The so-called careful calculation is false, and the so-called "having enough room to stop Wei Jin" is also false.
At the moment of the accident, whether he turned the steering wheel or hit the bumper, it had nothing to do with his original intention of chasing Wei Jin.
At the moment of life and death, he only had the instinct to protect her.
Other than that, I can't even think about it.
Ruan Yu wiped his tears with the back of his hand, but found that the tears rolled more and more, and the hotter they rolled.
But the person who made her cry like this was still pouring seasoning into the instant noodle box as if nothing had happened.
She put down her phone, got up and walked into the kitchen.
Xu Huaisong could distinguish the movement behind him from the sound of the kettle boiling, and just as he was about to turn around and ask "what's the matter", she was hugged tightly from behind.
He paused, the seasoning spilled out, and he looked down at her hands around his waist.
She gasped softly without saying a word. There was dampness creeping across his shirt.
At this moment, he didn't need her to speak, he knew why she was crying.
Xu Huaisong lowered his eyes, gently opened her hands, and then turned around.
His expression didn't loosen because of her tears, on the contrary, it was always tense.
He closed his eyes, as if unwilling to face her tears, and said with a hint of pleading, "Stop crying, please?"
Ruan Yu froze for a moment, then choked.
Xu Huaisong sighed.
He didn't want to see her cry.
From the moment the airbag was deployed, he hadn't recovered from his fear. Seemingly dealing with the aftermath calmly, seeming to be making noodles here calmly, but inside is always terrified.
Obviously he was the one who got her into danger first, and he owed her "I'm sorry", but in the end, she looked at him with such eyes that "I can leave everything to him from now on".
Her tears left him speechless.
Xu Huaisong closed his eyes and frowned.
Ruan Yu raised his head, from being puzzled at the beginning to seeing the emotion revealed between his brows. - guilt, remorse, shame.
It dawned on her.
Just when he finally finished brewing and opened his eyes to say something, she opened her mouth first, smiling through tears: "Wow, Xu Huaisong, you're too good."
Xu Huaisong was a little surprised.
She raised her head and looked into his eyes: "The clear height of the bridge is more than forty meters. Wei Jin escaped death by jumping off. With the hostage in his hands, the police probably shot him dead to rescue the hostage. You can't let him die. That's why I chased after the police car when it was too late to approach, without thinking too much, I understand you... "
When she said this, she changed the subject and snorted in a low voice: "—At this time, you actually want me to say such words to comfort you?"
Xu Huaisong was taken aback again. A person who has always been sensitive was dulled by her successive twists and turns, and said silently: "It's useless to comfort you."
Ruan Yu wiped away tears, raised his chin and said, "Right? It's useless to comfort you. Another way of thinking, if you didn't catch up today and Wei Jin died, then I might be the one who feels guilty. No matter how much you comfort me Me, I still think—how could you have missed the best chance to stop him if I hadn't dragged you down?"
She smiled when she said this: "There are many junctures in life when you are caught off guard, and in those junctures, there is no best choice, because no matter what you choose, there are disadvantages. But now the reality is that Wei Jin was arrested, you It's fine, and I'm fine too. I can comfort you without feeling guilty, and I've made a lot of money with this result!"
Xu Huaisong's gaze flickered slightly, and he stretched out his hand to caress her cheek.
How could he be able to be understood by this brave girl.
He rubbed her face lightly, because there was a million tons of love in his heart and he didn't know how to release it.
Then Ruan Yu told him: "Hey, I actually wanted to say it just now, do you have time to blame yourself and feel guilty here, don't you have time to kiss me?"
The emotions that had been suppressed all afternoon completely collapsed in her words, Xu Huaisong lowered his head and kissed her.
Ruan Yu took a step back in a hurry, and was kissed by him for a while, and pointed to the window behind him and said vaguely: "No, I didn't draw the curtain..."
Xu Huaisong didn't turn around to pull the troublesome blinds, but directly picked her up and carried her all the way into the room.
The room is dark. Ruan Yu was about to turn on the light, but Xu Huaisong stopped her hand, holding her face and entangled with her.
Ruan Yu responded to his kiss, wrapping his arms around his waist all the way up, wrapping around his neck.
Xu Huaisong was stimulated by her initiative, which deepened the kiss.
He seemed to be used to expressing his emotions in the dark, but this kind of darkness gradually reminded Ruan Yu of the shocking scene in the afternoon, and the male commentator's phrase "It's pure luck to escape".
She also experienced the desire to find a sense of security in intimacy.
It seems that no matter how tightly fit, it is not enough for her to have him who was almost lost.
She began to be dissatisfied with simple kisses and leaned closer to him.
Xu Huaisong took a step back at this moment.
She was puzzled and moved on.
He retreats again.
She goes in again.
Then there was a muffled bang.
The two fell on the bed, in the posture of Ruan Yu pressing on Xu Huaisong.
