Shen Yitong now really doesn't know how to face this beautiful flower garden, which used to be the only place that brought her peace of mind, but now it has become the culprit of her miserable beginning.
Shen Yitong sat in the middle of the flower garden and looked at the spring in the garden. Shen Yitong's mood at this time was unusually heavy. If she didn't know this secret for a lifetime, she might still be happy, but now All that is left to myself is the sorrow of the soul.
There are beautiful girls who have taken Shangguan Chen's heart everywhere here. Shen Yitong feels that she is really ridiculous. For so many years, she is a woman who can't even be a substitute. Perhaps the moment the girl left, the heart named Shangguanchen was already dead.
After she finally found some information about the girl after six years of searching, Shen Yitong decided to come back here. Maybe this was the last chance for him and Shangguanchen. When Xiaotian said he was going back to China to find his father, Shen Yitong had also struggled, because Shen Yitong was really not sure whether he could really face this man calmly, but in the end he convinced himself, even though I don't want to admit it, but it is undeniable that Xiaotian's return is just an opportunity. And what I can do is seize this opportunity, even if I give myself an excuse.
When Lu Chenfeng finished finishing another flower garden, he saw Shen Yitong lying on the ground casually looking at the top of the flower shed as soon as he entered. Suddenly, she discovered that Shen Yitong had always been this far away from herself, and it was the same from before to now. Perhaps from the very beginning, the two of them were destined to be parallel.
Just now when Shen Yitong asked where he was like that person, Lu Chenfeng couldn't think of the similarities between the two of them. If they really said that they were similar, it would be that the two of them were always so indifferent. It is really hard to tell why I like her. It should be said that when he first met, he did have the illusion that it was the person who came back, so he naturally lied. It was not until I saw her alone in the snow that day that I realized that the two of them were completely different. Shen Yitong was so firm but relieved. This kind of feeling is something I don’t understand, and I don’t understand it. I love someone like that, but in the end I can still say to that person indifferently: "I have only been here for a while. If you have something, you can first go."
Obviously it was so sad, but he still gave the Snow Angel to me, a bystander with a smile on his face, and said, "Wish I find my own happiness."
Obviously he is such an indifferent person, but he can be tenacious in the face of difficulties. Even if the former lover is making trouble at the wedding, his groom does not care, but he can always maintain a peace in his eyes. There are too many contradictions for such a woman, too many and too many people do not understand.
Even if you tell the memories and secrets that you and Shangguanchen have always wanted to forget, you can still calm down, what kind of woman is such a woman. I can't figure it out and don't understand, but the only thing I know is that it is not easy for her to come back, there is something she wants to do, and there is a mission she wants to accomplish. And this matter has absolute connection with Shangguan Chen.
Shen Yitong had already spotted Lu Chenfeng who had been standing not far away. He saw Lu Chenfeng staring at herself for a long time, but without saying a word, she finally couldn't help it: "Chenfeng, why have you been standing cold? If you don’t lie down like me, the scenery here is really beautiful and the air is very comfortable."
Lu Chenfeng also naturally sat next to him, but did not lie down, just looked at her condescendingly and said: "Yi Tong, you are here today not just to tell me that you already know that person! Look at your appearance. It seems to be very tired, is it something bad?"
Shen Yitong smiled and said: "Chenfeng, you always think you don't know me very well, and you always feel far away from me, but sometimes you can see through people's hearts."
When Lu Chenfeng heard Shen Yitong not knowing whether it was a compliment or a satire, he couldn’t help but smile and look to the sky and said: “I don’t know if you are praising me or mocking me. If I can really understand you, maybe now you The father of the child should be me."
Lu Chenfeng originally thought that Shen Yitong would stand up and beat him when he said this, but Shen Yitong calmly said, "Even if you understand me, it's useless. That's because the more you understand me, the more you He wouldn’t force me, but Shangguanchen would. I used to think that he was a person without feelings, but later I found out that he was not without feelings, but his heart was too small, and he didn’t know how to love other people. He might be early I have already lost the ability to love others."
Lu Chenfeng seemed to have heard something unusual from Shen Yitong’s words, but no one said that Lu Chenfeng just asked indifferently: "So for so many years, you have not regretted marrying Shangguan, do you think you should fight back then? in the end."
Hearing this question, Shen Yitong finally stopped lying on the ground, and slowly got up and sat like Lu Chenfeng, showing a bright smile: "No, I have never regretted meeting Shangguanchen, and even later with His marriage that I didn’t like. Although there were a lot of unwillingness and suffering at that time, at least he allowed me to realize the dream that I could not realize in my life. Back then, I just wanted to live an ordinary life. It's not because I want that, but I know I can't ask for anything else, but Shangguanchen did it for me, so I never hated him, but I still want to thank him."
When Lu Chenfeng heard Shen Yitong’s words, he seemed to be shocked: "Shen Yitong, I found out that after so many years, I still don’t understand you. I don’t understand you, just like I can’t understand Shangguan. Sometimes I feel that Maybe you two are the same person from the beginning."
When Shen Yitong heard this, she just smiled without answering, and then turned her head to the outside of the flowerbed. A playful smile appeared on the face of the car that had been parked in the dark for a long time, pretending to be innocent, pointing outside and saying: "The car outside Chenfeng has been parked for a long time. Go over and see if someone wants to buy flowers."
Shen Yitong said so, but she also knew that it was impossible. The flowers here are not sold. Shangguan Chen looked over there and her face was immediately cloudy, but she still tried her best to be as pleasant as possible. He turned to Shen Yitong and said: "Yitong, you are here to wait for me, I will come as soon as I go."
As soon as he finished speaking, he walked towards the car with an angrily look...
(End of this chapter)