The ward was dark and nothing was visible. The sick person turned over and murmured incessantly.
"Don't go, don't go, don't go, okay... Um... don't leave me..."
Crying and crying, Li Siqi suddenly woke up. Before the tears from the corners of her eyes were dry, she had a nightmare again. During this time, Li Siqi always dreamed of many people, his father, and his good friends. They all left one by one and never saw each other again.
Li Siqi also wondered why he couldn't replace them. She had a heart attack since she was a child. The doctor said that she would not live long, but the people she cared about had left. Since she is still sick.
Why didn't you leave yourself, why did God take their lives away. They are so young and kind, and what they want to do, but they have lost their precious lives.
The chest felt blocked, Li Siqi remembered that it was breathable. There have been too many things happening recently, and she has not had time to digest it. The cool breeze blew by the window, and the curtains swayed with the wind.
The nurse's footsteps were heard from time to time in the quiet room, and the figures in the corridor were shaking. Li Siqi took a deep breath, feeling that the world is quiet at this moment, and nothing will happen to anyone.
Suddenly, her face started to hurt fiercely, and she felt that there were hundreds of small bugs biting her flesh and blood unscrupulously on her face. Holding tightly to the railing by the window, Li Siqi slowly squatted down and buried his head in the corner. She spent every night after cosmetic surgery in this way.
Just awakened by a nightmare, I have to endure the torture on my face. The doctor said that this is a normal phenomenon, the skin is growing a new barrier, but the process is very painful. Li Siqi had to endure all this silently every night, secretly telling himself to hold on.
At this point, she has no retreat, nor regrets it. There seemed to be something on his face clutching his skin, tearing a hole alive, and then sprinkling salt on his bloody face.
Li Siqi sobbed quietly, she didn't dare to move too much, and shocked the patient next to her. Working hard to lower her voice, her body began to tremble up and down. At this time, she comforted herself that it was the last day. In fact, the last day will never come, I don’t know how long it will be.
Returning to the sex, Li Siqi slept in a daze again, and a steady breathing sound came from the ward, and she finally found a moment of peace.
The next day.
After Hong Lei finished the night shift, he brought breakfast to Li Siqi.
"Why is it so early today?" Li Siqi smiled sweetly, his voice a little hoarse. She woke up a long time ago and was in a daze.
"There is nothing wrong with the hospital, I will leave work early. Hurry up and have breakfast..." Put the steaming buns in his hands on the table and carefully helped Li Siqi to sit up.
As soon as Hong Lei came in, he noticed Li Siqi's dark circles under his eyes. My eyes are also a little red and swollen, I guess I just cried. But seeing Li Siqi now, he didn't ask much.
"Wow, I've long wanted to eat this steamed bun, it's so delicious." Li Siqi cheered up and gave a thumbs up with satisfaction. In the past, after Sister Wu left, Li Siqi liked to go shopping in this breakfast shop, and got acquainted with the boss.
Now that I am hospitalized, I have nothing to go there anymore. Li Siqi still feels a little regretful, but he didn't expect Hong Lei to buy it by accident.
"Really, then you will have a good fortune in the future." Hong Lei raised his eyes and looked at Li Siqi in surprise. It was a coincidence. I knew I would go here to buy breakfast earlier, and I never heard her say it before.
Hong Lei looked at the person in front of him eating so happy, his expression was frozen, and seemed to be worried, "I'll go out for a while."
In the past few days, he found that Li Siqi was not normal. His eyes were swollen every morning, and he didn't know what happened.
"Hurry up..." Li Siqi urged Hong Lei, thinking that he should have something important, for fear of delaying his time. During this period of time, Hong Lei would come to take care of her whenever he had time. Li Siqi was very moved and saw it all.
Originally, Li Siqi had asked Hong Lei not to make a special trip, but he didn't listen to it several times, and he would come over the next day. After a long time, Li Siqi didn't persuade him.
Hong Lei bypassed the corridor and went directly to the doctor's office.
"Boom boom boom..." The doctor opened the door, glanced at Hong Lei, and let him in.
During the period of Li Siqi's plastic surgery, Hong Lei often came over, and the doctors knew each other. Although I don't know the relationship between the two people, I can probably guess it.
"Sorry, didn't you bother you?" Just as Hong Lei sat down, he went straight to the subject and explained his intentions. Everyone is a peer, time is precious, and he doesn't want to go around in circles.
"How come, is there anything wrong with Mr. Hong?" The doctor poured a glass of water for Hong Lei and guessed his intention. Hong Lei often came to ask about Li Siqi. The doctors were not surprised, and they all defaulted to being Li Siqi's boyfriend.
Hong Lei drank his saliva, organized the language, and spoke unhurriedly, "I recently discovered that her dark circles are heavy, and her eyes are red and swollen every day. Is there something wrong with her body recently?"
Hong Lei stared at the doctor with nervous eyes. He used to disagree with Li Siqi's operation because he was worried that one day, her body would definitely not be able to hold it. Now that Li Siqi was not right, Hong Lei regretted that he hadn't stopped her in the first place.
"This..." The doctor listened carefully, lost in thought.
"After the operation, Miss Li's face will have a recovery period, and new tissues will grow on the skin. During this time, the face will be painful and unbearable. I think it is for this reason that she did not rest..." The doctor detailed according to Hong Lei's description. Have to analyze it and get the result.
According to Li Siqi's physical condition and able to endure this kind of pain, the doctors all looked at the girl with admiration and thought she was brave.
Hong Lei's pupils dilated, clutching the doctor's clothes tightly, feeling very excited, "Then how can she stand it? Is there a solution?"
Li Siqi's congenital heart disease was originally weak, but now he is pregnant again. How could he be able to bear it? Hong Lei was really worried, if possible, he would help her bear it.
"Don't worry, this is a normal phenomenon, it will be like this after cosmetic surgery, and there is currently no solution..." The doctor understood Hong Lei's feelings and quickly calmed him. Before the plastic surgery, the doctor also told Li Siqi about this, but she insisted on having an operation.
In order to be beautiful, you have to suffer a bit, and you need to pay a certain price. There is no such easy thing.
Hong Lei was silent, with unintelligible emotions hidden in his eyes, his eyes staring straight at the water glass, his mood was complicated.
The doctor sighed, got up and found something on the table, and handed it to Hong Lei, "Look at this."
(End of this chapter)