"What's so good about being a good person? If I could always insist on being a bad person, I would have married Zhaoxia in our own house long ago, and maybe we would have children."
The truth is cruel, and Bai Duanduan finally knows what changed Lin Hui.
And now Lin Hui is no longer like a high-spirited partner at all, but just a poor middle-aged man.
He looked at Bai Duanduan, smiled wryly, and said, "I'm not a purely good person, but Duanduan, I'm not as bad as you think. Regarding Ji Lin, I really just hope from the bottom of my heart that you won't be hurt. Hurt, I know how much Ji Lin hates me, I don't want you to be implicated because of me like Zhao Xia, to be used by him, to be used by him as a tool for revenge against me!"
Lin Hui's face was still a little pale when he said this, but every word, Bai Duanduan believed that he was sincere, because of sister Zhaoxia's matter, he was worried that the past would repeat itself, and he was worried that he would repeat the same mistakes, his intentions were true.
But it's not necessary.
"Lawyer Lin, you subconsciously feel that Ji Linhui, like you, has experienced so many unfair things, so he will be blinded by hatred like you, completely subvert the three views, and become an unscrupulous person?"
Lin Hui looked at Bai Duanduan without speaking.
No one can guarantee that he will not make mistakes in his life. Lin Hui made a mistake in the case of Ji Lin's father, but he can correct it and use many ways to atone. Lin Hui chose to surrender to life without hesitation.
"You think you are wrong, but you redeemed your sins, but your atonement not only did not get rewards, but got disasters, so you are wronged, you resent, you feel that you are also a victim, so you completely overthrow your own values , I feel that it is better to follow the trend and be a bad person, you just took such a road easily, but it is obviously for your own comfort, to make excuses for yourself to fall, and to choose an easier path!"
"You feel sorry for Ji Lin. You choose to send money to Ji Lin. You think this is atonement, but does Ji Lin want your money? If it were you, seeing this money, would the resentment dissipate, or would you feel humiliated? ? From the beginning to the end, you never dared to face Ji Lin face to face, and apologize to him properly, right?"
Bai Duanduan looked at Lin Hui: "Yes, you are very pitiful, but isn't Ji Lin pitiful? You were already in your twenties when you lost sister Zhaoxia, at least you were an adult with a stable job, but Ji Lin He was only thirteen years old when he lost his father, and he was even burdened with huge debts."
"What's more, you keep saying that you love Sister Zhaoxia, and it's because of Sister Zhaoxia's death that you became what you are now. So what's going on with Du Xinyi? Just because she has a face similar to Sister Zhaoxia's?"
Lin Hui muttered, as if she wanted to defend herself, but Bai Duanduan didn't give him this chance, she just said, "Don't tell me about atonement, because you didn't give sister Zhaoxia the best, look at this picture The face just wants to make up, so let me ask you, can she compare with Sister Zhaoxia? Is she worthy? She has a dark and dirty heart, has no ability but likes infighting, neither has the basic professional training of a legal person, nor does she have the profession she should have Daode, it's not that you don't know what she is doing in the institute, but you have always chosen to turn a blind eye and let it go, so this is your love for sister Zhaoxia? Is this your pain? You see Du Xinyi using it every day Don't you feel disgusted when sister Zhaoxia's similar face does these things?"
"Ji Lin has suffered less than you, but did Ji Lin just follow the trend and become like you? Did he change his values and become a bad person with ease and no psychological burden? Has he changed? He didn't."
"It's not that everyone who experiences something like yours will definitely become like you in self-pity. No matter how hard it is, Ji Lin has never changed."
…
"Mr. Lin, I called you this last. You ask yourself, even if you go back in time, according to what you understand now, you have always been a bad person. You have never helped the disadvantaged in public welfare cases. Is it possible to live happily with you and have children?"
"Sister Zhaoxia likes you because you are a kind person. If she knows that you have become like this, she will not be with you at all. She will leave decisively and marry a truly kind person instead of Such you."
Bai Duanduan paused: "Because you are not worthy at all!"
—
Ji Lin returned to Shenglin after the lengthy meeting, and it was not time to get off work. At this time, Bai Duanduan should still be in the office. Ji Lin thought that he would not be in time for tonight's dinner, but he did not expect the turnaround in the end. The meeting It ended efficiently and early.
To his surprise, Bai Duanduan was not there, but Rong Sheng came back from a business trip in Tianjin. Although others didn't know where he went, Ji Lin found the big bag he brought back on his desk Twist.
Bai Duanduan seems to like to eat this kind of deep-fried, sweet and high-calorie food, Ji Lin subconsciously put away the mahua, planning to bring his own bag to her at night.
He picked up his mobile phone and called Bai Duanduan, but no one answered.
In the end, it was Wang Fangfang who came to his office to deliver the documents and materials to give him some guidance: "Is Ji Par looking for Duan Duan?"
