Sometimes once a person misses it, it means a lifetime miss. What's more, it was two times. Ye Xingchen knew that maybe it was only between one thought, but the mistake was often to miss a lifetime, but now what was left for Ye Xingchen was infinite helplessness and loneliness, but this was his choice.
Shen Yitong looked at the expression on Ye Xingchen’s face, she knew it in her heart, and she could only smile and said: "Xingchen actually I really thank you for these years, but I hope you understand that even though Lotte is your sister’s child, After all, he is also the eldest son of Shangguan's family. I hope you don't compete with Shangguanchen for Lotte. I only hope that you can understand Shangguanchen.
Of course Ye Xingchen knew Shen Yitong’s thoughts, and only then did Ye Xingchen know that he had lost at the beginning, because perhaps the most important thing in Shen Yitong’s heart was Shangguanchen, and all of this was designed by him, maybe this is life.
Shen Yitong really knows Ye Xingchen too well and said: "Xingchen, I think you will be leaving soon! Look at the time, you told Shangguanchen that it is about the same time."
Ye Xingchen looked at Shen Yitong in surprise and said: "Yitong, you have known that I notified Shangguanchen, but you didn't expect you to know everything."
Shen Yitong smiled: "Xingchen, you are such a person, you will leave yourself a way out for everything, and give yourself a few choices. In fact, sometimes one choice is just fine, but you think you may not be able to keep it this time. I, so you called Shangguanchen, thinking it would be more sure. In fact, Ye Xingchen, you are really excellent, you are excellent in everything, but Xingchen, you are always not so free and easy to deal with emotional matters. In fact, Have you ever thought that if you can have confidence in emotional matters, maybe the two of us won't just miss it again and again."
Ye Xingchen didn't know it! But now it was too late to say anything. After thinking about it, Ye Xingchen got up and left first. Sure enough, Shangguanchen came after a while. Shen Yitong looked at Shangguanchen and felt much calmer at this time.
He stood up and said, "Shangguanchen, you are here. I didn’t expect you to be so fast. To be honest, I don’t know how to face you even at this time. You are still so overwhelmed, although I think You are still nervous, but now I am relieved."
Shangguanchen seemed to be so confessed when she heard Shen Yitong in front of him for the first time. Shangguanchen didn’t know what to say at this time. He only sat on the side and bowed his head and said: "In fact, Yitong, I found that I really I don’t know you well. I didn’t guess if you didn’t leave. Actually, I was thinking that maybe I was really wrong, but Yi Tong always wanted to leave like this, and why did you always escape like this."
Shen Yitong can only show sadness at this time: "Sometimes escaping may be the best way to solve the problem. When I was leaving, I thought about whether it was right for me to do this, but people can choose anything. , Then there won’t be so much helplessness. Sometimes I want to be able to leave without paying attention to anything. But sometimes people leave, but the heart does not leave. So I was thinking maybe this time I You can get real relief. This may be best for me, for you, and stars. Because only in this way may we be able to start again, and then maybe we will have hope."
Shangguanchen looked at Shen Yitong and suddenly wanted to understand something: "Yitong, do you know everything, but why you haven't asked why? Why don't you hate or resent, can Yitong be so generous in your heart? , So indifferent, or because you don’t care at all."
Shen Yitong shook his head and said: "You are wrong, Shangguanchen has nothing to do with hate or not, resentment or not resentment, because I think all this is life, there are too many helplessness and no choices in life. But I still want to thank you, because these years I have been very happy and I am not alone. I really only hope that you can be happy and happy, but you people always don’t know what happiness and happiness are. It should be said that you have There are too many people, but they have become the poorest people in the world. That's because you are all too greedy.
Shangguanchen did not expect that Shen Yitong’s eyes were so peaceful at this time. He thought for a while and asked: “Maybe it’s not that we want too much, but that God is always fair. When you get something, you always It will be to lose something, and when you want some of the most important things in life, you find that you don’t know how to get it. At this time you have to leave again, and you say you start again, but sometimes I think maybe it will I miss it forever."
Shen Yitong looked at Shangguanchen and couldn't help sighing. Even after so many years, Shen Yitong still feels that she does not know Shangguanchen. Shangguanchen always makes people wonder what he is thinking, so he faces Shangguanchen in this way. Really tired, because Shen Yitong came back this time to find an answer that she hadn't asked eight years ago, but after so long back, Shen Yitong still has no answer in her heart. But he didn't dare to ask, because he really thought that all of this was meaningless. He looked at Shangguanchen and said, "Shangguanchen, you will take Lotte back now. I want to leave now, so I can't be so selfish to take you to the official house. Take the eldest son away. All I can do is to keep him by your side, but I know Lotte’s personality, but you tell him I will come back to see him."
Shen Letian was not convinced when he heard this: "No, it won't work. I just want to be with Yi Tong, so I don't want to become an orphan without a mother. Block, I will definitely freeze to death."
Shangguanchen heard the front and heard the last sentence, but the corners of his mouth did not cramp again. He didn't expect Shen Letian to say something like this. Look at Shen Yitong, really want to ask if she taught it again.
Shen Yitong immediately shook her head and waved her hand: "Shangguanchen, you can't wrong a good person. Lotte is so smart, do you need me to teach him? I think you are usually too cold to make people think you are. Ice cubes, so it’s not all you father who didn’t teach well. I can’t blame me, but I didn’t expect this child to be so honest. To be honest, I think he’s right, but if you let Lotte stay by your side, If I can teach you how to laugh, it won't be just an ice cube."
Shangguanchen couldn't help but start to have a headache. Didn't he remember that their topic was very sad the moment before? How come this time has become the opposite two to make fun of myself. I really don’t know if I’m too good at talking to become like this.
(End of this chapter)