Zijun stared blankly at her son, the little guy was a little embarrassed to show her mother, turned his face away, and stopped talking, Zijun turned his son's little head and asked, "Feng Yi, did you call Dad? When did you Why didn't I find out."
Feng Yi's face turned red, he pulled Zijun's hand away and muttered, "It's my father, what's so strange."
Zijun reached out and ruffled his hair: "You like him very much, don't you?"
"Who, who likes him, Junjun is so strange today, why does she always ask such boring questions." The little guy blushed even more, and his eyes flickered.
Zijun laughed, quite understanding of his son's awkwardness: "Yes, mom is boring, as long as you like him, mom is always afraid that you don't like dad."
Feng Yi looked up at Zijun: "Junjun, you really got into trouble, didn't you?"
Zijun shook her head: "Mom didn't cause trouble, don't worry, mom just wanted to see you, was that little boy your friend?"
Feng nodded: "He is the Yue Qun I mentioned, my buddy."
dude? Zijun looked at the following with a smile: "Your good buddy is waiting for you. Mom won't bother you anymore. It's time to go back."
Feng Yi looked over to the playground, and sure enough, Yue Qun was waiting for him below with a football in his arms. Seeing Feng Yi looking over, he waved to him and shouted, "I'll wait for you to go back together."
Zijun pulled his son to stand up, straightened his sportswear collar, and patted his head: "Go, study hard." Feng Yi said dissatisfiedly: "Junjun, you are insulting my IQ."
Zijun laughed: "Okay, okay, my Feng Yi is amazing, it's my mother who said something wrong." Feng Yi turned around and walked down to the side of the football field, and looked back at Zijun, who was quite a man He yelled: "Go home quickly, don't run around, Dad will be anxious if he gets lost."
Feng Zijun nodded: "Don't worry, little housekeeper."
Only then did Feng Yi run shoulder to shoulder with Yue Qun. When they reached the door of the dormitory building, Yue Qun kept looking back. Feng Yi patted him: "Hey, what are you looking at?"
Yue Qun chuckled and said, "Feng Yi, I didn't even know your mother was so beautiful, more beautiful than all my dad's girlfriends, and she was so gentle, just now she smiled at me like that, I felt like the sun was shining."
Feng Yi kicked him: "Don't think about my Junjun, you kid. Let me tell you, my dad is amazing, and he likes Junjun so much that I'm jealous sometimes."
Pfft... Yue Qun laughed: "I said you don't know what to do, but your family is really nice. You have a father and a mother. I only have a father. I have never seen my mother. She has never come to see her when she grows up so old." Pass me, not even once."
Feng Yi was taken aback, he had known Yue Qun for so long and hadn't talked about such a deep matter, so he couldn't help but look sideways at him, and found that the always cheerful Yue Qun had a dim face, with longing and sadness in his eyes.
At this moment, Feng Yi suddenly knew that Yue Qun would be his lifelong friend, good buddy, Feng Yi put his arm on his shoulder: "I guess your mother must have some difficulties. Before I found my father, I thought I can’t find my father in this life. My mother told me that she forgot who my father is. My mother didn’t lie to me. It’s true. My mother has face blindness. It is possible to remember it more than once, and she only met my dad once, so you know, it is impossible to find my dad." |
Yue Qun asked curiously: "Then how did you find your father?"
Feng Yi laughed, patted his chest and said: "I found it myself, it's amazing, the first time I saw my dad, I knew this man was qualified to be my dad, and after that, he is really my dad, don't you think it's amazing It's amazing, so you don't have to think so much, maybe one day your mother will come back."
Yue Qun's face was happy, but then he was dark: "But it's useless for my mother to come back. My father has so many girlfriends. Every time I go back, the aunt I see is different."
Feng Yipo nodded sympathetically: "That's a problem." After thinking about it for a while, he was very friendly and said: "Actually, it's not difficult to solve. When your mother comes back, I'll help you drive away those messy aunts. Let me tell you, I’m pretty good at this, let’s go, go back and take a shower, after I take a shower, I’ll tell you about my great achievements in the past.” As I spoke, I couldn’t help but look back at Zijun and muttered: “I always feel that His family, Junjun, is not quite right today."
