You Have the Right to Keep a Secret Love

Chapter 34: Scars are still beautiful. …

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Gu Yan didn't choose many high-end and expensive places to eat, he only chose a home-cooked restaurant near the Legal Aid Center, and ordered a few very everyday dishes.

On the way to the home-cooked restaurant, Gu Yan seemed to be very concerned about the injury on Qi Xi's hand. Even though Qi Xi had repeatedly confirmed that there was nothing serious about him, but that he had been splashed with hot water, Gu Yan still seemed to care—

"Do you want me to take you to the hospital?"

The way he paid attention to Qi Xi's scalded wound almost became obsessive-compulsive disorder. Although it was a minor injury, he still insisted on hoping that Qi Xi could seek medical treatment.

It wasn't until Qi Xi had to roll up his sleeves to check the wound for him in person that Gu Yan didn't emphasize going to the hospital as seeing is believing.

Although it was still a little red, it did not even cause blisters, but Qi Xi still felt a little hot and painful when he touched it occasionally.

So before the dishes were served, Qi Xi took out the iodine and scald ointment that Lu Mao had just given her, and planned to treat the wound again, but just as she took out the bag before she had time to get something from it, the bag was taken away by Gu Yan.

Qi Xi was a little at a loss: "What's wrong?"

"Don't use this."

Just as Qi Xi was about to ask a question, Gu Yan pursed his lips and threw another bag into her arms. The man calmly said, "Use this."

what…

Qi Xi somehow opened the bag that Gu Yan threw, only to find that it was also filled with iodine and burn ointment.

Gu Yan cleared his throat, and explained as if reluctantly: "I just happened to see a pharmacy on the way, so I bought it."

Gu Yan's attitude was natural and smooth, and Qi Xi knew that he was indeed a very good person.

It's just a bag of iodine and burn ointment, but Qi Xi is still very happy: "Did you see the Moments I posted? You didn't leave a message, so I thought I didn't see it."

Gu Yan stared at Qi Xi, then lowered his eyes: "You have no shortage of people who leave messages for you. Every time you post something, don't a bunch of men give you likes, why should I join in the fun?"

It is true to say so, but these men are not Gu Yan.

Qi Xi was a little wronged, but felt that there was nothing to be wronged.

Gu Yan's tone sounded quite calm, and I'm afraid it was just a casual remark.

Qi Xi didn't think about this question any more, because she soon had a new question: "Isn't the burn ointment given by the green-haired boy just now the same as yours? Why don't you use his instead of yours?"

Obviously even the brand of burn ointment is exactly the same.

"He's the intruder's younger brother, so you just believe what he said? Who knows if there's anything wrong with the medicine he bought." Gu Yan frowned slightly, looking a little unhappy, "Even if the things are the same, using his Use mine, choose for you, who do you choose?"

Qi Xi actually discovered that Gu Yan sometimes has a childish temper, and often has some messy persistence and stubbornness, just like a cat, he still has to be touched in everything.

She immediately surrendered: "I choose you, of course I choose you."

Sure enough, Gu Yan's face showed reluctant satisfaction, and he coughed: "Then do you want me to disinfect it for you?"

"No need." Qi Xi swiftly took out the iodine and sterilized it. Because of the pain, she couldn't help grinning, and explained to Gu Yan, "I was very skinny when I was young, and I fell down, so I have long been used to myself. The wound is treated, it is considered a minor injury."

Gu Yan looked away, as if he couldn't look directly at Qi Xi's wound: "You are a girl, you should get less injuries, and you may leave scars."

Qi Xi finished applying the burn ointment, shook his head, and retorted subconsciously: "Will I not be beautiful if I have a scar?"

When Qi Xi said this, there was a bit of self-praise, and she didn't expect Gu Yan to reply to her, so when Gu Yan's voice sounded, she was even a little startled.

"No." Gu Yan's tone was a little unnatural, but he was very sure. He looked at Qi Xi, "It's still beautiful with scars."

In fact, Qi Xi is often praised for her beauty in person, so she is almost immune to such words.

Many people have said such things to her, and some people can even use very literary parallels or very literary metaphors to describe her beauty. Gu Yan is definitely using the most old-fashioned and least innovative one at the moment. But Qi Xi didn't know why, the hot feeling in her heart came again, her whole body seemed to be stepping on cotton candy, one foot was light and the other was heavy, her whole head became dizzy, and she didn't even know what to say next. forgotten.

There was some throbbing in her heart, as well as some grievances and unwillingness.

It would be nice if that white moonlight didn't exist.

It would be great if Gu Yan never met that Bai Yueguang.

It would have been nice if Gu Yan hadn't been able to get on good terms with her all of a sudden.

Qi Xi's heart is filled with many, many ifs, and many, many frustrations.

