The memory of the original body came one after another like a tide. But what is the scariest thing? No. There is nothing in it!
In Yuanshen's memory, there is no scene, not even a single scene, that is deeply related to Yu Jingzhou as his father. The only thing that was quite clear was the scene when he and Wu Wenshan first met.
On that day, in the front hall of the General's Mansion, Yu Jingzhou rarely smiled and said to Yuanshen, "Mr. Wu is a good person."
It was also at this moment that in Yuan Xin's heart, Wu Wenshan was the best in the world.
That's right, as a father, this is the longest sentence Yu Jingzhou has ever said to Yuan Shen, and it is also the most emotional sentence. Others, even a greeting, never appeared. But this sentimental sentence was just to help the Seventh Prince and send Yuanshen to a dead end.
Even if you don't treat him as your son, at least treat him as a living person! Is Yu Jingzhou blind, that's why he can't see Yu Qinian's pain
He was so uncomfortable that he could hardly breathe!
Song Yucheng pressed his chest, feeling the slight pain, from the depths of his heart, spreading bit by bit, like stabbing Chi with a blunt knife, each stroke may not pull the flesh off, but the pain is Really.
Just like the last world, Song Yucheng in this world, who has been watching calmly until now, has been infected by the experience of the original body again, as if he is the original body now.
"My lord! My lord! Calm down!" The system panicked all of a sudden, but Song Yucheng didn't answer, he was still immersed in the original body's memory searching. Song Yucheng couldn't believe that there really was such a father in this world who just abandoned one son and used it as a stepping stone for another son just because he didn't like it.
It's like looking for the only piece of driftwood in the deep sea. Song Yucheng kept looking through the memories left by the original body.
However, in the original body's rich memory, there was no shadow of Yu Jingzhou at all. Even though he has been full of admiration and longing for this father since he was a child, even the best practice is the most famous marksmanship of the Yu family.
Song Yucheng looked at the scene of going to Beijing for the first time in Yuanshen's memory. Everyone is admiring his superb marksmanship. But he just felt sad.
After all, who would have thought that the superb marksmanship of the original body was not the Yu family's authentic ancestral spear at all, but a little bit of fur that he had learned from watching Yu Jingzhou teach his concubine brother secretly, and finally practiced hard by himself.
A ten-year-old child is not as tall as a gun, and his palms are already callused. His immature thinking does not understand what is the world, and he has already learned how to defend his family and country!
The original body kept the Yu family's ancestral precepts in his heart, and at the age of fourteen he led the Yu family's army, which had only 500 people at that time, to suppress the bandits. At that time, everyone said that the original body was messing around, but in the end when he came back victorious with the head of the bandit who was said to have killed dozens of people, everyone commented that it was the Yu family's right.
But who would have known that the Yu family who gave birth to Yu Qinian never gave him the slightest education!
Who can see that since Yuanchen's mother passed away, he has not received even the slightest bit of warmth.
Otherwise, why would he rather give up his dignity to grab Wu Wenshan who was praised by his father
Yu Jingzhou, you are really too ruthless.
Song Yucheng closed his eyes, trying to hide the red eye circles. He doesn't want to touch the taboo memories of his original body, because in every scene, the young man immersed in loneliness and eager to be recognized is a sharp knife that stabs his heart with sharp pain.
System: Yu Qinian is a good boy.
Song Yucheng: Yes, it's a pity that Yu Jingzhou is not a good father. But that's okay…
System: What are you going to do
Song Yucheng: Don't do anything, don't want to be a father, then let him kneel down and call him father.
After finishing the internal conversation with the system, Song Yucheng looked up at the prince, and suddenly said a word with some feeling: "Yunxi, have you ever seen me dance a spear?"
"No." The prince shook his head first, and then said slowly as if he understood his mood: "But I really want to see it."
"Then take a look." Song Yucheng smiled with the corners of his lips curled up, ordered his gun to be brought, and after clearing the scene, he danced in front of the prince one by one.
It is said that the spear is the king of a hundred soldiers, it is unstoppable to advance sharply, and cannot retreat quickly. However, Song Yucheng's marksmanship was far more subtle and miraculous than what everyone said.
