You Are Still Here

Chapter 14

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After that day in the library, there was a certain tacit understanding between Yun Jin and Shen Ju'an. Although neither of them expressed their intentions clearly, everything was kept silent. They spend more time together, sometimes walking through the school's tree-lined path, Shen Ju'an will hold Yun Jin's hand with a smile. Putting her hand in his warm and dry palm, Yunjin felt that her heart had a place to rest.

Even if it was not deliberately publicized, their relationship was quickly known, but most of them held an attitude of envy and blessing to such a pair of beautiful people. The roommates in Yunjin's dormitory all laughed at her in the university. The luckiest one in "Twilight Love".

When I feel happy, time always flies too fast. In a blink of an eye, "May Day" comes. The original plan was that Yun Jin should take advantage of the long vacation to give her students a good tuition. Long-distance travel, tutoring is naturally canceled. That's fine, Yun Jin isn't uneasy, she has seven days to spare, since Shen Ju'an is about to graduate anyway, it's better to spend more time together.

So on the first day of May Day, Yun Jin and Shen Ju'an made an appointment to go to Liurong Temple together. Early in the morning, Yun Jin had just finished grooming, and her roommate who returned from breakfast told her, "Yun Jin, your boyfriend is waiting for you downstairs." Yun Jin's face heated up, she was not used to being given to Shen Ju'an. of this title. Didn't it say it was half past nine? Yun Jin looked at the time, it wasn't nine o'clock yet, it was rare to see him in such a hurry, Yun Jin secretly pursed his lips and smiled, and hurried downstairs, not noticing the puzzled expression on his roommate's face.

When they got downstairs, Yun Jin couldn't see Shen Ju'an anywhere. She was in doubt when her eyes fell on the sidewalk opposite the dormitory building. She was startled, she shook her head blankly. Is this person a few meters away from her real? This person should be in Beijing now, or beside his parents... He can appear anywhere, but he shouldn't be standing downstairs in her university dormitory at this time. It's not who he would be. He was wearing a simple and casual T-shirt and jeans. The backpack on his shoulders was probably luggage. His eyes were already looking in her direction. In addition to being tired, there was Yun Jin's familiar look in the past. .

Seeing Yun Jin's unbelievable expression, Cheng Zheng was not in a hurry to come to her. The two stared at each other for a few seconds across a not so spacious campus passage. Finally, Yun Jin had to react first, insisting Go over with a scalp.

"Uh... that, why are you here." Yun Jin stood beside him and spit out an opening sentence with difficulty.

Cheng Zheng raised his chin lightly, "Why, this school is yours, so no one else can come?"

Yun Jin hurriedly shook her head, "I didn't mean that, I... My roommate said just now that my boyfriend is downstairs."

"That's what I said." Cheng Zheng showed a smile on his lips, "How is it? I only asked several people to ask where you live. Also, why do all the girls here look like they haven't seen a man before? look"

"It's okay, don't talk nonsense." Yun Jin lowered her head involuntarily.

Cheng Zheng put his arms around his chest and said, "Su Yunjin, you find that you always have a sinful expression in front of me..."

This sentence just hit Yun Jin's weakness, and she was also confused, why when she saw him, the long-lost low self-esteem, cowardice, panic all returned to her, and there was an inexplicable guilt, she Obviously not indebted to him.

"Do you also understand in your heart that you owe me." Like a mind reader, he bent over deliberately, put his face close to her, and said slowly.

Yun Jin felt a little annoyed in her heart, and pushed him angrily, causing him to laugh wickedly. Just as she was about to say something, she found that Cheng Zheng was looking aside, and she also took advantage of the situation to look over, Shen Ju'an's white shirt, Dark pants, a refreshing stand not far away.

Yun Jin sensitively took a few steps back from Cheng Zheng's side, trying to suppress her accelerating heart rate, "Are you here?"

Shen Ju'an's smile was as gentle as usual, and there were no waves in his eyes, "I guessed you would be a little earlier, so you arrived early too. Do you have friends?"

Cheng Zheng slowly straightened his waist, "Yun Jin, don't you introduce me." He said coldly, looking at the boy opposite with his outstanding appearance and temperament with alert eyes.

"Oh." Yun Jin came back to his senses and hurriedly introduced them to the two, "This is Shen Ju'an... Ju An, this is my high school classmate Cheng Zheng, who is studying in Beijing.

She addressed that person so affectionately, but eagerly distanced herself from him. Cheng Zheng's joy at seeing her at the beginning was slowly replaced by a panic. "He's your boyfriend?" he asked, expecting her denial. Tell me he's not, tell me!

She didn't answer, but the blushing look on Shen Ju'an's expression gave Cheng Zheng the clearest answer.

In the past, he often heard that sadness can break a heart, Cheng Zheng always scoffed, but if a heart was torn apart like it is now, he would rather it be broken and not feel any more. I finally made up my mind to stop fighting against myself, and traveled thousands of miles across most of China to find someone who was thinking about it every day. He, he never realized that she would become someone else! He should leave immediately, completely forget about this stupid journey and the person he hates, but the stubbornness and pride in his bones kept him still, and when Shen Ju'an greeted him with a smile, he even squeezed out a smile.