Ji Lin glanced at her: "En."
"Duanduan said she had something to do just now. She wanted to meet someone and went to the Webox restaurant downstairs." Wang Fangfang looked at the phone, "It's been a long time, but I just called her phone and didn't answer it. Maybe she was talking to her." I didn't care about what customers were talking about."
Rationality dictated that Ji Lin should wait patiently in the office, but emotion made him still involuntarily step forward to Sheng Lin. Before he realized it, he was already standing at the door of Webox.
Ji Lin comforted himself, when Bai Duanduan was seeing a client, he didn't bother him, he just wanted to see him and had a meeting for a long time, and he was a little uneasy if he didn't see her for a long time, let alone what kind of client it was. It took up so much of Bai Duanduan's time. If she encountered difficulties in professional consultation, I could just stop by and help her out... In short, I just wanted to see...
This restaurant belongs to Ji Lin and Bai Duanduan's upstairs neighbor, and as expected, his non-mainstream neighbor at the door greeted him as soon as he saw him.
"Hey! Brother! You're here too! Recently, your leg has fully recovered! I think you're so cool every step of the way!" The neighbor poked his head out familiarly, "But why don't you come here? We're eating at the restaurant."
Ji Lin was a little puzzled.
The non-mainstream neighbor kindly explained in a low voice: "Your tigress wife just brought a man into the box here." The other party hinted, "I will remind you, or you should go to another Let's go to the restaurant, I'm afraid your wife will..."
"I'm here to find her."
As a result, when he said this, the expression on the neighbor's face became even more exciting. Ji Lingang was about to go in, but he stopped him again: "Brother, you can say that I am nosy, or other things, I just can't see it." Go down, you said you are a handsome talent, why bother! Did this woman run away with someone else? Is the man who came with her today his new love? I think that man is much older, and he is also obedient to your wife With Baishun's appearance, your wife didn't beat him!"
The non-mainstream neighbor is obviously deeply poisoned by the second- and third-rate TV dramas. With such a small detail, he has pieced together an 8 o'clock drama in his mind. He persuaded: "Brother, really, I know, you may It’s the Stockholm Syndrome. After being abused for a long time, I fell in love, but listen to my advice, you will live better if you leave her! There are only zero and countless times of domestic violence! This woman finds someone else and finds someone else …”
Ji Lin didn't bother to explain, just smiled: "It's okay, I like her just like that."
"..."
Sure enough, the non-mainstream neighbor showed an indescribable expression on his face, but he still kindly led the way: "It's in box 3 at the end of the road, but bro, I'm really telling you out of sympathy, normally I don't The client's privacy should be leaked, so don't rush in and fight with her on the spur of the moment..." He glanced at Ji Lin, then added worryingly, "And you can't beat that woman..."
Ji Lin didn't care about these things, just nodded to the other party, and then walked to the end of the road.
The environment of this restaurant is really good, and there are many boxes, but most of the boxes are not completely closed, but separated by bookshelves. On the bookshelves, there are books and green plants. There is a bead curtain at the opening on the other side. The other side is frosted glass.
Ji Lin was only going to take a look at Bai Duanduan through the gap in the bead curtain, and then order a cup of coffee outside and wait for her, but when he walked to the door of the box, he heard a familiar voice from inside.
That was Lin Hui's voice.
Ji Lin felt depressed and unspeakably irritated, Bai Duanduan actually made an appointment with Lin Hui. Although she already knew that she and Lin Hui had never been a couple, Ji Lin's natural dislike for Lin Hui also made Ji Lin's emotions complicated.
The man's voice almost made Ji Lin clenched his fists for an instant.
Soon, however, he slowly relaxed his fist. Because he realized that no matter what, Lin Hui was her mentor in Bai Duanduan's eyes. As long as he wanted to be with Bai Duanduan, he would inevitably need to get in touch with Lin Hui. Hui Hui's past, and then let Bai Duanduan and Lin Hui break off friendship, but it seemed to have no other meaning except to increase Bai Duanduan's pain.
What's more, after she really told the truth, what would Bai Duanduan's reaction be? Ji Lin was also a little apprehensive and nervous. Would she really break up with Lin Hui? Will he believe in himself without hesitation? After all, Lin Hui has known her for a longer time and has witnessed her growth from youthfulness to growth.
He has always been unwilling to confess his past to Bai Duanduan. Apart from being unwilling to let her suffer and break her trust in others, Ji Lin has to admit that he is also afraid. He is afraid of seeing Bai Duanduan's hesitation, seeing her Hesitation, seeing her indecisive for any second.
I really like her so much that any slight lack of firmness in her liking will stab me.
Ji Lin had suffered many injuries before, he always thought that he was so strong that he was not afraid of any harm, but now he realized that this is not the case, he is still the same as before, fearful and cowardly, but even so, he still likes Bai Duanduan, likes Bai Duanduan So much that she was willing to hand the knife that could hurt herself to her without hesitation.
