Bian Nan stared at Qiu Yi for a long time before he understood what his words meant, and then he couldn't tell whether it was embarrassment, shock, or something else, so he jumped up.
"Fuck." In the end, he could only choke out one word.
"I think so too." Qiu Yi glanced at him.
"Don't be poor with me," Bian Nan pointed to the door, "Er Bao will take a shower soon..."
"I didn't talk about it now," Qiu Yi clicked his tongue, "I'm just talking about this, why are you nervous?"
"Am I nervous?" Bian Nan suddenly lost face, "Where are you nervous?"
Qiu Yi narrowed his eyes and looked him up and down: "Show me, which part is not nervous?"
"Your uncle." Bian Nan stood up and stretched his arms and legs. It shouldn't be said that he was nervous, but it was true that he was a little embarrassed.
Qiu Yi didn't speak any more, just leaned on the sofa and looked at him with a smile.
It wasn't until Qiu Yan ran into the house after taking a shower that Bian Nan rushed over and hugged him as if he had been saved: "Er Bao finished washing?"
"Yeah," Qiu Yan nodded, "Go and wash it, I'm dirty."
"Hey! You have learned to dislike me now?" Bian Nan said dumbfounded.
Qiu Yan smiled and hugged his neck: "I don't mind it at all."
"Go to bed, it's getting late," Qiu Yi looked at the time, "I still have school tomorrow."
"Got it!" Qiu Yan replied loudly, and ran into the back room.
Bian Nan followed him in, took a set of Qiu Yi's clothes from the cabinet, and went out to take a shower.
The small shower room in the yard was built before, but later Qiu Yi rebuilt it, pasted bricks and replaced the nozzles, etc. When it was hot, Qiu Yan had to play in it for more than an hour every day.
Bian Nan hadn't come in a few times, but it felt okay, it was spacious, and there was enough room for another bathtub.
To get another bathtub, Qiu Yan would probably live in the bathroom in the summer and not go out.
When he was thinking wildly in the water, the door of the bathroom was suddenly pushed open, Bian Nan stripped naked, and when he heard the door sound, he was so frightened that he hurriedly covered his clothes.
It's time for the old lady next door to come in...
"Why are you acting like a little girl?" Qiu Yi walked in and closed the door of the bathroom.
"Damn, what are you doing here? I haven't finished washing!" Bian Nan was really a little nervous this time, feeling worse than when the old lady came in.
"Taking a bath," Qiu Yi put the change of clothes on the shelf, and walked up to him, without taking off his clothes, he stood directly under the nozzle, and turned the water of the nozzle a little bigger, "It's uncomfortable to sweat."
The water from the nozzle sprayed out, and quickly soaked the T-shirt Qiu Yi was wearing, and the clothes stuck to him.
"Did you do it on purpose?" Bian Nan looked at him, the hair hanging down Qiu Yi's forehead was dripping with water, and the lines on his body were drawn out by the wet clothes, even if Bian Nan was still struggling with certain things, seeing this This scene is still burning.
"It's so obvious, of course it's intentional." Qiu Yi smiled and took off his clothes with a raised hand.
Bian Nan felt that although he had been with Qiu Yi for so long and had become much more stable, these aspects were instincts that could not be suppressed.
Yes, irrepressible.
No matter how entangled it is, I will plunge into it first.
He didn't speak anymore, he went over to put Qiu Yi in his arms, and kissed him hard.
The nozzle was screwed up a bit too much, and the sprayed water shook the two of them head-to-head.
Originally, his breathing was a little rough because of excitement, but when he poured water on his face, Bian Nan immediately felt that he and Qiu Yi were entangled in the submerged water.
Eyes, ears, nose, and mouth are covered with water, wrapped around, with a moist and soft touch.
Qiu Yi's smooth and firm skin also became more alluring because of the layer of water.
Qiu Yi put his hand on his waist and slowly lowered it.
Bian Nan's breathing paused, and he felt a little lack of oxygen for a moment. He loosened Qiu Yi's lips, and when he was about to catch his breath, Qiu Yi lowered his head and kissed his neck.
The water that could still be partially blocked by Qiu Yi immediately flung it on Bian Nan's face like a joy.
Bian Nan only had time to take a half deep breath before the water sprayed into his mouth and nose, dutifully choking him.
