Zijun put away her umbrella and went into the promenade. She continued to walk until she reached the Linhu Pavilion. She sat down on the gooseneck chair inside. Before she knew it, summer was almost over, and the school welcomed new students. She couldn't help thinking that when she first entered this university, she was a little stupid, because she was too young, which made her look a little out of place, but she still made friends with Shanshan, and now thinking about it, it seems that Shanshan is the only one in her life A friend, what a failure.
Zijun stared sideways at the lake. There were wind lotuses planted by the lake, and the sound of the rain hitting the lotus leaves was like a chaotic and sad song. Perhaps it was not the rain that was worrying, but her own heart.
After returning from the farm that day, Chu Yanshen moved out of the master bedroom. Although he came back as usual, he never said a word. They really became strangers living under the same roof. Most of the time, they could not even meet each other. She When he went downstairs, he had already left, and he hadn't come back when he was sleeping. He didn't say that he wanted a divorce, but the wedding in October should probably be cancelled. This is their ending, and I should have thought of it a long time ago.
Maybe he didn't bring it up because he wanted to make himself more interesting. Thinking about it, she and him were wrong from the beginning, and they exposed the lie. Even if their marriage was in jeopardy at the beginning, maybe he should be more interesting, but people are always separating Only then did I know it was hard to let go.
Zijun didn't expect that she would feel this kind of reluctance at first, but she forgot that people are emotional animals. Even if it was only a few months, she began to feel reluctance. It's a bit ridiculous to think about it.
Shanshan saw Zijun from a long distance. To be honest, she didn’t recognize her at first, but she looked a little like her back, because the difference was too big. In her memory, Zijun was not related to sorrow, even if she was confused, But she is optimistic by nature, unlike those who are absorbed in the world, Shanshan thinks that Zijun is a bit wise and foolish, but now Zijun is worried, where to lean, beauty is beautiful, but it makes her Feeling sad, looking at the lake in a daze, as if his soul was gone, thinking of the recent low pressure in the company, could it be that he had a quarrel with the big boss.
Shanshan walked over and waved her hand in front of her eyes: "Why did you think of meeting here?"
Zijun looked back at her and smiled, Shanshan felt that Zijun's smile was uglier than crying, Shanshan bent down and reached out to hold her face: "Your smile is so ugly, I'd better stop laughing, what happened?" Son?"
Zijun shook her head, and said after a while: "Actually, it's nothing, it's all on my own."
Shanshan thought for a while and said, "I quarreled with the big boss? It was because of what happened six years ago. The big boss knew about it. How did he know it? It's impossible."
Zijun pulled her to sit down: "Don't talk about this, just look here, I never knew the school is so beautiful before."
Shanshan curled her lips: "You know what a nerd is, except for the laboratory is the laboratory all day long. A good young girl is almost becoming a half-old man. She only cares about the experiment, so how can she not pay attention to the surrounding scenery? After studying for a few years How did it turn out? You actually changed your major and went abroad. Thinking about it is not worth it for you. Speaking of which, you are only twenty-four now. Not only are you married and have a son, even if there are any changes, you are still a winner in life. Let alone Others, at least they are much better than me, a woman who is still alone in the third year of her life. Sometimes I think about it, and I understand your original thoughts. It is good to have a child, so, for my son, no matter what happens, you will Gotta get over it."
Zijun looked at her for a while, then suddenly laughed: "Shanshan, you have changed. If it was before, you would never be so obsequious. Don't worry, it's not as serious as you think. My marriage with Chu Yanshen has never been so serious. It was a farce at the beginning, and now the farce is over, what’s wrong, I also figured it out, Feng Yi will always be my son, following his father Feng Yi’s future is bright and smooth, much better than following me, I still have plans What are you dissatisfied with?"
Shanshan suddenly felt something was wrong: "Zijun, what do you want to do?"
Zijun looked sideways at the rain curtain, the rain was a little lighter, and the misty water vapor created a layer of light smoke on the lake, enveloping the clear lotus by the water, with a sad beauty: "Shanshan, I want to go back gone."
"Go back?" Shanshan was stunned for a moment: "Where are you going back? Zijun, are you stupid? This is your home. I don't think the relationship between you and the big boss is so serious. Many things between husband and wife can be communicated." Yes, besides, this matter has passed six years earlier, what's the point of paying the bill now, the big boss is not such a person, you can talk to the big boss, maybe there will be a turnaround."
Zijun shook her head: "I know very well that from the day this matter is exposed, the relationship between me and him is completely over."
Shanshan scratched her head: "Even if you are finished and divorced, there is no need to leave, besides, where can you go?"
Zijun said, "I want to go abroad for a while."
Shanshan stood up: "Feng Zijun, you are running away, you are a cowardly woman, you will run away when you encounter troubles, this was the case six years ago, and it is still the same six years later, can you show some courage to face it?" right."
