As soon as the official announcement of the Qing team came out, there was another small earthquake in the circle.
All fools know that the Qing team relies on Xu Tailun to carry the rhythm to win the game. Xu Tailun is the rhythm engine of the team. Without this jungler, the team is at most on the verge of relegation and may even fall into the secondary league. As soon as the decision to suspend the game came out, it was undoubtedly a live cut of thigh meat on his body.
Therefore, such a move surprised the people who originally thought that domestic clubs were "interested". Most people thought that it would only be "remember a major demerit, order corrections", "deduct wages", etc. The punishment is neither light nor heavy, I really did not expect that the Qing Dynasty team would be willing to drop the entire BAN of this Korean aid for one season.
So basically at the beginning, most of the comments were in support of the Qing team's move. The positive reports of the media were overwhelming, and it was regarded as a good leader in the industry—
[Evil will be rewarded with evil, killing chickens to warn monkeys, no matter what, this wave of words Daqing team.]
[Hey, I'm used to relegation, I'm not used to winning the third place all at once, let's go back to relegation after dropping the carry position! - The management of the Qing team said so.]
[Small teams can show such determination, some upper-middle and upper-level teams in some leagues should have a snack.]
[I hope everyone can take some practical actions to support the Qing team this time. Verbal praise is not advisable, but people really have losses... ]
[Take it downstairs, the club's reputation is also very important, find a suitable jungler Quanhua class next year, as long as you don't relegation, you will definitely get a lot of fans, isn't it a good thing? When the management is a fool, at least I am a fan!]
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For example, there are countless similar remarks, and even in a famous e-sports post bar, the relevant posts have been washed, some seriously analyze the current situation of domestic e-sports clubs, and some continue to dig Xu Tailun. , insulting teammates, threatening high-level executives with words and actions such as "If I don't XX, I won't go" more than once, and asking fans for luxury gifts is also commonplace—
The first post that carried Xu Tailun's rhythm was already 5,000 responses to skyscrapers, and at the end of the post, a bunch of melon-eating people went crazy @they usually met Xu Tailun's fans and sisters in the post bar, some of them appeared, and responded [I was blind at the time I got my eyes off, and the powder has been removed]; another part appeared, and responded [it's very sad, thank you for not giving me a special]; the last remaining part remained silent from beginning to end.
Xu Tailun officially became LPL's street rat.
…
in an empty room.
The phone that was thrown on the bed kept ringing, text messages vibrated, QQ vibrated, WeChat vibrated, and incoming calls alerted—
However, the only young woman in the room, with her hair tied up and her slippers on, was stuffing her last clothes into her suitcase—she seemed deaf to the constant noise of the phone.
Everything around is in a mess, and it looks like he hastily packed his things and left in a hurry. The walls are a little mottled, and there are traces of pictures that were once pasted on them being torn off... Probably photos or posters, from the wall It seems to be inferred from the corners of some leftover photos that have not been torn clean; the photo rope clips on the wall are also empty; there are also several support banners with the words "Come on for the Qing Dynasty" on the vanity mirror. On the banners, There are some scribbled team members autographed...
They were presumably once carefully preserved.
The young woman closed the suitcase, stood up and looked indifferently around the room that had become very empty... Finally, her eyes were fixed on another huge box behind her-the top of the box was several portable hard drives, which contained storage It is full of high-definition video recordings of the members of the Qing team live broadcast for half a year; under the mobile hard disk, there are photos taken from the wall full of photos. Among the photos, there are five young people wearing uniform color team uniforms. They're laughing, they're hugging, they're standing at the front of the stage and bowing to the audience, they're sitting behind the computer, cheering for their victories and frustrated with their defeats...
These photos have been carefully captured by SLR, and then selected, retouched, developed and printed.
Then it was carefully treasured.
- Now it's like a piece of garbage with the wallpaper attached to it so crumpled and thrown in the waste bin.
The phone on the bed was still ringing.
The woman whose Weibo username was "Guoguo" walked to the box and raised her foot to close the box, but at this time her eyes were fixed on a heavy book in the box... She paused, Instead of closing the box, he chose to bend over and take it out. He turned to the first page. The first page of the book is the mouse that crosses the street in the e-sports circle today, wearing a Qing team uniform with a bright smile on his face. Photo-
This is Xu Tailun's smile when he came to the LPL division, joined the Daqing team and won the first game.
