Meng Tianjiu's remarks seemed to be speaking to the chaos, but in fact, Shen Xing knew that he was also reminding himself at the same time.
At this moment, the chaos is using the characteristics of "empathy" to dig out the pain that Meng Tianjiu has always buried deep in his heart, and then find the right opportunity to use his chaotic emotions to erode Meng Tianjiu's heart.
This pain is about a child, and in Shen Xing's eyes, this child should have been drowned by water. Not only did he keep dripping from his body, but there were also some water plants entangled on his shoulders and back.
Just after Meng Tianjiu said these words, the squatting child slowly raised his head and cast his eyes on him.
The little boy's eyes were only white and his face was completely purple. He opened his mouth slightly to speak, but as soon as he opened his lips, he saw a stream of sewage flowing out of his mouth, accompanied by a few water plants.
These water plants did not know how long they were. One end fell down and swayed in the air, while the other end was still in his mouth or belly.
After the little boy spoke, a vague voice came out: "You said I'm not the real Xiaopeng? Why don't you think about it, I actually hid in your heart after death, and have always been with you."
After he asked these words, Meng Tianjiu was taken aback, and the somewhat indifferent gazes gathered at this moment, carefully looking at the child in front of him.
Then he asked: "Are you really Xiaopeng?"
The little boy nodded.
"Where do you live?"
"The staff dormitory of the third water plant in the east of the central city of Jingzhou."
"What are your parents' names?"
"Lu Fei, Hairong Kuang."
"How old are you?"
"When I was drowned, I was five years old."
"This information is not a secret, you can know it after a little inquiries." Meng Tianjiu shook his head.
The little boy suddenly grinned: "I also know some things that I shouldn't have known. For example, I am just a child from an ordinary house nearby, but I was deliberately used by you. For example, you witnessed my approach to the reservoir and were attracted. The water ghost’s attention did not remind me of the haunted place. For example, after I fell into the reservoir, you had a chance to save me, but you let go, you didn’t..."
"Shut up!" Meng Tianjiu shouted abruptly.
His face was flushed and he was panting slightly, and Shen Xing could clearly see his hands shaking.
At this moment, Shen Xing knew why Meng Tianjiu would take a kneeling position to face the little boy in front of him.
Perhaps this was not Meng Tianjiu's original intention, but it was an action he made subconsciously, because of his own demon, because he suddenly faced this little boy Lu Xiaopeng who made him feel guilty.
On the contrary, Lu Xiaopeng's body no longer trembles at this time, and the trembling he showed just now is like a natural reaction after falling into an icy reservoir.
But now this reaction seems to have transferred to Meng Tianjiu's body.
Shen Xing knew that the situation at the moment was a little detrimental to Meng Tianjiu, but he didn't know if he took a rash move, would it be counterproductive now
Now it seems that Meng Tianjiu's heart demon is deeply buried by himself, and he should blame himself very much, but Shen Xing does not know what happened that day, and he is not good at judging and helping Meng Tianjiu.
"Ha ha."
Seeing Meng Tianjiu's face flushed and his hands trembling, Lu Xiaopeng laughed: "I was dead at the time. I couldn't know this information, but why would I know it now?"
"You are not Lu Xiaopeng, you just learned the information in my mind in some way, because these are my thoughts, and you have forcibly taken them out!" Meng Tianjiu said with excitement.
"You killed me." Lu Xiaopeng didn't answer him, but his tone became harsher, "You, damn!"
"I didn't kill you." Meng Tianjiu shook his head quickly, "When I found the water ghost, you happened to be attracted by it, and you were already close to the reservoir. I just didn't want to startle the snake, so I took this opportunity to let the water ghost expose his position, but I didn't expect it. You are suffering from atopic dermatitis and eczema! My skin is very bad... very bad... I almost died from this disease! So I..."
Hearing Meng Tianjiu's explanation, Shen Xing was surprised, and took a closer look at him from the side, and saw that the skin of Meng Tianjiu's ** looked really bad, but he could not see any skin problems.
However, someone almost died of atopic dermatitis and eczema. This was the first time Shen Xing heard of it.
At this time, Meng Tianjiu continued: "The water ghost was temporarily controlled by me, but you slid towards the reservoir. When I reached out and grabbed you, I found out that you were suffering from dermatitis. So I let go of my hand unconsciously and waited until the reaction came. When I went to catch you, you were gone."
