"Don't say it's just a misunderstanding, because even if it's a misunderstanding, I won't let go this time." After returning to the apartment, Cheng Zheng still clings to Yunjin tightly, as if she would disappear if he let go. The pain that her farewell kiss left him last time is still there, and after the ecstasy, he feels that he doesn't want to try again. Now as if he was holding her hand in the palm of his hand, she would never be able to leave.
Looking at him like this, Yun Jin couldn't help but be moved, and sighed: "Cheng Zheng, what's so good about me? Make you deserve to treat me like this?" This was a question she had never understood in her heart for a long time.
Cheng Zheng curled his lips and said, "Su Yunjin, you are quite good at putting gold on your face, when did I say hello to you? You are just average in appearance, especially awkward in character. People can't tell what's better... But, I prefer you."
Yun Jin couldn't help but smile. Cheng Zheng put her hand on his cheek, "Don't pity me, I don't want your sympathy..." After saying this, he regretted it again, "No, no, if only sympathy can make you willing to be by my side , then, it's good to have sympathy."
What else can Yunjin do? Except for snuggling tightly with him. Body language between lovers is often a more direct way of expressing what is in their hearts than conversation.
Let's be together, put aside all worries, even if we torture each other in the future, we will regret tomorrow's things for tomorrow. Yun Jin thought, escaped all the way, and never thought that there would still be today, just as Zhang Ailing wrote, using the fall of the whole of Hong Kong to complete a pair of Bai Liusu and Fan Liuyuan, is it because the whole country is talking about the chaos of disease and discoloration, just to complete her Su Yunjin and her Cheng Zheng? Don't blame her for deceiving herself, in the hearts of any couple, their feelings are enough to overwhelm the city. Don't ask why she refused for so many years, but all the defenses collapsed at once, she just decided to be honest with herself once.
When we cuddled with each other, time became meaningless. Yun Jin didn't know how long it had passed, but only knew that night had fallen outside the window. In the evening, Cheng Zheng called for takeout downstairs. It was a simple fast food, and both of them ate it. very sweet. She realized in a trance that the time was late, but looked at Cheng Zheng's watch, but at eight o'clock in the evening, after a while, she still felt that something was wrong, so she just took out his mobile phone from Cheng Zheng's body, looked at the time, Can not help but furious. 10:05 was displayed on the screen of the mobile phone.
Yun Jin stood up from his side in shock and anger, and threw the phone back on him, "Can you explain what's going on?" He took the phone, looked at it seriously, and said: " Ah, why it's so late. It's none of my business, and I don't know if the clock is slow." "Really?" Yun Jin tried her best to suppress her anger, but she still wanted to tear off his innocent face. "Do you know the seriousness? I'm going back to school after 10 o'clock. If I'm caught, I'll be punished severely." "Then just go back tomorrow morning." He pretended to be regretful, but covered it up. The excitement in his eyes could not be seen.
Yun Jin pointed at him with a warning hand, and lazily wasted time arguing with him, turned around and walked towards the door. He didn't obstruct this time, and only said coldly after she opened the door: "Would you rather go back and be punished than stay with me for one night? You are so protective of me, you are thinking of me too. It's too unbearable, am I a beast?" Yun Jin hesitated, and he continued: "The bed is for you, I'll sleep on the sofa, it's not safe on the road so late, believe it or not, it's up to you."
Yun Jin hesitated for a while at the door, but finally closed the door again in front of her eyes, turned back to the living room dully, picked up the phone and called back to the dormitory. The roommate said over there: "Yunjin, you didn't come back so late, we are all worried about what happened to you. Someone from the department came to the room just now, so we put down your mosquito net and stuffed the pillow into the cup. , I got through it anyway." Yun Jin couldn't help but let out a sigh of relief and said thank you again and again, only to tell them that she had something to sleep at a relative's house tonight and would rush back in the morning.
After a round of random washing, Yun Jin walked into the only room in the house and shut him out of the room in front of him. As soon as he lay down, he heard a strong knock on the door. "Why?" She put on her coat again and opened the door. Cheng Zheng leaned on the door frame and said angrily, "I said you are a very poisonous woman. You just slept like this and refused to give me the quilt and pillow." Yun Jin thought about it, and it really makes sense, so she returned to the room and opened her clothes. The closet was turned over for a long time, but I didn't expect that since the house was not occupied for a long time, there was no extra quilt, only the existing bed and a blanket on the bed, and there was a pair of pillows. Without hesitation, she picked up a pillow and the blanket and stuffed it into Cheng Zheng's arms, then immediately closed the door. "Hey!" Cheng Zheng called out unwillingly, and Yun Jin said without any room for negotiation: "You are a man, so naturally you can only ask for a blanket, and I have to keep the quilt."
"I mean, we haven't said goodnight yet."
"Good night." She said quickly, seeing that he was staring at her with a smile, she understood a little, blushed slightly, and pointed to her left cheek with a finger. Where did Cheng Zheng listen to her, he quickly leaned over and pecked her lips, "Good night."
