She turned her head and saw Jiang Yunchen expressionlessly continuing to say: "Wait here for the rain to stop, the child in your stomach can't stand the toss of you."
As soon as she heard the word "child", Li Siqi instantly became honest, she subconsciously looked at her slightly bulging belly, and seeing Jiang Yunchen also looked over, she hurriedly blocked it with her handbag.
Jiang Yunchen called her, raised his eyebrows, and signaled that there was a pavilion not far away: "Go there and wait."
Li Siqi is now under someone else's umbrella and had to bow his head, so he nodded, followed his footsteps, and came to the pavilion.
"Tsk, it leaked rain."
Jiang Yunchen approached and saw a big rotten hole above the pavilion. There was no alternative, the two could only sit side by side in a dry place, holding an umbrella together.
When a person is nervous, his senses will be very sensitive, and this is Li Siqi.
She can clearly feel the man's warm body temperature, his body temperature is very high, she tries hard to ignore it, but the more she does, the more she cares.
Li Siqi only felt that her nerves were fighting. She was tense and she didn't dare to move. Both hands tightly grasped the belt of her bag, pinching marks on it.
It's been a long time since the two of them stayed so quietly, without talking, just sitting like this, each with their own minds.
The sound of rain gradually died down, and the black clouds in the sky gradually turned to black blue again.
"I just come to see her occasionally." Li Siqi took the lead in breaking the silence: "After all, she is my university friend, I..."
Jiang Yunchen: "So you want to say that your relationship is very good?"
"It's very good." Li Siqi nodded and said, "Whether you believe it or not, we were fine before. She is one of my few friends."
Jiang Yunchen raised his eyebrows, and said indifferently: "Well, indeed, you are a big lady, it is difficult for others to get close to you..."
Li Siqi: "No, it's difficult for me to get close to others."
She lowered her head, her voice was full of memories: "Tang Xiao was the first person to show me a real smile, the first person to encourage me... You don't understand what she means to me."
Yes, he doesn't understand.
He didn't understand, why did she like him but didn't confess? Why would she promise Tang Xiao to help him become a better person and marry him even though she knew he would hate herself
He didn't even understand why she still couldn't hate him until now.
She loves him partly, but more because of Tang Xiao.
Jiang Yunchen's words suddenly stopped, and he turned his head to look at Li Siqi in amazement.
He had never seen her like this, like a small deer lost in the snow, hesitating, but he was longing for something in those eyes.
Li Siqi seemed to be stuck in memory. She carefully rubbed the strap of the handbag, stared at a distant unknown place, and silently said in her heart: "Jiang Yunchen, you will never know how much I love you."
Withdrawing his gaze, Li Siqi looked back and saw Jiang Yunchen looking at her without blinking.
She blushed a little when he saw her, and quickly turned her head away.
Jiang Yunchen also realized that he was a little lost, and he changed the subject: "The rain has stopped, let's go."
"Yeah." Li Siqi nodded briefly.
Jiang Yunchen stood up immediately, and after waiting for a while, seeing that Li Siqi hadn't moved yet, he couldn't help frowning.
Li Siqi said embarrassedly: "My feet are numb, if you don't want to wait for me, you can go first."
With that, she tried to stand up again, but she couldn't use her legs.
Suddenly, she stretched out a hand above her head, and she followed the owner of that hand and saw that the other person looked impatient.
"Hurry up, don't let people think that I deliberately left you in this wilderness. There is a long and two short ones. Your uncles and uncles didn't tear me up?"
The irritability in his tone was very Jiang Yunchen, and Li Siqi felt very kind for a moment.
She smiled, handed him her hand, and then he stood up.
"Thank you." She said briskly.
Jiang Yunchen let out an angry "um", and then remembered something: "Why did you come?"
Li Siqi: "Leasing."
"..." Jiang Yunchen: "Then I will take you back."
After speaking, he took the lead and walked out in a big stride, followed by Li Siqi.
She followed him, and when he went down, when the road was too slippery, he would give a gentleman's helping hand.
In the quiet mountain forests of the outskirts shrouded by clouds, the two people who had been facing each other at once seemed to be quietly changing.
Jiang Yunchen finally did not ask why she would come a few days before Tang Xiao's death, because the answer was obvious.
In the end, Li Siqi didn't let him send himself to the door of the house. Instead, he parted ways in the commercial street. She called for a rental again.
When she returned home, Goodwill was dark, sitting on the sofa with her arms around her chest, waiting for her.
"Li Zhen said she has been home for a long time, why did you come back so late?"
Obviously it was a blaming tone, but his tone was full of worry.
Li Siqi lowered his head and admitted his mistake: "I'm sorry..."
"You don't need to say sorry to me." Goodwill doesn't know if he is angry, but his words are harsh: "You should tell your father that he has worked hard for you for most of his life, not letting you do something every day after his death. Things that don’t know are meaningless."
"I didn't." Li Siqi retorted suddenly: "What I do now has meaning!"
She is doing something meaningful now, and fulfilling this long-cherished wish has nothing to worry about.
But no one understands, no one knows how she feels doing this.
Goodwill was a little surprised. Looking at the wounded expression on Li Siqi's face, he suddenly realized that he had said something wrong.
"Siqi... I'm sorry, I..." Goodwill said, "I'm just worried about you."
"Well, I'm tired, go to rest first."
All the outbreaks were only just that moment, but that sentence had already exhausted her energy.
People are always hurting their closest people unscrupulously, and Li Siqi realizes that he too.
Only in front of goodwill, she will lose her temper.
She shut herself in the room, with Tang Xiao's diary beside her.
Rubbing the old and yellowed page, she burst into tears suddenly.
"Tang Xiao, I just went to see you, but I miss you again. I really want to miss you."
She sobbed, put her face in the corner of the diary, and stroked gently.
"Tang Xiao, why do you think I still can't touch Jiang Yunchen for so many years?" Tears slid down her cheeks, soaked the diary, and fainted.
"Jingle Bell-"
The phone rang suddenly, and when she saw the displayed name, she wiped away her tears and answered the phone.
As soon as I picked it up, I heard the woman on the phone screaming angrily: "Li Siqi, did you think you did a ghost? Is it you!"
Li Siqi was frowned by her voice, and asked indifferently: "What is it that I am?"
"Don't pretend to be a fool! It must be you, otherwise how could Yun Chen break up with me!"
(End of this chapter)