After sending Princess Yue away, Pan'er felt as if she had lived her life all over again.
She felt that it was better for this person to stay far away, otherwise she didn't know what would happen in the future to make her more complicated and embarrassing.
She felt a little thirsty, and there was no more tea in the teacup, so she thought of calling someone.
Cattail ran in with a mournful look on her face.
"what happened?"
"The crown prince just came, master, what did you say to Princess Yue in the house, and the servants just saw that the prince's face is not very good, turned around and left."
Pan'er thumped in her heart, and then touched her cheek feebly.
What did he hear? Probably heard a lot of rebellious words, he has always been a person with a deep mind, but a careful mind and a serious suspicion. I didn’t think of something, I definitely wouldn’t just leave like this, let the servants see it, I thought there was some conflict between the two, and I don’t know what will happen in the backyard, he always knows how to weigh the pros and cons, don’t look at the monk’s face Looking at the faces of the three children will not embarrass her.
Now that he's gone, it means the problem is serious.
But Pan'er didn't want to think about this problem anymore, she felt a little tired after two incidents in one day.
Here, Pan'er is living her little life in a somewhat dispirited way, eating and sleeping, talking and laughing with the three children, reading scriptures and enjoying the scenery in the garden when she has nothing to do. The servants below have long been anxious like ants on a hot pan.
At first, Cattail didn't take it as a big deal, but when the crown prince heard something inappropriate from his master and Princess Yue, he was a little angry for a while. It's not that the master has never made the prince angry, usually the prince would not be really angry, but the prince has not come for three days, this is not normal.
What did the master say to Princess Yue
Cattail is not the only one who is muttering to himself now, even Aunt Qing is hesitant to speak and shows clues in front of Pan'er several times.
"It's really nothing." Pan'er put down the notebook in his hand, and said a little weakly, "It's just about the Yue Palace. Maybe the crown prince felt that I took care of things that shouldn't be done, so he was a little annoyed for a while."
This made Pan'er feel unconfident, so she couldn't hide it from Aunt Qing who knew her well.
But Aunt Qing is not easy to poke her. After all, she can also see that Pan'er has been a little out of control these days. She can control some things, and she can't control some things. That's what she can't control.
"Why don't you send a cup of soup to the prince, or a poem?" Aunt Qing suggested.
This is usually a bad idea that Xiao Dezi and Cattail would come up with, but I didn't expect Aunt Qing to use it. It seems that the people below are really panicked.
One must first settle down in order to fight against the outside world. This principle is still understood, but the problem now is not solved by sending a cup of soup and a poem. I am afraid that the prince will be annoyed even more after reading it, and even question the truth and falsehood.
Pan'er thought that she might fall out of favor, but then she thought about the three children, and she didn't think so, she didn't look at the face of the monk or the face of the Buddha, otherwise the women in the palace were trying their best to give birth to children, not for the sake of face.
Will it happen
She thought about it seriously, and thought again.
After all, this is a matter of a man's dignity. The crown prince who has honored him all his life, is used to women being men's vassals, and a concubine who only has him in his heart, and therefore does not hesitate to commit taboos, jealousy and stinginess. Suddenly one day, he discovered that this concubine actually didn't love him as much as he imagined. He would definitely not be able to bear it. He would definitely feel that he was deceived, his dignity was challenged, and his ideas were challenged...
Pan'er didn't want to think about it anymore, she knew everything, but she suddenly lost the idea of trying to win over and pull back.
She began to think about how she would live the rest of her life if she fell out of favor.
She gave birth to two sons and a daughter. The time in the palace seems to be difficult, but it is not that difficult. The children will grow up soon. Her children are all promising, and they will be able to give She relies on. And now that the princess has learned to be smart, she probably won't deal with herself who has fallen out of favor. After all, one hair will affect the whole body. A person who has fallen out of favor needs her to condescend to deal with him
... The slaves below will definitely feel panic, but they will get used to it after a while, and some slaves may be indispensable, but she has a son, and there are two more, don't the slaves below worry about the little masters growing up, Go back and clean them up
Pan'er felt that her situation confirmed an old saying in the palace that it is better to give birth to a son than to let you spoil the sixth palace.
