Yuan Yuanyuan herself is not that artistic, and she would not think of such a cool phrase as "beauty in desolation". She just simply feels good recently...
Not only did she feel good about uncovering the truth, but she was also stunned by the fact that her workload was suddenly reduced by half. When she was in the Mask Organization, she was really being treated as a handyman all the time. Now she is the boss here, drinking wine, eating meat, and having girls every day... Well, she doesn't have that, but there is only a charming proprietress.
Because we still don't know the internal situation of City C, we don't even need to go back to City C for now. In the tavern, there is basically singing and dancing every day. I don't know what the proprietress was thinking recently, she actually brought a group of beautiful girls over. They dance as if they are going to become fairies. They come to the hall to dance every day.
Yuan Yuanyuan drank half of her wine... and her eyes never left the girls below. Although she is a girl, she also likes to look at girls who are good-looking. These girls are so beautiful, and I don’t know where they were found... Bah, they were found.
"Excuse me, what are you looking at?" The proprietress came over quietly, then pinched the flesh on Yuan Yuanyuan's waist and twisted it...
Yuan Yuanyuan had a blank expression on her face, with only one thought in her mind.
Ah…my desk mate from elementary school, I was wrong. I shouldn’t have twisted you like that back then…I was really wrong…
The girl opposite her was still dancing. Yuan Yuanyuan thought, what does this have to do with me? If I wanted to, I could conjure up a beautiful face in a minute. She would definitely be prettier than the girl opposite her. I have everything that she should have.
However, even though she had a lot of complaints in her heart, she couldn't show it on the surface.
She almost never showed up. When she was about to leave that day, the proprietress behind her suddenly stopped her and asked, "Are you going to leave like this?"
"Hmm?" Yuan Yuanyuan didn't understand what she meant.
"Recently, there has been news that you are dead." The lady boss said, "The public opinion about you has gradually changed. Don't you consider paving a way out for yourself?"
"What do you mean?"
"You're not really planning to disappear from everyone's sight forever, are you?" The lady boss stroked her hair, "I don't think you'd be so easily willing to accept that."
"So what if it is, so what if it isn't?" Yuan Yuanyuan said, "I've already gotten through this... I was scolded so badly before, and no one spoke up for me..."
She waved her hand, turned around and walked out of the bar again. This time the proprietress did not call her back.
Yuan Yuanyuan read the last issue of Monster Records. Actually, she had something to complain about. Faning searched for the memories of monsters in the comics. He was terrified while searching, afraid of being discovered by others. He kept saying sorry to others in his heart... What's the point of saying sorry? And since you were published in the comics, you will definitely be discovered! Why do you do such a thing as taking off your pants to fart
Comics and reality are too closely connected, and this kind of situation will occur. Sometimes you think that something is well hidden, but in the end it will be completely uncovered and exposed to the sun. That is a public execution... Yuan Yuanyuan knew this problem a long time ago, so she is more careful in doing things. The Sanqing Sect suffered a lot last time, and now the joke has spread to the monsters.
Because Yuan Yuanyuan is considered a relatively important figure, many things have reached her ears. She also recently heard about the Sanqing Sect being ridiculed, and she felt very relieved.
The ups and downs outside are attributed to each individual, but in fact, everything still happens as usual, getting up to work, leaving home early and returning home late.
Yuan Yuanyuan went out to buy some instant noodles and came back to prepare for the return of Fat Cat. Fat Cat called back yesterday and said that he really couldn't find any news about Yuan and was going to come back to stay with her for a few days. Yuan Yuanyuan was very happy. Wasn't it supposed to be like this? Why go out to look for him? He would definitely not find him. All the news had been blocked. Currently, only she and the boss lady knew about it.
Xiaoxi was unaware of the ups and downs outside. She was just anxiously waiting for the new plot. She especially wanted to see what happened next. She had no appetite and her mother thought she had broken up again.
Xiaoxi now uses a brand new alias to chat with people on the Internet. She doesn't use any of the old aliases. The only use of this new alias is to discuss Yuan.
Now when she chats with others online, she feels like she is meeting with spies, and everything is done in secret every day.
What do you think is the most attractive thing to me? The person who chatted with her the most recently said, “It’s that sense of vulnerability…
Yes! Xiaoxi is like he found his organization. When I saw him vomiting blood before, I actually had an impulse in my heart, but it was completely different from his personality, strong and miserable... Well, I didn’t feel comfortable telling others at the time, and I’m embarrassed to tell others now, but since you said it first, I’ll just say that this feeling is really great...
The two of them sighed together that it was so good... Then they sighed together how delicious this war damage was, how delicious it was...
For some people, once they meet someone who is extremely addictive but difficult to describe in some aspects, even if their subconscious mind has begun to develop feelings for them, their reason will quickly convince them to ignore it.
Xiaoxi was like this before. In fact, Yuan’s character is really quite attractive, but she never thought about it that way before, and even deliberately avoided it, so naturally she didn’t pay much attention to it.
In fact, it all comes down to a fixed impression that is too deep, beyond one’s own feelings…
Actually, I still have a vague idea. The guy on the other side was beaten by Xiaoxi. In fact, Yuan used to be a cross-dresser. This setting really made me imagine 10,000 words. This makes it even more gentle! Who thought of adding this setting to the boys' comics? Ji Qiu is definitely a rotten boy. I tell you, this is so appealing.
The smile on Xiaoxi's face suddenly disappeared.
This setting is really... perfect for certain occasions. Sorry, I got a little too excited. Are you still there
In. Xiaoxi said, I have something to do and I’ll be out for a while. Let’s talk tomorrow.
