64.
Lord Yan entered the palace at the age of seven, and as soon as he entered the palace, he was the little emperor's personal bodyguard.
He followed the little emperor to study and went to school, and he also blocked the sword and shadow for the little emperor. He always keeps the little emperor in his heart, because the little emperor is his master and the only person he needs to protect.
The little emperor gave him a jade pendant, leaned against him and said to him: "Aheng, you are my most important person, you can never leave me, you know?"
Lord Yan clenched the jade pendant tightly and kept this sentence in his heart.
Later, he stayed by the little emperor's side for nearly 20 years, accompanying him every day. Sometimes he even really thought that he and the emperor would depend on each other for life.
Until the little emperor chooses his concubine.
That night, for the first time in his life, Mr. Yan felt like being abandoned. A person he had guarded since he was a child would become someone else's support, and he was very jealous.
He thought that he might be in love with the little emperor.
65.
The youngest ninth brother of the little emperor was grown up by Lord Yan. When he was very young and ignorant, he liked to stick with him and let him hold him. When he grew up, he would still follow his ass and couldn't get rid of it.
Although Lord Yan would find it troublesome, he didn't hate it. The little prince was so frank and cute, he couldn't hate it, not to mention that he had a pair of eyebrows similar to that person.
After the little emperor got married, he took the initiative to invite Ying to go to the frontier battlefield, in order to forget this relationship that should not have arisen.
However, there were frequent wars in those years, and the situation was much more difficult than he expected.
In those days, he would receive a letter from the little prince every other month. The writing on the letter was magnificent, but the content was boring and trivial. Swallows built their nests.
Lord Yan felt childish at first, but later it gradually became his only color on the gray-black battlefield.
Sometimes when he came back from the front line from a near-death struggle, as soon as he read the eloquent letter, the gloom in his heart would dissipate a lot without knowing it, and he himself felt incredible about it.
After the war, Lord Yan returned to the capital. It was the first time in five years that he did not see the little prince. His appearance had faded from the immaturity of the past, but he still loved to stick to himself.
Lord Yan is no longer as resistant as before. Sometimes he feels that the little prince is like a sun, with the power to warm people's hearts, making him an iceberg that can't help but want to get closer.
On the night of the winter solstice, the little prince asked him, "Do you like me?"
Lord Yan was stunned. He hadn't thought about this question and couldn't answer it for a while.
He could hear his heart beating violently against his chest, but he didn't know if he liked it or not. If so, what were his feelings for the emperor
He couldn't think about it, he only knew that his body made a choice one step ahead.
66.
The next day, when Lord Yan entered the palace, he happened to see the little prince's personal maid come out of the emperor's study, and his heart was suddenly suspended.
He knelt all night in front of the emperor's study.
He begged the emperor: "Since what the emperor wants has been obtained, can you let His Royal Highness Prince Rui live? I will take him away from the capital, and will no longer be half a step closer to the capital."
The emperor's voice was cold and ruthless, different from the gentle and elegant little emperor he remembered. He said, "What if I insist on taking his life?"
Lord Yan raised his head and looked directly: "That minister will do his best to protect him."
The emperor sneered: "Okay, you treat him now, just like you treated me back then?"
Lord Yan took a deep breath and spit out a word: "Yes."
The emperor was in a hurry, dropped the tea cup on the table to the ground, and roared at Lord Yan: "Why? I treat you badly! I have never treated you badly since I was a child, and now I give you all the guards and commanders. What to him?!"
Lord Yan straightened his waist and said calmly: "Your Majesty, you are now the son of the emperor, you are sitting on thousands of miles of rivers and mountains, you are accompanied by beautiful women in the harem, and you will have many children and grandchildren in the future.
"I have done my best for the emperor these years, and without me in the future, there will still be thousands of people working hard for you.
"But His Royal Highness Rui Wang is different... He is only me."
The emperor was quiet for a moment, then asked in disbelief: "You... like him?"
"… Yes."
At that moment, Lord Yan heard his innermost voice.
The author says:
The little cutie who didn't guess the pearl, I will punish you to go back and review 43 and 50 [the face of the head teacher