Let's break up, Yunjin...
Yun Jin woke up from her dream, she was the only one left in the huge room, and the voice in the dream seemed to echo in the empty room. She turned over and looked at the alarm clock on the bedside. It was already five in the morning, so she lost sleepiness, poured herself a large glass of water, and sat slowly in front of the dresser.
What does a twenty-seven-year-old woman look like? Just like a rose, the moment it blooms to its peak, every petal stretches to the extreme, and the next moment it falls. Yunjin caressed her face with her hands. For more than three years, 41 months to be exact, how long had she not thought of that person, that voice. She opened the drawer, found the only one remaining Hyland Treasure earring, and held it in her hand, cold and tingling. The words he said when he put her earrings were especially in her ears, but she lost the other one after all, she and Cheng Zheng lost each other.
Cheng Zheng, Cheng Zheng... A person who used to be as intimate as skin and body, turned out to be cut off in the crowd. She didn't remember much about the details of the separation that night, and people's memory would protect her, but she only knew that after walking out of his apartment, the two never saw each other again. How big can a city be enough to submerge two people? God can make two lovers meet again at the ends of the earth, but they have not arranged for them to meet in the same city in the long time of four years, presumably to punish them for not loving enough.
What does it mean to be deeply in love? In the first two months after the breakup, his shadow was everywhere. She was always at every street corner, every time she turned around, she saw a familiar figure in a trance. Every night, in her dreams and nightmares, he was there. Only gradually, it fades away. Time is really a terrible thing. It can heal everything and scrape away the good or bad marks in my heart, leaving only a blurred scar. Later, she became more and more The less I think about everything about him, the more I can't even dream in the end. Maybe Cheng Zheng is right, she is a heartless person, so it should be more fortunate, because the pain will be much less. But once Yu Hua said to her intentionally or unintentionally, "From a medical point of view, the loss of pain is actually a pathological condition, and it is quite dangerous, because if a person doesn't know what pain is, then she doesn't know how badly she hurts. How deep."
Sometimes I envy the protagonists in TV dramas. When they are hurt emotionally, they walk away in a dashing and resolute manner, wandering the world, and returning to their old places after many years is a different world. But she is not the heroine on TV. In reality, traveling around the world also needs capital. Most people are ordinary like her. One leg has to go forward. Since she didn't die, she had to live a good life. She had to eat, provide housing, and support her family, so she was not qualified to sink in grief. In the past few years, some people in the company gradually came to know Su Yunjin from the Marketing Department. She seems to be a weak and weak woman who usually talks very little. Anyone can be completely relieved, because she will always complete it properly. In the same case, if you give her half a month, she can do it finely and meticulously, but if you give her half a day, she can finish it on time even if she works hard. At the wine table, there are always bad customers who like to deliberately play tricks on such a pitiful young woman. A beer mug of spirits is placed in front of her, and she will never be arrogant until she surrenders coquettishly. Drink until there is not a drop left, and no matter how drunk you are, you will grit your teeth until you go home, and even if you vomit upside down, no one will see it. There are very few such women, and there is a stubborn ruthlessness hidden under the calm and delicate appearance. With her focus and ferocity, her position has been climbing in the past three or four years, from a small staff member of the Marketing Department Planning Section to a special director, Deputy Head of the Planning Department, Assistant Manager of the Marketing Department, Deputy Director of the Marketing Department, The director of the marketing department holds a firm position in the middle management of the company. Although she is young and an unmarried woman, no one can doubt her achievements and hard work. At the age of 25, she finally bought her own house with a mortgage in this expensive city, and at the age of 27 she had her own Toyota. My uncle had already left the garment factory, and with a sum of money from Yunjin, he set up a small restaurant in the county town with a joint venture. It was a little harder to get up early and get up late, but it was enough to get by. With my mother, my life was fairly stable. ; The younger sister was admitted to the university, and it was also Yunjin's support. Everything was as she wished, ordinary little people struggled to reach this day, and should be content to some extent, Su Yunjin is not a greedy person, she cherishes everything she has now, but there is a missing piece in her heart, but she didn't realize it, she only knew She also felt lonely in her heart when she was happiest, and woke up in the middle of the night empty. She is never complete again.
When she returned to work the next morning, there was enough work on the desk that she didn't have the energy to sigh that it didn't help. More than 30 minutes after the start of work, Lu Lu, a new information staff member from their department, rushed into the big office of the marketing department as if his butt was on fire. Yun Jin glanced at her, but didn't say a word. Lu Lu felt guilty for a while, so he hurriedly bent down and quickly walked to his seat and sat down.
Yun Jin went back to her office and looked at Lu Lu through the floor-to-ceiling glass windows. The young girl has just graduated from university less than a year ago. She must have played too much at night or snooze in the morning. This is the second time this month. be late. Yun Jin is not a strict boss. She rarely reprimands and interferes with her subordinates. Most of the time, she keeps silent. She has her decision, but she subconsciously gave Lu Lu, a strange new human being, a little bit more tolerance. As long as there is no big trouble, she will turn a blind eye to the occasional small mistake. Eyes, because she envied Lu Lu's unscrupulous youth, she had also been at such an age, but what was Su Yunjin like at that time? Sensitive, obscure, and withdrawn, she didn't understand why she was so awkward back then, and even that kind of love couldn't change her inferiority complex, so she lost it.
