You Are Still Here

Chapter 16

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The next morning, Yun Jin woke up from the bed in the dormitory with a headache and fatigue. She was half-sitting on the bed. The memory of last night came back to her mind intermittently. She remembered that she drank too much, as if she was Ju An. sent her back.

As she got out of bed, she rubbed her forehead to wash up, and her roommate Xiaowen said with a smile, "Yunjin, how much did you drink last night? You're so drunk." "A glass of beer." Xiaowen rolled her eyes: " Drinking you like this with a glass of beer? Hehe, but then again, if a handsome guy like that brings me back, I'll be drunk without a drop of wine."

Yun Jin smiled and washed herself. Who would have thought that Xiaowen got up from her bed excitedly, went to her side and pushed her elbows against her, "Oh, to be honest, where is that handsome guy from last night."

The movements in Yun Jin's hands paused, Shen Ju'an was clearly known to everyone in their dormitory. "The one who brought me back last night was..."

"It won't look like it anymore." Xiaowen said angrily, "That handsome guy is not from our school, right? I know that our school can't produce such delicious boys?"

"What's the smell?" Yun Jin simply put down the towel in her hand.

"I can't tell you. Anyway, I don't have a good figure. It looks a little cool, but it still makes people... Hey, it seems that Xiaolu said it. He said it was your boyfriend downstairs that day. Which one is... "

What Xiaowen said later, Yun Jin has no memory at all. She changed her clothes in a hurry and went to Shen Ju'an's dormitory. The doubts in her heart lingered. She clearly remembered that she fell on Shen Ju'an's shoulder in the end. Reasons to hand her over to Cheng Zheng and send her back to the dormitory? Is there something she didn't know about last night.

After arriving at Shen Ju'an's dormitory, his roommate said that he was out. Yun Jin ran to the library without thinking. She had never been so eager to see Ju'an. She wanted to know what happened last night.

Sure enough, she found him in the old part of the library. When she walked over, he was buried in the book. It was not surprising to see her, but just smiled faintly as usual and said, "You are here, sober up. Well, is there anything uncomfortable?"

Yun Jin sat beside him and asked bluntly, "Why did he send me back last night?"

Shen Ju'an looked at her and said, "Is this bad?"

"What do you mean?" Yun Jin's eyes widened.

Shen Ju'an didn't speak, thought for a while, slowly approached her, kissed her like a dragonfly before she could react, and then evacuated her body. "Yunjin, I have never kissed you since we were together."

Yun Jin understood a little, "You still care about what he said, I just..."

"Don't explain." Shen Ju'an interrupted her gently, "I said I won't give up on you because of what other people say, let alone the things that have passed."

"Why is that? I don't believe it's because he is Zhang Jinmeng's nephew."

Shen Ju'an smiled and didn't answer the question, he just said: "Yun Jin, I know you, you can hide some things from Cheng Zheng and yourself, but you can't hide from me, I have never said it, because I thought you could It's okay to let it go, but I find it may not be easy."

"I wouldn't have waited until now if I wanted to be with him."

"You don't want to be with him, is it because you don't love it or because you don't dare?" Shen Ju'an was rarely sharp.

"I don't love him." Yun Jin insisted.

Shen Ju'an shook his head, "Then do you love me? Is what you love a target you aspire to be, or a real Shen Ju'an."

"I don't understand." Yun Jin said sadly, with tears in her eyes.

"You know, Yunjin, I know you feel good with me, and so do I, because in a way we are similar. But it's not love, I have my pride."

Yun Jin bit her lip and restrained herself, but she didn't let the tears fall, and said stubbornly, "What did he tell you, tell me."

Shen Ju'an was silent.

"Okay, if you don't say it, I'll ask him."

Yunjin walked out of the library and went straight out of the school. On the way, she met her classmates head-on, and she ignored her without nodding her head. At this time, Cheng Zheng should not have left. He lives in a small apartment in a prime area of the city. He said that it was left unused by relatives. He took Yun Jin and Shen Ju'an to sit there two days ago, so Yun Jin remembers How to go.