Underneath this photo, in Chinese, English, and Korean, it was written in highlighter: Happy Birthday, Tyron!
Turning the book back, it is different photos with different handwriting words - [Xu Tailun is the best :)] [Thank you for coming to us] [Our little angels, Tairen, do your best in the summer game] [ Thank you for bringing me to the wonderful circle of the League of Legends professional game, I have seen many scenery, and finally I choose to stay by your side all the time]…
the last page.
[Anyway by your side - Guoguo.]
The last date of inscription is August 31st this year, and the time has not yet come, because this is one of the birthday gifts that fans made for Xu Tailun together. Carefully sent to more than 40 cities, collected countless handwritten wishes from fans all over the country, and finally returned to Guoguo... The thick stack of books is full of people looking forward to it being delivered. The hope when it is in the hands of a favorite player.
It's useless now.
Guoguo put the book back in the box, and at this moment, the phone vibrated again... She paused for a while, and finally turned around to pick up the phone, and read through the hundreds of unread messages accumulated in the past ten hours. Pass-
[GuoGuo, are you alright? QAQ]
[Weibo is emptied, do you want to quit the circle? No, woo woo woo...]
Retreat, of course, you have to retreat.
[I don't understand why you do this.]
[Didn't you agree not to say these things out? I didn't expect that it was you who betrayed Xu Tailun in the end... You also betrayed us, you traitor.]
[Xu Tailun has been suspended.]
[We will never see him again.]
[Thanks to you.]
[You are really a vicious woman.]
When did it become like this? Because of liking and blindly following him, even after knowing his true face, he accepted the reality calmly, and even acted like a lunatic, covering him and concealing it for him—are you refusing to admit that the idol in your heart turned out to be like this? Or simply refuse to admit that he was blind in the first place
[He's a scumbag, not worth it, Guoguo forget it, if I knew he was such a person, I wouldn't have fanned him at all, no matter how good the game is.]
And I'm also a person who gets involved in other people's feelings, bitch, bitch and scum are together, aren't they
[This week is his last game, will you come?]
Guoguo's eyes stayed on the last text message.
a long time.
As if she had made up her mind, she entered WeChat and entered the ticketing platform—the fingertips on the phone trembled slightly, and she suddenly remembered the Monday morning of the week she first decided to go to the LPL live game, and she woke up. Early in the morning, I took a shower and put on my makeup. I sat down with a few friends at Starbucks, waited, waited, waited eagerly until 12 noon, then held the phone for a few seconds, my heart beat faster, and raced to enter when the phone time jumped to 12 o'clock. The ticketing system is only to grab the front row tickets...
And it was already Wednesday.
Entering the ticket purchase page, there are only a few tickets left in the back row for the Qing team to play against the HUAWEI team on Thursday. Guoguo thought about it and chose the one in the last row at random. Click OK, confirm the information, and buy.
The day appeared in a trance in front of me. After grabbing the front row tickets, I cheered and hugged my friends and hugged me excitedly. That joy I don’t know how to describe, my mind was full of—
What am I going to wear that day
I want to do my makeup!
It doesn't matter if he can't see me anyway, I just want to be beautiful!
Xu Tailun, really, really, nice to meet you.
…
…
Thursday.
It's another week of the start of the LPL regular season round robin.
In the morning, nursery rhyme received an interview task about Xu Tailun and the current situation of Korean aid in the current circle, so even if today is not the game day of ZGDX, she still got up without complaint, got into the club's nanny car, and rushed to her. Said to have been very familiar with the game arena.
... Lu Sicheng sent her a blessing before leaving the house: "... In Xu Tailun's last game, thousands of fans ran wild at the scene. Are you not afraid of being beaten to death by his fans when you ran for an interview?"
"Well said, thank you for your blessings, then do you want to protect your mid laner?"
"I don't want it," the man holding a cup of coffee said blankly, "I'm also very afraid of death."
... This old man who is addicted to the Internet does not know what the romance of a hero saves beauty is.
