Regarding the formation and source of the anomaly, Shen Xing has always believed that this is a big mystery.
But now, right under his nose, at this moment after he encountered the wall-facer, he finally discovered that he seemed to be approaching a certain truth, approaching the mystery of how anomalies were formed.
The oppression of his parents caused Komori to accept it, but is this the case
The actual situation is that Komori's inner rebellion is getting more and more serious, and it seems to be suppressed. In fact, the behavior of his parents is already forcing him to take another weird path that no one can realize.
In real life, since I can't control my own life and can only listen to the mercy of my parents, I find a space where I can escape and form an independent world of consciousness.
And the space where Komori can escape and temporarily gain a sense of security is the range facing the wall. Within this range, his world of consciousness is slowly formed, which is the abnormality of dialogue with Shen Xing.
In addition, once he leaves the wall-facing space and the world he has formed, he will fall into a life that is completely controlled by his parents and does not belong to him.
It's just that Shen Xing knows very well that if it is allowed to develop, eventually this wall of space will replace his oppressed reality, replace the self in reality, and form a weird, deformed anomaly that can no longer be measured by reality.
That is, this anomaly is Komori who is transforming consciousness at this moment, not a ghost, not some unknown indescribable foreign object, not any strange event or creature that Shen Xing had previously understood.
When Komori's consciousness space is completely transformed, it is when he truly becomes an anomaly, and the invisible anomaly he is talking to Shen Xing now can be understood as just the initial form formed by Komori's current consciousness.
This is already a sign.
"Why haven't you left?"
After Komori hadn't formed an abnormal dark consciousness, Shen Xing did not answer him after asking this sentence, but instead asked him a rhetorical question.
"Do you like this?"
Komori's dark consciousness replied about ten seconds later, "Yes, I love this feeling so much, no one can take it away from me!"
"But during the day your instinct is rejecting its appearance." Shen Xing reminded.
"That's just instinct, it can't explain any problems, nor can it really show my attitude." The dark consciousness replied without even thinking about it.
"Then what does your instinctive refusal indicate?" Shen Xing asked again.
"It's a continuation of my previous cowardice, hehe..."
Komori's dark consciousness seems to have formed a set of self-improving theoretical systems. If you want to break through the opponent through this system and let him expose loopholes, it may be very difficult.
Shen Xing's heart turned like electricity, guessing that going on like this would not be able to convince the child, because the long-term pressure of life has made his mind deformed, and there is an alternative, extremely terrible and powerful.
"Hey... So from now on, this is my world, and I won't be so cowardly, so helpless, so letting people manipulate them at will." The Dark Consciousness said with a smile.
"Now as long as I want, I can let those whom I hate to die immediately!" The voice of dark consciousness swam around the room, coming and going, quickly resounding in Shen Xing's ears, "Even you. "
Shen Xing immediately changed the direction of staying and appeared in the living room.
But at the same moment, the voice in my ear continued to ring, "Now the room is dark, they are asleep, this is my space, my world! You... don't even want to go there!"
"I didn't want to run away." Shen Xing said with a smile: "I just want to see if your parents are really asleep, otherwise they might see you like this, they might get angry and worry about their lives."
When the words fell, the surrounding air was visibly shaken. It seemed that Komori's dark consciousness had loosened at this moment, and there might also be a worried mood.
But then that invisible pressure formed again.
Shen Xing knew that his dark consciousness had become extremely powerful, and it was impossible for him to change his mind by just a few words.
He spoke again: "If, as you said just now, you can make the person you hate die immediately, then may I ask, do you hate your parents?"
As soon as these words came out, the suffocating atmosphere vibrated again. After a while, Komori's dark consciousness replied: "It's none of your business."
Shen Xing continued: "You hate them, but you haven't thought about doing anything against them for the time being, but please believe me, this is only temporary. You have begun to accumulate this kind of emotions, and when the backlog is unable to hold back, it will explode. . And the consequences of the outbreak at that time will be devastating to you."
He paused and said, "Maybe you will feel refreshed that day, but after that, you will fall into endless guilt. No memories will be more sad than this, trust me."
Komori's dark consciousness did not answer, as if he had already left.
But Shen Xing knew that he was still nearby because the weird atmosphere had not disappeared.
"Perhaps, you can try another way to communicate with them. For example, tell them directly that you want to rest. You can't bear the heavy schoolwork and various interest class training. You need to relax and be happy..."
"No, it's impossible! No!"
Shen Xing didn't finish speaking, but was interrupted by Komori's dark consciousness.
"Have you tried it?"
"No need to try, no need to try, I know, no need to try!"
At this time, in Komori’s dark consciousness, he seemed to have seen his father’s angry face. He could still feel the tail spine of his butt and the place where he was kicked by his father. The slap on his face was still burning. The pain.
At this moment, his dark consciousness has not yet fully formed a state of confrontation with his parents' instructions. It is just an instinctive resistance. This resistance is quietly, but it is already accumulating and slowly becoming stronger.