"Come here on purpose to travel?" Shen Ju'an asked.

"Forget it, there are relatives here, and I will also come to see the old classmates by the way. Oh, I won't disturb you." Cheng Zheng said, but there was no apology in his expression.

Yun Jin was a little surprised by his calmness, she thought to herself, maybe she thought too much about herself and thought that he was here just to find her. "Nothing, we are going to Liurong Temple, are you interested?"

"Of course." Cheng Zheng agreed. On the contrary, Yun Jin was stunned for a moment, everyone could tell that her invitation was just a polite remark, but he didn't expect that he would actually agree to go together.

So this trip became Yun Jin's most bizarre experience. She was walking with two outstanding boys, but she was sitting on pins and needles, not knowing what Cheng Zheng wanted to do. Fortunately, Shen Ju'an handled it properly. Along the way, he told Cheng Zheng about the local customs and customs in a friendly manner in a timely manner. Cheng Zheng also played the role of a listener, and seemed to be quite interested in what Shen Ju'an said.

Liurong Temple is located on Liurong Road. Although it is the first day of the long holiday, the incense in the temple is not particularly lush. After entering the temple gate, the ancient temple is densely forested and the treasures are solemn, which makes people's hearts calm down.

The three of them walked and watched. Of course, the most incense in the temple was in front of the Avalokitesvara. No matter how the times changed, there were always so many unsatisfied desires in the world. Shen Ju'an bought incense candles like the other pilgrims and handed them to Yun Jin and Cheng Zheng respectively. Cheng Zheng didn't answer, he shook his head and said, "I don't believe this." Shen Ju'an smiled and said, "Everyone has a wish that can't be fulfilled. If you believe it will make you happier, why don't you believe it? Since you're here, just light a stick of incense. , it is said that the Guanyin Bodhisattva here is very effective, and it is impossible to say that it can really fulfill your wishes."

Cheng Zheng was silent for a while, but didn't insist any longer. He took the incense and lit it. Like the other two, he solemnly kowtowed in front of the statue. Then, he wrote down his name and what he asked for on the merit book, and then dropped the incense money in the merit box. Seeing that he didn't frown, Yun Jin took out a hundred-yuan bill from the pocket of his jeans and put it into the box. He couldn't help but say, "Just a little bit of expressing your heart." Cheng Zheng replied, "My heart is more than worth this. a little."

After the three of them had ordered incense, Shen Ju'an saw that Yun Jin was steamed with a thin layer of sweat on his forehead by the high temperature beside the incense burner, so he proposed to buy water at the entrance of the temple. Suddenly, only Cheng Zheng and her were left standing in the same place, Yun Jin felt a little embarrassed for no reason, so she walked around at will. Not wanting to turn a corner, I came to the Sixth Patriarch's Hall. There is a unique cave here. Yun Jin saw the Sixth Patriarch's statue in the hall was elegantly dressed, bright and lifelike, and couldn't help thinking of the famous Sixth Patriarch Enlightenment Allusions. , while she was in a trance, she heard someone's footsteps stop behind her, she didn't need to look back, Yun Jin could also feel who it was.

"What are you doing here?" he asked.

"I'm looking at the statue of the Sixth Patriarch. Maybe only the Sixth Patriarch's innate wisdom can have such a detached look." Yun Jin looked back at the Sixth Patriarch's statue.

"But not everyone is the sixth patriarch." Cheng Zheng walked slowly to her side.

Yun Jin felt a sense of powerlessness in her heart, "Cheng Zheng, go back."

"Why do you want to go back? I have to take a good look and understand. I thought you just didn't know how to love someone yet, but you just don't know how to love me. You can be so disappointed that Ziyi has a girlfriend, and you can find it in school so quickly. I have a wishful boyfriend, why are you stingy to give me an explanation?" His face was turned against the light, and he couldn't see his expression clearly.

"What do you want to explain?" Yun Jin turned around suddenly, but bumped into his arms. Cheng Zheng hugged her and said recklessly, "It's fine if you don't like me, why would you leave me behind after kissing me, what's that?"

"Let go, the Bodhisattva is watching." Yun Jin patted his hand around her.

"But the Bodhisattva can't see how sad I am." Cheng Zheng lowered his hand dejectedly, "Yun Jin, I came to you on purpose, at least tell me why I am not good enough."

This is the first time Yunjin sees the always proud and tough Cheng Zheng so weak in front of her, and she can't help but feel sad: "It's not that you are not good enough, it's just that you are too good, we are not suitable."

"I don't understand what the hell this is, so Shen Ju'an is suitable?" He said angrily.

"It's none of your business."

Cheng Zheng was stinged, and his tone became tough, "I don't care, you can't treat me like this anyway. What did you say that night, 'I paid you back', tell you, you're not finished!"

Yun Jin looked at him silently, this was the Cheng Zheng she was familiar with, and she hated his arrogance and unreasonableness the most, but it didn't change at all. She passed him and walked out of the Sixth Ancestor Hall without a word, just in time to see Shen Ju'an walking towards this side with a few bottles of mineral water, and seeing Shen Ju'an's clear smile, Yun Jin's chaotic heart seemed to settle down .