Under Xu Huaisong was a soft bed.
What Ruan Yu felt was something as hard as iron.
"..." Discovered the secret.
"..." was discovered secret.
The two looked at each other panting in the darkness, relatively speechless.
But some "changes" became bigger and bigger in this fit, so big that Ruan Yu was dumbfounded and didn't even dare to take a breath.
She felt that there was a beating heart on her lower abdomen...
In a moment of dead silence, Xu Huaisong supported her by the shoulders and moved her away, but because of her posture, she rubbed against her and made a low "hiss".
He coughed lowly: "Go and eat noodles, I'll take a bath."
Ruan Yu let out an "hey" and took his hand: "Wash... Is it really useful to take a shower?"
"Yes..." He turned his back to her, "..."
As he said that, he turned his head and went into the bathroom, as if he was running away. After more than 20 minutes, he came out, but Ruan Yu was not outside.
No living room, no bedroom, no mobile phone.
Xu Huaisong called her: "Where have you been?"
Ruan Yu's laughing voice came from the other end: "Instant noodles are too bad, I'll go out and buy something delicious..."
"If you want something else to eat, tell me, what are you doing out by yourself at night?" He said as he walked to the entrance to change his shoes, "Where are you, I'll come and find you."
"No need!" Ruan Yu stopped him in panic, "I'll be back soon, you wait for me at home!"
Ruan Yu is a person who is not very good at lying. If there is something on his mind, it is difficult to hide it from his eyes.
Just like a few days ago, something was wrong when she came out of Huanshi's meeting.
Xu Huaisong stopped putting on his shoes, lowered his eyes, and his tone became weaker: "Well, then you should pay attention to safety."
Ruan Yu, who hung up the phone, patted his frightened chest, let out a long breath, and then suddenly heard a sentence from behind: "Little girl, are you still a thief when you buy condoms?"
She trembled, turned her head, and saw a woman with heavy makeup looking at her suspiciously.
She stood in front of the convenience store shelf and smiled "hehe": "That, um..."
The other party probably understood it from her expression, pointed to the colorful shelves and said, "Oh... do you need help?"
Ruan Yu swallowed, his eyes already showed this "need".
"Hey," the other party picked up a box from the shelf, "It's the first time I can use this, it's easy to wear."
"Why is it easy to wear?"
The other party said solemnly and honestly, "Because it's big."
"..."
"Oh, isn't it big? Then use this," she twisted another box, "it won't hurt easily."
Ruan Yu humbly asked for advice again: "Why doesn't it hurt easily?"
"Because of lubrication."
Ruan Yu held two boxes, frowned and struggled for a while, smiled "hehe", and asked cautiously, "Is there any big and smooth one?"
When Ruan Yu returned home, he saw Xu Huaisong eating instant noodles with his head down.
She was stunned: "I bought a box lunch, why did you eat it first?"
He looked up at the big bag in her hand and said, "I'm hungry."
Ruan Yu said "Oh": "Then if you don't have enough, add another box lunch." As he spoke, he moved his share of rice next to him, and started to eat, looking at the seam of his trousers while eating.
Noticing her gaze, Xu Huaisong paused with the fork in his hand, but looking at her again, he found that she was poking the braised lion's head seriously.
So he lowered his head and ate the noodles again.
Ruan Yu couldn't finish eating because of nervousness, so he closed the lid after a few mouthfuls.
Xu Huaisong glanced at her face, which was barely moving, and didn't speak.
She threw away the lunch box, cleaned up the trash, and said after a while, "I'm going to take a shower."
Xu Huaisong said "Yes".
Ruan Yu walked into the bathroom, took a deep breath while taking a bath, and when he came out, he saw Xu Huaisong clasped his hands, sitting on the sofa in a daze, as if he was thinking about something, and his mood was a little low.
She walked over suspiciously: "What are you thinking, are you still struggling with the matter of the afternoon?"
He shook his head and said, "I will go to America by myself tomorrow."
Ruan Yu was taken aback. He still has a job in the United States, and he will definitely go there at another time, but why leave her behind
Xu Huaisong continued: "It was because of Wei Jin that he took you away. Now that he has been arrested, you don't have to suffer with me."
"But I didn't go with you because of Wei Jin." Ruan Yu frowned, and sat down beside him, "I don't want to be separated from you."
Xu Huaisong turned his head, with a trace of struggle in his eyes: "You don't have to tie yourself to me because of what happened in the afternoon, if you had a better choice."
Ruan Yu was confused and realized that something was wrong with him.
Indeed, something was wrong with Xu Huaisong long before today. It's just that she was pretending to be something in her heart, so she didn't feel too strongly about his attitude.
Now she is in a cheerful mood, but finds that he is still negative, and it seems that it has nothing to do with the afternoon.
