X- Epoch of the Dragon

Chapter 159: don't care

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Hurrying all the way home, carefully arranged Mingxuan on the bed, everyone gathered around the bed, silent for a long time, but no one knew what to say, after sinking for a long time, Xin Yun sent Yi Luoxiang and Yan Qingying away, Let them go back to practice in their respective secret rooms. For a while, only the unconscious Mingxuan, Mother Lan, and Xin Yun were left in the room.

After seeing off the two daughters, Xin Yun turned around and saw that Lan's mother was sitting on the side of the bed regretfully, her white jade hands stretched out, lovingly stroking Mingxuan's forehead, her eyes were full of reluctance.

"Hey..." With a sigh, Xin Yun went to the chair beside the bed and sat down, and said with a wry smile; "Unexpectedly, it still can't be stimulated like this. It seems... we have nowhere to go."

Hearing Xin Yun's words, Mama Lan froze suddenly, but recovered quickly, and slowly withdrew her right hand. Mama Lan straightened her body and said in a low voice, "Is there really no other way? Or ... Is that really the only way left?"

Nodding deeply, Xin Yun said decisively, "Although I'm not sure it will happen, but now that I think about it, there is only one way to go."

"But...but I really can't, really can't..." Hearing this, Mother Lan frowned in pain, her face full of struggles.

Seeing Lan's mother's appearance, Xin Yun smiled wryly and said, "I know I can't, but in fact, I don't need any actual action from you, just a word from you, everything else can still go on as usual, and I believe... as Mingxuan grows up, he will understand everything, and your relationship will gradually return to normal."

Looking at Xin Yun in contradiction, Mother Lan opened her mouth several times, but in the end she still couldn't say a single word. Although her outlook on life and values made her unable to accept such a thing, since it was for her son, many Things, I am afraid that some sacrifices must be made.

She didn't sleep all night, and the next morning, Mama Lan's eyes were reddish, but she didn't feel sleepy. In the end, Xin Yun forced Mama Lan to go back to her room. Just think about it for a moment.

It wasn't until noon that Mingxuan finally woke up, and Lan's mother thought it over clearly. After lunch, Lan's mother washed up, changed into a very beautiful dress, and then called Mingxuan out. In the sea of flowers, I stopped in a small gazebo by the pond.

The mother and son talked for the whole afternoon. Although Xin Yun analyzed many things, Xin Yun just pointed them out vaguely. What did Mother Lan think, and how did the mother and son talk , even Xin Yun has no way of guessing.

In the evening, when the sun was about to set, the mother and son finally finished their conversation. Lan's mother didn't care anymore, with a calm face and a soft smile on her face. As for Mingxuan, it was quite different. Like a proud little peacock, if you really give him a tail, he can really fly up to the sky.

Although he was very interested in the conversation between Lan's mother and Mingxuan, even if Xin Yun was killed, he would not ask about it. Now... what Xin Yun is most curious about is that after this conversation, Mingxuan's spiritual shackles will end. Has it been opened!

Seemingly guessing what Xin Yun was thinking, after dinner, Lan's mother called Xin Yun into the living room, and briefly explained what happened in the afternoon.

From Mama Lan, Xin Yun learned the content of the conversation between the two mothers and sons all afternoon. The content of this conversation was actually to establish Mingxuan's identity and status. Mama Lan told Mingxuan that Mingxuan's father had been dead for many years. , now... She can only rely on Mingxuan, so I hope Mingxuan will work hard and become stronger as soon as possible to protect her mother.

In addition, Mother Lan also generously praised Mingxuan's performance in a dangerous moment and her admiration for him from a female perspective. After all the compliments, it's no wonder Mingxuan would behave like this.

Mama Lan is a gentle and virtuous woman, usually she doesn't talk much, she uses actions to express her inner thoughts, so Mingxuan has never heard of such a compliment before, if it wasn't for Xin Yun's appearance , it is likely that he will not be able to hear so many compliments from his mother's mouth in his life.

At this point, Mother Lan paused for a moment, and then smiled wryly: "This is the limit of what I can do so far. I hope it will be of some use. If it really doesn't work, let's think of other ways. What do you think?"

