Zijun didn't even know how she came back, her mind was still stuck on what Qin Fei said, she didn't understand why God was so cruel, after giving her such happy expectations, let her fall into such despair This is her and Yanshen's child. Although there is Feng Yi in front of her, this child has a different meaning. It is the first child after she and Yanshen officially fell in love, and it is the child that both she and Yanshen are looking forward to.
Why did this happen and what went wrong? In the hospital just now, she repeatedly asked if she had made a mistake or the instrument had gone wrong, but Qin Fei told her that the most authoritative examination and test were performed on her. People, moreover, repeated several times.
Zijun knew that Qin Fei wanted to tell her that this result was true, and her last sliver of hope was shattered. She felt cold all over and couldn't help shivering.
Chu Yanshen held her in his arms, and never felt that she was so fragile for a moment, as if she would be broken at the touch of a touch. She looked straight out of the window, her eyes were empty and without a trace of content, but her hand subconsciously stuck to her lower abdomen, It seems that this can protect the child in the stomach.
Yan Shen felt a pain in his heart. This child was something he had been looking forward to for a long time. He had always wanted a child, whether it was a daughter or a son, as long as it was their child. He wanted to make up for the lack of regret. He thought a little Watching her child sprout and grow in Zijun's stomach, she saw herself at first sight when she came to this world. She would feed him, change diapers, play with him, and teach him to call him daddy. Calling Brother Feng Yi, how happy their family of four should be.
Maybe he can gamble, Feng Yi is normal after all, but if he loses the bet, he doesn't think Zijun will bear it, not to mention, as a father, he must be responsible for the child's life, no, this child cannot want.
This is the second time in Yanshen's life that he has been so indecisive. The first time he knew his relationship with Zijun, and the second time is now. He used to think that he would never sway so unprincipled in his life, but only when things came to an end He knows that principles are not worth mentioning in front of his lover. All he can think about and think about is how to prevent Zijun from being hurt.
But she was still sad, the only thing he could do was to hug her like this and stay with her. This time he finally knew that he, Chu Yanshen, was also an incompetent man. The culprit who hurt her.
After hearing the news yesterday, Yanshen regretted it. If he didn't want a child so much, if they used contraception, if he had paid more attention, Zijun wouldn't be pregnant, and she wouldn't be so sad.
At this time, Zijun was like a rag doll that has drawn out all his soul. Just looking at her like this, he felt a twinge of pain in his heart. He lowered his head and kissed the top of her hair: "Don't be like this, Jun, I'm worried about you like this." , really worried."
Zijun suddenly raised her head: "Yan Shen, why don't we go to another hospital for another checkup? I still feel that something is wrong. I can feel that it is very healthy. It is calling mother in my stomach. It is afraid of me. Don’t want it, really, just listen to me once, I promise, if there is still something wrong with the test result, I will agree to the operation, okay?”
Yan Shen looked at her for a long time, and finally nodded. He knew it was cruel, but he couldn't let her have hope. Submerge all these, as long as Zijun can be kept, he is willing to bear all the sins.
They went to the second hospital, but the results were still exactly the same. Looking at the examination report, Zijun's eyes darkened and she fainted when she saw the same data.
Zijun had a dream, and the dream was very dark, the kind of darkness where she couldn't see her fingers, she couldn't see anything, let alone the way forward, she stumbled forward, like a blind man, no, she was blind, she Suddenly, a beam of light appeared in front of her. The beam of light fell from the sky and illuminated the front. She saw a little girl. The girl looked very small, about three or four years old. She is beautiful and somewhat familiar, but Zijun can't remember where she saw her before.
She couldn't help asking her: "Who are you?" The girl giggled: "Mom." Zijun looked at her stupidly: "Are you my daughter?"
The girl laughed again: "Goodbye, Mom." "Wait, wait, don't go, don't go..."
"Zijun, Zijun, wake up, wake up..." Zijun woke up suddenly, met Shang Yanshen's gaze, Yanshen kissed her: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, it's just a dream."
But Zijun suddenly said: "Yan Shen, I dreamed about our daughter, she called my mother, I saw her, she is very healthy, really healthy."
"Zijun, that's a dream, just a dream."
"No, no, it's true, you believe me." Her eyes were full of pleading, and Yan Shen held her in his arms: "Okay, I believe, I will let Shanshan come home with you tomorrow, okay?"
