You Are Still Here

Chapter 35

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Yun Jin was lying on the bed, tossing and turning, unable to find a position where she could fall asleep. Maybe she should change to a bed that is more suitable for sleeping—perhaps she needs a pair of arms to rely on. But those arms are hard to come by, and it is more realistic to change the bed after all.

Unexpectedly, on this day, he lived with him in the same building, met at the elevator entrance, and said indescribable words. Although he was no longer her Cheng Zheng, it was the first time in four years that he was so close to her. He has changed. Even though his eyebrows are as sparse as before, the impulsive and straightforward sunshine boy has become a cold and sullen senior man. Only some habitual small movements and expressions can still vaguely find the shadow of the past.

He's in the foot. Countless cells in her body woke up, screaming, missing him, longing for him! She was ashamed of herself, she was so unbearable, she couldn't stand any provocation from him, was it because of her loneliness, or was it just for him

He didn't tell the truth, and when he lied, he never dared to look at her. It's been so many years, so why bother to provoke her again? Yun Jin couldn't guess what Cheng Zheng was thinking for a while, let alone what she was thinking, so she had to take a step and take a look.

In the days that followed, Yun Jin tried her best to avoid encountering him head-on. Although it is a neighbor, it is not actually a door to door. She is on the 12th floor, and he lives on the 18th floor, so he avoids it carefully, and there are not many opportunities to really encounter it. His work and rest time is fairly regular. Sometimes, she has returned home. At that time, when she hears the sound of the wheels downstairs, she subconsciously looks down through the curtains. He occasionally spends time with the girl from the last time. , but more often a person. There were also several occasions where he unavoidably bumped into a public place, and he also greeted him politely. One of them, Yun Jin got off work late and met him in the parking lot with his girlfriend. The person introduced, of course, when talking about Yunjin, he just said that he was a classmate in high school.

Since he showed such a gesture, if Yun Jin was on guard and distanced himself, it seemed too deliberate, so he followed the trend and pretended that he was just an unfamiliar friend who had lost contact with him. As long as he kept a certain safe distance, there was no need to worry. hurt by him.

Early in the morning, Yun Jin, as usual on countless work days, backed out of the parking lot and saw Cheng Zheng standing next to the driveway downstairs, making a gesture to her. Yun Jin stopped the car, rolled down the window and asked him, "Morning, what's the matter?"

"Isn't your company on the Tianhe side, I happened to have something in the past, the car broke down, is it inconvenient to send me a ride?" Cheng Zheng said.

Yun Jin looked at him, as if judging the authenticity of his words.

"Forget it, if it's inconvenient, I'll stop the car at the door." Seeing her silence, he didn't force it.

"It's alright, get in the car." Yun Jin didn't want to appear so unpretentious.

Cheng Zheng opened the car door and sat beside her, she smelled the familiar fragrance of aftershave. "When did your design institute move to the Tianhe area?" she asked.

Cheng Zheng glanced at her and smiled to himself, "It seems that you really didn't want to know about me in the past few years. I've been away from the design institute for two years, and now I'm out to partner with Ziyi and find something on my own. Let's do the project. There is a construction site on your side, come and see it today."

Yun Jin didn't find it strange, as long as there are rich people, as long as the funds are sufficient, what can't they do? She remembered that there were indeed several large buildings under construction near the office building where her company was located, and she continued to ask.

"Have you eaten breakfast? It's still early for work, do you want to join us?" Cheng Zheng suggested.

"Oh, no, I've eaten at home. I'm used to going to work earlier."

"Forget it." Cheng Zheng shrugged, "I still remember that you used to rush to the company before you were late."

Yun Jin looked at the road ahead attentively, and said casually, "That's because I needed to make breakfast for two, help you with things before going out, and wait for your car."

Cheng Zheng smiled, "It seems that you are better off after you left me."

"Aren't you the same?"

Cheng Zheng looked at the building that kept passing backwards outside the window. After a long time, he said, "Yun Jin, you have really changed."

He couldn't see that Yun Jin's hand on the steering wheel suddenly tightened, but her tone was still light: "It's been so long, who can stay the same, people always have to look forward."

"You're right, it's okay to change. Su Yunjin used to be an idiot. Who can imagine that the person who put self-esteem and pride more than anything else in the past would be smart enough to be next to his boss, and his career has been climbing all the way. , the other party's real wife came to the door, and it could be easily dismissed."

A van in front was speeding over, Yun Jin slammed the steering wheel hard, and the two people in the car couldn't help but leaned violently.

She guessed right, he was also on the "left bank" that night.

"I guess it's none of your business." She suppressed her emotions and didn't intend to explain.

"Actually, it's not completely irrelevant to me. At least I want to know if your so-called principles and pride only apply to me?" He said with a smile.

Yun Jin made a thoughtful expression, "It's not impossible for you to think so."

Cheng Zheng looked out the window and laughed aloud, and said, "I see, thank you for answering a question that has puzzled me for a long time." Seeing Yun Jin pursing his lips, he reached out and turned on the car's stereo, "Let's talk It's just a chat, why make the atmosphere stiff."

The music of Xu Xu immediately flowed out, filling the whole car, and also covering the deadlock just now, a depressed male voice sang:

"Take your sky into my eyes,

I breathe your breath, but I don't live there.

Is there anyone like us, who fell in love and then became ashes.

if you are willing to,

When life comes on, it keeps sweeping us,

Can only wait for the raindrops to fall on the vast dust

… let me perch in your name, if you will…”

The two were silent all the way.

When approaching Yunjin Company, Cheng Zheng pointed to the intersection ahead and said, "Stop there, I'll just walk over there."

Yun Jin stopped as she said.

Cheng Zheng walked out of the car, leaned down to the window and said, "Thank you for sending me off."