Can Xin Yun say no to Mama Lan's words? Up to now, the only thing Xin Yun can do is to pray, and pray that Mama Lan's actions will be effective. With Mama Lan's character and integrity, this is already the limit.

Early the next morning, Xin Yun took Mingxuan directly and left Shanhai City. Tomorrow is the registration date for the promotion assessment. If possible, Xin Yun would like to be promoted to the second-year division together with Mingxuan, and then in the next year. After that, together with Yi Luoxiang and Yan Qingying, she was admitted to the third-year division!

Led by Xin Yun, the two arrived at yesterday's battle site again. Seeing the dilapidated scene around them, Mingxuan's face instantly turned pale. If Xin Yun and the others hadn't arrived in time yesterday, the consequences would have been...

Seeing Mingxuan's frightened look, Xin Yun sighed, jumped off Yinglong, and landed straight on the ground, then waved to Mingxuan, signaling him to come down too.

Facing Xin Yun's invitation, Mingxuan couldn't refuse, of course, he jumped off the peacock dragon and landed on the grass below. After Lan's mother talked with him, Xin Yun obviously had something to say to him .

Accompanied by Ming Xuan, Xin Yun wandered on the grass covered with flowers, without saying a word for a long time, facing this scene, Ming Xuan was not in a hurry, but just followed behind Xin Yun, he knew... Once Xin Yun When Yun wanted to speak, he would naturally speak.

After walking for a while, Xin Yun suddenly stopped, turned around, looked at Mingxuan seriously and said, "I don't want to hide it from you, but actually... I lured those three guys over yesterday."

"What!" Hearing Xin Yun's words, Mingxuan screamed in shock, looked at Xin Yun in disbelief, and couldn't believe his ears.

Looking at Ming Xuan's face full of horror, Xin Yun continued: "Actually, what happened yesterday was originally planned by us. Everything is not accidental, but must happen!"

"You...you! Why did you do this!" Hearing Xin Yun's words, Mingxuan did not explode into anger, but asked in surprise and suspicion.

Looking at Mingxuan's expression, Xin Yun nodded in satisfaction. No matter what he did, at least... Mingxuan's trust in him has not changed a bit.

While thinking about it, Xin Yun said decisively: "Of course there is a reason why we did this, to put it bluntly... In fact, we just want to arouse your desire for protection, so that you can unleash the potential of life at the most critical moment, so that you Your peacock dragon is opening its tail brilliantly!"

"You! I..." Hearing Xin Yun's words, Mingxuan was grateful and ashamed at the same time. He knew... everyone was very anxious about his current situation and hoped that he would release his potential as soon as possible, but in fact, he Does it really have that potential

For everyone, especially Xin Yun's trust in him, Mingxuan is very grateful, but Mingxuan doesn't know what Xin Yun relies on to judge, even he doesn't trust himself, but Xin Yun has always been full of confidence in him and hope!

Seeing Mingxuan's hesitation, Xin Yun shook his head and said: "Brother, although you have confidence, you may not succeed, but if you don't have confidence, you will definitely fail. Believe me, you definitely have unparalleled potential. The key is , when are you going to release this huge potential!"

Hearing Xin Yun's words, Mingxuan opened his mouth, but couldn't utter a word. Indeed... the entrance test, his talent and aptitude were all around 80, but his potential was the full value beyond all sentient beings—100!

The so-called 100 does not mean that it is one higher than 99. This 100 is the largest number. No matter how great the potential is, as long as it exceeds 100, it can only be represented by 100. It can only be 100.

From this point of view, Xin Yun's words are still reasonable, but the biggest problem now is that Mingxuan doesn't know what potential he has, let alone how to release it.

Seeing Mingxuan's bewildered expression, Xin Yun hesitated for a moment, and then said decisively: "You don't have to be confused, actually... your biggest problem right now is that you can't let Peacock Dragon open its screen. Now... your most important task is to overcome everything. Difficult, successfully let your peacock dragon unfold! Once the peacock unfolds, your potential will be fully released!"

"But...but what exactly is needed to make Peacock Dragon open its screens!" Hearing Xin Yun's words, Mingxuan cried out in astonishment...

