Qiao Jingjing had a momentary power outage...
After a long while, she answered "no" dryly, and moved her legs to let him in.
Qiao Jingjing vaguely felt that he seemed to laugh, walked in and sat down beside her, the hot male breath suddenly penetrated all her senses.
It took several minutes for the movie to start before Qiao Jingjing came back to her senses. She couldn't help but feel a little annoyed, did she count as being teased just now? But she didn't pull back? It's a shame for the big entertainment industry.
Yu Guang glanced suspiciously at Yu Tu, he was staring at the big screen, Jun Yi's profile was focused and serious...
Ok…
Qiao Jingjing withdrew her gaze and began to watch the movie seriously. After watching it for a few minutes, I felt something was wrong. This visual guess is a story about how the protagonist firmly pursues his dream despite the obstruction of his family
She remembered the lonely look in Yu Tu's eyes when he said that he was going to give up the sea of stars...
Does Yu Tu see this in a bad mood
The movie is very interesting. Ninety minutes are not boring at all. Of course, the protagonist insisted on his dream in the end, and got the support of his family. The film ended with the sound of music, and the audience left with satisfaction.
Qiao Jingjing and Yu Tu waited until everyone was gone before getting up.
"I'll take you back."
Qiao Jingjing nodded.
Yu Tu was a little silent on the way back, she secretly looked at his expression, his expression was light in the night, she found her looking at him, and raised her eyebrows at her suspiciously.
"Uh, I didn't know it was the plot."
"It's pretty good," Yu Tu said, "in the movie, he's a lucky dreamer."
Qiao Jingjing couldn't help but ask, "Last time you said you were going to give up, why?"
She remembered that he said that her parents objected to the college entrance examination, "Or because of the family? But your uncle also seems to be involved in aerospace? Why do your parents object?"
Yu Tu was stunned.
Qiao Jingjing suddenly realized that she knew too much! Quickly looked up at the sky.
But Yu Tu didn't skip the topic and looked at her with a smile in his eyes.
Qiao Jingjing's gaze had to come back from the sky: "That... Pepe..."
Yu Tu nodded and said, "I know, she masters the gossip of the whole class."
"...that's right."
Qiao Jingjing quickly changed the subject, "Don't your parents agree?"
"They agreed when I took the postgraduate entrance examination."
"Then why?"
The faint smile from before has completely faded away, and it took Yu Tu a while to say, "My parents came to Shanghai a while ago, but they didn't tell me. It's still my aunt who called me and asked how my mother's condition was, whether it was benign or not. , I just found out that they came to see a doctor."
"When I went to find them, they lived in a small hotel for dozens of dollars a night, and there were some biscuits and instant noodles in the room."
Qiao Jingjing thought about many reasons, but did not expect this reason to be so common, common, and inexplicable. She kind of regretted getting to the bottom of it.
"Is your mother okay?"
"It's alright, it's a false alarm." Yu Tu lowered his eyes, "but I can't help thinking, what if something happens? Do I have the ability to give her the best medical care?"
He asked himself mockingly, "I don't. I could have, but I don't."
For a moment, Qiao Jingjing almost wanted to say, I can help you. But she knew that this was absolutely not to be said. After a while, she asked, "What are you going to do next?"
"Let's invest."
But in the end, his undergraduate major has been abandoned for many years, and everything has to start from scratch. He smiled, his voice was a little gloomy and self-deprecating, "I was conceited and smart since I was a child, but when I was 30, I achieved nothing."
Qiao Jingjing stopped and looked at him, speechless for a moment.
Yu Tu stood for a while and said, "Let's go, it's very late."
Quiet night.
Yu Tu leaned on the bed to smoke, his mind was a little empty. He thought he might have lost his temper today.
He didn't know why he said so much to Qiao Jingjing, and even exposed the deepest frustration in his heart. About his parents, he never mentioned it in front of the teacher.
The screen of the phone beside the pillow lit up, he picked it up, and it was Qiao Jingjing who sent a message.
Jingjing: I suddenly remembered a sentence, very suitable for you.
Yu Tu: What
Jingjing: But, you are already the rabbit who has seen the most stars.
Yu Tu was startled for a moment: Yutu's Weibo
Jingjing: Hmm.
Then she sent a long voice over.
"I was dizzy by you before. Why do you say that you have achieved nothing. Even if you are going to give up your previous career and start over, the things you have done before are there. Although I don't know what you did, but I think it must be very valuable, so even if you don’t do this job in the future, you don’t have to deny the past. At least you have fought for your ideals, and I don’t think it’s a mistake to compromise than never try.”
Jingjing: Come on, Rabbit God!
Yu Tu put out the cigarette. After a while, he held down the long words and listened again. Qiao Jingjing's voice was actually very nice. He remembered that in high school, every time there was a literary event, she would always come on stage to sing.
He didn't expect that one day she would say something like this to him.
—You are already a rabbit who has seen the most stars.
Yes, no matter what he will do in the future, in the past ten years, he has lived up to himself. Whether he persists or gives up, at least he should not think that this is a mistake.
Yu Tu pressed his finger on the reply box of WeChat, and he didn't realize that he was in such a soft mood at this moment that when typing text, the typing speed was so slow.
Yu Tu: Thank you.
Yu Tu: You should go to sleep.
Yu Tu: Tomorrow we will start qualifying.
Jingjing: … Good night!
Yu Tu smiled, put down the phone, got up and walked to the window.
The sky outside the window was pitch black, and no stars were visible. He remembered the dark night when he went to his parents that day, and he still remembered the momentary suffocation when he pushed open the hotel door.
Once everything seemed to be within easy reach, so I didn't care, thinking that I could solve everything, and growing up was probably telling myself that he was not so omnipotent.
He thought that he had already fulfilled himself and should not regret it.