You Are Still Here

Chapter 34

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Yun Jin didn't move, she watched his car go away from the rearview mirror. She didn't know how long she had been sitting, but she felt that her hands and feet were cold. He quickly pushed open the car door, staggered to the side, held a palm tree for viewing with one hand, leaned down and retched. The patrol guard came over, recognized her, and asked with concern, "Miss Su, are you alright?" Yun Jin gratefully waved to him and returned to the car, only to realize that she was under her makeup. A face, as pale as a ghost, with cold sweat on the palms of his forehead. He didn't even bother to change his clothes at the moment, he turned the car around and headed to the appointed place.

When she arrived at the restaurant, Yu Hua had already arrived first, and she was not surprised when she saw her face with a cold face, and came in despair. Yun Jin sat down and silently drank half a glass of water before slowly telling Yu Hua about the scene just now.

After a long while, Yu Hua replied: "What do you mean by Cheng Zheng doing this? It can't be a coincidence."

Yun Jin shook his head blankly: "I don't know. No matter what he meant, whether it was a coincidence or not, he actually moved to the same residential building as me, and followed him... It's terrible."

Yu Hua sighed, "It's been so long, since everyone has their own way of living, why would he do this?"

"Yu Hua, do you think he has a grudge in his heart and deliberately found someone to piss me off?" Yun Jin looked at her friend with some hope, as if she was looking forward to hearing what she wanted from the other party. Answer.

Yu Hua hesitated for a moment, then stopped talking. In the end, he said cruelly: "Actually, I have never told you that Cheng Zheng does have a girlfriend, and I also listened to Zhou... Speaking of which, it has been the past two years. It is said that he is quite small and exquisite. From one school and one department, it seems to be a few years later than us. From what you just described, I think Bacheng is her."

Yunjin lowered her head and listened intently. After a long time, she raised her head and smiled, and the last spark in her eyes went out, "Is that so?"

Seeing her like this, Yu Hua couldn't bear it, "Yun Jin, you are a sensible person, you should know better than me, you have been separated for four years, and now this situation is inevitable, why can't you let it go and force yourself like that? Embarrassed?"

"You're right, I know better than anyone else, why should he be like a jade for me? It's not that I haven't thought about him when he has someone else, but it's just out of sight, why did he run in front of me. I used to love me only The person who fell in love with someone else." She laughed in a low voice, infinitely sad, "Yu Hua, am I being ridiculous? Before today, I started to feel that I was really doing well, and even if I see him again, at least I can pretend Tsukuru laughed it off, it turned out to be a joke, the moment they appeared in front of me, I realized that no matter what I got in the past four years, it was not worth mentioning. No matter what his purpose was, he must have succeeded. "

"I don't know which of the two of you owes whom in your last life." Yu Hua shook his head, "Then you must have a plan, I think Cheng Zheng moved to live in the same building as you, not just being angry with you. "

"He came here with beautiful and beautiful family members. What else can I plan? It's nothing more than soldiers coming to block it, and water coming to cover it."

"Would you like to move in with me for a while?" Yu Hua said. After graduation, she was assigned to the Affiliated Hospital of the Medical University and had a set of housing in the unit.

Yun Jin shook her head, "In your current situation, where would it be convenient for me to move there. I can hide for a while, but I can't hide for the rest of my life. It's good to see this scene today. You're right, no matter what he thinks, it's been four years, everyone has their own lives, and I don't owe him anything."

"Is there really no problem?" Yu Hua still remembered how she lost her soul when she first arrived.

"Don't worry, I'm not the fool who would only cry secretly in my heart when I encountered something."

The conversation saw that the waiter had brought the dishes that Yu Hua had ordered beforehand. Yu Hua raised a glass to wish her a happy birthday, Yun Jin clinked the glass and drank it, "Twenty-eight years old, it's been ten years. So many things have happened, it's impossible not to admit that I'm getting old."

Yu Hua laughed, "By the way, I don't know if you heard that Meng Xue gave birth and got a boy."

"Really?" Yun Jin also felt a little joy. Two years ago, Meng Xue married Song Ming, a high school classmate, and moved to G City with her husband. Strange to say, she had been obsessed with Cheng Zheng for so many years, but when she turned around and woke up, she found her true love. When she got married, she asked someone to give me an invitation to Yunjin, but Yunjin only asked Yuhua to bring a red envelope, and she did not attend the wedding. Meng Xue called her after the incident and asked if she still resented herself for causing her Break up with Cheng Zheng. Yunjin explained to Meng Xue that the breakup between her and Cheng Zheng had nothing to do with anyone else. Meng Xue's incident was just a fuse. She never held a grudge against Meng Xue, and the reason why she didn't attend the wedding was because... She didn't have the courage to meet Cheng Zheng at that time. Everyone's heart ties are untied, and each other is relieved. How many old classmates can you have along the way? After Meng Xue got married, the relationship between them was much better than when they were studying. Although they were not very close friends, after all, the friendship was there.