Facing Mingxuan's question, Xin Yun shook his head and said with a smile: "The dragon is yours, and you are the only one who understands it best. How can you make it open. You have to find the answer yourself. No one can help you."

Speaking of this, Xin Yun raised his head and whistled to the sky. The next moment...Ying Long twisted and twisted, and flew in front of Xin Yun in an instant. Xin Yun only jumped a little, and stood on the dragon's head.

Standing on top of the dragon beast, Xin Yun looked down at Mingxuan and said, "You can stay here for the rest of the time, and you don't need to worry about other things. I will bring you the food. You are the only one now. My task is to explore carefully and successfully let the peacock dragon open its screen!"

Having said that, Xin Yun smiled and nodded, at the same time, Ying Long twisted, turned around in an instant, and soared into the air...

Seeing Xin Yun's rapidly disappearing figure, Mingxuan couldn't help being dazed for a while, but at this moment, Xin Yun suddenly turned the faucet and turned back... looked down at Mingxuan and said: "By the way, I forgot to tell you, tomorrow I will replace you, but I applied for the second-year promotion assessment, so time is limited, you have to hurry up." After speaking, Ying Long made another roundabout, and jumped into the distance in an instant, this time... Xin Yun did not look back.

After being stunned for a while, Mingxuan gritted his teeth fiercely, raised his hand to attract the peacock dragon, jumped on it, and then...he began to exercise crazily above the grass in full bloom.

"The bird screen—open it for me!" Accompanied by Mingxuan's screams, the peacock dragon kept screaming, and its huge tail trembled, trying to spread it out, but every time it moved, there would be intense pain .

Accompanied by every cry, Mingxuan seemed to fall into hell. Every time the peacock dragon's tail tried to open, there was a sudden pain like needle pricks all over his body, as if there were thousands of sharp needles piercing from all over the body at the same time. Generally, that kind of pain is absolutely unimaginable to those who have not tried it.

Ming Xuan is not the only one to have Peacock Dragon, in fact... Although Peacock Dragon is not a common dragon, it is by no means a rare dragon, but other people's Peacock Dragon can open its screen, only Mingxuan's Peacock Dragon can always Unable to turn on the screen, every time I try, I immediately feel pain like needle pricks all over my body.

I tried several times in a row, but there was no progress. Once the long tail tried to stand up, the whole body would be stinging. I don't know if the method is wrong or some other reason. If I continue to persist, I am afraid that the screen will not open. People die of pain first.

If it was in the past, Mingxuan might have given up long ago, but now, Mingxuan is clenching his teeth, he will die of pain, he must not give up, he really doesn't want to continue like this.

With the forceful opening of the sparrow screen again and again, Mingxuan's whole body was completely drenched in sweat, and Mingxuan's consciousness was a little blurred during the sweating, but even so, Mingxuan still gritted his teeth, repeatedly Forcibly open the sparrow screen!

In a daze, the scene when he was being bullied kept flashing in Mingxuan's mind, remembering the dirty expressions of those three guys yesterday, supported by the feeling of being extremely useless and depressed, Mingxuan endured the pain , keep going...

In a daze, the image of his mother reappeared in Mingxuan's mind, and his mother's voice rang in his ears again: "Xuan'er... you are the only man left in our family now, you have to work hard, hurry up and become strong." Get up, mom will rely on you from now on."

In a daze, Xin Yun's smiling face appeared again in Mingxuan's mind: "Brother, work hard. When you become stronger, let's fight together and bring back everyone who bullied you, hehe..."

Confused...

I don't know how long it took, Mingxuan finally passed out. I don't know how long it took, Mingxuan opened his eyes in a daze, and looking around, he was lying flat on the grass, not far away... a beautiful peacock dragon was lying on his back... Beside him, beside Peacock Dragon, Xin Yun was looking at him with concern.

Seeing Mingxuan woke up, Xin Yun sighed and said, "How is it? Are you feeling better?"

Facing Xin Yun's concerned question, Mingxuan smiled wryly, and said sadly: "I've really tried my best, but it won't work, it really won't work... I can't let Peacock Dragon open its screen!"

