Shen Yitong now has no thoughts about what Shangguanchen is thinking about. She just wants to be alone. Shangguanchen watched her and said nothing, and finally couldn't help sighing: "Shen Yitong has you all these years. Have you never believed that I like you?"
Shen Yitong was surprised that Shangguanchen would ask this question today. She couldn't help but slowly stood up from the chair, walked slowly to Shangguanchen's side, put her arms around her chest, and took a deep breath and looked into the distance. "Shangguanchen, don't you think that it is meaningless to ask this question again, and it is no longer important."
Shangguanchen felt the determination and perseverance that came from Shen Yitong at this time. He suddenly understood that the talent standing beside him was the real Shen Yitong, and a smile appeared on his face, and then slowly he smiled more and more. The bigger she came, she couldn't help laughing, Shen Yitong didn't seem to be surprised at Shangguanchen's laughter, but said blankly: "Shangguanchen, do I make you feel so ridiculous?"
Listening to Shen Yitong, who didn't know whether it was complaining or acting spoiled, Shangguan Chen stopped smiling: "Shen Yitong, I finally know why, the old man insisted that I marry you as his wife, maybe your personality is the best for me."
Shen Yitong chuckles without concealment when he hears this: "Maybe! Maybe the old man already knew my purpose, but he just thought if you had a wife like me who could help you, but he didn't know you were like you. What this kind of man needs more is the kind-hearted, innocent girl, which is more suitable for you. And we will only use each other. Maybe from the beginning, the two of us are only suitable for being opponents and friends, being a husband and wife! Wrong, we don’t admit defeat, no one wants to bow their heads."
When Shangguanchen looked at Shen Yitong who was so unabashed, he couldn't help but feel a cheerful heart: "Maybe it's like what you said, but no one knows if you don't try, what will happen in the end, if you didn't leave that year , Maybe we are already living happily together as a family."
Shen Yitong was seriously sad at this time, and even the smile on his face couldn't help but feel sad, "Shangguanchen, you were wrong, and in the end we will not be happy, because there is always a person in your heart, a place that no one else can reach. , This is what I knew many years ago."
"Then if I told you, I would have forgotten this person a long time ago, she is just my memory, would you believe it?" Shen Yitong spoke quietly before Shangguanchen finished speaking.
Shen Yitong looked at Shangguanchen with shock at this time. She kept staring at Shangguanchen's eyes, hoping to find the result she wanted, but on Shangguanchen's smiling face, Shen Yitong was still nothing. Shen Yitong finally gave up, but still gave Shangguanchen a smile: "I won't believe it, because Shangguanchen I have never understood you, just like you have never known which is the real me. The same, so all we can do is believe in our own heart. But my heart has always told me that you have not forgotten that person, and maybe you will never forget it in your life, just like I could not forget my childhood Although it’s painful, we can’t forget that we can only make the wound crumple, even if it’s rotted inside. But people like me still don’t dare to peel the wound away because it will be bloody.”
Shangguanchen looked at Shen Yitong who was standing side by side with him at this time, "Yes, you are all right, and the analysis is very thorough."
Shen Yitong didn't seem to feel that Shangguanchen had been staring at her, still looking ahead and said: "Since Shangguanchen is right, let the wounds remain unremoved until death. I think that would be good for us. So Shangguanchen hurry up and take these documents, and go find the answer you want!"
Speaking of Shen Yitong, she was about to turn around and leave, but when he turned around, Shangguanchen grabbed her hand and suddenly became emotional: "Shen Yitong, what are you running away from? Let the wound just be at the bottom. Isn’t it good to slowly rot away? Then why do you want me to uncover it myself, what you said is so nice, whether I can’t let go, or you can’t let go, what you did back then. Do you want to tell me Shen Yitong Is this the self-salvation you want? Is this the way you want to be at ease, that is, let me, a person who has been deceived by you, pursue my own happiness?"
Shen Yitong’s response to Shangguanchen’s questioning was to shake off Shangguanchen’s hand that held her tightly, and then smiled coldly: “Shangguanchen, just treat you as me. Shen Yitong is now timid and doesn’t want to go anymore. Guess those and look forward to those unknowable futures. Since I was a child, I have learned not to look forward to everything, then there will be no disappointment."
As soon as Shangguan Chen heard this, he pulled Shen Yitong in front of her with a strong hand, and said angrily: "Shen Yitong, you woman, what do you want? Since you don't want anything. , Then why do you want to come back, is it just to hand over this document to me, tell me that I should go to the person I love, and the answer that has puzzled me for so many years."
Shen Yitong looked at Shangguanchen's obviously angry face at this time. There was no fear, and some were just sad: "Shangguanchen what you want me to say, we don't all understand. I didn't let go of my heart, and you didn't let it go, we Even if we are really together now, we will still be separated. I heard everything you said that night, but what can be done? What can I do? Tell you I love you too, but Shangguan Chen, have you ever wondered who you really love? Is it me? Or the Shen Yitong that I created, or that girl. Maybe not, Shangguan Chen, have you asked your own heart clearly, do you want to tell I did you know what was in the file I gave you. I didn’t want to rush out to find that person."
Shangguanchen slowly let go of Shen Yitong, and then sighed deeply: "Shen Yitong, why do you want to see everyone so thoroughly, why can't we be a little confused sometimes? Then we are not happier. ."
Shen Yitong pushed Shangguanchen away slowly, "I sometimes want to be confused, but Shangguanchen, you have to know that the real Shen Yitong is like this. She has to count every step, because there is only this way. She can make herself the safest. Maybe this will make me miss a lot, but at the very least, I won’t regret it.”
Shangguanchen completely let go of Shen Yitong, and said coldly: "Shen Yitong, I hope you never regret today's decision." Then he turned and left...
(End of this chapter)