Arriving at the door of Cheng Zheng's residence, Yun Jin almost knocked on the door with her fist. The door opened quickly, Cheng Zheng appeared at the door with a surprised face, and before he could speak, Yun Jin stepped forward and slapped him hard.

Cheng Zheng covered half of his face in shock and said loudly, "What kind of medicine did you woman take wrong?"

I don't know why, the tears Yun Jin had been holding back burst out after seeing him. She didn't seem to be able to see Cheng Zheng's anger at all. While crying: "Cheng Zheng, you bastard, what did you tell him?"

Cheng Zheng retreated into the house while protecting his head and face, and said in his mouth, "Stop hitting, my patience is limited, ouch..." Yun Jin's fingernails ran across his chin, leaving a bloodstain, and he couldn't help but eat it. It hurts, so she just wrapped her hands around her so that she couldn't move.

"Is your family great if you have money?" Yun Jin's hand couldn't break free, even more so, she had nowhere to vent her anger, so she bent her knees and bumped into him. Cheng Zheng let out an "oh", and bent over in pain, he threw her to the sofa closest to the door with all his might, pressing her with his hands and feet, he still took a deep breath and said, "Fuck! You are too cruel, and you want me to cut off my descendants."

Yun Jin is completely controlled by him now. She wanted to curse and couldn't find enough vicious words, so she cried and said, "How do you want to let me go, and how long do you want to bully me?" He cried bitterly all the way, as if he wanted to tell him the sadness of losing Shen Ju'an, the unwillingness of being teased by Cheng Zheng in high school, and the long-term struggle and depression all turned into tears to tell him. Cheng Zheng reluctantly watched her cry like a child under him, and was sharp-eyed to find that the neighbor heard the movement here and poked his head into the door that was not closed. When he saw this thought-provoking scene, he immediately Fei also disappeared, Cheng Zheng couldn't help but smile bitterly.

I don't know how long it took, Cheng Zheng felt that the T-shirt on his chest was drenched by her tears, Yun Jin seemed to have exhausted her strength in a bitter cry, gasped in a trance, and forgot to struggle. , She didn't expect this intimate relationship with Shen Ju'an to die so inexplicably just after the beginning, and she felt at a loss.

After her crying subsided, the two didn't speak for a while, only hearing each other's slightly heavy breathing, and then slowly realized how ambiguous he was pressing her on the sofa, "Get away from me. "Yun Jin said to the person on her body, both annoyed and embarrassed.

"Damn, you still have the face to tell me to get out. Just now you cried like being slapped and threw my face away."

"What nonsense are you talking about." Yun Jin gritted her teeth and kicked again.

This time Cheng Zheng quickly avoided the "critical" part and said angrily, "You still dare to kick. I already knew that you, a woman who is usually polite in front of others, is actually a bitch." He rubbed his teeth and stroked himself. The scar on the chin, "My parents didn't dare to touch a finger of me since I was a child, but you are so good, you gave me a fat beating when you came to the door, and even slapped me in the face, it really pissed me off. If it weren't for you... I would have..."

"How have you been?" Yun Jin sneered, remembering the scene with Shen Ju'an in the morning, a dull pain in his chest, "There is still something you can't do, Cheng Zheng, you despicable villain, what are you doing? What's good?"

Cheng Zheng said, "I'm despicable, but your Shen Ju'an is nowhere near holy."

"What do you mean?" Yun Jin said angrily.

"You ask me what I said to him? I'm telling the truth, and I'm speaking in front of your face, and I never play shit behind other people's backs." He took a breath and continued: "Again, Even if I say something, if it's a man, he should openly singled out me, instead of giving up on you easily."

This is what Yunjin is most reluctant to face, she closed her eyes, "No matter what, it's all your fault, why are you here to disrupt my life, if you don't show up, I'll have a very bad life. it is good."

"Really?" Cheng Zheng raised his eyebrows, put his mouth to her ear and asked, "Are you doing well? Then why are you calling my name when you're drunk?"