She touched the back of his hand: "what's the matter with you? Is there something wrong recently?"
Xu Huaisong took a breath: "You have something on your mind."
Ruan Yu froze for a moment, then nodded: "Well, it's..."
He gently moved her hand away: "I interrupted you what you wanted to say to me that day. Say it now."
What Xu Huaisong was talking about was the night she came back from Huanshi's meeting.
Before answering, Ruan Yu faintly sensed something from this distant movement.
So, he interrupted her on purpose that day
She asked: "You deliberately said you would go to bed early, and you deliberately went on a business trip to Suzhou City the next day because you didn't want to hear me talk about things with you?"
"Yeah." Xu Huaisong lowered his eyes, "I didn't go on a business trip to Su City that day. After I left in the morning, I walked along the Qiantang River."
"..."
"Why?" Ruan Yu was dumbfounded, and after asking, he sorted out the matter in his mind.
Xu Huaisong deliberately avoided talking, probably because he misunderstood that she was going to say something bad. So that day, after he came back from the Qiantang River, he hurriedly asked her if she wanted to follow her to America.
In fact, Wei Jin was just an excuse, he took her away because he was afraid that she would leave him.
But why did he misunderstand that she was leaving him
Before Xu Huaisong answered, Ruan Yu suddenly realized.
At Global Vision that day, Li Shican watched her get into the car silently, and then sent another WeChat message. And at that juncture, she just asked Xu Huaisong if she was selfish.
Selfishness means only receiving, not giving.
So Xu Huaisong mistakenly thought that she meant that she accepted Li Shican's help, but she didn't respond.
He mistakenly thought that what she was struggling with was whether to respond to Li Shican.
"..." After thinking it over, Ruan Yu was speechless for a while, feeling like a fool.
Of course, Xu Huaisong was even more stupid.
She said in surprise: "Just now I went to the convenience store and told you not to come, you wouldn't think..."
Do you think her evasive behavior has something to do with Li Shican
Xu Huaisong didn't speak, it seemed that he had acquiesced.
Ruan Yu was angry and funny: "Xu Huaisong, you are really going to piss me off!"
He froze and blinked.
Ruan Yu went back to get his phone, and opened Lu Shenglan's dialogue box: "Come on, take a good look at why I have something on my mind."
Xu Huaisong checked the chat history and frowned: "What did she tell you?"
Originally, Ruan Yu was still hesitating how to speak about this matter, but now he ignored it and told the whole story directly.
After Xu Huaisong finished listening, he pinched his eyebrows.
Ruan Yu asked angrily, "What are you doing, you have a headache?"
He shook his head: "Liver hurts."
This is angry.
"My liver hurts!" She sniffed, "You misunderstood me so much, and you convicted me without giving me a chance to explain... Can you explain clearly if you have something to say? Your silence is golden?"
The more she talked, the more angry she got, and finally stood up from the sofa and walked back and forth, as if this was the only way to relieve the grievance in her heart.
Xu Huaisong also sat silently and sorted out his thoughts, then got up and pulled her back: "I was wrong, I won't keep my words in my heart from now on."
Ruan Yu took a deep breath: "You'd better pray for the future."
"Don't..." He pulled her into his arms, "I really know I was wrong."
Ruan Yu ground his teeth and bit his chin hard.
Xu Huaisong let out a "hiss", cleared his throat and said, "Then I have something to say now, and I want to ask you a question?"
She glanced at him: "ask."
"Since it has nothing to do with Li Shican, what did you go to do just now? You said to buy delicious food, but I didn't even watch you eat a few bites."
"..."
It's going to kill me.
In the originally tender and sweet atmosphere, it's okay for this kind of thing to spread out naturally.
But in this situation, is she going to tell him that she went to buy the "props promised by her body"
No more promises with your body, no more promises with your body when you are beaten to death.
She is angry.
She shook her head: "you keep this in your heart."
Xu Huaisong was laughed angrily: "Just now you asked me to speak clearly, but I asked, but you didn't say anything."
"Don't tell me, what's the matter?"
What can Xu Huaisong do? He adjusted his breathing and glanced at the large bag of snacks she brought back from the convenience store.
Ruan Yu became nervous following his look.
Xu Huaisong keenly sensed something was wrong, blinked and said, "Did you buy something?"
She swears in her heart and shakes her head: "What, no..."
Xu Huaisong let her go and went to find the bag by himself.
She quickly caught up with him and said, "Hey, what are you doing, don't rummage around, this is my private property!"
Xu Huaisong couldn't hold back this time, what kind of gentle gentleman was repulsed by his unstoppable curiosity, and picked up the bag.
Ruan Yu scrambled to grab the bag.
The two pushed each other and rolled into a ball on the carpet. Finally, the bag was torn apart with a snap, and two boxes of colorful things jumped out.
"..." Discovered the secret.
"..." was found secret.