Shen Xing knows very well that now may be Komori's last chance to look back and turn around. If it is allowed to develop, an anomaly called the "Wall Facer" will finally take shape.
After annihilating his parents, he will continue to devour other people who have the same situation or the same emotions, turning them into abnormalities and transforming them into one of their own forms.
"Sometimes, if you don't try it, you never know that you can do it!" Shen Xing said firmly and slowly: "Do you think facing the wall is the best way to escape stress, escape control, and relax you? This is just your excuse. It is a manifestation of your fear of facing difficulties and solving problems. It is an extremely cowardly choice!"
The dark consciousness didn't speak, obviously thinking.
Shen Xing continued: "Now that you choose cowardice, it will accompany you throughout your life. Think about it, even your parents, who cultivated you this way, will make you even more cowardly in the end? They just want you to be To become stronger, only the wrong method is used to create the current you. I hope you have a clear understanding of this, instead of being willing to fall under their wrong oppression, making mistakes again and again."
"I... what should I say?" The Dark Consciousness hesitated for a moment, then suddenly spoke.
"Tell them directly, saying that you have had enough, you will have your own thinking and choices, instead of following their orders." Shen Xing said solemnly, "Tell them, from now on you have to choose your own life. And the learning method, instead of completely following all the requirements stipulated by them, and finally living as their puppets, a waste that only learns, has no happiness, has no ideas, and only works step by step all day long!"
As soon as he said this, the air in the dark surrounding him suddenly disappeared, and the strange atmosphere disappeared without a trace. The room was quiet and the needle dropped.
Shen Xing's perspective changed and returned to Komori's bedroom, seeing that he was no longer standing facing the wall, but had turned around, tears streaming down his face.
He cried very sadly, as if he had just accidentally had a dream. Someone told him in the dream that he must be strong to face it, instead of choosing to avoid the monstrous pressure from his parents in a cramped, small space.
To be honest, before talking to the person in the dream, the idea from Komori, the idea of destroying life and everything is already sprouting.
But at this moment, this thought was temporarily suppressed by that person with his words.
Komori didn't realize that his dark consciousness had communicated with Shen Xing, he only thought that he had a dream.
When I woke up from the dream, I was standing alone in the corner facing the wall as before.
Weeping in a low voice, his whole body couldn't stop shaking. Although it was a bit cold without a coat, the coldest place right now was Komori's heart.
While crying, remembering what the man said to him in his dream, he moved to the door of the small bedroom, his body trembling and twitching from crying, and he walked to the living room after he came to the door.
At this time, Komori stopped crying. It was an instinctive behavior caused by his fear of his parents, and he dared not make a sound for fear of waking them up.
But his tears were still rolling down, his face was full of tears, and his slightly fat face was flushed.
Step by step towards his parents' bedroom, the bedroom door was not closed. At this time, a voice rose in his heart, as if he was telling him to give up. He turned around and went back quickly, and never touched his parents' mold.
Komori stood trembling at the door of the master bedroom, trembling non-stop.
From a high altitude, Shen Xing stared at his weak figure, staring at the faintly trembling tunic.
I don't know how long it took, Komori finally resisted the thought of going back in his heart, stepped forward and walked into his parents' bedroom.
"Dad, mom..."
He opened his lips slightly and shouted, while tears were streaming down his eyes, with a clear cry.
His parents were shocked and both woke up. His mother was surprised and said: "Xiaomori, what's the matter with you? Are you having a nightmare?"
The father was also surprised, guessing the same reason.
Komori shook his head and said, "No, Mom, Dad, there is... there is something, I want to tell you, I... I..."
"What are you?" Father asked puzzledly.
His second guess was that this kid might have done something wrong, and he was upset after falling asleep, so he got up and confessed.
Could it be that some valuables in the house were damaged
But the money is basically spent on children's education. Do you have any valuables at home
Komori was still shaking his head and trembling lips. It took him a long time to straighten out, and said in shock, "I want to...be yourself."
"What are you talking about?" Father opened the quilt and sat up.
Mother also sprinkled slippers from the other end of the bed, walked around the bed, and came to Komori's side.
"What do you want to do with yourself?"
Komori finally got the courage. Although he was instinctively afraid of facing his parents, he still said: "I think, I choose what to learn, I don't want to... You make arrangements for me..."
"Did you not wake up?" Mother turned on the bedroom light, walked over and touched his forehead. "There is no fever either!"
Komori seemed to have made up his mind and was no longer timid. He stretched out his hand and knocked out his mother's hand on his forehead, and his voice increased a little, "Mom, I have to decide what to learn by myself. ,I'm going crazy… "
"You say it again?" His father's face suddenly became gloomy.
Komori was startled, the familiar chill in his heart surged, but his expression immediately became firm, remembering what the person in the dream said to him, and said: "I really... I've had enough, and I also have my own thinking and thoughts. Choice is not a puppet! It is not a step-by-step study every day. There is no right to choose at all, only continuous study every day."