"Hey..." Sighing and shaking his head, Xin Yun smiled wryly, could it really not be earlier? But I'm really not reconciled, if Mingxuan's peacock dragon can be released earlier, his strength will definitely be significantly improved compared to the previous life!

What depressed Xin Yun the most was that he clearly knew the crux of Mingxuan's problem, but he couldn't open his mouth. Mother Lan was also like this. She was bound by morality and couldn't point to the problem at all. The whole afternoon's conversation was obviously tantamount to scratching the surface. Itching doesn't help.

Seeing Mingxuan's decadent appearance, Xin Yun gritted his teeth and said decisively: "Mingxuan, let me tell you straight, in fact... I know your crux, my opinion may be right or wrong, but no matter what, I hope you Don't get mad at me for this, okay?"

"What! You know the reason why you can't open the screen!" Hearing Xin Yun's words, Mingxuan's eyes lit up immediately, he got up eagerly, and looked at Xin Yun expectantly.

Facing Mingxuan's question, Xin Yun did not answer directly. Looking deeply at Mingxuan, Xin Yun said in a deep voice: "Mingxuan...you love your mother very much, right?"

Hearing Xin Yun's words, Mingxuan was taken aback for a moment, then grinned unnaturally: "Yes... I love my mother very much, she is the best mother in the world."

Smiling and shaking his head, Xin Yun said clearly: "I know you love your mother very much, but... is your love for your mother really the kind of love between mother and child?"

As soon as Xin Yun's words fell, Mingxuan jumped up violently, like a monkey whose ass was poked, and shouted loudly: "What do you mean by that! My love for my mother is of course..."

Before Mingxuan could finish speaking, Xin Yun interrupted him decisively, and said loudly: "Mingxuan, can you tell me why the wild peacock opens its tail!"

"This... me!" Hearing Xin Yun's words, Mingxuan's speech was interrupted, and Xin Yun's question was too jumpy, so he didn't know how to answer for a while.

Fortunately, Xin Yun didn't expect him to answer at first, Shen Sheng continued: "As far as I know, the peacock spreads its tail for courtship, and your question is precisely here, because the woman you admire is yours." Mom, so... you feel that your love is shameful and cannot be publicized!"

Speaking of this, Xin Yun turned his head to look at the beautiful peacock dragon, and said pitifully: "The human soul is the dragon soul, two in one, you let the peacock dragon open its screen, it's like asking you to speak your own words in public. Feelings are the same, it is an extremely painful thing, no matter how hard you are forced, no matter how painful it is, you can only bear it, and you will not say it if you die, right?"

Staring blankly at Xin Yun, Mingxuan couldn't say a word, his face turned white and red, red and white again, no one knew what he was thinking, but what is certain is that his heart must be shocked, The conflict is very intense!

Looking at Mingxuan's face which was turning red and turning pale, Xin Yun continued: "Although I know that saying this will embarrass you, but you must be clear that if you continue like this, you will be so useless for the rest of your life. , to be bullied all your life, is this what you hope for?"

Hearing Xin Yun's words, Mingxuan's expression changed instantly, his complexion was extremely pale, slowly raised his head, Mingxuan looked deeply at Xin Yun and said: "Yes, I admit...you are very accurate, but I am not Know what to do, you should understand, whether it is love or hate, it is not controlled by yourself, like is like, hate is hate, I can't control it, help me... Please."

Hearing Mingxuan's words, Xin Yun heaved a sigh of relief, obviously... Even at this moment, even though Xin Yun was so embarrassed, Mingxuan still regarded him as a brother, a buddy, and a friend.

What is a brother, what is a buddy! That's right... A good brother is like a bra that will always support you, like underwear, even if you have a lot of ups and downs, he will always contain you, like a sanitary napkin, you will bleed when you are sad, and he will help you dry it, and more like a condom. Help you carry around.

Many scandals may be hidden from parents and relatives, but in front of brothers, you can talk about anything, you can talk about it, this is called brother!

Although Mingxuan felt very ashamed of his feelings, but in front of Xin Yun, he didn't have much resistance, so what about shame, my brother, what is there to laugh at, he is a real buddy, so help him Come up with an idea and help to solve it.