Does it mean that there are more and more unnecessary sighs with age? Yunjin rubbed her temples with her fingertips. Maybe it was the long-lost dream that made her susceptible. She packed up her emotions, concentrated her energy, and buried herself in her work. Shortly after get off work in the afternoon, she just hung up her supervisor, Sales Director Xu Zhiheng, and Lu Lu knocked on the door of her office. For 'events', send me here to invite you, let's go together." "No, you guys have fun." Yun Jin smiled and lowered her head again. After a while, she realized that something was wrong, and when she looked up, she realized that Lu Lu was standing in front of her desk with a serious face. Yun Jin couldn't help but feel a little funny. "Anything else?" Lu Luyi asked sternly: "Sister Su, are you going to work overtime tonight?... Have a date?... Not feeling well?... If you don't have any, why stay alone? Do you know the enemy of lonely women? , there are flowers that can be folded straight and must be folded, don’t wait…”
"Stop!" Yun Jin interrupted her nondescript remarks, "Tell me the location." She pretended not to see Lu Lu's victory gesture compared to the colleagues waiting outside, maybe she really needed a moderate amount of relaxation.
"On the Left Bank, we eat on the second floor, sing K on the third floor, and go clubbing on the fourth floor... Wait for me, Sister Su, I'll take your car." Lu Lu chased after him, but did not find Yun Jin hesitated. pace.
Zuoan, Yunjin is actually no stranger to this place. Over the years, she has gradually become less isolated than when she was with Cheng Zheng. After work, she will occasionally hang out with some old classmates and friends. The city's major entertainment venues. Zuoan is a relatively new comprehensive entertainment club in the past two years. It has a stylish design and a medium-high price. It caters to the preferences of white-collar upstarts. Most importantly, it is an industry under the name of Zhang Yue.
After breaking up with Cheng Zheng, Yun Jin and Zhang Yue basically lost contact, but Shen Ju'an was still her friend. Yun Jin knew very well that a person like Ju An would easily get hurt when he fell in love with him, but if he kept a moderate distance with him, he would be the most perfect confidant. For a long time, Ju An had never mentioned a single word about Cheng Zheng's breakup in front of her, and Yun Jin seldom asked about his and Zhang Yue's separation.
After dinner, a group of people roared in Hall K for a while. Although Yunjin advocated being easy-going after get off work, in front of her subordinates, it was inconvenient to play too much, so most of the time she played the role of the audience, but she didn't let it go. After passing her, I had to drag her to the PUB on the fourth floor and said that I would have a high school with her. The little girl had only drank a few glasses of wine, her face turned crimson, but her eyes were brighter than at any time at work, searching for the shadow of handsome guys like radar among the hot guys and girls in PUB, and shaking Yun Jin in shock. , "Sister Su, look, there's an excellent product over there!" Yun Jin looked in the direction she was pointing, and the demons danced wildly, where to tell whether a "superior product" or a "trash product", she said with little interest: "No. Could it be your 'F4' or something?"
Lu Lu must have looked at him again and couldn't find anyone, and said angrily, "He's really handsome, handsome and temperamental, why is he gone?" Yun Jin secretly laughed, separated by such a long distance, she It can be found that the other party has a "temperament".
Lu Lu noticed that her mood was waning, and said unconvinced: "Sister Su, you are only 27 years old, so you are not interested in handsome guys. This is very scary. Women can't be nourished by love. Look at you, you have dark circles under your eyes, absolutely It's Yin-Yang imbalance." "Nonsense, I didn't sleep well last night." Yun Jin scolded with a smile. Lu Lu smiled and said, "I didn't sleep well, did I remember someone?" As she said that, she saw Yun Jin's expression suddenly stiffened. Hou Cai dared to be so unscrupulous, only then did he remember that his boss didn't like to talk about his personal affairs with others, he couldn't help regretting his blunders, he secretly stuck his tongue out, and wanted to change the subject.
What surprised her even more was that Yun Jin was silent for a while, then nodded, "That's right."
Lu Lu was stunned for a moment, and suddenly felt that he might have dug up something unexpected, so he grabbed Yun Jin's sleeve and asked gossip, "Sister Su, who do you think of, tell me."
"Former boyfriend." Yun Jin said lightly.
Lu Lu was even more excited, "So you had a boyfriend before, so let me just say, how could you be so beautiful like Sister Su who has never been in love. Does your former boyfriend mean that you have broken up? Why did you break up? So good, it must be because the other party is not good, so you left him, right?"
"No, there's nothing wrong with him, on the contrary, he's the best boy I've ever met - at least in my heart. I think, no one else can love me like he does, and I'm not blessed, That's why I missed him." Yun Jin was also surprised that she would say this to a girl's film, perhaps the scene that woke her up from her dream last night brought back a long-buried memory and made her become Fragile, need an audience.
"Then you must miss him very much." Lu Lu listened intently and asked sympathetically.
Yun Jin shook her head, "Actually, I rarely think of him over the years. This city is not that big, but I have never met him."
"He's also in City G?" Lu Lu's eyes widened. "Sister Su, if you met your ex boyfriend again, what would you do? Would you cry? Or would you pretend to say hello to him without caring?"
"If I meet him again, my only wish is - I hope he is not happy, at least not happier than me. Is it vicious?" Yun Jin shook the wine in the glass.
Where has Lu Lu heard this before, and asked dumbly, "Why?"
Yunjin lowered her eyes and face: "Because I haven't let go. Many times, I hate him... But more often, I love him."