Zijun waited for the two little guys to enter the dormitory building with their shoulders crossed, and then left. After leaving the school, she looked back and shook her head. In fact, she really didn't have to worry about her son. The living arrangements are well-organized, and she can be arranged by the way. She is actually a burden to her son, so she has to learn a lesson and take good care of the daughter in her belly. She can do it.
"Miss, it's raining." The driver waiting outside the school shouted, Zijun came back to his senses, walked over and got into the back seat of the taxi: "Sorry for keeping you waiting for so long."
The driver was very nice, he shook his head and said, "It's nothing, I'm not telling you to wait in vain, I'm keeping my watch on, if I meet a job like yours one day, I'll have nothing to worry about, shall we go straight to the airport? "
Zijun nodded: "Well, go to the airport." Zijun looked out of the window sideways, the scenery of the city kept receding, got on the elevated road, and left the city in a short while, she couldn't help but look back. Familiar yet unfamiliar city, when she left six years ago, she fled in a hurry with the child in her belly. Today, six years later, she still takes the child with her, but she is so reluctant to leave.
Even at this point, she was still reluctant to part with her son, that man, and their home. The rain became heavier, and the rain gradually blocked her sight.
Zijun turned her head and heard the driver say: "There is a lot of rain this year. The weather forecast says there will be heavy rain today. You said that the south is so dry that there will be no rain, but it will fall here. God is not kind."
The driver was gossiping, but Zijun didn't talk to her, she was not in the mood, when she arrived at the airport, Professor Zheng saw her jokingly said: "I thought you changed your mind again, the flight is late, and you won't be boarding for an hour , let's go somewhere for a cup of coffee."
Zijun nodded, went through the formalities with Professor Zheng, went to the airport cafe and ordered two cups of coffee and sat down. Professor Zheng looked at her for a while and said, "I forgot to tell you something, the teacher is getting married."
What? Feng Zijun looked up in astonishment, and Professor Zheng couldn't help laughing: "Why, no one wants your teacher anymore."
Feng Zijun shook her head hastily: "No, no, I'm just a little surprised."
In Zijun's eyes, Professor Zheng's world only has his research topics, and she never knew about other majors. However, when I first entered the school, I heard some rumors that Professor Zheng was also a student of this school. , when I was young, I had an unforgettable love, and later separated due to various reasons. Professor Zheng is still unmarried, and I don’t want to get married now.
Zijun couldn't help but look at the teacher, and found that the teacher was really different from the past. He still looked rigorous, but there was a trace of tenderness lingering in the corners of his brows and eyes. Although it was faint, it could not be ignored.
Seeing her looking at him like this, Professor Zheng couldn't help laughing and said, "Actually, not only you are surprised, but I am also surprised. Unexpectedly, after so many years, that person is still waiting for me. When we separated back then, of course there were some surprises." In the reason, but the root cause is our respective pride, he is proud, I am more proud than him, he is unwilling to give up his ideal, and I am also unwilling to give up, so the only thing that is sacrificed is love, at that time, I don’t think I was wrong, I always felt that love is not worth mentioning compared to my ideal, but now I think it is still too stupid, no matter how great the dream is, it can’t compare to having someone who loves you, especially a woman, and the ordinary happiness It is something that can be encountered but not sought after. Back then, if I could compromise a step, perhaps we would not have wasted these decades."
Zijun asked in a daze, "Is Shigong the teacher's lover back then?"
Professor Zheng smiled: "It's not that you don't know your teacher's stubbornness. I'm a woman who doesn't hit the wall and doesn't look back. Even if we break up, I'm the only person my teacher loves. Besides him, who else can I be? Only when I was old did I realize that the teacher is a very failed woman, but the luck of the teacher is not bad. At least the person I love is still there, and he still loves me. This is probably the thing I should thank God the most in my life. .”
Professor Zheng looked at her and said meaningfully: "So, the teacher feels that no matter what decision you make, you should think about it carefully. The teacher doesn't want you to be the second me. If something is wasted, it may be lost forever. After all, Not everything can be found, especially love, not to mention, you are married."