"But you are an adult who can swim!" Lu Xiaopeng closed his lips together, and sewage came out of his mouth. "Even if I slide down, you have to go into the water to save someone, but you can do it if you don't. Huh? After all, you don't want to touch me, you just want me to die..."
"Shut up!" Shen Xing snapped.
He found that Meng Tianjiu's spirit had begun to become unstable at this moment. After talking to Lu Xiaopeng, Meng Tianjiu's whole body was already trembling, and he looked obviously guilty.
In any case, Meng Tianjiu should have had the opportunity to rescue Lu Xiaopeng at that time. The only reason that prevented him from rescuing should be his natural fear of allergic dermatitis.
Although Shen Xing didn't understand why he was so afraid, he didn't think that this guy had the physique of a normal person, and it was not surprising that there was such an extremely fearful thing.
With his yelling, Lu Xiaopeng looked up in this direction, his face gloomy.
Kneeling on the side, Meng Tianjiu's skin was already covered with a strange red rash, densely bulging, and even his face was covered.
His stress response has been completely aroused by this Lu Xiaopeng, and the memories buried deep in his heart all exploded at this moment, and he was torn apart by this little guy.
This is a scene that Meng Tianjiu has never dared to face. He developed a skin rash when he was twelve, and was later diagnosed with atopic dermatitis and eczema, but his condition was very serious. The whole body was swollen and he lost his breath. , Almost died.
And just after the onset of the illness, he found that his body began to look strange, because after an accidental electric shock, he was unscathed, but he felt a lot more energetic.
At the age of fourteen, he was discovered by the Special Headquarters Research Institute and conducted an electrostatic fusion test, and the test results were almost perfect.
From the age of fourteen, Meng Tianjiu began to frequently contact and deal with abnormalities, but in the second year, because of a diving abnormality, he caught the life of a child named Lu Xiaopeng.
This incident had an extremely profound impact on Meng Tianjiu, because he knew that if he was not afraid of the damn dermatitis and eczema, he could save Lu Xiaopeng at any risk.
But he hesitated, and the result of the hesitation was that a life disappeared before his eyes forever. He didn't dare to save or touch that scary skin disease.
Meng Tianjiu has always blamed himself, and the professors of the research institute specially provided him with psychological counseling for this, and proved through various methods that if Meng Tianjiu's old mental illness really recurs at the time, not only will he not be able to save Lu Xiaopeng, but it may also be. Put his own life in the reservoir.
But Meng Tianjiu only knew that if he didn't hesitate so much, the result he didn't want to see would happen.
Later, his heart disease was channelled and shielded by the professors of the Institute through drugs and various instruments, and some containment methods.
Unexpectedly, this kind of containment method actually caused Meng Tianjiu's body to produce stronger changes, and slowly became the only ninth-level electrostatic fusion special dispatcher.
After realizing that he roared, the wet little boy didn't make any unusual changes, nor did he immediately attack him or Meng Tianjiu, just staring in his direction with a gloomy look.
And Meng Tianjiu's combat effectiveness at the moment has almost been deprived. Even if he knows that the child in front of him is not the real Lu Xiaopeng, he has no idea of killing the opponent at all.
"Meng Tianjiu, stop your thoughts!" Shen Xing said loudly, "Lu Xiaopeng is already dead! Facts are facts. Since it has happened, no one can change the result through regret and regret! You have done nothing wrong. Don’t blame yourself for your fear..."
Meng Tianjiu turned his head and looked at Shen Xing. He could no longer see a piece of intact skin on his face, almost completely covered by a rash.
"It was me who killed him."
It can be seen that although Meng Tianjiu has always pretended to be young and mature, in fact he only has very rich experience in dealing with abnormalities, but there is still a lack of real training in his heart, especially the practice of mood and will.
Or it can be said that he has always pretended that he has overcome this demon, and overcome this memory that he would never dare to face.
Shen Xing didn't care about the rash all over his body, and pressed his shoulders as if not afraid of being infected by him at all. Instead, he approached his ear and sternly said: "Everyone makes mistakes, but we must learn first. The thing is, forgive yourself! If you can't even forgive yourself, how can you let more people get your help? How to make up for the regrets in your heart? Remember, no matter what you encounter, even the deepest pain in your bones , It is only a reminder, and it is only worthy of reminding you to move forward firmly, instead of hiding in a dark corner alone, shrinking, compromising, and crying!"
