You Have the Right to Keep a Secret Love

Chapter 21: It is better to have no books than to believe in books, don't be blind

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Qi Xi quickly got rid of the inexplicable guesses in his mind.

How could Gu Yan not like heavy metal rock? This is written in "Gu Yan Daquan"! "Gu Yan Daquan" was really accurate before, and it gave Qi Xi many opportunities to prescribe the right medicine and get close to Gu Yan!

However, Qi Xi has no time to think about whether Gu Yan likes heavy metal rock or not, because Qi Xi himself is no longer able to protect himself.

Just now I was a bit full of desserts, but now in the confined space, listening to the terrible music that seems to knock on the soul, surrounded by the screams and shouts of the people around, Qi Xi only feels a little chest tightness, dizziness and brain bloating at the same time. Nausea.

She really wanted to escape, but she agreed to listen to it with Gu Yan, so she couldn't be disappointed and slipped away by herself.

With this mentality, Qi Xi could only endure the magic sound piercing until she felt more chest tightness and dizziness.

Just when Qi Xi felt that she was about to lose her strength, her ears were covered.

Qi Xi raised his head in astonishment, only to see Gu Yan's tightly pursed lips. He covered Qi Xi's ears with his hands, and then opened and closed his lips, as if talking about something.

Previously, the loud rock music covered everything, but now, Gu Yan's hands have isolated these sounds for Qi Xi, and the ear-piercing screams have become somewhat distant.

Although Gu Yan was talking, Qi Xi couldn't hear Gu Yan's voice, she didn't have the ability to read lips, she just looked at Gu Yan in a daze, her head was still a little dizzy, this sudden tranquility Qi Xi was even at a loss as to what to do.

Gu Yan said something again, but Qi Xi still looked blank, probably this man couldn't take it anymore, he bent down, removed the hand blocking Qi Xi's ear, and then moved closer to Qi Xi's ear——

"Cover your ears yourself, and I'll take you out."

The surroundings were still noisy, and Gu Yan's movements were so fast that Qi Xi couldn't even catch any traces, but Qi Xi's ear, which was suddenly approached by him, suddenly burned.

Some emotions are like the bubbles that come up when a can of Coke is suddenly opened, crackling one after another, and then turning into a series of dizzying clusters of bubbles, and they start to escape collectively, too fast to catch them, and they can’t wait to pop out The surface of the water broke and disappeared without a trace, so fast that it was almost impossible to trace.

At this moment, Qi Xi realized for the first time that Gu Yan had a very pleasant voice, with a cold texture like ice, but not so indifferent. Even in the noisiest environment, Qi Xi could distinguish it so clearly. .

He frowned slightly, but he didn't show any impatience with Qi Xi, as if he just wanted to take Qi Xi away as soon as possible.

In the end, Qi Xi was a heavy metal rock fan who covered his ears and was dragged by Gu Yan all the way across the madness, and finally escaped and left the performance venue like a god.

Once in the open field, Qi Xi gradually slowed down.

It was only after he came out that Qi Xi realized that Gu Yan's expression looked a little stinky.

He might still care about having to leave because of Qi Xi.

Think about it too, after all, as a fan of heavy metal rock music, who would be willing to be forced to leave halfway because of the physical condition of his peers

Qi Xi felt a little uncomfortable and guilty, but she pretended to be relaxed and said: "Why don't you go back and listen quickly."

Gu Yan frowned slightly: "It's all out." He looked at Qi Xi, "How are you? Do you want to take you to the hospital?"

"I'm fine, just let me rest here alone. You haven't missed a lot when you go back now."

It's a pity that no matter how much Qi Xi tried to persuade him, Gu Yan had no intention of entering the arena again. The man looked at Qi Xi and was a little annoyed: "You obviously don't like heavy metal rock music, why do you have to endure the pain and still listen inside?"

Qi Xi's first reaction was to deny it in a panic: "No, I really like to hear it. Today may be because I was full of desserts before."

"No, you don't like it." Gu Yan was very calm and determined, he glanced at Qi Xi, "It's not when you like it."

Before Qi Xi could reply, Gu Yan quickly added: "I mean, when a person likes something, it's not your expression."

Although staying up all night trying to pretend to be friends, but at the moment it seems that it has been exposed.