Just look at his every move, which is full of killing and decisive aura, as if what he is in now is not the courtyard of Rongcheng County Prince's Mansion, but a battlefield where fighting with each other. If the tip of the gun is a little bit, the head will be taken.
Standing by Song Yucheng's side, the prince stared at him steadfastly, without saying a word. But the pity in his eyes has never diminished, on the contrary, it is increasing rapidly.
Although the prince didn't meet Song Yucheng much when he was young, he had heard too many rumors about Song Yucheng. How many people say that Song Yucheng is a hooligan, ruffian, unlearned and incompetent bastard, a dandy who relies on the emperor's favor to do whatever he wants. But after a real investigation, I found out that Song Yucheng was just a child who was not recognized and liked by no one.
Except for his mother who died young, no one has ever truly loved him, and no one has ever liked him purely. Even the soldiers of the Yu family army mostly regard him as a pillar, an omnipotent young general, and want to rely on him and wait for shelter. But who would have thought that what Song Yucheng really wanted was someone to love him.
He would even subconsciously look for another person's embrace every night when he went to bed. Only when he was hugged tightly could he really sleep peacefully.
Such a person who is afraid of loneliness and loneliness, how did he walk down all these years alone
The more the prince thought about it, the more he felt the pain in his heart like a needle prick. As for the system, he was already terrified to the extreme.
Song Yucheng... Song Yucheng was once again obsessed with his original body's emotions, unable to escape. I don’t know if it’s because it’s similar to his experience. Xie Qianchen in the last world just made him want to take revenge, but Yu Qinian in this world made Song Yucheng empathize with the situation he couldn’t extricate himself from.
This won't work, if you can't break away and become a real outsider, no matter how strong Song Yucheng is, he won't be able to make it to the end of the fast-traveling general bureau. But the system understands that Song Yucheng looks tough, but his heart is the softest. His tenderness is a double-edged sword that can support him in an invincible position. But it is also the best pusher to push him into the abyss.
It is too easy for him to sympathize with the original body of these prayers, and it is too easy to fall into the misery of those people. After doing this, it will not take a few worlds for him to fall again.
"My lord, my lord!" The system yelled Song Yucheng desperately, it was really about to collapse. When he first came to this world, he was afraid that Song Yucheng would be too much influenced by the original body, so he deliberately exchanged for Song Yucheng a spectator halo to prevent him from being too influenced by the original body. However, the system never expected that a similar experience would lead Song Yucheng to sink into pain again.
If, if it is really lost again, then it will forcibly strip Song Yucheng from this body. Even if it will damage his soul, even if it will fail the mission, the system is willing to find ways to make up for it.
It just wants to accompany its host life after life, and never wants to see the tragedy of the year repeated.
However, just when the system was trying to use the authority, the prince suddenly stood up from the chair and walked towards Song Yucheng quickly.
"Enough." As if he didn't see the flying gun, he went straight to Song Yucheng, and grabbed the gun barrel with his hand. Immediately afterwards, the entire yard fell silent.
If this was on the battlefield, the prince would definitely die. But Song Yucheng would instinctively withdraw to avoid him, and he had practiced for a long time, and the strength in his hands was wasted in venting, so the prince could easily control him.
Holding Song Yucheng firmly in his arms, the prince kissed his lips proactively for the first time. Although still young, the emotion in the kiss was so intense that it seemed to swallow the soul together.
"Qi Nian, don't be sad, I will always be with you!" The prince's voice was extremely gentle, and every word was full of friendship, which could directly fall into people's hearts.
And Song Yucheng, who was affected by the experience of the original body, gradually calmed down under such comfort.
"I..." He wanted to speak, but didn't know what to say. He was still in a state of confusion, and even some memories that should have been dusty kept pouring out from the depths of his mind.
These things, it is estimated that only the system knows.
In the real world, almost everyone acquiesced that Song Yucheng was an orphan who grew up on his own without a father or a mother. But in fact, Song Yucheng has parents.
However, he was the one who was not accepted.