"What the hell." Bian Nan heard Qiu Yi's soft laughter in his ear, and annoyed reached out his hand to turn off the water.
As soon as the sound of rushing water in the bathroom stopped, the surroundings instantly became quiet, and the heavy breathing of the two of them could be heard clearly. He felt that he could hear the sound of his heartbeat, his own, and Qiu Yi's.
Qiu Yi lightly bit his earlobe and pressed close to him.
I have to say that it is a kind of enjoyment to touch and rub tightly, the moist skin, the undulating panting in the ears, and the excitement in the body being provoked by the other's fingers.
"Will no one come in?" The two Bian Nan finally regained some sense and asked after entangled for a long time.
"What are you doing in the bathroom at night?" Qiu Yi smiled, and the tip of his tongue slid across his collarbone, "Try it?"
Bian Nan felt that he had been pushed to the cusp of the storm by his desire at this moment, and he hadn't let go of his venting during this period of time, even if he was a caterpillar hooligan, he could only start.
It feels like all control and suppression is out of control.
Qiu Yi's words hit his ears like a ball of hair, and he felt dizzy as if the current had passed through his brain directly. After gasping for a few times, he only said one sentence: "Is there... nothing?"
"If so..." Qiu Yi said softly, rubbing against his lips, took two steps back and found something from the clothes he brought over, and turned off the light in the bathroom.
"Oh shit," Bian Nan immediately understood what it was without looking, "Qiu Dabao, how long have you been thinking about this?"
Qiu Yi laughed: "The first time I told you about this, I was ready. If you don't cooperate, I'm afraid it will expire..."
To be honest, Bian Nan didn't think about it at all, he always felt that he couldn't accept it, so he habitually stopped thinking about it, but when this thing really appeared in front of his eyes, he found five words floating in the sky.
What is embarrassing, what cannot be accepted, what is a mess of hesitation, after being suppressed for so long, it has been summed up in five words.
That's all right!
He bit his lip, hugged Qiu Yi and kissed him hard on his lips and neck, and then grabbed the lubricant.
"How... do it?" He stopped and asked after unscrewing the lid.
"I'll do it." Qiu Yi said, reaching out to take it.
"I," Bian Nan quickly put his hands behind his back, "I'll do it."
"Don't you know how to do it?" Qiu Yi clicked his tongue.
"Is there anything I don't know about this, I'll just ask casually," Bian Nan's body roared with desire rushing out, he stared at Qiu Yi, "You don't mean to..."
"Huh?" Qiu Yi hooked the corner of his mouth, "Yes."
"Don't think about it, it's up to me." Bian Nan said bluntly.
Qiu Yi hugged him, and gently rubbed against his body: "If I want to, just think about it?"
"We haven't had a serious fight yet." Bian Nan filed his teeth, turned his head and kissed the corner of Qiu Yi's mouth.
"Here?" Qiu Yi smiled, "Two naked men were fighting in the bathroom over this matter..."
"I'm serious," Bian Nan felt a little overwhelmed and wanted to throw Qiu Yi to the ground with an elbow and then pounce on him, "Are you going to fight with me?"
"I..." Qiu Yi lowered his head and bit his shoulder lightly, "Whatever."
Bian Nan didn't speak, he hugged Qiu Yi tightly and kissed him vigorously, rubbed his hands vigorously on his body, and then pushed him against the wall and stuck him behind him.
The yard is very quiet. The new leaves on the grape trellis have grown a lot, overlapping one by one, breaking up the bright moonlight and scattering them all over the ground.
When the night wind blows, the light and shadow sway, interlacing with the figure in the bathroom.
After a long time, the insomnia chickens in the neighbor's yard crowed a few times, and the light in the bathroom was turned on.
"What's the hobby of this rooster crowing in the middle of the night?" Bian Nan opened the door and looked into the yard.
"Hold it." Qiu Yi walked out of the bathroom while putting on his clothes, with a towel on his head, and water was still dripping from the tip of his forehead.
"Qiu Yi." Bian Nan took the clothes they had changed and followed behind him.
"Huh?" Qiu Yi stopped.
"Hug." Bian Nan went to hug him from behind.
"Comfort me for your brutal technique?" Qiu Yi smiled.