Yun Jin immediately opened her eyes and said in shock, "You are talking nonsense! How is that possible."

"I'm talking nonsense? Ask Shen Ju'an if you have the ability. He is the best witness."

Yun Jin's mind quickly recalled, but she had no clue, but seeing Cheng Zheng's expression didn't look like she was lying. Did I really call his name when I was drunk? What happened, she thought ashamed, and then argued, "I was in a daze at that time, and I couldn't say how many words I could say. Besides, I called your name because I hated you."

Cheng Zheng approached her again and asked with a smile, "You hate me? Well, I hate you too, and I've hated it for a long time."

The breath of his words sprayed hotly on her face, making her blush and her heart beating. She pushed him hard, "I told you to get up, did you hear me, you rascal."

"It counts as a rogue? Then there are even more rogues." There was a blur in Cheng Zheng's pupils that she was not familiar with. He took advantage of the situation and pushed her hand to his chest, while the other hand supported her face. , his lips printed frantically, and the words she wanted to say were swallowed in his mouth. Unlike the last two times when he simply put his lips together, when she opened her mouth to speak, his tongue instinctively poked in, entangled with her jerky and eagerly. Yun Jin was stunned for a moment, as if all her breath had been taken away, her brain was in a state of semi-shock, and only one hand was left weakly against his chest, which could stop him from attacking the city.

It wasn't until she realized that one of his hands had penetrated into the hem of her clothes and touched the most sensitive part of her chest through her underwear, then she panted and squeezed his hand and said, "Stop!" Cheng Zheng Jun Lang's face was full of confusion and confusion. He ignored her weak resistance and murmured, "No!" The restless fingers had gotten rid of her restraint, and went directly into her underwear to hold her. Yun Jin was so nervous that she instinctively arched up, but her thigh felt a certain hard part of his body, which made him take a breath, and his subordinates exerted even more force. She was frightened by this unfamiliar emotional tide. The education she received from childhood and her remaining rationality told her that she must not do this, but she didn't know how to get rid of it. She was so anxious that she didn't know what to do, and tears came up again. Cheng Zheng was being driven by the long-repressed desire in his body to want more, and inadvertently felt wetness on his cheeks, only then did he realize her tears. He stopped in frustration, buried his head in her chest, and said dejectedly, "It's here again! Sooner or later I'll be driven crazy by you guy."

Yun Jin struggled to get up, but he pushed her back with one hand, but the other left her body, and then she vaguely heard the sound of jeans zipping, and then felt movement from his waist down. "What the hell are you doing?" she asked inexplicably. "Shut up, dare to ask, it's all your fault." Cheng Zheng's voice was a little weird. At the age of 20, Yun Jin would be ignorant if she didn't even know what was going on now. She realized it instantly, and felt that the blood vessels in her body were about to burst. Being so close, it was inevitable that his movements would reach her, but fortunately, his body was shaken violently, a low moan came from his throat, and then he relaxed and lay down on top of her. After a few minutes, she lazily propped herself up and cleaned herself up. Yun Jin wanted to wait for him to clean up before opening her eyes, but unexpectedly he suddenly patted her on the foot and said, "Oops, bad." Yun Jin Jin jumped up in fright, just when he saw him lower his head to clean up his movements, Cheng Zheng was actually a little embarrassed when he saw her stand up suddenly, just as he was about to turn his back to her, who knew she was moving faster, she screamed , without thinking, he pulled a pillow on the sofa and pressed it between Cheng Zheng's legs to cover it, then quickly covered his eyes with both hands.

Cheng Zheng was stunned for a moment by her action, and then shouted, "Are you sick?"

Not to be outdone, she closed her eyes and said, "You are sick, exhibitionist. What was the ghost called just now?"

Cheng Zheng threw away the pillow and said coldly, "Look at your pants."

Yun Jin looked down and saw that there was a puddle of sticky wet marks on her thigh just now where it was close to him, and she couldn't help being horrified.