Poor and lowly couples mourn everything. In the face of money, the gods and couples of the past were finally separated from each other.
The father married into a wealthy woman's family, but the mother simply gave a rich man as a young lover, and the illegitimate child he gave birth to later was recognized as his ancestor and was quite favored.
And his existence has become a stain that prevents his parents from entering the upper class.
While his parents were enjoying a luxurious life, Song Yucheng, who was only five or six years old, had already learned to rely on his sweet and sensible appearance and miserable situation to win the sympathy of the people around him, asking for some odd jobs to run errands, and making a living. full meal. Just like that, he survived with his last breath.
But who can understand how uncomfortable it is to grow up on your knees? How painful is it to uncover your own scars over and over again? But even so, he still has to work hard to survive, and he has to be grateful to God, at least he didn't live in an orphanage, and at least, his parents gave him a house that could be used to shelter from the wind.
Even if there is nothing in this house, in winter, even if you put on all the clothes and cover yourself with a quilt, your hands and feet will be numb.
Song Yucheng originally thought that he had forgotten these things. But under the influence of Yu Qinian's memory, those old memories became vivid again. Even during the daytime in summer, Song Yucheng felt as if he was in a cold night, his hands and feet were freezing cold.
No matter how powerful a person is, he cannot escape the most terrifying shadow in his heart.
Song Yucheng closed his eyes, trying to forget all those extremely unbearable past. But the more you push yourself, the harder it will be.
He grabbed the Prince's sleeve like a drowning man holding a piece of driftwood. The whole person leaned against the prince, not wanting to say a word.
Before being dragged across by the system, Song Yucheng had just been freed from the case at hand. Immediately afterwards, the long experience of three consecutive worlds also made him mentally exhausted to the extreme.
Just sleep for a while! Song Yucheng let his mind go blank.
Just now, whether it was the system's urgency or the prince's worry, he heard everything. He understands that today is different from the past, and he is no longer alone. But past injuries cannot be healed. He can't hold on anymore and needs to rest.
When he finally lost consciousness, Song Yucheng heard the prince say a word in his ear, and it was this sentence that made the corner of Song Yucheng's lips reveal a smile.
The prince said: "Sleep well, everything is up to me. I will make Yu Jingzhou pay what he deserves."
It's great, it turns out that there are still people in this world who are willing to pamper him unconditionally.
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Song Yucheng slept a long time in this dream. But the prince was quietly guarding him, the posture of holding him did not change.
"Master, do you want to invite a doctor here, little master?" the attendant asked worriedly.
"No, praying for the new year is a heart disease. But on Yu Jingzhou's side, if it's time to do it, just do it."
"Master, what do you mean..."
"If you can borrow a knife to kill someone, don't dirty your hands. No matter how miserable Yu Jingzhou is, he is also Qi Nian's biological father. I can't let him be charged with patricide. Ask our people to try Wu Wenshan again. Within an hour, I want to know Wu Wenshan Everything in Wenshan's head!"
"Yes." The attendant replied, and hurried down to work. Glancing at Song Yucheng's exhausted face even when he fell asleep, he immediately scolded Yu Jingzhou countless times in his heart.
For someone as good as the little master, Yu Jingzhou was blind to not want such a son. But after thinking about it, I think it's good that Yu Jingzhou is so blind, after all, the prince of his family is eager to ask for it!
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The prince has always been the most straightforward in handling affairs. Different from Song Yucheng's straight-forward style, the prince is not only good at plotting, he is also a villain when it comes to tricks.
In the eyes of the prince, Yu Jingzhou didn't want to sacrifice Song Yucheng for the sake of the Seventh Prince? Then he will let Yu Jingzhou experience how wonderful it is to be sacrificed to heaven with his own hands.
It was night, and the Seventh Prince's spies in Yu Jingzhou's army suddenly found out some bad news. It turned out that Yu Jingzhou was the Seventh Prince's biological father.
The favored Seventh Prince is not a real Dragonborn at all!
The author has something to say:
Prince: Yucheng, don't be sad because of irrelevant people, I will always be with you!