"Can you not run on people?" Bian Nan frowned, thought about it and asked Qiu Yi in a low voice, "It really hurts so much?"
"I'll know if you try it next time." Qiu Yi clicked his tongue, stretched out his hand and tugged at his pants, "I want to be naked right now, it's so uncomfortable."
"Damn, what if you take revenge on me?" Bian Nan touched his butt.
"Endure it!" Qiu Yi turned his head and said viciously, "I will beat you if it hurts!"
The two went back to the house lightly. Qiu Yi went into the inner room to have a look. Qiu Yan snored a little while lying on the pillow with the towel in his arms.
"I'll sleep on the sofa today, I won't go back." Bian Nan stood in the living room.
"Whatever you want," Qiu Yi sat on the sofa, changed his position after a few seconds, and lay down on the sofa, "Bring me the cigarettes in my pocket."
Bian Nan handed him the cigarette and lighter, squatted on the edge of the sofa and watched him light the cigarette, and smiled: "Smoke afterward."
"No," Qiu Yi puffed out a puff of smoke, "It's the aftermath that smokes you, and then you have to hug the pillow and shrink to the foot of the bed while crying and saying that you are responsible for the Lun family..."
"Fuck, are you disgusting!" Bian Nan laughed, "Then show me a demonstration."
"Success," Qiu Yi bit his cigarette and squinted his eyes, "You have to be responsible to the Lun family, big tiger."
"Damn," Bian Nan hugged his arm and rubbed it hard, "Your expression is a fucking world away from what you said."
Qiu Yi smiled and said nothing, Bian Nan sat on the ground, leaned against the sofa, put his hand on Qiu Yi's buttocks and rubbed: "It's hard?"
"It's okay," Qiu Yi touched the remote control to turn on the TV, and turned down his voice, "Are you happy?"
"... Cool." Bian Nan hesitated for a moment, nodded sincerely, and leaned over to kiss Qiu Yi's nose.
It's really... very cool.
But Qiu Yi is definitely not very happy.
In the end, Bian Nan wanted to continue to finish it for him with his hands, but he didn't let him, probably because he was so uncomfortable that he lost interest.
Tsk.
"Are you sleepy? Go to bed?" Bian Nan put his hands on Qiu Yi's body and squeezed it gently. After pinching for a while, he felt that he was very sleepy, and when he looked at Qiu Yi, his eyes were half closed.
"I'm just sleeping on the sofa, I don't want to move anymore," Qiu Yi yawned, "Go into the room and sleep."
"I don't," Bian Nan thought for a while, "Then I'll sleep on the sofa too."
The sofa in Qiu Yi's house is quite big, and with a turn, Qiu Yi lay on this side, and Bian Nan decided to lie on the other half.
"Whatever you want," Qiu Yi smiled, "just keep your feet away from me."
"It must be headed towards you." Bian Nan immediately jumped onto the sofa and lay at right angles with Qiu Yi, "I can still touch you when I reach out."
"After a while, Er Bao became more at ease. I want him to sleep in my dad's room." Qiu Yi turned over and lay on his side. "My dad used to want to buy him a small bed, because he was afraid that he would always sleep with adults." would be too delicate."
"Erbao is not squeamish," Bian Nan smiled, "I think he must be very capable when he grows up, and he has a good personality."
Qiu Yi smiled: "When the time comes, you should leave Zhan Fei's dormitory and come live here."
"Huh?" Bian Nan was taken aback, then turned to look at Qiu Yi, "Really? Is it suitable?"
"What's wrong?" Qiu Yi stretched out his hand and flicked Bian Nan's head up and down, "I'll find a suitable opportunity to talk to him in a while."
"Can it work?" Bian Nan grabbed his hand, "I...in case...I'm really afraid that Erbao won't like me..."
"Er Treasure is still young, and he has little contact with these concepts, so there will be no unacceptable emotions, don't worry," Qiu Yi smiled, "Even if he doesn't like you, I still like you."
"No," Bian Nan clicked his tongue, "Erbao doesn't like me anymore, you can't make up for my broken heart."
Qiu Yi smiled for a long time: "I will make you comfortable."
Bian Nan was stunned for a while, before turning the corner: "Damn!"
The two chatted one after another, and Bian Nan fell asleep after a while.