The tremor of Meng Tianjiu's body gradually diminished. He looked at Shen Xing, but Shen Xing could only see the part of his eyelids that had been covered with red rashes. Because the eyelids were red and swollen, they completely covered the eyeballs. See things.
"roll!"
A scream came from the direction of the little boy who was standing diagonally opposite.
I saw this little guy's mouth widened open, a lot of sewage gushing out, his expression was fierce, and his body was melting rapidly.
He wanted to rush towards Shen Xing, but after three or four steps, his legs turned directly into water, and then rushed forward a little bit. The whole body was planted in the water, and only his head was left.
After a while, this head also completely turned into a stream of water, immersed in the mud in the gap of the stone ladder, and disappeared.
At this time, Meng Tianjiu's whole body was no longer shaking, but the rash on his body was still there, but no new rashes came out. These strange rashes that appeared completely because of his stress response stopped growing.
Suddenly, there was a small hand behind Shen Xing's clothes and shook it gently.
Shen Xing turned his head and saw that Feifei was standing behind her sometime, holding her clothes in one hand, and looking up at herself blankly.
"What's this, do I have a demon too?"
Seeing this scene, Shen Xing suddenly felt funny.
It seems from the confusion that he not only has an inner demon, but this inner demon is Feifei. I don't know why that guy can conclude that Feifei is his own demon.
"Want to repeat the old trick?" Shen Xing said.
As soon as the voice fell, Feifei replied: "It's been a long time, Shen Xing."
Although these words came from a naive voice, the tone was so sophisticated that Meng Tianjiu couldn't pretend no matter how much he said. It was like a kind of indifference that was slowly condensed after experiencing a lot of things.
Hearing these words, Shen Xing was startled suddenly and involuntarily stepped back two steps, staring at Lin Feifei with a pair of eyes.
"you… "
"Sure enough, you can't recognize me." Feifei's tone remained the same, and was very different from what she said before. "You can't recognize me when I am like this? We have been together for so long, my behavior, habits, you Didn’t you notice anything unusual?"
"Are you... Ye Ting?!"
"Otherwise?" Feifei asked rhetorically, taking a step forward and continuing to approach Shen Xing.
If he hadn't personally fallen into the situation at this moment, Shen Xing would not believe that he would believe in the person in front of him so quickly.
The main reason is that Feifei's way of playing was too shocking. After Shen Xing had experienced all that at the other end of the black domain, he now faintly suspected Feifei's sudden appearance in his life. It may not be an accident.
And when I was in a daze, without getting a family, I rashly accepted an adopted daughter. It seems that I didn't completely resist this practice subconsciously. Now that I think about it, it's almost impossible.
During the time he came out of the black domain, when facing Feifei, Shen Xing already had a weird and uncontrollable conjecture. Even when he saw Feifei’s face, another face from Ye Ting would suddenly overlap with her. together.
And now, regardless of whether the Feifei in front of him was caused by chaos or not, at least the opponent was Wang Zhan when he first came out, and Shen Xing was also completely shocked.
Regardless of whether Feifei is Ye Ting or not, what Shen Xing is eager to know is the reason and the magnitude of this possibility.
Therefore, the preconceived idea that chaos turns into Feifei has been subconsciously ranked second.
He didn't even remember that he was still questioning whether he also had a heart demon, but at this moment he was completely caught in it and didn't know it.
At this time, the most important thing is that Shen Xing's mental antibodies have not changed a little, as if this is not a mental shock, but from the active identification of the objective facts in front of the attacked.
Feifei blinked her big eyes and kept her head up and staring at Shen Xing, speaking in a cold tone, but not long after, her expression began to change, her tone appeared hurried and stammered, as if... I couldn't make it anymore.
"You killed me, didn't you just want me to reincarnate... Then... You cheated... You cheated... "Spirit"? No, no, you deceived the'Four Cores', no, no! You are... Ah, you … You… It turns out that it’s you… Ye Ting! Shen Xing!"
Bang!
Inexplicably, the illusion in front of Shen Xing shattered on its own, and Feifei's appearance was instantly replaced by a group of squatting black shadows.
This black shadow has no entity, it seems to be just a mass of spiritual body, a large amount of black aura is permeated, dazzlingly rising around the body, it seems to give Shen Xing a very familiar feeling. (End of this chapter)