When Shanshan saw Zijun, she was taken aback. She hadn't seen her for a few days, and she looked as if she had lost her soul. She was frighteningly thin. She had a small face, but the thinness was almost gone. The home clothes on his body were wandering around, and suddenly he looked like a child stealing an adult's clothes.
Shanshan didn't even bother to admire the mansion of the big boss, so she sat down next to Zijun: "What's wrong with you?"
Zijun looked at her, rolled her eyes a few times, and threw herself into Shanshan's arms and began to cry. Shanshan hurriedly hugged her, reached out and patted her on the back: "What's the matter? I saw you that day and you were fine. Did you quarrel with the big boss again?"
Zijun cried for a long time before shaking her head: "Shanshan, I'm pregnant."
"Pregnant?" Shanshan almost jumped up: "Great, no, pregnancy is a good thing, why are you crying?"
Zijun told her about the results of the examination, and Shanshan froze immediately. No wonder the big boss called her here. It turned out that it was because of this. Zijun is a confused woman, but she is also stubborn. If she really looks for it It's useless to say anything about one thing, but this matter really can't be willful.
Shanshan wondered if God was jealous of Zijun's happy life, so he played such a prank. Shanshan comforted her for a while, and then persuaded her when her mood stabilized a little: "Zijun, this matter We still have to trust the doctor. In fact, if you think about it, it’s only seven weeks now, and it’s just an immature cell if you remove it. But if you insist on giving birth, if it’s really congenitally disabled, how do you face her life? , you can say that you are raising her and taking care of her for the rest of your life, but you are not her and cannot make decisions for her. Besides, we are human beings, and no one can escape life, old age, sickness and death. Even if you are her mother, it is impossible to be responsible for her for the rest of her life. She will face everything she has to face, and at that time, she may resent you for giving birth to her."
Zijun looked at her blankly: "But, I think she is healthy, really, you believe me."
Shanshan was at a loss, and suddenly pulled her up: "Since you are sure that she is healthy, let's go to check again now, instead of going to those authoritative private hospitals, go to the obstetrics and gynecology department of a general hospital, but I will tell you It is agreed that if the result is still the same, you must take the child away, no discussion."
Zijun was a little scared at first, she really didn't want to face that result again, her courage was exhausted, but she still had a little luck, she remembered the dream last night, the little girl in the dream was so healthy , so beautiful, she called her mother, if that little girl is really her daughter, then should she try again.
Even if it was still the result, to her, it would be just another blow, but if it wasn't for that result, she would be able to keep the child and their daughter would be born.
Thinking of this, Zijun suddenly gained courage. For the first time, Shanshan admired Zijun, and she could accept such an examination again for the hope that it was almost impossible. That's right, a mother is strong, even if she is as stupid and weak as Zijun, she becomes so strong for her children.
But she was still very scared, her face was pale without a trace of blood, and when Shanshan was waiting for the results with her, she was really afraid that she would faint, "Feng Zijun." Zijun's name was listed on the guidance screen above, Shanshan Shan hurriedly supported Zijun to stand up: "It's our turn."
Zijun hesitated for a moment, and finally followed Shanshan in. He was an old doctor in his fifties, very kind. He flipped through the examination report in his hand, looked up at Feng Zijun, and suddenly laughed: " Don't be nervous, first child."
Zijun opened her mouth and didn't make a sound at all, Shanshan hurriedly answered for her: "No, it's the second child, doctor, is there any problem with the test result?"
The doctor was quite surprised. He probably didn't expect Zijun to give birth to a second child at such a young age, but he still said conscientiously: "All the indicators are normal, but the blood sugar is a bit low, and there is some slight malnutrition. Go back and pay attention to nutrition. The first three months of pregnancy are very important and cannot be ignored, I will prescribe some pregnancy supplements for you, rest more, and you will be able to give birth to a healthy baby after eight months."
Zijun was like a sleepwalker, she found her sense of reality only after walking out of the hospital. She grabbed Shanshan and said, "I'm not dreaming, right? The child is fine, the baby in my stomach is healthy, she is fine, nothing happened at all." .”
Shanshan nodded all the time, and couldn't help muttering: "What kind of quack doctor did you and the big boss find earlier? It's just nonsense. He almost killed a person. Such a doctor should be shot, no, shot too much!" It’s too cheap for him, the car will be broken, and in order to celebrate my goddaughter’s escape from death, let’s go have a big meal.”
Zijun said a little embarrassedly: "But I want to go to Yanshen."
Shanshan snorted: "Forget your friends when you see sex." She waved her hands in a kind manner and said, "For my daughter's sake, you can go..."