I slept very soundly this time, I don't know if it was because I played a big hooligan or because my heart was at ease, maybe it was both.
In short, he slept until Qiu Yan got up and walked back and forth to wash and organize his schoolbag before he opened his eyes.
Qiu Yi has already woken up, leaning on the armrest of the sofa, closing his eyes and going back to sleep.
"Second Treasure," Bian Nan sat up, "Let's go buy some breakfast."
"Well," Qiu Yan ran over and leaned against him, "Why did you two sleep on the sofa yesterday?"
"We fell asleep while chatting." Bian Nan hugged him, stretched himself, stood up and put on his clothes.
"I want to chat next time." Qiu Yan was a little depressed about not being able to participate in the chat, "I also want to sleep on the sofa. I haven't slept on the sofa yet."
"It's not such a high-end place, what a pity you haven't slept on the sofa before." Bian Nan laughed.
"However, I slept on the recliner in the yard," Qiu Yan said, "It's cool, but my back hurts after waking up."
"Oh, your back still hurts, do you have a waist?" Bian Nan said.
"Yes," Qiu Yan pointed to his waist, "It's right here, a little behind."
Bian Nan pinched his waist: "Is there a waist here? It's all meat."
"Don't treat me like a five-year-old kid." Qiu Yan looked at him dissatisfied.
"Yes, okay," Bian Nan left the house with a smile, and went to the sink to wash up, "It's nine years old, it's not a child anymore."
Qiu Yan was nine years old, although Bian Nan always felt that the little guy was in a daze most of the time, and he didn't have much intellect, but when things happened, he felt that he was very similar to Qiu Yi.
The late birthday party made Qiu Yan very happy, and he was so excited that he couldn't even feel tired from singing and dancing with his classmates in the children's restaurant.
Qiu Yi and Bian Nan sat and watched, a group of children were sweating.
"I'm tired of watching." Bian Nan sighed.
"It's pretty good," Qiu Yi smiled, "I don't think I've ever played like this before."
"Why don't you go over there together," Bian Nan said with a smile, "I think Xu Rui and the others are too busy for the two little girls."
"Actually, what my dad said is also true, although I have always refused to admit it." Qiu Yi leaned on the chair and sighed softly.
"What?" Bian Nan looked at him.
"It's better for a child to be like a child," Qiu Yi raised his head, "I've always been afraid that Er Bao would become like me."
"No," Bian Nan pinched his shoulder, "With you around, he won't become like you. You've taken care of everything. You can see that he's basically a little fool."
"Well, if I stay with you for a longer time, I will go back completely stupid." Qiu Yi nodded.
"Get out," Bian Nan kicked him, and when he was about to stand up and drag Qiu Yi to the mat in the activity area, the phone rang, and he pointed to Qiu Yi, "I'll clean you up later."
It was Luo Yiyang who called, and as soon as Bian Nan answered the phone, he heard his happy voice: "Bian Zhu!"
"Student Luo." Bian Nan said.
"How are you doing now? Are you feeling better?" Luo Yiyang asked over there.
"Well, it's good. I told Qiu Yi that day that I would treat you to dinner and thank you." Bian Nan glanced at Qiu Yi.
Qiu Yi was looking at him with his head tilted.
"It's nothing to be thankful for, and it didn't help much," Luo Yiyang sighed, "You don't have to be so polite, just play a few games with me."
Bian Nan felt dizzy when he heard about playing ball: "...let's talk about it when you come back."
"Stop talking, let's just say it first, so as not to catch you when you can," Luo Yiyang said, "I'll be back in a few days."
"In a few days?" Bian Nan was stunned, "My primary school students are just going to have a holiday these few days, how do you spend time with the primary school?"
"I went to primary school," Luo Yiyang said, "Don't change the subject, it's settled, play ball, or don't invite me to dinner if you don't play ball."
"All right, all right," Bian Nan said helplessly, "Call me when you come back."
Bian Nan hung up the phone, leaned on Qiu Yi's body, and put his legs on another chair: "Hey, Luo Yiyang will be back in a few days, where can I invite him to eat?"
"Chengdu snacks." Qiu Yi said.
"What?" Bian Nan was taken aback, then turned to look at him, "Chengdu snacks?"
"Hot and sour noodles, or some fried cakes," Qiu Yi said with a serious face, "I still have a few bottles of Erbao's yogurt at home, you can take it with you..."