"You're welcome, just drop by." She was also polite, then started the car and left.

Cheng Zheng still habitually put his hands in his trouser pockets, silently watching her car disappear from sight, then turned around and stopped a taxi.

At lunchtime, Yunjin usually has lunch in the cafeteria downstairs. During this time period, most of the people dining were nearby office workers, and among them, Yun Jin and her company had the most employees, so Lu Lu usually called the tea restaurant a "company canteen". After get off work, Yun Jin went downstairs for dinner, followed by a land route like a worm. The waiter in the "dining hall" recognized them and was very attentive to regular customers. Can't figure out why. Yun Jin is not in a hurry, don't wait patiently for her while drinking water. She finally waited until she ordered a fried rice noodle with XO sauce and handed the menu back to the waiter. At this moment, she suddenly let out a scream, so frightened that Yun Jin almost choked on the water.

Lu Lu mysteriously pulled Yunjin's sleeve, leaned over, lowered his voice and said excitedly: "Sister Su, look, it's him, it's him..."

"That him?" Yun Jin looked in the direction she pointed.

"That's the best, I told you about that last time on the left bank!"

Yun Jin was stunned for a moment.

"Well, my eyesight is good, tsk tsk, I really have a fate with him... Hey, he's here!"

Yun Jin ignored her yelling. Sure enough, the ghost is still there, and I don't know what medicine he is selling in the gourd.

Cheng Zheng walked up to them and smiled, "I said that I might meet you. The construction site is nearby, and the things that can't be done in the morning can only be done in the afternoon. Just come here for dinner at noon. Can I sit down?"

"Yes, yes." Lu Lu nodded like a chicken pecking at rice.

Yun Jin said, "I'm sorry, but two colleagues will come over later."

He didn't take it personally, smiled and said, "It's okay, I'll invite you to dinner another day."

"Okay." Yun Jin replied smoothly.

Seeing Cheng Zheng reach the other corner of the restaurant, Lu Lu stomped his feet and said angrily, "Sister Su, why don't you let him sit down, don't you know him, who is he?"

"I'm afraid that you are so beautiful, you just look at people, and you can't even eat lunch."

"What's the matter? You can eat everything every day. You can't see handsome guys every day. You haven't said who he is!"

"High school classmates," Yun Jin said.

"Sister Su! You actually have such a superb high school classmate, and you don't own it? If it were me, I would have ravaged him long ago."

"Nonsense, he has a girlfriend." Yun Jin said indifferently.

Lu Lu didn't care, "What about girlfriends, handsome guys are appreciated by everyone."

Yun Jin glanced at Cheng Zheng suspiciously, "Is it such an exaggeration?"

Today, he is wearing a blue V-neck sweater and black linen casual trousers. This is also the style he always wears. It is simple but attaches great importance to texture and comfort. The only accessory on his body is a thin silver chain around his neck. , The pendant is hidden in the clothes, and I don't know what it is. He had never been willing to wear any accessories before, Yun Jin thought in a trance, maybe it was not necessarily given to him by his current girlfriend. She always knew that Cheng Zheng was good-looking, but his temperament tended to be tough and masculine, with short hair, dark complexion, dark outlines on his face, and unruly eyebrows. It is difficult to understand that a girl who is obsessed with "F4" like Lu Lu would respect him so much.

"Sister Su, believe me, my vision is absolutely first-class. Your classmate is the type who takes into account the freshness of a boy and the sexy of a man, and has an absolutely first-class temperament."

Yun Jin couldn't help feeling a chill when she heard her words. What is temperament, how can an idiot who can't wash socks have temperament

Seeing her disapproval, Lu Lu asked his name again, and then stalked Yun Jin to introduce her.

"How about another day?" Yun Jin perfunctory her.

"No, Sister Su, I beg you, I just have such a small wish, Sister Su..."

Yun Jin was already a little upset, but she was really helpless because of the quarrel, so she hurriedly finished eating and pulled her to Cheng Zheng's table.

Seeing the two of them approaching, Cheng Zheng was also quite surprised, Yun Jin pointed at Lu Lu slightly embarrassedly: "This is the little girl in my department, Lu Lu... Lu Lu, this is my high school classmate Cheng Zheng." Cheng Zhenggao He raised his eyebrows and looked at Yun Jin with a strange expression. Yun Jin avoided his eyes.

Lu Lu excitedly stretched out a hand and said generously: "Hello, handsome guy, it's great to meet you." Yun Jin sweated, maybe this is the style of the new and new human beings.

Cheng Zheng looked away from Yun Jin, stood up too, and shook Lu Lu's hand back, "Me too."

Lu Lu went even further and said, "We can play together in the future. I saw you on the left bank that day, but you didn't see me."

Cheng Zheng laughed suddenly, his expression was unpredictable, he thought for a while, "Okay, let's do it this way, it's better to hit the sun if you choose another day, I'm free tonight, how about having dinner with you? Yunjin, let's go together, we'll be together for a long time. 'We didn't eat together anymore."

"Of course there's no problem, Sister Su is also free tonight, we'll make a deal." Lu Lu was overjoyed, as if he didn't want to give him a chance to go back, he agreed immediately, and then looked at Yun Jin pleadingly. "Sister Su... You are obviously free, right... "

Cheng Zheng is also looking at her, she understands the meaning of his eyes, he is provoking her: Su Yunjin, do you dare

Yun Jin is silent, what's so scary about her? She has nothing to lose, and what could be worse than what she and him are in? "I do not mind."

Lu Lu was overjoyed, and there seemed to be another person present who was equally happy. "You get off work at six o'clock, right... Or Zuoan, so you should cheer for Zhang Yue. We'll see you there at 7:30, Yunjin, you have my phone number, see you soon," he said.