"Why are you finally willing to come back? I haven't got married yet, so I can't wait to run over to him. Others say that you women can't be kept. It seems to be true." When Shen Yitong returned to Shangguanchen It was late, and although he hesitated, Shen Yitong chose to come in. Sure enough, when she pushed the door to enter, she saw Shangguanchen standing in the shadow of the hall. Then faintly said
Although Shen Yitong was very tired, she still sighed and said: "Shangguanchen, we may not have much time to get along, so now if you have any dissatisfaction, you can say anything. As long as you want to say it, I'm willing to listen. ."
When Shangguan Chen heard Shen Yitong’s words, although he felt a little bored in his heart, he still said coldly: "You said so well, but Shen Yitong, I really don’t know what good you are as a woman. If you can let it go, it’s better to say that you are cold-blooded. Maybe no one will believe it. In fact, you are cold-blooded than those of us who roll in the mall every day. You make a decision every time, but you never ask us if we wish. Yes, as long as you make a choice, you can ignore everything. Until now, you have never seen your mom and dad. Shen Yitong, can you really forget your previous family completely? Forget about your previous family. Everything?"
Listening to Shangguanchen’s words, Shen Yitong didn’t know how to answer, because even after so many years, the man still didn’t understand her. The two of them have been competing, even if it’s been eight years, this man may be even longer. Only on their issues will determine their final result by winning or losing. But I never understand that true love does not win or lose.
Shen Yitong still let herself use a not ugly expression to say: "Shangguanchen, because I can't forget the past, even if I come back, when I want to start with you again, I will stop at the end. Because I know very well myself. , What you have for me is not love, just a kind of reluctance to let go, but we have already missed too much, maybe this is the best result for you and me. This is also the best choice between us, I I just hope you can catch your own happiness again, we are all people who can't forget the past. So Shangguanchen catch your love again! Don't you dare to say that you really forgot the elf-like girl ?"
Shangguanchen felt very angry now. It was the kind of ugly that was said to be broken. He didn't like someone who could see through his mind, but from the bottom of his heart, he hoped that someone could understand him.
Shen Yitong watched Shangguanchen not speaking, only sighed and said, "Shangguanchen, you know that we both have one thing in common, that is, we are all conceited to be smart people, and then we think that our hearts will not be seen by anyone. We understand clearly, but we hope that someone can move us in our hearts, but we all understand that this person will not be our last partner, so the two of us are destined to only become friends or rivals."
Speaking of Shen Yitong, she ran to Shangguanchen and stretched out her hand to shake hands with him. Shangguanchen did not stretch out her hand, but said coldly: "Shen Yitong, you think you understand everything. A person, so you think what you do is the best choice, but have you ever thought about what true love is, you said I don’t know love. You should be yourself who knows love, not what is called For the best, I know it’s a trap, but I’m still willing to jump down. I finally understand now that I didn’t lose to Ye Xingchen, but I lost to love. Whether it was before or now, you still treat me. Self-control, won’t tell me, I’m not yours, and you’re not the one I need. Your reason keeps telling you, so in the end, your reason has defeated your love for me, even in the end. I was pregnant, and I chose to leave alone. This is your choice for me. You are in front of me, and you have always been sensible to me."
Shen Yitong seemed to understand a little bit, but looking at Shangguanchen quietly like this, Shangguanchen still said calmly, "Yitong, but do you know? You are irrational with Ye Xingchen, although you have been up to now You have never said that you love Ye Xingchen, but you can trust him unconditionally. It should be said that it is not unconditional belief. It should be said that it is unwilling to believe or not. There is only one such adventure. You are willing. It makes me feel that I have lost so thoroughly. I can only say that the two of us are gods. When you love me, there is always a person in my heart, never I have thought about you by my side, but when I love you, I know that your heart has gone far."
Shen Yitong saw it on Shangguanchen’s face. She laughed at herself that she had never seen before. Shen Yitong suddenly understood that they were just a bunch of helpless people who were called by the love thing, tossing to death. .
"Maybe you don’t understand why I keep stopping until today. It’s because I have reason in your love. I can’t see you jumping into the fire pit like this, but I didn’t know until today that maybe it’s just mine. Excuse, the only thing that can be explained is that I can’t let it go. Maybe I haven’t let it go since eight years ago.”
Shen Yitong patted Shangguanxi on the shoulder and said earnestly: "Shangguan, don't miss it again because you can't let go of it. There are not many eight years in your life. Don't be there for those lost things. Perseverance, so that you who are by your side will also lose. When your life comes to an end, you will find that you have nothing."
Shangguanchen's face is lonely at this time, "Yi Tong, I have nothing now, so I have nothing to lose now. Even though I know all the truths you said, I still can't just let go of some things. Believe it or not, I really can't let go."
Of course Shen Yitong understands that Shangguanchen is a very obsessive person. He only said helplessly: "Shangguanchen, I will let you let go, because as long as I and Ye Xingchen get married, then everything will be over, and you too. There will be no entanglement, and there will be no possibility between us."
Shangguanchen stretched out his hand and held Shen Yitong's hand and said: "Shen Yitong, I always hope you are happy, but why do you want to reappear my face paint, if not, then nothing will happen."
What Shen Yitong sees in Shangguanchen's eyes is entanglement and pain, so Shen Yitong knows that they have a long way to go...
(End of this chapter)