Seeing that the mirror was shaking, and there was obviously someone hiding behind him, Shen Xing immediately moved a step sideways and looked behind the mirror.
Sure enough, there was a person squatting behind, wearing gray home clothes. It was the person who was lying under the bed in the special ward just now, that is, the psychologist Zuo Wenzong.
Zuo Wenzong's head was buried between his knees, and his body trembled constantly. He never expected that after hiding here, he would still be found by Huang Kun.
In the beginning, according to the dean’s instructions, Zuo Wenzong made a special trip from the psychological clinic to give Huang Kun a psychological evaluation. He didn’t know that Huang Kun had planned for a long time and had already untied the restraints that trapped his limbs. Zuo Wenzong stunned.
Then Huang Kun exchanged the clothes of the two of them, and then stuffed Zuo Wenzong under the bed. Zuo Wenzong finally woke up and remained groggy.
When he woke up, he immediately fumbled and crawled out of the bed, touched the door of the room according to memory, opened it and escaped.
He didn't know if Huang Kun was still in that special ward, because it was dark all around and he couldn't see anything.
So after escaping from the ward, Zuo Wenzong stumbled into the hallway for his life, but there was no one in the hallway when he came out.
I don't know how long I have been in a coma, thinking about hiding first and not letting Huang Kun who was chasing after him find him, so Zuo Wenzong ran into the nurse's duty room in a panic.
No one knows that everything is counted, but he still has not escaped Huang Kun's clutches! The other party is still looking for it!
Seeing the whole person shaking like a sieve, Dr. Zuo, Shen Xing now knows exactly what he is afraid of, and dare not say more to irritate him. He just said: "Go away, I'm afraid I won't be able to control it later. Live by myself!"
Zuo Wenzong raised his head in horror. After taking a look at him, he quickly retracted his gaze. He didn't dare to say anything. He stood tremblingly and walked out from behind the mirror. His legs were soft, and he fell to the ground, struggling for a long time. Only then slowly climbed up again.
Shen Xing simply stepped back, fearing to scare him again.
Seeing that he seemed to have a clear consciousness, Zuo Wenzong said: "Huang... Huang Kun, can you feel... your own body now? Make a fist lightly and let me take a look."
When he thought about it, Huang Kun could let himself go at this moment, indicating that he was conscious and did not lose control. Perhaps he was in the interval of onset.
And this time period is the most able to calm the patient under his own guidance. This is Zuo Wenzong's instinct as a doctor, taking this opportunity to solve his current troubles for Shen Xing.
Of course, Shen Xing understood what he meant and waved his hand, "Don't think about curing my disease for now, go!"
At the same time as the words fell, an inexplicable sense of irritability rose in his heart again, and he saw Zuo Wenzong suddenly sneer at himself, and he said, "Then you stay and wait for death!" "
Then turned around and left.
"What are you talking about?" Shen Xing was taken aback, and then he burst into flames, "I let you go for your own good! Don't know what's wrong!"
While talking, he rushed forward a few steps and snapped Zuo Wenzong's shoulder.
When he turned the opponent's body around, Shen Xing suddenly shook, and saw Zuo Wenzong turning to face him, but he was still in the back of his head and did not see his face.
He immediately turned Zuo Wenzong's body over again, but found that it was still the back of his head, as if the face just now had disappeared.
But at this time, from the faceless head, Zuo Wenzong's weird laughter sounded. The sound seemed to be coming from a confined space, and the sound of the urn sounded violently, and it was completely impossible to find the exact location.
Shen Xing immediately let go of his shoulders and quickly backed away, and his heel touched a wooden stool by the bed. He subconsciously bent over and picked up the wooden stool, and was about to smash against Zuo Wenzong's head.
The wooden stool was lifted above his head. At this moment, a never-before-seen vigilance rose. Shen Xing was taken aback and stopped.
He raised his head and looked at his right hand raised high, holding the small wooden stool tightly in his hand, just about to fall down on the head of the weird Zuo Wenzong in front of him.
