still struggling to get out, against the wall, and grabbed his shoulders, "Look at me! Look at me!"
"What good-looking black skin do you have!" Qiu Yi glared at him, and finally stopped struggling.
"Everything looks good to me," Bian Nan stared at him, lowering his voice, "You're scaring Er Bao."
Qiu Yi didn't speak, but still stared at him, with anger that hadn't been extinguished in his eyes.
"It's okay, they were driven away, they were driven away," Bian Nan let go of his hands on his shoulders, hugged him, and kept patting him on the back, "It's okay. "
Qiu Yi's body was still shaking violently, Bian Nan rubbed his back vigorously a few times: "Qiu..."
Just as he was about to speak, Qiu Yi's suppressed crying sounded in his ears.
Bian Nan was stunned.
Qiu Yi cried.
After a brief moment of depression, he cried out.
Crying very wantonly, almost crying loudly with a roar.
Crying with all my might.
Bian Nan closed his eyes, feeling relieved.