Fortunately, it was also at this time that Gu Yan's order was served one by one.

Qi Xi didn't have a serious meal at noon, but she didn't know why, but she wasn't very hungry at the moment. She could have stopped thinking about Gu Yan, but since the person involved was sitting across from her at the moment, Qi Xi felt so depressed. It became a little volatile and restless again, and my appetite became bad.

"Why don't you eat fish?" Probably Qi Xi's appearance is too abnormal, Gu Yan also noticed it, he looked at Qi Xi, "Don't you like fish very much?"

After he finished speaking, he looked away and looked at the fish. His voice was a little unnatural: "I guess, because most people like to eat fish."

Qi Xi really likes to eat fish, and she can whet her appetite just by seeing fish on weekdays, but today she couldn't eat any more, so she forced a smile and said casually: "There are too many spines, I don't want to get fish bones today. "

Gu Yan looked surprised: "Why are you so lazy?"

After the man finished speaking, he picked up the serving chopsticks, and began to pick out fishbones for himself, intending to start. Qi Xi watched absent-mindedly. At this moment, the sun had already set. Fishbone, white and slender fingers, full lips, more handsome than imagined.

Just when Qi Xi thought that Gu Yan would eat the fish bones by himself after picking them, he handed the fish to Qi Xi: "The picking is over."

Qi Xi stared at the fish that Gu Yan sent to her to pick out the bones, and she suddenly gave up on herself. She suddenly understood Gu Yan's feelings - that kind of feeling that you want to give up after thinking about it, knowing that it's meaningless to like it, knowing that you should Termination, and as long as you grit your teeth and don't look or think about it, you will gradually quit and forget, but the other party always appears suddenly, making all the previous efforts in vain.

Qi Xi knew that she should shut up at this time and not ask questions, this is the mature way, but she seemed to be impulsive, she stared at Gu Yan: "Why pick me a fishbone?"

Gu Yan was stunned for a moment, but quickly regained his composure. He calmly looked away, and then took a sip of water: "You are a classmate, and now you are a colleague."

"You are so kind to your colleagues, will you pick fishbone for other colleagues in the future?"

Qi Xi didn't know why she asked such a question, she knew that this was a bit too aggressive, and it wasn't something a qualified colleague should say, but just thinking of Gu Yan picking fishbone on others in the future, she felt extremely uncomfortable.

Frankly speaking, as a colleague and classmate, Gu Yan is good enough for Qi Xi. Although he looks a little cold on the outside, and looks too good-looking, he has a sense of distance, but in fact Gu Yan is a very gentle person.

He is already with Bai Yueguang, according to his feelings for the other party, will he give the other party all the love and tenderness

Qi Xi's heart was overwhelmed, she looked at Gu Yan opposite with some sadness, she thought, all this, Gu Yan who is close at hand will never know.

Facing Qi Xi's sudden question just now, Gu Yan seemed to be stunned for a moment, suddenly he didn't know how to reply Qi Xi, he seemed to want to say something, but he didn't know how to express it.

And at this time, his cell phone rang, Gu Yan glanced at it, and picked it up almost immediately, because the distance was very close, Qi Xi heard the soft and completely dependent help from the neighbor girl on his cell phone—

"Gu Yan, what should I do, I..."

In fact, I didn't hear the rest of the words, because Gu Yan nodded to Qi Xi and stood up, and went to a farther place to answer the call, leaving only Qi Xi a back view.

Qi Xi's nose suddenly felt sore, and she even felt a little hot in her eye sockets.

Even if you bury your head in the sand like an ostrich, you still can't deny one fact.

Gu Yan is not hers, someone will have all of Gu Yan's tenderness, occupy all of his time, and get all of his love.

But that person was not Qi Xi.

**

Although Gu Yan came back soon, Qi Xi still felt an unspeakable sadness in his heart.

She couldn't hold back after all, and chatted casually, "Gu Yan, you can't do this."

Qi Xi pursed his lips, and naturally brushed his hair: "If you treat everyone like this, it's a bit like a central air conditioner, and your future girlfriend will definitely mind, after all, who doesn't want their boyfriend to only treat themselves OK."

Qi Xi glanced at Gu Yan, and then looked away: "You said that if your future girlfriend doesn't allow you to pick fishbone on any colleagues or friends, then what will you do?" She added with some feigned ease, "For example, the girl you like agrees to be with you, but she really minds that you are even a little friendly to others. For example, she is a very jealous person, so what should you do?"

Gu Yan paused for a while, but he answered without any hesitation: "Then I won't choose."

The man glanced at Qi Xi, then lowered his gaze: "If she wants to be jealous, then only pick her."

Gu Yan's expression was very calm, his voice was also very calm, and his tone was very decisive, as if there was no struggle at all: "I won't do anything she minds."