Shen Xing finally reacted at this moment. He put his hand down, looked down at this body in surprise, recalling that at that moment, he was completely surrounded by an unknown fire, and he didn't think about anything in his head, so he wanted to smash it directly. Tired, anomalies that are everywhere all day long!
This... Actually, it wasn't his original idea, but it suddenly appeared at that moment, and even Shen Xing himself didn't have this consciousness.
Fortunately, it stopped at the most critical moment!
Shen Xing threw the wooden stool on the ground and looked up at the weird, faceless Zuo Wenzong. He found that Zuo Wenzong was now hooking his waist, with his hands stretched out to protect his head, staring at him with horror and fear. .
The cheek that he had just lost was clearly right in front of his eyes at this moment. It was not only the back of his head that could only be seen at all, but it was completely normal.
Shen Xing felt a muddy sensation in his brain, his ears buzzed, and his eyes became a little fuzzy.
The weird scene I encountered just now is still in my mind, but it is obvious that it should be an illusion. This real Zuo Wenzong stood in front of him well, and did not show any strangeness, except for his fear.
Thinking of this, Shen Xing was suddenly startled.
If this scene is an illusion, then I just broke the male doctor's head with a metal dustpan in the toilet, it is very likely that the other person is a normal person at all, but it has become abnormal in my own eyes.
I further speculated that all the abnormal conditions I saw, such as the old man with oxygen in the ward, another patient whose nasal bone was kicked off by himself, the nurse who wrote the journal at the desk, and the person named Jiao Na A nurse with an eye on her back.
All these anomalies actually come from my own illusions!
At this moment, Shen Xing only felt his head dazed. The whole person seemed to be in two worlds, one is the real world and the other is the illusion world, but for his own feelings, the illusion world is more real than the real world.
This is a chaotic sense of identity, knowing that it is wrong, but unable to believe this conclusion. Knowing that I have a problem, but I agree with my initial judgment and cognition.
This feeling made Shen Xing's hands and feet numb, his thinking was deadlocked, and his whole body couldn't move at this moment.
Suddenly he wanted to find a place, a dark place with no people, and face the corner quietly by himself, don’t care about anything, don’t think about anything, no one wants to see each other again, only himself, alone silently Be alone.
This feeling made his whole mentality about to burst at this moment, and Shen Xing had an urge to find this kind of place immediately, and never come out again.
At this moment, when Zuo Wenzong saw that he seemed to be in a confusion of thinking, he immediately turned around and rushed to the door with a shiver, twisted the door open, rushed to the corridor, and shouted: "Huang Kun is here. Come and help!"
Not long after, intensive footsteps sounded, and many people came quickly from other places.
Shen Xing only heard a lot of voices, but he did not associate these voices with the crowd coming, his thinking was still very confused.
The whole person seems to have become a true lunatic, a lonely schizophrenic, a prisoner who cannot escape his chaotic thinking.
With a click, he knelt on the ground, holding his head in his hands, his face twisted and he was extremely uncomfortable.
In the next second, a large number of people rushed into the nurse's duty room from outside the corridor, and when they saw Shen Xing sitting on the ground with his head in his hands, these people were taken aback and stopped moving, just staring at him guardedly.
At this moment, Shen Xing is deeply feeling the spiritual world of Huang Kun as a wall-facer. He can't be distracted, and temporarily can't care about the consequences of these people's arrival.
This kind of feeling seemed to be nothing when he had not fully realized and understood at the beginning, but now he has realized that his thoughts are not right, and he has completely detonated the tumor hidden in his mind.
Now it depends on whether he can take it, how to stop it, and how to end it.
After a while, Shen Xing, whose brain was chaotic, quietly put down his hands holding his head, and his whole body was kneeling and sitting weakly, as if he had collapsed.
About ten seconds later, he started to move, his feet began to exert force, and he slowly stood up with his hands on the ground. The guards and doctors on guard retreated immediately. Two of the security guards waved their batons and were about to step forward to subdue him.