Zijun was a little embarrassed: "How did the teacher know?"
Professor Zheng smiled: "Your face has been like this since you were a freshman, when the teacher saw it for the first time, you can't hide anything on your mind. Although I don't like that husband, I still like you To be fair, that man loves you very much. A man can’t hide his love for a woman. Even if your husband is the big boss of Chu’s and an elite in the business world, when it comes to love, everyone is the same. God won’t Because of his status, money, and ability, he is favored. Sometimes, he is even more demanding of people like your husband, because most of these men are proud. This is not a shortcoming, but sometimes, They will set too high demands on themselves, and will not discuss with you when they encounter difficulties or things that cannot be resolved, but choose to hide it, especially in front of their loved ones."
Yanshen's face suddenly flashed across Zijun's mind, he looked at her like that and said, "I have a reason, but I can't tell you, I just want you to believe me, and you say you have brains, well, use your brains, use your Think about your basic discerning ability. You should trust me, Zijun, I love you. I would rather hurt everyone, including myself, than you. No matter what I do, I will never hurt you. The starting point is to love you. Even if I can't explain now why I don't want this child, I can't be wrong about loving you. I beg you to believe me, just trust me this time, okay? Just as happy as before, with Feng Yi, you, and me, isn't our family of three very happy?"
Zijun stood up suddenly: "Teacher, I'm sorry, I have to go back, I have something very important to ask him." Putting the words aside, she turned around and rushed out.
Professor Zheng shook his head and laughed, and sighed: "I hope I'm doing the right thing, I guess this girl won't go with me, but that's fine, now she wants to understand, for women, happiness is more important than dreams, professional , subjects are much more important.
Thinking of this, I stood up and went out to prepare to board the plane. As soon as I arrived at the waiting hall, a little girl bumped into me head-on. I didn't know what to do in a panic. Professor Zheng was knocked by her and almost fell down. The little girl hurriedly helped her: "Auntie, I'm sorry, are you okay?" .”
The moment the little girl raised her head, Professor Zheng couldn't help being stunned for a moment. She was a very pretty little girl, and when she smiled, there were two sweet dimples on her mouth. She was very cute and couldn't be hated. Professor Zheng shook his head: " It's okay, it's better to walk slowly."
The little girl scratched her head embarrassingly: "Well, I'm so excited. It's the first time I'm back. It's good that you're fine. I'll go first." She waved her hand and ran away, still a little frizzy, Professor Zheng shook his head and laughed .
When Zijun came out, she found that it was raining harder. After waiting for a long time, she waited for a taxi. Just as she got in, the door next to her opened, and a little girl came in, who seemed to be in her early twenties. He looked like he was wearing suspender jeans, dragging a small orange suitcase, smiled at Zijun flatteringly, clasped his hands together and said, "Please, please, it's really hard to wait for the bus, let's fight together, shall we?"
Zijun looked at the rain curtain outside the window, nodded, and the little girl's eyes lit up: "That's great, I know you are beautiful and kind-hearted, and there will be good rewards, really."
Zijun couldn't help laughing: "Then I won't thank you for your good words." After telling the master the address, the little girl refused to recognize her birth, and chatted with her all the way, saying how strict her brother was controlling her. , She sneaked out and so on, even though Zijun was so anxious, she still made her laugh a few times, but did the car drive too fast
"Master, please drive slowly. It's raining too much and the visibility is bad. It's dangerous." Zijun noticed that the car was going too fast, so she hurriedly reminded the driver.
The master waved his hand and said, "Don't worry, don't worry, I don't know how many times a day I drive this road, and I can walk with my eyes closed." As he spoke, he stepped on the accelerator, and the car went faster.
"You'd better slow down..." As soon as Zijun said it, she couldn't help opening her eyes wide in horror, and a mixer truck rushed towards her... Zijun's last memory is subconsciously protecting her stomach...
Chu Yanshen, who was rushing to the airport after receiving a call from Feng Yi, happened to pass by the scene of the car accident, but was told that the flight that Zijun and her teacher were on had a crash just after leaving the country. None of the passengers survived...