Bian Nan stared at him for a while and then he was happy: "I will take responsibility for you, don't keep reminding me like this."
"It's not rare," Qiu Yi was still very serious, "We'll talk about when you let me take charge."
"Damn," Bian Nan leaned on him, laughing uncontrollably, "You really can get around this?"
"Because my butt doesn't hurt anymore," Qiu Yi said happily without tensing up, "Why don't it be my birthday and give you some time for mental struggle."
"There's no need to fight anymore," Bian Nan said in a low voice, "It's all about this, the fight is over long ago."
"That's fine," Qiu Yi thought for a while, "Remember to bring the love letter you gave me, it doesn't count the punctuation of a thousand characters, it's handwritten, and the handwriting is required to be neat."
"Damn!" Bian Nan gritted his teeth.
Qiu Yi didn't say that he didn't pay attention to his diary and love letters, and he had stopped for a long time.
But during this period of time, I have to really manage my emotions seriously, and I have a lot of insights, so I don’t know if I can write them down.
Not to mention writing it out, sometimes he finds it difficult to express his thoughts. For example, every time he talks to his father, it is difficult for him to say what he really wants to say.
Although going home on weekends is no longer as awkward as it used to be, anyway, Bian Xinyu, who has the most awkward relationship with him now, basically can’t see him, but when he meets his father face to face, he still feels strenuous. It probably doesn’t take a day or two It can be transformed in one month or two months.
Dad is probably also looking for the right way to get along with him, and sometimes he will ask him about his work, and he will not show disdain when he mentions Zhan Fei like before.
pretty good.
Sitting on the side of the court, Bian Nan looked at the people who were swinging their rackets on the court. At least he could do this job seriously, so that his father could feel more at ease and not feel that he was a waste.
"Now I look like a coach," Gu Wei walked over and sat next to him, "Sitting here, the expression is very serious and majestic."
"I'm meditating, who still smiles and meditates." Bian Nan took his own cup and took a sip of water.
"Quickly meditate, is Luo Yiyang back? It's time to pester you to play ball again, your days of contemplation are coming to an end." Gu Wei said with a smile.
"I can still think about it for a few days. Didn't he ask his mother to lock him in the room as soon as he came back? I haven't seen him for a semester. I can't think about my son." Bian Nan said.
Bian Nan made some mistakes in his judgment. At noon, he received a call from Luo Yiyang: "Do you want to treat me to dinner? This afternoon!"
"Didn't you just come back? You don't need to accompany your mother?" Bian Nan was quite surprised.
"I've been with you for two days, and my mother is finally tired of watching me," Luo Yiyang said with a smile, "Let's just go to the hotel this afternoon."
"Okay, I'll let you know when the place is fixed." Bian Nan said.
The restaurant was chosen by Qiu Yi, and it was two streets away from the house he rented for supplementary lessons. It was a halal restaurant, and I heard that the dishes were very authentic.
But this place is not easy to find, Luo Yiyang drove to the next street, Bian Nan and Qiu Yi were still waiting at the entrance of the hotel for about ten minutes before seeing his car coming.
"Bian Nan!" Luo Yiyang jumped out of the car and gave Bian Nan a hug, "Long time no see."
"How long?" Qiu Yi said aside.
"One semester!" Luo Yiyang patted Bian Nan on the back several times before he let go.
"Fortunately, it will take you a while to get pneumonia." Qiu Yi laughed.
"We haven't seen each other for longer." Luo Yiyang turned around and hugged Qiu Yi again, and patted him on the back a few times, "I'm so sorry about your father."
"Thank you," Qiu Yi coughed twice when he slapped him, "I really thank you when I was in the hospital. The ward I changed to was really good."
"You're welcome, Bian Nan's friend is my friend, I really appreciate this little favor," Luo Yiyang waved his hand, and walked into the restaurant, "I'm starving to death, I didn't even eat lunch."
Bian Nan laughed for a long time, walked in with Qiu Yi, and asked in a low voice, "How do you feel about this person?"
"Very... lively." Qiu Yi said with a smile.
"I'll have a chance to talk to him about the cram school later, I think he would like to be together." Bian Nan said.
Qiu Yi hesitated for two seconds and nodded: "OK."