This is a very normal answer, but Qi Xi only felt depressed.

So as long as Gu Yan's girlfriend speaks up, the moment of friendship and intimacy that Qi Xi can enjoy now through his relationship with colleagues will be lost in an instant, because it was like Gu Yan's unintentional charity.

Qi Xi felt like a poor little beggar. Gu Yan, a kind-hearted man who just passed by occasionally, gave her the extra change, and she began to hope for more, hoping that this kind of casual daily deed would become a daily one. practice.

So sad.

Very unhappy.

I am so unhappy.

Qi Xi raised his head and glanced at Gu Yan, who had elegant table manners and a bit of extravagance, suddenly felt some undeserved complaints in his heart—it was all Gu Yan's fault.

Blame Gu Yan for always doing things that Qi Xi would misunderstand, blame his kindness for her to make people addicted, so that Qi Xi also unknowingly developed some overly good feelings, mistakenly thinking that Gu Yan treats her badly. Those who have a good impression are those who like it, and then there are unnecessary and should not be expected.

Obviously, when I was attacked in the rented house before, Gu Yan even ran over halfway through the haircut; every time I couldn't finish the work, Gu Yan would take the initiative to help share it, obviously there are so many Mingming.

But Qi Xi knew that there would be none of these in the future.

Because Gu Yan has a girlfriend, his girlfriend will replace everything and become the first priority owner in his life.

She can no longer expect Gu Yan to be special to her, and she should no longer enjoy this specialness.

Because it's immoral.

Just still not reconciled.

Obviously trying to understand Gu Yan's hobbies, trying to find what he likes, buying durians, sending pink ties, and buying concert tickets are all his own, that female neighbor did nothing, and even according to Bao Yan, he didn't even know him. , she still won easily.

Qi Xi felt a little angry.

But she also knows that liking someone is just so unreasonable.

Because Qi Xi was a little depressed and didn't know what to say, so he could only eat fish in silence.

Fortunately, it was also at this time that a loud voice broke the delicate and embarrassing atmosphere—

"Lawyer! Two lawyers! Please help me!"

Qi Xi raised his head, only to realize that the person who came was very familiar. It was the green-haired boy who had left before, and was staring at Qi Xi and Gu Yan out of breath at the moment: "I heard from the cleaning aunt on the way that you are coming to this store. Just try your luck, luckily you are still here!"

Gu Yan frowned: "What's wrong?"

"My brother, my brother found a work card when he was working in the factory! There are also some receipts and documents." The green-haired young man said excitedly, "Before we couldn't sue the factory because there was no evidence, the worker we found now Ka, can't it prove that my brother did work for that black factory? So the injury he suffered is not a work-related injury? Shouldn't the factory pay us money?"

Lumao's voice was very urgent: "Lawyer! Can you two go to my house and tell my brother that there is hope for our lawsuit?"

When Lumao said this, he was also a little apprehensive, but in the end, his concern for his brother outweighed his embarrassment, and he prayed: "Now my brother is suffering from bipolar disorder again. Compared with the excitement and agitation during the day, he is now depressed and depressed." , I want to die at every turn, if I didn't stop me, I almost hanged myself just now."

"So please, can you help me to look at the evidence and see if my brother can win the lawsuit? If he knows that we have hope to sue his black factory, my brother, he will be fine! "

The green-haired boy looked eager and impulsive, talking incoherently.

In fact, from the time when the work-related injury happened to the present, since they have also contacted many lawyers, none of them are willing to take this case. It can be seen that the chances of winning are not great, but...

But Qi Xi was still very concerned, she glanced at Gu Yan.

Before she opened her mouth, Gu Yan opened her mouth first. The man pursed his lower lip with a straight face: "Don't look at me like that."

ah

Qi Xi was a little confused, and for a moment forgot what he wanted to say just now.

Then she heard Gu Yan walking towards Lu Mao: "You lead the way."

The green-haired boy's face showed ecstasy and excitement. He walked ahead, and Gu Yan followed behind, but Qi Xi was a little out of step, she trotted to catch up with Gu Yan—

"You want to get in touch with this case?" She murmured in a low voice, "Their family is very difficult, and they probably won't be able to pay much legal fees, and it's okay if they can win. It's hard to say that you will turn your face and deny people... It's a case with high risks and low cost performance... "

In the end, Gu Yan didn't stop because of this, he just glanced at Qi Xi: "Isn't that what you want to pick up?"

Qi Xi was stunned.

Gu Yan didn't look at her again, the evening wind blew his voice away a little bit, and it was hard to catch it: "You look at me with that look, don't you want me to pick it up with you?"

Gu Yan didn't look sideways, and looked calm and composed: "Forget it, anyway, I have nothing to do at night, and I didn't know what to do when I was free, so I will treat it as charity."