This was too dangerous and too pure, but Ji Lin felt that it was also too addictive, and he couldn't even use his reason to stop himself.
He was only planning to stay outside the box for a short time before leaving, because he really didn't want to see Lin Hui, nor did he want to hear his voice, but just as he was about to turn around and leave, Lin Hui in the box suddenly raised his voice —
"It's true that I'm not a purely good person, but Duanduan, I'm not as bad as you think. When it comes to Ji Lin, I really just hope from the bottom of my heart that you won't be hurt. How much Ji Lin hates me? I know it, I don't want you to be implicated because of me like Zhaoxia, to be used by him, to be used by him as a tool to take revenge on me!"
It never occurred to Ji Lin that he held back and said nothing in front of Bai Duanduan, but instead, Lin Hui revealed all these ugly past events to Bai Duanduan, and he even sued the villain first, and completely distorted the facts .
Did he get together with Bai Duanduan just to get revenge on Lin Hui
Ji Lin was so angry that he laughed back. Lin Hui can really put money on his face, just relying on him? How could I betray my feelings in order to get revenge on him? How big is the row
Hearing this, Ji Lin couldn't bear it any longer. According to his character, he wanted to rush in and directly refute Lin Hui face to face.
However…
However, because Bai Duanduan was sitting inside, he didn't want to embarrass her, and he didn't want her to be passively caught in a dilemma...
It's just that Ji Lin didn't have the courage to listen to Bai Duanduan's answer.
Will she trust Lin Hui? Will she really doubt herself...
Ji Lin pursed his lips, remained silent for a few seconds, and decided to leave.
Maybe I don't need to know this answer, maybe it's better to pretend that I haven't been to this restaurant at all.
And because of his momentary hesitation, it was already too late, because in the next second, he heard Bai Duanduan's answer—
"Lawyer Lin, you subconsciously feel that Ji Linhui, like you, has experienced so many unfair things, so he will be blinded by hatred like you, completely subvert the three views, and become an unscrupulous person?"
Bai Duanduan's voice was the same as usual, calm and calm, with a pleasant crispness.
…
"Yes, you are very pitiful, but isn't Ji Lin pitiful? You were already in your twenties when you lost sister Zhaoxia, at least an adult, but Ji Lin was only thirteen when he lost his father, and even with huge debts.”
"You were attacked and insulted by the parties who didn't know what to do. Didn't Ji Lin experience it? When he was crowded out and attacked by those cruel little boys in school, you didn't see it, because you only had yourself in your eyes, and you could only see Your own pain can only magnify your own feelings. Lin Hui, you are extremely selfish. It seems that you are not responsible for anything you do. You are forced and helpless. on your own."
"Ji Lin has suffered less than you, but did Ji Lin just follow the trend and become like you? Did he change his values and become a bad person with ease and no psychological burden? Has he changed? He didn't."
"It's not that everyone who experiences something like yours will definitely become like you in self-pity. No matter how hard it is, Ji Lin has never changed."
Ji Lin heard Bai Duanduan's sonorous and forceful voice, she said—
"I understand that you may really not want me to be deceived out of good intentions, but please know that not everyone will become so ugly after encountering the same thing as you. Ji Lin did not. I like him and will never change."
It was also at this moment, Ji Lin thought, that he might finally understand the reason why he likes Bai Duanduan so much.
For the first time in his life, he secretly stood outside the door, separated by a curtain, the girl he liked was fighting for his defense, and this was almost the first time Ji Lin experienced the feeling of being protected, his heart Jumping fast, as if trying to use up all his oxygen, heartbeat, indulgence, crazy joy and great emotion hit him like waves.
In the past, Ji Lin only thought that if he could meet Bai Duanduan sooner, he felt regretful, and felt that it would be great if he could have a few more rays of sunshine after so much pain in the past.
However, at this moment, what was puffing up in his heart was satisfaction.
He no longer regrets, being loved by Bai Duanduan, no matter when, is enough, it is not too late, life is already quite complete.
She is a little sun, and now and in the future, she is only her own little sun.
Ji Lin really wanted to tell Bai Duanduan that he liked her and would never change.
The author has something to say: Randomly drop 500 red envelopes in the comments of more than 15 characters in this chapter~
Well, Lin Hui's role is almost offline~ The following will return to the interaction between Duanduan and Jipar~ It will be sweet~ Career and love are all caught up~
But the following may be relatively short, because I have to write it every day... I will work hard to get fatter~
[small theater]
Ji par: I'll give you 5 million to regain my position as the leading man.
Author: Good boss! But boss, you transferred 10 million to me
Ji par: There are still 5 million, add some drama.
Author: What kind of drama
Ji par: The best kind of drama that can't pass the trial.
Author:? ?