Qin Ye was almost a watt.
What God unfolds!
Blasphemy! You are blaspheming, do you understand!
Even if you can see me, what you see is a stone Buddha! Are you a little too open? Start undressing at every turn... Although this official doesn't, no, doesn't like it very much... Seeing that you have this special hobby, it's not that you can't take a look...
Fortunately, the dark eyes couldn't betray Qin Ye's frantic heart, and he began to recall the last time he saw the naked body of the opposite sex. Hmm... ten years ago? Twenty years ago? He's talking about a real heterosexual body, not some artistic action movie!
But in the next second, all his careful thoughts were put away.
Li Zhenshu's snow-white shirt fell on the crook of her arms, revealing the white bra inside. She didn't look unnatural, even though this posture was so sultry, especially when a beautiful woman made this posture, it was already considered a seduced.
Unfortunately, I can't think about seduction.
Because... Her whole body, as Kim Jaehwan said, is full of words!
No... it's full of words!
Those are old scars, in order not to let the marks disappear, at least they have to be redrawn many times. Qin Ye didn't understand, what kind of woman could be so cruel to him.
Moreover, these words, as Jin Zaihuan said, are not coherent at all.
There are many Arabic numerals like years and months interspersed, but they are not connected at all. It is possible that there is a word I next to 16XX.
"There is still one on the thigh, do you want to see it?" she said with a smile. Qin Ye was stunned for a second, only to feel a little fever in his cheeks.
artwork.
For some reason, it was clearly a mutilated body, and the snow-white skin was covered with scars, but it made him feel... just like the patterns on the porcelain, there was a kind of broken and violent beauty.
"Xia Jinse?" He finally spoke, and Li Zhenshu, who heard this, had a reaction for the first time.
She raised her head stunned, with a surprised look in her eyes. After that, she was slightly wet, but she closed her eyes and breathed a sigh of relief. When she opened them again, she was used to it.
"A name I haven't heard for a long time..." She still maintained this posture, brushing her scarred shoulders gently: "Is it a god? It should be... Even knowing the name Xia Jinse... It's... unforgettable... "
It turned out to be her... Qin Ye silently sighed, he really did not expect that he and the so-called destined person would meet under such circumstances.
Unprepared.
There is no foreshadowing either.
Full of the excitement of chance encounters, a late-night Buddhist hall.
No... not right!
Just when his sigh was not over, his eyes suddenly flashed, this woman is not right!
If it was Xia Jinse, it was impossible for the other party to remember Xia Jinse's name!
After eating Tai Sui, as long as you die once, all the past is gone! There was no way she could remember her name!
no... wait...
He suddenly gasped, and looked at the other person in amazement.
The countless strangely arranged Chinese characters, the countless mysterious years mixed with them, from 16XX to 18XX and even 19XX...
A terrible guess suddenly appeared in his mind. He only felt a sore throat and couldn't say anything.
She... very likely... engraved everything she has experienced... on herself!
One knife at a time... Screaming and carving down...
The past is gone, everything may be forgotten, but... the body will not change. Only when it is engraved on the body can it be reincarnated again and again...
Did not forget myself.
I still remember... when I was born and how long I lived.
I still remember... what I have experienced, who I have loved, who I have hated.
At this moment, the broken woman in his eyes seemed to disappear.
I only see a humble soul who does not forget to live in order to survive.
At this moment, Li Zhenshu straightened up and pointed to the position of her heart, where... the three words Xia Jinse were engraved impressively.
own name.
Carved into the chest with a knife.
Qin Ye sighed and closed his eyes.
He didn't even dare to think about the other party's state of mind when he dropped the knife.
"All my experiences are on my body." Li Zhenshu put on her clothes as if nothing had happened, she didn't seem to have changed, but her voice was a little distant: "From my birth, to the scholar I fell in love with... to the founding of China... until I became Samsung The Emperor Taishang…”
"At one time, I didn't understand who made me like this, but... I'm very smart." She smiled slightly: "There is a saying in my body: When you understand these words, you must Believe, because you carved it yourself."
"Every life you have loved and hated is on it. No one can erase Xia Jinse's existence, not even God."
silence.
After a long time, Qin Ye said hoarsely, "You... what do you wish for?"
"Are you taking pity on me?" Li Zhenshu giggled, lightly ruffled her hair, and suddenly looked out the window with a bit of loneliness: "Yeah... I'm very pitiful."
"But you don't need to be pitiful."
"I'm doing fine now, just a little longer. But speaking of wishes... I do have a wish."
She took a step forward, without the slightest reverence for the Ksitigarbha Buddha statue, smiled and said, "I... want to die."
"Want to die completely and never be resurrected again. You... can you do it?"
Dead silence.