But the Gao Da doctor and Zuo Wenzong stopped them immediately. Gao Da doctor shook his head and motioned to the security guard to stop moving, but did not say why.
Standing up, Shen Xing seemed to have become unstable, shaking, as if drunk.
He turned around and walked over to the corner of the wall next to the rear window. After finally reaching the corner, he stopped moving and just stood there.
Zuo Wenzong and the Gao Da doctor looked at each other, and Zuo Wenzong said: "His psychological intervention has appeared."
"It should be considered temporarily stable at this moment." Gao Da doctor nodded slightly.
As for Shen Xing facing the corner, there was darkness in his sight at this moment, and he couldn't see anything.
Not only was he invisible, even the surrounding sounds were automatically cut off by him, as if he were alone in an unmanned world.
There is only himself in this world.
In this darkness, he has been walking forward, forever, without a route, and completely unable to see the end.
I don't know how long it took, a vague outline of a figure appeared in the dark.
Shen Xing continued to walk forward, getting closer and closer to the figure. He quickly saw the person's appearance. This person's face seemed very familiar. He must have seen it somewhere, but he couldn't remember who it was. .
This person was also looking at him at this time, his expression was very relaxed, and he was even smiling at himself.
"Is it painful?" the man suddenly asked.
Shen Xing's path forward was blocked by him, and he had to stop, but at the moment he was very confused and didn't want to speak, just shook his head.
After a while, he seemed to realize what the other party was talking about and nodded again.
"Does it feel that everyone is hurting you? Are you thinking of ways to deal with you? No one is sincere to you?" the person asked again.
Shen Xing raised his head and looked at him. After a while, he spoke. The voice seemed to be speaking from his mouth, but it seemed to resonate in his mind, and it seemed to have his own voice from somewhere in the sky, even he I can't locate it accurately.
"how do you know?"
The man smiled, "I know what you know and think."
"You want to hurt me too? Are you abnormal too?" Shen Xing was puzzled, and then he became alert.
"I am not." The man shook his head, "I just feel you, it's ridiculous."
"Why?" Shen Xing stared into his eyes.
"If you don't be jealous of others, these people won't become anomalies in your eyes." The person slowly said: "The prerequisite for them to become anomalies still comes from you."
"Abnormal... terrible!" Shen Xing shuddered suddenly, shivering.
"Actually, the anomaly is not terrible at all." The person's tone became softer, "Have you ever thought that if you treat them kindly, will there be different results?"
"No... Impossible!" Shen Xing shook his head, shook his head quickly, feeling that his head was about to shake off, "They will enter my body, peek at me, covet my soul, control my words and deeds, as long as it is beneficial to them, They will let me do it, they will not care about my life or death, whether I want it or not, and they will not allow me to resist them!"
This remark made the person on the other side stunned for a moment. After a while, he smiled and shook his head, and asked, "Is it abnormal. Have you ever had a very bad experience?"
When the words fell, the man raised his head and said in his mouth, "I think this should be the cause of your illness."
"Abnormal, they do everything!" Shen Xing gritted his teeth.
However, as soon as the words were spoken, he seemed to realize something suddenly, and immediately looked around, his expression was cautious, and he was obviously afraid that his words would be spread out.
After a while, he looked at the person in front of him again and lowered his voice: "Tell you, if you don’t look, don’t want, or listen, and stay alone and quietly in the dark, they don’t have so much energy to take care of you. , It will feel very comfortable. Well, I already like this feeling now!"
"Oh? Is that so?" The man was a little surprised. "Do you think that you have gotten rid of the abnormal control of you?"
Shen Xing immediately nodded frantically, his expression was a little hysterical, his face was hideous, as if he could not control himself.
"Then have you considered, this anomaly, perhaps it likes to face the wall very much?" The person added again.
Shen Xing was taken aback for a moment, his expression first became surprised, and then slowly turned into horror, and shook his head abruptly, "No, standing in the corner is my own choice, it's not abnormal."
