Li Junzhe immediately rushed and said with some embarrassment: "If Yitong is really not good enough, we will wear hi-robes tomorrow. In fact, thinking about us, we are all Chinese and we should promote Chinese traditional culture." What else did Li Junzhe want to say? At that time, Shen Yitong had already walked out in a white wedding dress, but she was obviously a little reluctant. Shen Yitong still tried to keep herself smiling...
Of course, Li Junzhe was very clever and said, "I don't care about Yitong! You are the most beautiful in a wedding dress."
Shen Yitong breathed in and said, "Although I said that, I felt a little troublesome this time because I found that I was wearing this wedding dress, but I found that I was struggling at all."
Li Junzhe looked at Shen Yitong really embarrassed, but immediately complained, "I can’t blame you for Yitong, I can only blame Ye Xingchen for not letting you try it at all, or we don’t wear this one. , Isn’t there another set of phoenix crowns and xiamen here."
Shen Yitong looked at Feng Guanxia who was lying quietly at this time, and only sighed, then walked to the bed and sat down and said, "Actually, I was thinking that maybe Ye Xingchen doesn't want me to marry him. Look at this. The wedding dress was just delivered today, but tomorrow is my wedding, and what’s more ridiculous is that I don’t even have any sisters on my side, everything is so unreal. Even though it was the same way when I got married for the first time Hurry up, but at least I will have this kind of consciousness, but now I don’t have any at all, as if it will be someone else’s wedding tomorrow."
Li Junzhe began to worry about what he was worried about again. Looking at Shen Yitong's appearance, he suddenly felt that perhaps it was only Shen Yitong who said she was willing to comfort herself. Shen Yitong seemed to see Li Junzhe's thoughts quickly, and said with a smile: "Junzhe don't think too much about it, all of this is really what I want, but there are too many entanglements in my heart, just because of Ye Xingchen himself. At that moment when he said he wanted me to marry him, I was not surprised or unwilling. Some of it was more of a calmness, as if I knew that things might really be like this one day."
Li Junzhe listened quietly. He knew that this might be the last time Shen Yitong said in his heart before marriage, "But after I promised, there was no news about the wedding, so I used to think it was just a joke made by Ye Xingchen. Later, when Chenfeng came to me, I realized that everything was true. He didn't make a joke, but then I didn't even try the wedding dress. It turned out to be delivered the night before. It was really ridiculous! I think no one gets married like this. I still remember that I and Xiaole both thought about our wedding at that time, but it took ten years to realize that everything was a dream, and the reality is that we are just laymen. And now Lin Xiaole is Ye Xingchen. I used to think that the biggest difference between them is that until now I don’t understand or understand him. So I think I really face the second Shangguanchen. But Ye Xingchen seems to be better than Shangguan. Chen makes me even more difficult to understand. To be honest, I don’t have any confidence at all now, that is, the kind of fear. Do you think people are ridiculous? You obviously think that he is the person you know best. Only in the end did you know that you treat him. I don’t know anything. And in the end, this person turned out to be your husband, but you didn’t resist at all. In fact, I’ve been thinking that I have accepted it many years ago, and even my heart has already been Slowly filled up. There is no such strong that you can’t do, there is no inextricable sex without love, and there is no pain that can’t be loved. But there is a little bit of happiness and joy, it’s just that we seem to have been used to it over the years, But no one has thought about what this is?"
Li Junzhe saw something called happiness in Shen Yitong's eyes, but he still asked faintly: "Then you know what it is now?"
At this time, Shen Yitong had a sad expression on her face and said: "I know, but when I know, I seem to have lost it. It turns out that I still dare not face the emotions in my heart for so many years. It's still so cowardly, but this time I want to seize my happiness, but I'm not sure if it's right."
Li Junzhe grabbed Shen Yitong’s shoulders and asked her to face herself and said, "I don’t care if Yitong is right, just do it as long as you want! We don’t have a few such opportunities in our lives, and some people may not have it once, so Yitong, go boldly!"
Shen Yitong took a deep breath and shook his head and said: "Junzhe, how can I not understand what you said, but what I am facing now is not Lin Xiaole but Ye Xingchen. I always feel that there are still many things I don't know, but I didn’t dare to go further, like this wedding dress. Now that I have put it on, I’m still struggling. If I’m not careful, he will be completely broken. This is my current marriage and I can’t change it. I dare not look for the answer in my heart, just because he is Ye Xingchen, not to mention whether it is ridiculous."
What Li Junzhe saw on Shen Yitong’s face was not only sadness, but also self-deprecating: "Yitong, have you ever thought that whether it is Lin Xiaole or Ye Xingchen, it is the man who has taken care of you for eight years, so Yitong should not be too distracted. Your doubts in your heart are indecisive. This is not like you. You are so brave and intelligent. You are the best. Don’t let the doubts, anxiety, or even the lack of self-confidence in your heart anymore, you have missed. Once. Don’t have a second time. You haven’t asked Shangguanchen whether he really loves you in his heart. If you didn’t ask, then don’t think about it again. What you want is to grasp the present. I used to think You don't want to marry Ye Xingchen, but now even if you really don't want to, but I still have to find a way to get you to step on the red carpet, because now I see desire and happiness in your eyes."
Shen Yitong looked at Li Junzhe, who unconditionally supported her at this time, and she was touched. In fact, she was not only because of her uncertainty about the wedding, but also because she remembered more of her former friends now that they are no longer the same. It looks like, maybe time can really change everything, even the love for Shangguanchen at the beginning seems to have only been transformed into a good memory, maybe she has really given up...
Shen Yitong couldn't help thinking: "Then what is eternity? What will happen to him and Ye Xingchen? There are so many uncertainties, doubts, what will their marriage be like in the end? Is it a gamble?"
(End of this chapter)