Qin Ye's heart is very complicated. Everyone in the world wants to live forever. Who knows, those who truly live forever look forward to dying.
"Why?" Trying to get his voice back to normal, he asked as calmly as possible.
"I've lived enough. I'm tired." Li Zhenshu turned around and looked at the boundless night sky outside the window: "In this life, I have liked someone."
"He's a very handsome man, a detective, a Korean."
"However, during a certain operation, he was forced to amputate. At that time, I had already met his parents. Just last week, he proposed to me." Her tone was calm, as if she was telling someone else's story: " Then, the day after his amputation, the first thing he did was call me."
"He told me he was amputated. One leg. And..."
Rarely, her voice fluctuated slightly: "He asked me: Do I still have the honor to marry you?"
"This is the most touching marriage proposal line I've ever heard in my life." Her smile was equally complicated, with a hint of aftertaste and a hint of helplessness.
Qin Ye listened quietly.
Listening to an undead person like me tell me about the most precious memory in my life—perhaps the Li family won't have any memory fragments known to anyone.
These things, like shells on the seashore, are inconspicuous on the beach with a long memory, but when you really pick them up, you will find that they are very bright.
"I refused." After a full three minutes, Li Zhenshu said lightly, "I absolutely refused. I remember saying at the time: I won't spend my life with a man who can't take care of me."
"He's very sensible."
"He didn't go to the Internet to spread rumors, let alone let his parents condemn me, and he didn't make trouble with the company. He just quietly disappeared from my life."
"Later, he got married, and I asked someone to bring me a photo. I was very happy to marry a girl who was not very beautiful."
"I billed him a huge amount of treatment for his leg injury every month, and that account was tied to my mobile phone, and I waited every month to hear about the change in the account. But... only heard the money in it. more and more."
"A few years ago, he died."
"Only in his fifties, the leg injury has caused some stubborn diseases, which cannot be avoided. I gave the account that he hadn't touched until his death, and gave it to his parents in other ways, including the password."
The story came to an abrupt end.
Also without warning.
Li Zhenshu's voice was slightly choked, but it soon calmed down. It finally turned into a sigh and lit a lady's cigarette.
There is no nicotine smell, just a hint of orange blossom.
Qin Ye still didn't speak, he understood the concerns of Li Shuzhen or Xia Jinse. If married to an ordinary person, she can get divorced in a few years. But marrying an already disabled criminal policeman also bears the responsibility of taking care of the other party for a lifetime.
She can't take this responsibility.
Neighbors cannot be allowed to say that there is a monster in such-and-such house. I don't even want the man's family to be involved in extraordinary events.
He could only bear the scolding of the heartless woman and disappeared.
"People like me don't deserve to be loved." Her voice was still calm, but Qin Ye saw that her fingers, holding the cigarette, trembled slightly.
"I swore in my life that I would never love anyone again. That's when I turned my attention to Samsung. I have to say..." She smiled again: "Fighting people is a lot of fun."
Qin Ye finally said, "You put it down."
"It's not putting it down, it's just forgetting it." The night wind blew, messing up Li Zhenshu's already messy hair, and the blue silk fluttered. She raised her hand lightly and said, "Time is a good medicine, and there is nothing wrong with it. What happened decades ago... With his death, I have almost forgotten about it."
The wound becomes a scar, if you don't touch it, it won't hurt.
Anyway, it's already covered with scars, and I don't care about one more.
"By the way, his name is on my neck. He used to say that my neck is very SeXY. I left a place for him." Li Zhenshu pressed out the cigarette: "If you know how to make me die completely, remember to let me know at any time. .I have infinite time waiting for you."
She put on a suit and instantly turned into the indifferent and domineering president. Just as she was about to step out the door, she suddenly turned her head and said, "By the way, what's your name?"
I have lived too long, and I have lost my reverence for gods and Buddhas.
Isn't he... one of the ghosts and gods
Qin Ye didn't answer.
Just when Li Zhenshu shook his head and was about to go out, he suddenly said, "King Yama."
"It turned out to be King Yama?" Li Zhenshu was obviously surprised, but immediately smiled and bowed: "It's the little girl who is arrogant..."
Qin Ye: "If you have someone you want to take care of, you can tell me."
This sentence made Li Zhenshu suddenly raise her head and stare at the Buddha statue.
In the end, it turned into a casual smile.
"No need."
"The past is gone. They are all good people, and they should all have good reincarnations."
After she finished speaking, she didn't hold back any longer and walked away with her legs raised.
However, Qin Ye's next sentence made her stay again.
"Your name is not on the book of life and death. But this official knows that people who have eaten Tai Sui will not grow old and die. And... you are not alone."
It was these words that made Li Zhenshu nailed to the spot.
"There is another person in Huaguo." Qin Ye coughed dryly: "He... is looking for you, and you are a good match..."