"It's so good. I envy her. She has a husband who loves her, a child, and a woman. After all, that's the only way to be complete." Yu Hua said enviously. After he said the words, he suddenly lost his words. He couldn't help but glance at Yun Jin. No expression, only secretly relieved.

Yun Jin nodded, "Yes, this is also a blessing. My mother is urging it more often now, ten times more urgent than me."

"It's not unreasonable for your mother to be in a hurry. It's time to consider this issue. It was okay to have Xu Zhiheng in the past, but now that you are finally separated, you should have another proper relationship."

"I said I would think about it, but it's not a perfunctory mother's words. It's really good, you think I don't want to grasp it?" Yun Jin smiled.

Yu Hua also laughed, "There are a few unmarried male doctors in our hospital. How about it? If you're interested, I don't mind reluctantly introducing it to you."

"There's nothing to endure the pain. Let's share the good things. But let's just say, the scalpel killer you brought out last time will not be considered."

"Where, you will definitely be satisfied..."

After breaking up with Yu Hua and getting into the car, Yun Jin's smile slowly faded, and she calmed down and drove home.

When he stopped, his car was already parked there. Seeing his car, Yun Jin has a strange feeling. People always say "things are different from others". Now he has changed the car and the people around him. He is no longer her Cheng Zheng. Thinking of this, Yun Jin hurriedly warned herself that in the next period of time, it is very likely that she would look up and not look down. She had to control herself so as not to change and not let him see her heartbreak.

When going upstairs, the elevator just went down to the first floor, the door opened, and the people inside came out.

It was he who reacted first, with a look of surprise on his face, as if it was the first time he saw it after many years, "Yun Jin! Why are you here?"

Yun Jin looked straight at him and sneered in her heart, but an unexpected smile appeared on her face: "I live here... how about you?"

"It's such a coincidence, I just moved in last week. It's an accident that we become neighbors. You say things in the world are wonderful." He had the familiar half-smile on his face, but she felt that the person in front of her was very strange. is so far away.

"Yeah, what a surprise." She followed his words.

"How are you? Why are you alone, not with your friends?" He put both hands in his trouser pockets, seemingly relaxed, with a hint of just the right temptation in his tone.

"We just had dinner together, and 'he' is not available today." Yun Jin said vaguely.

"Oh..." He made a sudden realization. "Long time no see, how are you all these years?"

Yun Jin smiled: "TOEFL, it's not bad."

"That's good, so I said that people have different understandings of happiness." Cheng Zheng said casually.

"Also, people often experience unhappiness before they know what happiness is; just like meeting someone who is wrong, they know who is right... I'm sorry, I wonder if you are in a hurry to go out, maybe we can talk about it another day ." Yun Jin said neither softly nor hard, pretending not to see Cheng Zheng's unpredictable expression. She was in a hurry to end this absurd conversation, and the fake expressions of the two of them with their own thoughts, even pretending to be so far-fetched, coupled with the inexplicable conversation, she didn't know how to maintain this ridiculous appearance if she continued to talk.

"Of course no problem, everyone lives so close, and it will be a long time in the future." He curled his lips and showed a smile.

Yun Jin bowed slightly, walked around him and walked into the elevator: "Okay, we'll see you another day."

She hoped that the elevator door would close soon, so that the smile could be removed. The moment the door was about to close, he suddenly reached out a hand and forcibly opened the elevator door. Yun Jin was taken aback and couldn't help but take a step back.

Cheng Zheng looked at her calmly, and smiled: "I think we should at least keep each other on the phone, everyone... a game, and now we're neighbors. Tell me the number, and I'll call you." He tried his best to say It was natural, but the tone could not be rejected.

Yun Jin stared at him for a while, then opened her mouth to call out a series of numbers, Cheng Zheng wrote it down on her phone, and then called back, hearing the ringtone coming from her handbag as she wished, and the smile on her face grew even wider.

"You also remember my phone number. Maybe there will be something that needs me."

Yun Jin smiled, noncommittal.

"Goodbye" Cheng Zheng turned around with a smile. If it was the first time, Yun Jin would find the smile quite charming, but now she just feels like it's stuck in her throat.

The moment he turned around, she suddenly felt a huge sense of exhaustion. If she were to face each other like this in the future, it would be too hard. It would be better to tear everything up as soon as possible.

She raised her hand to hold the elevator, and shouted at his back, "Cheng Zheng!"

He stopped, did not turn around, facing her with a silent back.

"Stop playing, it's been four years, and you still can't learn to lie. Don't you think we were funny just now? Come on, what are you trying to do?" Her voice was alienated from him.

He turned his back to her and said slowly: "I think you misunderstood, I don't want to do anything, the reason why I moved here is because my girlfriend likes the community environment here, nothing else. Yes, I saw you yesterday. But since she is here, our previous relationship is not easy to explain, so I didn't say hello right away, it's that simple. Su Yunjin, we don't have to be friends, but I've almost forgotten about the past, so you don't have to. Be so wary of me."

"I hope, as you say, I wish us good neighborliness. Good night."

The elevator is going up, and Su Yunjin's heart is going down.