While thinking about it, Xin Yun smiled and said: "Actually, you don't have to feel ashamed. Although there are not many people like you in this world, you are not the only one. This is the so-called Oedipus plot. Many people are like you. With this tendency, the difference is only in the degree of depth.”

Having said that, Xin Yun paused for a moment, and then continued: "There are no certain rules for the attraction between a man and a woman. Although your relationship is indeed not accepted by this world, there is nothing wrong with it. After all... you are a man , she is a woman, and it is normal to have a good impression and admiration for each other, the key is how you deal with it!"

Listening to Xin Yun's analysis, Mingxuan nodded his head slightly if he realized something, his heart seemed to relax a lot in an instant. Looking carefully at Mingxuan's expression, Xin Yun knew...whether Mingxuan could overcome his mental barrier, whether he could The key to whether he can successfully open the screen is not his feelings for his mother, but his sense of shame about that feeling. If he always thinks that kind of feeling is dirty, it may kill him, and he will not be able to announce it to the public.

The formation of a dragon is the creation of a dragon stone combined with a human soul. Two in one, Mingxuan's psychological state directly determines the performance of the peacock dragon. When Mingxuan regards his feelings as the dirtiest thing , How does Peacock Dragon open its screen! Don't forget, peacocks spread their tails for the purpose of courtship. Since this love cannot be announced to everyone, how can they open their tails

Looking at Mingxuan's thoughtful look, Xin Yun continued: "There is no doubt that love is the most beautiful thing in the world. This is universally recognized. Before this definition, there are no notes or explanations. Yes, that is to say, although your love for your mother is not accepted by everyone, it is also the most beautiful. You don’t need to blame yourself for it, let alone feel dirty because of it. Love is the purest. How can the most beautiful thing be dirty?"

"But..." Hearing Xin Yun's words, Mingxuan frowned again, and said with difficulty: "But... Although what you said is very reasonable, but that is my mother after all..."

Shaking his head, Xin Yun said seriously: "Mingxuan, look at me and tell me seriously, isn't Mother Lan a woman worthy of a man's love?"

Looking at Xin Yun in astonishment, Mingxuan said decisively: "Is there any need to ask? Mom is the most perfect and beautiful woman in this world, and she is worthy of everyone's love!"

Shrugging his shoulders, Xin Yun smiled and said, "That's all. Since she is so perfect and beautiful, why do you have any problem loving her? In your words, she is worthy of everyone's love, including you."

He opened his mouth in astonishment, and he was about to refute, but he couldn't find anything to say, yes... Mother is such a beautiful, perfect, and gentle woman, so why is it so strange that she loves her? Although this kind of love should not exist, there is no doubt that it is also love, the purest and most beautiful love. In this respect, Mingxuan is absolutely confident!

Seeing Mingxuan's speechless expression, Xin Yun suddenly became serious, and said in a deep voice: "You shouldn't treat this love so dirty, if you do this, you will not only defile yourself, but also humiliate Mother Lan, Remember, she is a good woman worthy of any man's love, and you are one of them, because you are also a man!"

Looking at Xin Yun hesitantly, Mingxuan stammered: "Yes, this love is not dirty, but it is a love that should not exist after all, we are mother and child after all!"

Hearing Mingxuan's words, Xin Yun was taken aback for a moment, then smiled and said: "What do you feel? Let me be honest, do you really want to possess her? Do you want her to be your woman?"

"Ah!" Hearing Xin Yun's words, Mingxuan was shocked and exclaimed: "No, no, no... what are you talking about! She is my mother, how could I have such an idea, I just want to be with you all the time. By her side, looking at her smiling face, I will feel very happy, very happy, and extremely satisfied.”

Nodding clearly, Xin Yun smiled wryly. Although this is an Oedipus plot, it is obvious... It is a kind of relationship between mother-child relationship and love and affection. It is true and selfless love, and it is not extravagant. What, it's much easier to handle, if you have to get it, then Xin Yun can't help him.

While thinking about it, Xin Yun patted his thigh, laughed and said, "Isn't that enough? Mingxuan... Let me tell you, this kind of love is actually normal, if you like it, then just keep going like this, okay? People will blame you, in fact... Mother Lan already knew about this situation."

