Su Yan looked at the bracelet on her wrist, then at Jiang Jingchuan, and sighed deeply in her heart.
Anyway, it's really weird to wear this token of love from another man now. Even if Jiang Jingchuan didn't know anything, she still felt a little sorry, so she could only laugh and take off the bracelet: "This will be in a while." Wear it again, wear it right after the photo shoot, don't you think it's a bit... weird?"
Even though he said so, Su Yan already planned to lock the bracelet in a drawer and never wear it again.
Jiang Jingchuan thought for a while, then nodded: "Yes, yes."
I don't know where it came from. After so many years, even though he is not a feudal superstition, what Su Yan said is reasonable.
Jiang Jingchuan asked the driver to go down and bought a cup of hot cocoa for Su Yan. Holding the warm paper cup, Su Yan looked at the receding scenery outside the car window, and all the ups and downs gradually returned to calm.
She has never been a person who lingers on the past, so after time travelling, the first thing she thinks about is not how to go back, but to adapt to life here.
Although it is said that in the harem, one person is under one person and above ten thousand people, but after all, life is not as happy and comfortable as it is now.
In the past, she always felt that she would never fall in love with others, nor would she open her heart to face someone. When she first came here, she thought the same way. She just wanted to live the most stable life. I have to say, Although her current life is completely different from what she had imagined at the beginning, she really loves this life.
"Let's go to the hospital." Jiang Jingchuan put the spare blanket in the car on Su Yan's leg and said casually.
Su Yan turned her head suddenly: "Hospital? Why? Are you feeling uncomfortable?"
Jiang Jingchuan touched the back of her hand, shook his head and said with a smile, "I saw that your complexion was really bad just now, so you should go and have a look, anyway, I'm fine now."
"En, good." Su Yan didn't know how to tell Jiang Jingchuan these bizarre things, and of course she would never tell him in this life.
Both she and Jiang Jingchuan are trying their best to make their relationship less accidental and obstructive.
Su Yan suddenly said in a low voice, "Jing Chuan, I really love you."
I don't know why, but I suddenly wanted to say this sentence.
Especially when this bracelet reappeared in front of her, she was panicked at that moment, thinking that the past would never be mentioned again, and it just reappeared in front of her, her first feeling was fear, fear What will happen, I am afraid that I will lose him.
If she was given a choice, whether she would like to go back to the past she was familiar with or stay here, she thought, even without Dabao and Erbao, she would stay by Jiang Jingchuan's side.
Compared with her indeterminate feelings for that person, she is more sure of her dependence and love for Jiang Jingchuan.
When Jiang Jingchuan heard this, he was stunned for a moment, then he held her hand tightly and clasped his fingers together: "Yes, I know."
He is a man, even if he occasionally has short-term concerns about gains and losses in his heart, he still won't show it in front of her.
In the past, he couldn't help but guess in his heart, what is her feeling for him? And why did you figure it out all of a sudden
Until now, when I look back and think about my various psychology at the beginning, I feel like laughing. Now he has no doubts about Su Yan's feelings for him, not because of the two children, but when he really loves someone. In fact, she is more sensitive than anyone else, and may know better than the other party who she loves.
Before he arrived at the hospital, Jiang Jingchuan's cell phone rang. He looked at the caller ID and couldn't help frowning.
It was Jiang's father calling.
"Dad, what's the matter?" Jiang Jingchuan picked it up and said in a deep voice.
Su Yan felt a little strange. The relationship between Jiang Jingchuan and Jiang's father was the same as the relationship between most fathers and sons in China. They were neither good at nor liked to express their feelings to each other. They rarely connected on the phone. This time the father-in-law called What are you here for? A little curious.
She didn't look at Jiang Jingchuan's expression, but put the bracelet back into the box and put it aside, trying to control her gaze not to go over it.
After Jiang Jingchuan hung up the phone, he directly said to the driver: "Go to the People's Hospital, immediately, hurry up!"
The tone was a bit anxious, Jiang Jingchuan rarely showed such an eager side, the driver didn't dare to ask any more questions, so he quickly turned around and drove towards the People's Hospital.
Su Yan had an intuition that something must have happened, and asked, "What's the matter? Did something happen?"
Jiang Jingchuan turned his head, his expression was finally no longer calm, and he said anxiously: "Grandma fainted just now, and now she is sent to the hospital."
After hearing this, Su Yan also became nervous. Mrs. Jiang is very old, and fainting is really not a small problem for the elderly.