"Who said no?" The man snorted coldly: "Your self-righteous relief, resistance to all abnormalities, is actually a manifestation of being deeply stuck in abnormalities. It is obedience to abnormalities and compromise to abnormalities. This will instead give you Get deeper and deeper, and never look back!"
Hum!
Shen Xing took a step back, as if unable to stand, shook his head and muttered to himself.
"No, no, I have been avoiding them. Although they want to catch me, they have been carefully avoided by me. They won't..."
"I hope not." The human said: "But the fact is that you have been further controlled by it, but you still think that it is your own behavior, your own ideas, and every step is executed according to your own plan."
Shen Xing suddenly looked up at the person in front of him, and asked, "Then what should I do?"
The man groaned for a moment and replied, "Learn to... live with the anomaly."
Shen Xing was shocked and shook his head quickly, "No, it's impossible, they are bad, they can't... coexist... impossible..."
"If you don't try it, how will you know?" The person said in a gentle voice: "From now on, you are determined to try it. Even if you think that the person in front of you is abnormal, you will bravely take the first step and use the usual Be in touch with the other person with your heart and don’t overdo it."
Shen Xing raised his head, his eyes full of confusion.
"Try it?"
At this moment, the person in front of him suddenly became very strange. The person who was speaking seemed to not know him, and was someone he had never seen before.
And his face was completely changed to Huang Kun's appearance at this moment. As for the person standing in the darkness in front of him, it was Shen Xing.
"Try it?"
At this moment, Huang Kun seemed to feel his own existence for the first time. He lowered his head and looked at his hands and feet. The doubts in his eyes slowly changed, becoming more and more colorful and more agile.
He was facing the wall in the corner, slowly raising his head, the darkness in front of him completely disappeared, and what he saw was a corner, curtains, and a strange place he had never seen before.
Huang Kun turned his head and looked at everyone in the room, who were all staring at him in surprise at this moment.
Only the Gao Da doctor and Zuo Wenzong doctors were surprised, trying their best to see from his eyes what had happened to Huang Kun just now.
Huang Kun walked towards these people, and within his sight, these people opened their teeth and danced their claws. They didn't look like humans, or they sneered strangely, or had no faces, all hair, or pus all over their bodies, or It was a wretched squat on the ground, his lower body full of tentacles.
Seeing the appearance of these people, a strong sense of discomfort came, but this time, Huang Kun held back fiercely, and kept swallowing saliva, trying to suppress the irritability in his heart.
An unnamed fire rose in his body, burning his entire chest cavity, his eyes were about to emit flames, and he gritted his teeth vigorously.
After a while, the anger in his pupils was suppressed. Huang Kun slowly bends down at everyone and bowed deeply. Although he can see that he is not used to it, he still burst three out of his mouth. Words.
"I am sorry!"
As soon as the words were spoken, a strong sense of tearing came from all over his body, as if something was quickly peeling away from him, the whole process was very rough!
Huang Kun knelt on the ground with a thud, trembling all over, and fainted in a short while.
The other people in the room immediately rushed up and lifted him up.
And the Gao Da doctor and Zuo Wenzong looked at each other, and both saw the surprise in each other's eyes.
"It seems... there has been a change!"
…
Shen Xing opened his eyes.
He found himself back in room 7088 of the hotel.
But this time, the person standing not far in front of him was not Huang Kun's thin figure, but a strange child.
And the child didn't turn his back to him. He faced Shen Xing, squatted in the corner, wrapped his hands around his knees, and put his chin on his knees. His eyes were completely black, without whites, just staring at Shen Xing viciously.
The surrounding air dropped to freezing point at this moment.
Shen Xing clearly saw a thin layer of frost quickly condensing on the table and curtain cloth near the corner of the wall.
The child suddenly opened his mouth, revealing the same pitch-black mouth, and shouted fiercely at Shen Xing.
"have a finger in the pie!"
With a flick of his legs, he lunged quickly. (End of this chapter)