You Are Still Here

Chapter 32

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"Sister Su, I don't understand. If you can't let someone go, why don't you go back and find him? No matter how the news is cut off, two people who have loved each other in the same city must find each other again." Lu Lu was puzzled asked.

Yunjin said: "A year or two ago, I didn't want to go to him, because I couldn't forget the hurt at the beginning, and I thought what would happen if the two were together again, no one ever forced us to separate, we didn't know it. How to love someone But I found happiness. People who used to be close to me like a part of my body are in my sight, but outside of my life. Even imagining them is chilling enough. It is better not to see them, at least to deceive themselves. Get used to it, I would be fine without him, and I would have a life of my own."

"However, I always think that people who are in love should be together against all odds." The young girl who had never been in love said stubbornly.

"Maybe yes. I'm a negative teaching material and shouldn't affect your longing for love." Yun Jin said mockingly.

The two of them were talking when Xiao Mo, a colleague who was singing K on the third floor, walked away from the crowd and said, "Manager Su, you are here, let me find you, someone is looking for you."

Yun Jin was a little confused, and following Xiao Mo was a young woman who had never met before.

"Which one of you is Miss Su?" The young woman stepped forward and asked Yun Jin and Lu Lu. From a close look, she should be over thirty, but her makeup is exquisite, her clothes are well-dressed, and her voice has a soft and waxy accent.

"I am, who are you..." Before she could finish speaking, the half cup of Jack Daniel's that Lu Lu had placed on the bar was all sprinkled on her face. Lu Lu screamed in surprise, and the guests who were looking for pleasure next to each other looked over.

Yun Jin gently wiped away the wine that had spilled over her eyes, and looked at the red-painted hand holding the wine glass. In fact, she had already guessed the identity of the other party and the purpose of her visit.

"My husband's surname is Xu. You can call me Mrs. Xu. It's a pleasure to meet you, Miss Su." The woman spoke in a gentle and elegant tone, like gossip at home.

Only then did Lu Lu and Xiao Mo react a little, and hurriedly handed Yun Jin a tissue. Yun Jin took it, slowly wiping the alcohol from her hair and face, her whole body slowly recovering from the sudden incident just now. How familiar this scene is, the glass of cold water she once poured on Cheng Zheng's face, now retribution on her own.

"Mrs. Xu's way of greeting is really unique."

The woman who claimed to be Mrs. Xu pursed her lips and looked at Yun Jin, but her tone was mean, "She looks good, but she doesn't look like a sloppy woman. Xu Zhiheng's vision has improved. I have always wondered why you guys from the mainland. A woman with a little bit of beauty is eager to be a mistress."

The wine on Yun Jin's face had been wiped dry, she brushed off the wet strand of hair stuck to her forehead, and replied with a smile, "I've always been puzzled, why do the women on your treasure island get older when they're a little older? You can only be an abandoned woman."

"Excessive!" Mrs. Xu couldn't hold back her smile any longer, and a pair of beautiful jade hands vigorously fanned it.

Yun Jin grabbed it, her tone turned cold: "Mrs. Xu, I was wrong first, and I recognized the glass of wine you poured. But I'm sorry, it's still not easy for me to accept being slapped in the face in public. If I were You, I'm not going to do that, because you'll find that the slap comes down and you're going to be in a worse position even though you're out of breath."

Mrs. Xu put down her hand weakly, gritted her teeth and said, "For me, there is nothing worse than my husband having another woman outside."

"If you're angry, you should go to Xu Zhiheng to vent and make a clean break with him, because he is the one who cheated! If you want to win your husband back, you should spend more time understanding what he's thinking, instead of disrespecting him for a whole year. If you don’t hear it, if it’s not me, it will be someone else.”

"I don't know anyone else, all I know is that there is you, Su Yunjin, leave him!"

When a woman is at the most desperate and helpless, all the tiredness and oldness can't be covered up by the delicate makeup.

Yun Jin's heart couldn't help tensing. She had long thought about this day. It would be a matter of time to end this wrong relationship. She just didn't think of it in this way, but what's the difference? It's time to say goodbye. "I promise you, if he wants to leave, I will never pester him."

Mrs. Xu was stunned. She was going to fight a tough battle, but she thought that the other party died so quickly. She was not a savage woman. "Okay, you'd better remember what you said." go.

"Oh, you woman, you want to leave after pouring, how can it be so cheap." Lu Lu was not convinced and wanted to stop her.

Yun Jin grabbed Lu Lu and said, "She is President Xu's wife after all. It's not good for you to offend her. Let's go, don't you think there aren't enough audiences?"

She took Lu Lu, pretending that she couldn't see the people watching the show, and left in a hurry.

When she got into the car, Lu Luyou asked her, "Sister Su, that woman slandered you like this, is that the end of it?"