Qi Xi was a little frustrated, and her voice was a little grumpy: "What kind of expression do I have? How do you know I don't like it? I think my expression management is pretty good..."

"Anyway, there's no need to do this next time. If you don't like it, you still pretend to like to bite the bullet and stay in it." Gu Yan's tone was a little reproachful, "People don't have to be unique for the sake of being unique. There is no distinction between high and low in public hobbies, what suits you is good."

Qi Xi thought to himself, isn't this for uniting you who love the minority...

She was very wronged, and she spent a lot of money to buy tickets for this performance. The original intention was to get closer to Gu Yan, but because she didn't live up to expectations, she offended Gu Yan instead. Gu Yan looked pretty good What was angry was that Gu Yan didn't seem to have such an ugly expression when he misunderstood him and made a bunch of inappropriate remarks at the graduation ceremony.

The more Qi Xi thought about it, the more uncomfortable he became: "Because you like it, I want to listen to it with you."

Gu Yan seemed to be training Qi Xi, but when Qi Xi finished speaking, the man froze as if he had completely forgotten what he wanted to say just now. What to say in one sentence is generally stuck.

The man looked dazed and silent for a long time before he seemed to find his voice again. He looked at Qi Xi: "Just because I like it?"

Having said all that, Qi Xi nodded a little dejectedly: "Yeah."

"I don't like it." Gu Yan seemed to really not know what to say this time. He glanced at Qi Xi, then quickly looked away, looking at the void not far away. His voice was slightly soft, but not When he was angry again, he gave Qi Xi a non-threatening look, "Who told you that I like this kind of thing? Are you relying on your own imagination?"

Qi Xi felt aggrieved, isn't it all said in "Gu Yan Daquan"? and…

Qi Xi complained: "Didn't you say 'it's okay' and 'I still like it'?"

Gu Yan was stunned for a while, but he immediately said with confidence: "People can't change? It was okay before, but now I don't like it anymore. Are you breaking the law?"

"..." does not break the law, of course it does not break the law.

The liking for heavy metal rock changes very quickly, why is the liking for Bai Yueguang so single-minded

but…

"Since your love for heavy metal rock is gone, it means that you don't like this thing too much, so how can you talk about heavy metal rock and roll as if you can directly pull it out to write a thesis? Talking about any branch is logical and logical. It completely coincides with Baidu Encyclopedia?"

The speculation in Qi Xi's heart became more and more vivid: "Did you not know much about heavy metal rock and roll before, and you also stayed up late last night to memorize it in advance?"

"No." Gu Yan almost immediately denied this.

"That… "

Gu Yan calmly said: "I don't need to memorize it in advance at all. I can chat logically because I am knowledgeable."

"..."

He glanced at Qi Xi, and emphasized again: "There is no such thing as staying up late to memorize in advance."

When Gu Yan said this, he said casually: "On the contrary, you are completely intolerant of heavy metal rock and roll, and you still want to try your best to listen to it in it. Does it mean that the hobbies of the minority seem to be more advanced?"

The man didn't know what was going on, and the more he spoke, the more unhappy his tone became: "If you feel uncomfortable, tell me sooner, and come out sooner."

Qi Xi explained: "I think the tickets are quite expensive..."

Gu Yan interrupted Qi Xi in a serious tone: "People should stop losses in time, no matter how expensive the ticket is, if you are obviously uncomfortable in that environment, would you still stay? If I didn't find out about your situation just now Abnormal, do you have to wait until you faint in the stadium to end? No matter how high the sunk cost is, Qi Xi is not as important as your own body and mood."

When Gu Yan said this, he paused for a moment, and then looked not far away: "After all, you and I are on the same team now, if you take sick leave, the workload will double for me, you take care of your body , It is also a respect for me. Besides, if you have a physical problem when you act with me, then I will still be the first person responsible."

This is absolutely true, Qi Xi didn't dare to refute, so he could only nod his head: "Yes, yes, you taught me the lesson."

But she didn't know what was driving her emotionally. Qi Ximing knew it was inappropriate, but she still couldn't help but crazily probed on the verge of death: "You said that I spoke quite neatly." She unconsciously dragged out her tone, "Then you When are you going to stop your losses?"

Gu Yan frowned as expected, and asked a little puzzled, "Me?"