Zijun flinched, and said dejectedly: "Shanshan, I don't have the courage, especially when facing Chu Yanshen, I don't have any courage at all, really..."
Going to the twenty-eighth floor alone is the bravest move Shanshan has ever done in her life. She is very afraid of the big boss. As far as the big boss is concerned, if she just stops there, all the employees of the Chu family are not afraid. , For the sake of her friend, she went all out.
When Zhao Dong found out, Shanshan had already blown into the CEO's office in a whirlwind, Zhao Dong only had time to follow in, and just after entering, he heard that timid and ridiculous girl shouting: "Boss, didn't you always Tell us, the process is not important, the result is the only criterion for testing the process. If you follow this standard, why do you care so much about how Zijun started six years ago? What is the difference between follow-up or accident six years ago? , the result is the same, you have a son, you are married, and now you are pursuing this, and because of this reason, you want to divorce Zijun, don't you feel that you are inconsistent."
Zhao Dong wanted to pull Shanshan, but Yan Shen stretched out his hand to stop her. After Shanshan finished speaking, he said coldly: "Who told you I want a divorce, is it Feng Zijun?"
Shanshan froze for a moment: "Aren't you going to get a divorce?"
Chu Yanshen stood up and said: "The next itinerary is cancelled." Then he quickly stepped into the elevator, Shanshan was a little silly, Zhao Dong wished he could knock her head open to see what was inside, he hated iron for nothing Said: "Okay, Liu Shanshan, dare to talk to the boss like this, you are brave enough."
Shanshan looked at him and snorted: "There's nothing to be afraid of, the big deal is to fire me. If I don't stay here, I will have my own place, and my aunt won't serve me anymore." She shook her head and left.
Zhao Dong was stunned for a while and couldn't help laughing, this girl is really a little pepper, her lungs hurt, he wanted to remind her that the big boss's housework is not easy to manage, and he can't manage it, the couple quarrels at the head of the bed and at the end of the bed, It was fine at first, if Liu Shanshan, an outsider, got involved, it might be a bad thing, but now it's too late to remind.
I really don’t know what’s going on with the big boss and Feng Damei. Last month, the two of them were fine, but the boss’s face is flushed every day, and he looks like a man who is harmonious and happy in body and mind. For a month, with a cloudy face all day long, the entire Chu's building was in a mess. I hoped that the eldest and the eldest couple would reconcile soon, and they would have a good life. If they really divorced as Liu Shanshan said, then they would really be divorced. There is no hope.
Don't talk about what Zhao Dong thinks here, just talk about Chu Yanshen, although he was so angry that he didn't want to talk to Zijun, but he never thought about divorce. In the end, it was her fault. How is her heart made, stone or ice, is their marriage so meaningless to her
Chu Yan hated that he couldn't grab Zijun immediately to ask questions, but he didn't see Zijun when he got home. The huge villa was empty and there was no trace of popularity. Now, he breathed a sigh of relief, only now did he realize that he was actually afraid of her leaving, even if this woman did such a thing, he still couldn't bear her.
He suddenly remembered what Liu Shanshan said just now, why did he care so much about the cause six years ago? Isn’t the result the same? They had a son, and they became husband and wife. Wishful thinking that she slept with him because she liked it.
In fact, this lie is full of loopholes. With his shrewdness, he should not have concealed it. If he hadn't subconsciously wanted to pretend to be confused, how could such an obvious thing have been concealed from him. The reason for this subconscious pretending to be confused should be Just reluctant to let go.
He doesn't want to be separated from Zijun, he can't wait to get involved with her, she is his son's mother and his wife, more importantly, he likes her, even loves...
This word broke into Chu Yanshen's brain, as if enlightened, and instantly opened up the eight meridians. He finally found the reason why he was so abnormal. This thing he thought he would never have in this life, or even believed, he loved her No matter how many lies this woman tells and deceives him, he will only be annoyed.
Apart from being angry, he would never give up on her. Even if he thinks about it now, it hurts his heart. God is really unfair to him. With so many women, why did he let him be so heartless? He wanted to be nice to her and love her, but she just wanted to break up with him and get a divorce.
Fortunately, she figured it out, not to mention this life, it would be impossible in the next life, Feng Zijun could only be Chu Yanshen's wife, and they could take time to figure out what happened before.
When Feng Zijun came back, she was a little stunned, because she saw Chu Yanshen who hadn't seen him for a long time, and before she recovered, the man who hadn't seen him for a long time had already rushed over, and then her head twitched, and she was very cooperative with her. He became passionate, even more intense than ever before. That extreme feeling made her tremble all over. Afterwards, she buried herself in the quilt and felt that this matter was absolutely ridiculous.