Besides, there is also the Empress Empress, with so many years of beautification, she does not believe that the Empress can know that she has fallen out of favor, regardless of her, it is still possible to be a backer and support the tiger's skin.
Thinking about it this way, Pan'er didn't panic anymore.
Only the three children are used to seeing their father and king here, and the prince spends a lot of time with them, far more than other brothers and sisters. If they suddenly see less, they will definitely not be used to it.
And if a man doesn't favor you, he will definitely not be biased. Since he is not partial to his mother, he will naturally not favor his children. The children must not be used to it. It is necessary to prepare a few children in advance.
So I had dinner that night, and I hadn't seen my father's two older ones for a few days, and they both felt abnormal. Only the little one, with a silly look on his face, was happy to have his favorite pancake for dinner.
Zong Qian was even happier when he heard that his mother was going to give them a speech book.
Before going to bed, my mother would give him a speech book, but since he grew up, my mother stopped talking, and my father also said that he was old enough to stop talking, saying that he should sleep alone.
Pan'er took out the scripture book she had found in advance, flipped through it again and again, but still felt that the stories in it were not suitable for explaining the current situation.
How can she tell the children implicitly by telling other people's stories that 'the mother may fall out of favor, and you may be implicated in the future'. Stories have nothing to do with reality.
She flipped through the book again, but she didn't notice that the two larger faces were becoming more and more tense, and they were still exchanging glances.
Pan'er finally decided to tell the truth, the children are older and know a lot, and hiding it will only make them more uneasy.
She backed away from the left and right, and then said to the three children: "Nyonya made your father angry, and she may fall out of favor. This is why your father hasn't come in the past few days. Mother told you this today, just to hope that you I can get used to the days when my father is not here."
She deliberately said it lightly: "Actually, there is nothing wrong with this. You think about it. You are not the only one, there are other children. When the father is with your mother, other people will be left out. Feng Shui turns, everyone It's only fair to alternate..."
Pan'er was at a loss for words, what was she talking about
Wanrong's small face is very serious: "Is it serious?"
Pan'er looked at her daughter and nodded, "It's a little serious."
"Then Wanrong is going to act like a baby, can the father come to see my mother?" She usually looked at Wanrong like a little adult, but after all, she was only a five-year-old child.
Pan'er couldn't answer anymore, she felt that she was such an asshole, she came here like this in the previous life, why did she have to do it in this life, what's wrong with bowing her head, men just rely on coaxing.
Based on her understanding of him, she has a hundred and eighty ways to coax him back, why? What are you trying to do with the child
She patted her daughter's head.
In her previous life, she was not gentle. In order not to be feared by the Crown Princess, she also told the young Zong Yue not to get too close to her father. That's why Zong Yue's temperament was so cold when he grew up in the previous life.
Pan'er couldn't say what fatherly love was, but she recalled the scene when Su Datian carried her on his shoulders when she was young, and took her to buy caramel with the small wages she had just received.
A person's life always needs some unforgettable but warm enough scenes to support himself on the difficult road in the future.
It's been so hard.
Pan'er can imagine how difficult the road for the three children will be in the future. Wanrong is fine, she is a girl, and she will marry a husband and raise children in the future, but what about Zong Yue and Zong Qian
Zong Yue had such a hard time in her previous life, she always felt that she, a mother, was holding her back, because of her background, she made him bear the humiliation that a prince like him shouldn't have. So she forced herself to figure it out, to please, to pretend, to cater to.
... It's just continuing to walk the old road again!
Pan'er frowned, but pretended to be relaxed and said: "Well, it's not that serious, it's just that my mother had a fight with your father and king, and I was a little worried. But it's not like I haven't had a fight before, so don't worry too much about it. Worry, at worst, mother will take the initiative to confess to your father and king."
"Just admit your mistake?"
Maybe? In fact, Pan'er is not as sure as he imagined, but he definitely can't behave like this in front of children.
Coming out of the main room, Zong Yue and Wan Rong looked at each other: "It's very serious."
The two voices were almost in unison.
Wan Rong said anxiously: "I'll go to find my father."