For Mrs. Jiang, Su Yan really likes and respects her. When she first came to this world, this old man gave her a lot of care, even though she also knew in her heart that there should be a reason why Mrs. Jiang liked her. But it doesn't matter, no matter what her reason is, at least her love and love for herself is true.
Along the way, Jiang Jingchuan and Su Yan were very worried, and neither of them spoke much.
When he arrived at the hospital, Mrs. Jiang had already been sent to the operating room. Mrs. Jiang was still tough. He sat on the side with a cane and looked at the door of the operating room with a resolute expression.
Without Jiang Jingchuan saying anything, Su Yan took the initiative to sit beside Old Master Jiang, held his hand, and called out in a low voice, "Grandfather."
Compared with other people, the person who needs companionship and comfort the most is Mrs. Jiang.
Old Mr. Jiang turned his head and saw that it was Su Yan. His tense nerves relaxed a lot, and he comforted him in turn: "Xiao Yan, don't worry, your grandma is fine, it's fine."
Su Yan looked at Old Man Jiang's silver hair, and then at his cloudy eyes that were a little bit teary. She only felt her throat tighten, and she couldn't express the pain.
She also looked towards the operating room, praying with all her heart, hoping that grandma would be safe.
On the other side, Jiang's mother seemed to have cried, and told Jiang Jingchuan what happened.
All kinds of problems come when people get old, and even the old lady Jiang who has always been pampered can't avoid this natural rule.
Mrs. Jiang has suffered a stroke. Cerebral stroke has a rapid onset and a high fatality rate. It is one of the most important fatal diseases in the world. It is also because of this that everyone who can come to Jiang's family has arrived. No one knows that Mrs. Jiang is still alive. Will you reopen your eyes.
No one dared to say anything, because Jiang Jingchuan and Jiang's father's faces were really ugly, and they were afraid that if they accidentally said something wrong and hit the pain points of these two people, they would be the ones who were unlucky.
The operation time was quite long. After Su Yan comforted Mr. Jiang, she led Jiang Jingchuan to the safe passage and bought him a drink.
She had never seen Jiang Jingchuan showing such a helpless expression before.
This person is not omnipotent, he is also afraid, afraid of losing his relatives, Su Yan can't help but wonder, was he the same when his grandmother left
When Jiang Jingchuan mentioned his grandmother's death before, he just mentioned it casually, but she could imagine how he felt at that time.
Frankly speaking, in this regard, Su Yan is not good at comforting others. She has experienced the pain of losing a loved one, and knowing that no matter what others say is useless, she simply stopped talking.
"Grandpa is more uncomfortable than me." Just when Su Yan thought Jiang Jingchuan couldn't speak, he suddenly spoke in a low voice.
Su Yan was startled, never expecting him to say such a sentence.
"It's strange." Jiang Jingchuan raised his head and forced a smile at Su Yan, "Obviously I'm not a grandfather, but I seem to understand his feelings."
what feeling? Su Yan didn't dare to ask.
"When I watched TV with my grandma and my mother, I always heard such lines. Although we can't live together, we have to die together. Now I seem to understand it."
Jiang Jingchuan didn't seem to have thought about getting a response from Su Yan, it was more like a confession, he rubbed his knee with one hand, and said in a low voice: "Xiao Yan, just think that one day I will die before you , or you die before me, no matter which one, I can't seem to accept it."
He has experienced the death of his grandmother, and he has also reached this age, knowing that birth, old age, sickness and death are inevitable for everyone. Compared with fear and worry, he loves grandpa more.
In my impression, my grandparents have always been very loving. I didn't have a lover before, so I couldn't feel the feeling of losing my true love. Now that I have Su Yan, I can feel even more how thrilling grandpa's calm face is.
Su Yan's nose was sour, and her eye sockets almost turned red. In such an environment, others would say "Grandma will definitely get better, right?" She originally thought that Jiang Jingchuan was thinking about this too, when he When she said these words with a wry smile, Su Yan clearly felt a real feeling—distressed.
Jiang Jingchuan took her hand, and his smile seemed to lighten a bit, "Xiao Yan, it would be great if I could die with you in the future."
Yes, no matter whether you leave before your lover or later than your lover, as long as one person is left alone in this world, it seems unbearable.
If you don't think about any responsibilities, it would be great if you could die with your lover.
He rarely said such provocative things, and he never said that he would be with you in the next life, because he never said, so when he said these words, it had a great impact on her.
Su Yan held back her tears and nodded vigorously: "Yes."