This guy! Yun Jin returned to the bed, but there was a little joy in her heart, and drowsiness soon hit. In the dimness, he heard the knock on the door like a soul chaser again. He wanted to ignore it, but he knocked again and again patiently.
"Enough, are you bothered!" She slammed the door open, Cheng Zheng fell in with a sullen face: "It's really cold, I won't lie to you, and the sofa is too narrow for me to sleep on. ."
Yunjin looked at the thin blanket he was carrying, and there was still a slight chill in the spring night. Considering that he was a patient who had just been discharged from the hospital, and he had a cold and fever not long ago, she said tersely, "It's yours. Bed, I'll sleep on the sofa." She grabbed the blanket in his hand and walked out of the room.
Cheng Zheng held her back: "Let you sleep on the sofa alone, I don't have to live if you talk about it." Yun Jin turned her head: "Cheng Zheng, I'll ask you again, what do you want to do?"
"I don't want anything." He said dissatisfiedly: "Don't you need to be so rigid, who knows whether you live with me, sleep on a bed or on a sofa, as long as we know what we have in mind. Half of the beds, you ask I won't even touch you, I'm exhausted after tossing around in the hospital for so long." After saying that, he jumped into bed by himself, turned off the bed light, and closed his eyes not to look at her. After a long time, he didn't feel confident until he felt the mattress beside him sinking slightly. He didn't look at her, but he knew that even though she was lying on the same bed with him, she would try to stay away from him.
Yun Jin and Yi slept on the bed with her back to him, listening to the sound of his breathing in the dark, she couldn't sleep, and she didn't dare to move. She was hesitating whether to change to the sofa, when she suddenly felt a twinge of confusion. The honest hand quietly climbed up her naked back from the hem of the dress while she was not paying attention. She immediately shrank away as if she was scalded, pulled out his hand forcefully, and said sharply, "What? I knew I shouldn't trust you."
His voice sounded pitiful in the dark: "Yunjin, I can't sleep, I keep thinking, is this a dream? Are you really lying beside me? You don't know, the first thing I see you The second time was in the school corridor, and that night I dreamed of this scene..." He didn't need to go on, Yun Jin also knew that there must be no healthy content in that dream, but luckily he couldn't see the redness on her face, she He spat, but said nothing.
"Let me see how are you? I don't turn on the light, just look in the dark, I... I... " He also felt a little embarrassed, and whispered the second half of the sentence against her ear. Yun Jin was stunned for a moment, realizing that she was so ashamed that she could still speak. But she is young and inexperienced after all, how can she know that the phrase "I won't 'go in'" and "I love you" are also known as the two classic lies of men.
"Can you, can you..." He shook her shoulders repeatedly, like a child asking for candy. She just felt overwhelmed and wanted to reject him, but she couldn't restrain her confusion. Trust him, as long as the "last step" is not reached. He said that he had never seen a real girl's body, so she was just as curious.
Seeing that she was silent, how could Cheng Zheng miss the opportunity, turned over to hold her down, kissed her indiscriminately, and groped for the buttons on her clothes with one hand. Yun Jin blushed to the point of dripping blood, and softly let him manipulate her. When her consciousness returned, her body was cold, and only his hot skin touched, did she know that there was no longer any obstruction between the two of them. Cheng Zheng propped himself up on top of her, and adored her body, which seemed to be glowing softly, with his eyes through the shimmering light from outside the curtains. For the first time, the scene that had appeared in countless dreams appeared in front of him, and it was so beautiful. As he imagined, a vague moan escaped from his throat, allowing himself to fall into madness.
His hand and his lips fell heavily on Yunjin's body. Yunjin felt like she was at the top of the waves, and an unfamiliar feeling surged up in waves. Being pierced through, she screamed and suddenly opened her closed eyes.
"Cheng Zheng, you lied to me!" Tears rolled down, unable to tell whether it was because of pain or something else.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I can't bear it anymore." He murmured, wiping away her tears with his hands in a panic.
"You come out! It hurts," she cried. He kissed her and said, "I'm in pain too, can I bear it..."
Cheng Zheng was actually the same. He had never experienced this before, he just relied on his instinct to do what he wanted to do. Her anxiety and his nervousness made him in a hurry. Seeing her pain and tears, he was even more overwhelmed, sweat and her His tears melted into one piece, but his bloody desire was tormenting him, and finally he clenched his teeth and stepped forward completely. His movements were so young that he had no skills at all, and the brute force of the young man was even more ignorant. Every movement hit her heavily and tormented her. Yun Jin had only felt unbearable pain before, but gradually, in his rudeness, he felt the satisfaction of being possessed, as if reminding her that perhaps, she will no longer be alone from now on.
Excessive sensitivity and impulsiveness ended their first time hastily, Yun Jin let him lie on his chest like a child, wanting to scold him, but silently wrapped his hands around his smooth and strong back.
He lay half asleep on top of her for a while, and then came back again. All night, a young man and a woman were exploring and sharing that strange and hidden passion. The sweat was wet and dry. Before Yunjin fell asleep, she only heard He murmured her name repeatedly.