"What else can you do without studying at your age?" His mother asked, frowning and carefully glanced at her husband behind her.
"Then you are hoping that I will become a rubbish who has no joy, no ideas, and just study all day apart from studying?" Komori stubbornly raised his chest, although his body was still trembling, but this time he did not flinch.
"Okay, from now on, you can rest for half an hour every day." His father said in a deep voice, and at the same time he felt somewhat admired for his son's performance.
"That's not the case!" Komori didn't compromise, but took a step forward. Dou Da's tears rolled down, "Dad, mom, do you know, I haven't slept well for a whole month? Every night I wake up and find out Standing in the corner by myself, I don’t know how long I got up, why did I stand there? Have you ever cared about it? Haven’t you noticed that I’m getting more and more weird? I’m under a lot of pressure, and I don’t dare all the time. Relax. Your attention to me, my love, has made me unable to breathe..."
While talking, Komori pulled the collar around his neck, his expression pitiful, fearful, with a touch of hysterical madness, and more completely powerless.
At this moment, he is already on the verge of mental breakdown.
His mother was panicked and turned to look at her husband. Seeing that the other person looked equally frightened, she didn't expect her son to have reached this point.
In their impression, although this child is sometimes a little trance, he is a very obedient child, able to complete the tasks assigned to him perfectly according to his own requirements.
Unexpectedly, it turns out that Komori's heart tolerance has reached such a terrible point!
Every night I get up alone and stand facing the wall. Isn't this somnambulism
Already forced out of sleepwalking by your husband and wife
"You have always made your own way. You have never asked me a word, okay? Never! I sometimes feel like a dead person, without my own thoughts, without my own actions. Whatever you ask me to do, I just What do you do, once you are not satisfied, Dad will hit me. I am afraid, I am afraid that he will hit me, afraid that you are not happy, so I can only do this. I can't bear it anymore!"
Komori had been ignoring at this moment, trembling, and crying, while burying himself in his heart for a long time, said intermittently.
The scene freezes.
The mother looked at his father, while his father lowered his head and stared at Komori's slightly trembling feet. The gloom on his face was replaced by a silent reflection.
"Today I must tell you that if you continue like this, I will really go crazy. Although this is not what you expected, it is caused by you!"
When the words were over, Komori wiped away his tears, and tremblingly turned and left his parents' bedroom and returned to his own small bedroom.
The mother took a look at the father, and immediately followed out, entered the son's room, closed the door, and soon a soft voice came.
On the other hand, Komori's father had been sitting on the edge of the bed, lowered his head and said nothing.
About forty minutes later, when Komori's mother came out of the small bedroom, she saw her husband standing in the living room, tying up the large stack of tutoring books.
"What are you doing?" she asked.
"Burnt." Komori's father said: "I figured it out. If this goes on, I might drive my son to death. I only have one son, even if he doesn't live as expected in the future, as long as he can live well."
"Dad." Komori's voice sounded at the door of the small bedroom. He stood there and started sobbing again, his lips trembling and said: "As long as I can choose by myself, I know when to study, and I will also choose what interests me. to understand."
"Ugh-"
A long sigh came from his father's mouth, and the big man suddenly wiped away the tears that were about to fall, squatted down, stretched out his hands to Komori, and looked at him with tears.
Komori's body moved slightly, and quickly ran a few steps forward, rushing into his father's arms, and the father and son hugged each other.
A guilty whisper from his father sounded in Komori's ear, "Dad is too selfish, I'm sorry, Dad!"
boom!
The scene in front of Shen Xing was split into countless small pieces, and the whole scene disappeared.
A line of text reminders appeared in his mind at the same time.
[Wall-facer, 100% understanding of current characteristics. 】
The familiar scene in the hotel 7088 room once again appeared in front of us.
He still maintained the action of fighting the weird little boy, trying his best to hold his chin close to his neck.
However, the whole movement was still at this moment, and Shen Xing could see the little boy who was close at hand with an expression of pain, and had given up the attack.
Facts are facts.
The original facts have been experienced, even if Shen Xing changes the little boy's spiritual world, he will never be able to restore the fact that he has become a wall-facer.
The various actions that his parents made to themselves can no longer be restored only through changes in the spiritual world, and what Shen Xing can restore is only aroused Komori's original state of mind.
And Komori is still a wall-facer, a wall-facer who is 100% mastered by Shen Xing.
This wall man completely gave up attacking Shen Xing, crouching on the ground with a thin figure, his face turned up, only a crying expression and trembling movements, but no tears anymore.
[The level of understanding of the characteristics of the wall-facer has reached 100%, and the wall-facer can be locked. Do you want to proceed now? 】
Shen Xing stared at the wall-facer, muttering to himself, "Don't continue to do this, maybe it will be the best relief for you."
When the words fell, he and the little boy who raised his face deeply looked at each other, and muttered in his heart: "Locked." (End of this chapter)