She turned off the computer, turned around and walked out angrily. What the hell is this? It's just nonsense... The setting of the cross-dressing man is just, just too ridiculous. It's meaningless, okay? It's just a setting that caters to some rotten girls with unique tastes...
Xiaoxi turned and walked towards the convenience store at the door. As soon as she got downstairs, she saw a girl holding a cat and nagging at the cat.
"I told you not to go out, but you insisted on going out. Look how much weight you have lost?" The girl shook her head, as if the cat could really understand her. Xiaoxi thought this girl was quite interesting, actually talking to a cat like this.
"Come, let's see which kind of cat food you want?" The girl lifted up the cat and let the cat with a particularly big face face a row of cat food.
"Meow—" The cat made a long sound and stretched out its claws towards one of the cat foods...
The girl walked around again and came to the bookshelf, and took out a new collection of monster records from it. Xiaoxi, who was standing next to the bookshelf, saw it and her eyes lit up.
"Do you like this comic book too? Yuan in it is very handsome, right?" Maybe because she had never seen this girl before, her Yuan fan syndrome was cured in front of strangers. She smiled and chatted with the girl.
"Ah?" The girl who was being approached was stunned for a moment, then smiled, looking very pretty, "It's OK, the face is not bad..."
"I've been reading this comic recently." Xiaoxi is in a frenzy recently. Fans in the frenzy are the kind who can chat with each other on the bus when they see each other reading something they like. The two of them happened to be going the same way, so Xiaoxi chatted with them all the way.
The girl just listened quietly, and when she heard her say the most beautiful desolation, she suddenly said, "Who wrote this? It sounds really amazing."
"My goddess." Xiaoxi said proudly, "It's written very well."
Although Xiaoxi had been pretending that she didn't know this goddess in front of her friends, she could still brag about her in front of strangers.
"I think this most beautiful desolation... is really well written." said the girl over there. The cat in her arms looked at Xiaoxi with its flat face. Xiaoxi felt creepy for some reason and she was a little afraid of the cat.
"It's actually quite difficult to stick to your original aspirations and stick to yourself, and it's even more difficult without external interference, so from this point of view, Yiqi is really a very powerful person." The girl said while holding the cat, "But it's a bit exaggerated to say that Yuan has nothing."
"How could that be?" Xiao Xi suddenly got angry. "He has nothing? What's wrong with that? He has nothing! Obviously..."
"No, what I mean is..." The girl suddenly didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "Forget it, why does it feel so weird? Why should I argue with you about this in the street? It's so embarrassing..."
The cat in her arms suddenly meowed, and then kept meowing all the way.
When they were about to reach the gate of the community, the girl talked to Xiaoxi about some less intense topics. The two of them still had a lot in common. However, Xiaoxi found a sense of disobedience when talking about Yuan.
When it comes to Yuan, this girl's thinking is always different from others. Others all start from the perspective of whitewashing the villain, with a natural sense of excitement and pleasure, but this girl's attitude is, "Oh, it's okay", "It's OK", and she doesn't seem to be very excited.
Moreover, this girl showed a strong sense of rejection for some of the things she said. For example, when Xiaoxi talked about how Yuan must have been forbearing in his heart when he heard others scolding him, the micro-expression on this girl's face was very interesting.
This situation always gives Xiaoxi a sense of disharmony, but she can't remember where this feeling of disharmony comes from for a while.
When the two broke up at the gate of the community, Xiaoxi still felt a little unsatisfied. She always felt that she had not said enough. Since she couldn't tell anyone about it in real life, she felt particularly aggrieved. After finally catching someone, she couldn't hold it in anymore.
When they were about to break up, the girl suddenly said, "That most beautiful desolation... is good, but I always feel it is too sad. It's not necessary."
"Why?" Xiao Xi asked.
"Because... what if he thinks it's not that beautiful, nor that desolate?" the girl opposite said, "In the final analysis, beauty and desolation are in the eyes of others, and are also defined by others."
“For many things, only other people will think they are beautiful. The person involved may not have the energy to pay attention to this, and most people don’t feel that keenly… From this perspective, is this sentence a bit wrong? But I actually like this… When I read comics before, I also liked this kind of beautiful, strong and miserable character, but I can’t really relate to Yuan…”
Xiaoxi was stunned.
The girl waved her hand, carried the cat upstairs, and left Xiaoxi alone.
Xiaoxi thought for a while and shook her head again. How could she not fit in? This is the beauty, strength and misery. How fitting it is.
How could Yuan not be miserable
Yuan Yuanyuan really didn't feel that Yuan was miserable, but Yiqi was indeed miserable. She carried the fat cat upstairs and said in a daze: "Oh my god, I was scared to death just now... Why does this feel so shameful? I've heard of people confessing their guilt by pressing their heads before, but why is this the first time I've seen people confessing their misery by pressing their heads?"
She lowered her head and looked at the fat cat. Suddenly, she was startled. The fat cat was in tears...
"It's so miserable, you heartless woman..." said the fat cat with tears in his eyes.
Yuan Yuanyuan felt something was wrong, and soon she realized that it wasn’t just a few people who thought she was miserable, but everyone thought she was miserable...
And when everyone thinks you are miserable, that magical effect comes out, and you can easily be treated as a seriously ill patient.
The new issue was published on Sunday, and the Internet was full of enthusiasm, sweeping the country in a frightening trend.
When Yuan Yuanyuan's long-lost illusion appeared in front of a monster, the monster's attitude made her a little frightened...