The nursery rhyme rolled her eyes and came to the competition venue. It was still a while before the interview time, so she put on a mask and sat under the stage to watch the match between the Qing Dynasty and the HUAWEI team. He did it on purpose. Li Huanshuo lived up to expectations and smashed Xu Tailun into the ground. The game was like a traditional strong team playing a traditional relegation team. With the rest time of almost an hour and a half, the entire BO3 between the two teams was completed.
At the end of the game, the fan area of the Qing team was quiet, and the quietness had a creepy feeling - as if this was not Xu Tailun's personal curtain call, but the entire team of the Qing team.
At this time, as the winning team, the HUAWEI team members took the initiative to shake hands with them and bowed at the front of the stage to thank the audience. When bending over, Li Huanshuo saw the nursery rhyme sitting in the corner with half a nose and a pair of eyes, and he smiled like a silly roe deer. wave to her...
Behind them, the members of the Daqing team quietly left the field.
The nursery rhyme looked at the interview time, and just when she was hungry, she stood up and wanted to buy some bread and eat preserved fruit in the next building. At this time, it was cloudy outside and it was raining. She asked the staff to borrow an umbrella, and then she was alone. Go outside.
Because there were a lot of spectators during the intermission at this time, they were afraid that they would be recognized and blocked, so the nursery rhyme went out through the side door and made a big circle to go to another building-the road she took should really be nothing. Human, until she walked around the back of the building with an umbrella and stepped on the water, and then saw a girl squatting in a corner under the eaves of the building.
Tong Yao was startled at first, and almost threw the umbrella in her hand - until she walked in and saw that the person who was drenched in soup was not only a living person, but also an acquaintance.
"... girl?"
Tong Yao stopped beside her, tilted the umbrella in her hand slightly to cover her head, and hesitated to ask—
"Are you OK?"
For a moment, the surroundings were very quiet, and only the sound of pouring rain could be heard.
For a long time, when she almost thought that this girl should ignore her, she raised her head to look at her umbrella, and was bent over to try to put the umbrella on this girl, but then the other party moved - she raised her head, the whole picture Her face was all wet, and she didn't know whether it was rain or tears... She squinted slightly at the nursery rhyme, and after a long time, she whispered in a slightly hoarse voice: "Did I destroy him with my own hands?"
"… "
"One slap doesn't make a sound." Tong Yao put the umbrella into the girl's hand, "If I knew this earlier, why bother."
…
ten minutes later.
The nursery rhyme was alone, sitting wet in the bakery, nibbling bread and swiping Weibo. Originally, I wanted to see what the fans of the Qing team thought about Xu Tailun's departure, but when I looked at it, my fingers suddenly trembled and I swiped a line. Latest Weibo.
She read it carefully.
Then even the action of swallowing bread stopped, and I didn't know what it was like, but at that moment, I suddenly felt a little sad... I like someone, hate someone, sometimes it seems that it can't be as simple as imagined. Black and white.
About a few hours later, almost as long as many people in the e-sports circle saw such a Weibo on the homepage of Weibo—
[In your name:
People are too greedy.
In the beginning, I just wanted to see you more, but gradually I wanted to be with you. I tried my best to restrain my possessiveness, but sometimes I wanted to possess you, and then I started to be dissatisfied and picky. Because I couldn’t achieve it, I started to be irritable, anxious and hysterical…
When we unknowingly carry out all these moral and emotional kidnappings in the name of love, we should think about the beginning. At first, I just stood tenderly in the crowd, expecting you to give me a tender look again.]
… when did it start
From pure worship to gradual fall.
I wanted more and more, and finally lost my original intention on the road of pursuit, and forgot what I was pursuing at the beginning - in fact, I just wanted to watch him glittering on the competition stage - I don't know when At first, forget such a simple thing.
Blindfolded his eyes.
Let yourself be depraved, ugly, jealous, grow in darkness, and become a stranger you look down on.
Pull him, and fall into doom together with him, reap the consequences.
When I started to miss the original self who cheered for him from a distance, and the radiant him sitting on the stage, it was too late—
Eating bad fruit
It really is-
If I knew this earlier, why should it be in the first place.