"She didn't slander me. I should be glad that she didn't throw sulfuric acid on my face." Yun Jin turned the steering wheel, as if she was talking about other people's affairs.

Lu Lu was stunned, and it took a while to digest her words, "You mean, what happened between you and President Xu is true?"

Yunjin was silent. Only then did Lu Lu understand that she had been in the company for almost a year. She had not heard the rumors about sales director Xu Zhiheng and marketing manager Su Yunjin, but in the company, Mr. Xu and Sister Su have always been businesslike, and they have always been businesslike. Not showing any strange intimacy in front of everyone. She couldn't believe that such a mature and attractive President Xu would have such a shameful relationship with her always-respected boss.

"But, Sister Su, you clearly said that you still can't let go of the person you used to be. Do you also love President Xu?" She felt that the love fairy tale in her heart was falling apart.

"I can't let go of the person from before doesn't mean I want to be with him. As for Xu Zhiheng, I used to need him very much, and he just needed me, it's that simple." Yun Jin was expressionless.

"But… "

"No but, don't ask, it's not good for you to know too much. When you get home, go up and be careful." Yun Jin stopped the car, let Lu Lu get out of the car, and turned the car to go to her residence.

I don’t know if she was overly concerned, but since she came out from the left bank, she felt a silver-grey Volvo of an unfamiliar brand following her car, until she turned from the intersection of Lulu’s house, the car was still not far or near. Following her, Yun Jin tried to speed up the car, but couldn't get rid of it. She finally drove the car back to her community, passed the guard on duty, and the car was nowhere to be seen in the rearview mirror, and her anxiety gradually dissipated, and she couldn't help but suspect that she was too suspicious.

Although the road from the parking lot to the elevator entrance was not far and the lights were bright, the sound of her footsteps echoed in the empty underground parking lot, her heartbeat involuntarily quickened, and she secretly accelerated her pace.

Just as she was about to reach the elevator entrance, a dark shadow flashed out from a dark place on one side and stopped her. She was panicked and screamed in horror.

"Yunjin, what's the matter with you?" After hearing the familiar voice, she regained her senses and sighed. "Zhiheng, what are you doing here, you scared me."

Xu Zhiheng stood in front of the elevator in the parking lot and said, "I've been waiting for you for a long time. Is your phone out of battery? Did she find you?"

"That's right." Yun Jin opened her handbag and looked at her phone.

"I'm sorry, Yunjin, she had a fight with me, and I don't know where she went to get the phone number from your department. After calling, someone said you went to Zuoan, and gave the phone number of someone in your department. She Did it hurt you?" Xu Zhiheng stroked her hair lovingly.

Yun Jin took his hand lightly: "She can't hurt me. Zhiheng, we hurt her."

There were traces of trouble on Xu Zhiheng's chiseled face. He said, "Yun Jin, don't treat me like this. You remember I said that as long as you speak, I will leave her."

"It doesn't need to be like this. When we needed each other and attracted each other, I am very grateful that you accompanied me through this period. I remember the comfort and happiness you gave me. Now your wife is here, and she still loves it very much. Yours, you don't have to give up your marriage for me."

"But have you asked me who I love?" It's hard to imagine Xu Zhiheng, who has always been calm and determined, showing such a contradictory expression.

"Isn't it okay, we can get together and leave." Yun Jin said softly.

"What if I say no?" He seemed to regain his tough-handedness in the mall.

"I can only say I'm sorry, I don't mind handing in my resignation if necessary."

Xu Zhiheng stared at her for a long time, and then surrendered with a wry smile on his forehead: "You won, it really is the Su Yunjin that I love and hate, don't worry, I still have this grace, but I'm still very disappointed, what the hell are you? not love me."

Yun Jin's expression suddenly changed.

"... After all, you still don't love me, that's why you can be so peaceful... Let's break up, Yun Jin..." For more than three years, the past that she tried so hard not to think about seemed to reappear again. Will not let go. "...you still don't love me after all..." - why do you say I don't love you, why? Yun Jin seemed to hear the tears in her heart again.

"Yun Jin?"

She seemed to be suddenly pulled back to reality by his voice. What happened today? He is Xu Zhiheng, not that person. No one could break her heart like that again.

"Sorry, I drank a little too much tonight. Go back, she'll be waiting for you at home."

"Are you sure of your choice?" Xu Zhiheng held on to the last ray of hope.

Yun Jin's smile was soft and firm.

He sighed and opened his hand to her: "Then the next time we meet again, it will be a pure colleague relationship, so let's take it as a farewell."

Yun Jin threw herself into his arms and hugged the man who had given her countless help and warmth, not without her heartache. "Zhiheng, believe me, in fact, you don't love me either, it's just that we are attracted to each other, and we will still be the best partners at work." She knows her heart very well, there are some mistakes, and she makes one once is enough.