Zong Yue grabbed her and said in a low voice: "Don't make trouble, you don't know what happened, since Mother said that, she must have an idea."
"Really?" Obviously Wanrong is also very uncertain, because she has never seen her mother like this since she grew up.
Zong Yue said: "If it doesn't work, let's think of a way."
In the room, Pan'er breathed a sigh of relief, and didn't ask Cattail and the others to come in. Instead, she went to the inner room and sat down on the edge of the bed.
After thinking for a while, she walked towards the wardrobe and cage.
Opened it and rummaged inside, and found a brocade box and a handkerchief. The brocade box was for other things, she took out the things inside and stuffed the handkerchief in.
Cover it and put it there.
After thinking about it, he opened it again, took out the handkerchief that had been stuffed in, folded it, and put it in again.
She turned her head and thought about where to put the things she took out, but she didn't bother to think about it, she stuffed them into the cabinet, Cattails and the others would clean them up when they saw them.
She sat with the brocade box for a while, and then went out, raising her voice to call for someone.
Cattails and Qingdai walked in.
"Give this thing to Xiao Dezi, let him deliver it to Fulu, and give it to the prince."
Cattail's small face lit up immediately, and she nodded hurriedly: "I'll do it now, servant girl."
The scenery in Jingguli is extremely beautiful, but there are not too many buildings, and the slightly larger places are all occupied by the masters.
Originally, the prince lived in the Spring Coupling House, but now he and Pan'er had a quarrel, so he moved to live in three small rooms on the side of the green bamboo forest.
This place is better than a quiet environment, but in fact it is a bit crude and cramped. Fu Lu feels wronged for the prince, but he can't say anything, the atmosphere is not good recently, he and Zhang Laishun are both heads in their crotches.
The east room was brightly lit, and the prince was looking at the memorial at his desk.
Fu Lu walked in quietly and stood beside him.
The crown prince was silent, and he didn't dare to disturb him. In the end, he couldn't hold on anymore, and whispered that someone had brought something from Spring Coupling Zhai.
The prince was still looking at the memorial, and Fu Lu lowered his head lower and lower, thinking why he wanted to see Xiao Dezi pitiful, why no one saw him so pitiful.
Suddenly, the prince threw aside the memorial in his hand, which made Fu Lu tremble in fright.
The crown prince sat quietly for a while, twisting the bracelet on his wrist, faster and faster.
"I haven't brought it up yet."
Fu Lu hurriedly bowed his head in response, hurried out, and quickly took a brocade box and folded it back.
It is a very ordinary big red brocade box.
The prince took a few fixed glances, with some disgust in his eyes, but he opened it anyway.
There is only a piece of white handkerchief inside, the style is simple, no pattern is even embroidered, but it is what she often uses.
She used to like to use this kind of cleansing cotton kerchief, and she even called it easy to use.
The prince turned over and found nothing but a piece of veil, and there was nothing on the veil. This reminded him that when she wrote crooked poems before, she once changed someone else's love poem——
Don't write love words, don't write poems,
One side Supa sends lovesickness.
Lang Jun deliberately turned over to look,
Think horizontally, think vertically, think vertically 1.
At that time he took the poem and said she was messing around, she said coquettishly and cheekily: "Since the writing is not satisfactory, then I will give Supa to His Highness in the future, and His Highness will know what I mean by holding the handkerchief."
So... how to say, she didn't give it to him, she changed someone else's crooked poem and gave it to him, which made him laugh and laugh.
Now it's delivered.
He couldn't help but think of what she said that day—
"... When you stop being jealous, you can calm down, calm down and think about how he likes you, and what you should do to make him like you..."
So during Mingming's southern tour, she was very jealous, but she became more and more restrained when she returned to the palace, so when Wanjin was born, she had a stingy fight with him, and he thought that when Zong Xuan was born, she would definitely have another fight At the scene, I was still thinking about how to coax her, but she didn't make a fuss, it turned out that she had calmed down.
Why do you calm down? Why can you calm down
If there was anger at the beginning, it is long gone now, the prince feels very wronged, very uncomfortable.
He wasn't good enough for her
He held the handkerchief for a long time, and finally stood up.