"That's right, isn't it a kind of self-depletion if you like someone who won't respond to you? Normally, you should stop the loss in time and come out..."

Regarding Qi Xi's question, Gu Yan was not angry, and his mood was very calm: "These are two things."

"Why two things?"

"Because you refuse to come out of the rock music venue, it's just because you don't want to part with the ticket money invested in the early stage. It's just a matter of money." Gu Yan pursed his lips and stared into Qi Xi's eyes, "But I'm different."

What's different

At this moment, Gu Yan's eyes had already moved away from Qi Xi, and he stared at the ground, his voice was soft but firm: "Qi Xi, there is no way to control people's hearts."

Gu Yan's expression was very calm. He seemed to have accepted the fact that the girl didn't call him. He also tried his best to restrain his emotions. He didn't show any special fluctuations, no obvious injuries, and no one could feel it. Melancholy.

Gu Yan was just telling a fact calmly and restrainedly.

However, Qi Xi became irritable for no reason.

She doesn't like Gu Yan like this.

In fact, she didn't like to talk about Gu Yan's Bai Yueguang at all.

But Qi Xi didn't know what was wrong with him, the more he resisted, the more he wanted to mention it, the more he cared, the more he wanted to ask, the more he wanted to learn about the other party from Gu Yan. She didn't even think about it, it had nothing to do with her at all, why was she so curious? She has no right to be curious at all.

Fortunately, Qi Xi was relieved that Gu Yan did not reject talking about this topic with her.

But it was also the same that made Qi Xi unhappy.

Talking about this with myself so openly means that I really regard myself as at least half a friend. This was originally the direction and goal of Qi Xi's efforts, but he really felt that Gu Yan regarded him as a friend, and Qi Xi didn't seem to be happy at all in his heart.

People may really always be greedy and never satisfied, although Qi Xi doesn't know what he is greedy for.

Her cleverness in studies always seems to be less interesting in her own life. Although she is always clear when analyzing a case, and she can take a different approach when guessing the client's mind, but every time it is her turn, she is at a loss.

Her emotions are often like a mess of knotted and tangled hair, but she can't even smooth out the split ends and frizz at the ends of her own hair.

It may really be the emotional sequelae caused by eating excessive sweets and listening to terrible heavy metal rock today.

Qi Xi shook his head, deciding not to think about these things.

She thought that although she didn't watch the heavy metal rock with Gu Yan, there was still one good thing - she at least found out that "Gu Yan Daquan" is not that complete, and the information recorded on it may not be all that accurate.

After saying goodbye to Gu Yan that night and returning home, Qi Xi shared this discovery in the group of the Association of Caring for Gu Yan—

"Sisters, thank you for sharing the 'Gu Yan Daquan' with me in the group before. As a member of the group, I would like to give some useful information back. Although Gu Yan really likes pink, he really likes sweets, he really likes pink. Durian, 80% of the content of "Gu Yan Daquan" is very accurate, but he is not as fanatical about heavy metal rock as written in the Daquan. Turning to a trend you don't like, it is recommended to modify this section in the 'Daquan'!"

"I think it is better to believe in books than to have no books. We still have to treat 'Gu Yan Daquan' dialectically, and we can't be blindly superstitious. We still have to carefully observe Gu Yan's true hobbies!"

Qi Xi wrote a bunch of eloquently. The predecessors planted trees and the descendants enjoyed the shade. The predecessors summarized and sorted out a "Gu Yan Encyclopedia", which made Qi Xi successfully transition from Gu Yan's enemy to the peaceful coexistence with Gu Yan. Qi Xi felt that Don't forget the well diggers, but also feed back to the organization and provide the organization with the latest information about Gu Yan.

It's just that she wrote a bunch with enthusiasm, but she didn't get the expected thanks.

In the group, Qi Xi was neither praised nor grateful, because no one replied.

In fact, since Qixi joined the group, the group has not been very active. Occasionally, there will be some reposts of Pinduoduo hacking, and now no one has spoken for almost a week.

Fans who were so loyal to Gu Yan at the beginning, it seems that they have abandoned Gu Yan with the passage of time.

Now that the one who is guarding the updated and revised "Gu Yan Daquan", unexpectedly, I am the only one.

Love really will disappear...