"What!" Hearing Xin Yun's words, Mingxuan turned pale with shock, his face turned as white as paper in an instant, and his body trembled slightly.

Seeing Mingxuan's horrified expression, Xin Yun continued: "There's nothing to make a fuss about. How could she not have noticed anything unusual over the years, but haven't you guys been living well all this time?"

"This..." Hearing Xin Yun's words, Mingxuan couldn't help being stunned, yes... For so many years, although this love has always existed, he and his mother have always been very happy!

Seeing Mingxuan's thoughtful expression, Xin Yun continued: "Since this love is not dirty, and both mother and child are very comfortable with it, let him continue, what else do you have to worry about? Even if the future holds, it's too early to worry about it, and everything will take its course, isn't that great?"

Subconsciously nodded, Mingxuan murmured: "Yeah... as long as this continues, isn't it already good? What else can I ask for? It seems that there is nothing left to ask for!"

Seeing Mingxuan gradually accepting his own words, Xin Yun continued in a low voice: "This love is very pure and beautiful, and it doesn't involve lust or possession at all. If that's the case, what else do you have to worry about?"

Listening to Xin Yun's constant murmurs, Mingxuan's brain suddenly became chaotic, yes... Mom is a woman worthy of all men's love, and he is also a man. Even if he loves his mother, it is normal. Love does not involve lust and possession, it is pure and sincere, so what is there to worry about

While thinking about it, Mingxuan's eyes gradually lit up. He finally had a clear understanding and judgment about his love and feelings. Although this love should not exist, it is not dirty. Everything can only be said to be God's teasing, after all... Emotional matters cannot be decided by others, who you like and who you don't like, can this be forced

Mingxuan heaved a sigh of relief. Seeing this scene, Xin Yun's heart suddenly lifted. The most critical moment has arrived. The present situation alone may not be enough. The peacock dragon may still be unable to open its screen. Although Mingxuan I already know that his love is not dirty, but if I dare not say it, the peacock will still not be able to open its tail.

Humans express their love with their mouths, but peacocks... express their love to the opposite sex with actions and the magnificent peacock screen. If Mingxuan can't express love, Peacock Dragon can't either. Open the screen!

But now the problem comes, let Mingxuan know his love is not dirty and easy, but how can he make him admit his love frankly in front of the public? This is the hardest part!

Xin Yun pressed his head in pain, just thinking about this matter, Xin Yun's head was about to burst, but he couldn't think of a proper way.

Reluctantly letting go, Xin Yun smiled wryly and said, "Mingxuan... Now that you understand, what are you going to do in the future? How are you going to face your mother!"

"This... me!" Hearing Xin Yun's words, Mingxuan was stunned, yes... Mom already knew about this matter, what should I do? Once home, how will he face his mother!

Seeing this scene, Xin Yun's heart ached again. Up to now, it was no longer possible to solve the problem, and the only one who could help him in the end was himself.

Under Xin Yun's apprehensive gaze, Mingxuan burst into laughter. Amidst the laughter, Mingxuan said cheerfully: "It's okay, mom didn't blame me, otherwise she wouldn't have said those things to me yesterday."

"But... What about other people's opinions? You..." In the middle of speaking, Xin Yun suddenly stopped, covering his mouth tightly, wishing he could slap himself twice, and finally he thought about it, what kind of business is he doing? ah!

Seeing Xin Yun's remorse, Mingxuan smiled gratefully. He knew why Xin Yun was like this. It was genuine concern and for his own good. It was because of this that he was particularly moved. , to have such a good friend is worth it...

While thinking about it, Mingxuan proudly straightened his spine, and said firmly: "I only care about the opinions of people I care about. As for people I don't care about, why should I care about their opinions? Since my mother doesn't blame me, you Don't blame me, so what else should I worry about?"

Hearing Mingxuan's words, Xin Yun opened his mouth, but couldn't say a word, he could only give his thumbs up silently, no wonder in the last life, Mingxuan didn't care about other people's opinions at all, feelings... this guy actually Such a character! Free and easy enough, direct enough!