It's four in the morning.
Just finished a short episode.
It's very strange. I was so sleepy just now that I was afraid that I would forget what I was going to write tomorrow, so I held on to it, but now I woke up, got up after crawling on the bed, and decided to finish typing the postscript.
Probably because of excitement, the end of "Why" is finally just around the corner.
The book "Why" has been serialized on Jinjiang Original Online since September 2003. After the first 70,000 characters were serialized at the end of 2003, I was once put down by me because of the trivial matters of graduating from the senior year and the rush of work at the beginning. I figured, if I hadn't been urging and encouraging me from readers on the Internet, I wouldn't have the motivation to finish it. Therefore, although readers who are often yelled at to kill the tortoise are urged to crawl, there is always only gratitude and guilt. Sometimes when I chat with Baibai and Xiaoxi, when it comes to their respective readers, I always say that the readers of "Why" are the most gentle and patient.
Then Xiaoxi and Baibai looked like they wanted to cut me off and said: Can you be impatient as your readers? !
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Oh yeah~~>_
I’m really slow (I don’t want to admit it = =), I’ve always been the kind of lazy person who has no ambitions, lives in peace, and only crawls with a whip. This kind of person probably won’t do anything. Come on big business. However, if I worked hard, maybe what I wrote would not be "Why Sheng Xiao Mo".
Life is like looking at the scenery. If you walk fast, you can see more scenery, but if you walk slowly, you can appreciate the beauty and details of those scenery.
I think I must be the latter type of person who enjoys the most mundane and tiniest details of life and then tries to write them out.
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No matter how it sounds, it seems to be arguing for his own slowness...
Mmmm, back to the topic and continue to talk about "Why".
The inspiration for "Why" started one day when my mom and I went to the supermarket. The supermarket was crowded with many people, and the picture of how to start suddenly popped up in my mind.
Men and women who are in love and separated from each other meet unexpectedly in the crowd after many years, meet each other, stare lightly, and then walk away separately.
At the beginning of "Why", I wanted to write such a pass. Then it gradually became full of flesh and blood, and even the characters had their own tempers and were no longer under my control.
A friend once asked me, in this book, what do you want to express
In fact, when I was writing the book, I just wanted to write a story, and I didn't think much of it at all. But she asked so seriously, and I also seriously thought, what exactly am I trying to express
I think the answer is this:
There are many beautiful love poems in the world, but the happiest one must be this one-holding the hand of the child and growing old with the child.
What "Why Sheng Xiao Mo" wants to express is such a kind of happiness.
Gu Man
In the early morning of December 14, 2005