Even after so long, Lan Beichen still felt a sour feeling in his heart when he looked at Feng Sujin in the photo.
When he thought about Feng Sujin, his heart still ached.
He was in so much pain that he couldn't breathe.
Especially the soft and warm light in Feng Sujin's eyes hurt his eyes.
She and Jun Mohan both have children, and their children are now this old.
Lan Beichen felt like a long time had passed.
He still remembered the time when he and Feng Sujin first met. At that time, she was so fragile and even a little inconspicuous.
Perhaps, at that time, he didn't pay much attention to Feng Sujin or care too much about her.
At that time, he was busy with family affairs and thinking about Liu Shiya, so naturally it was easy for him to ignore her.
But she actually belongs to the white swan, a pearl covered in dust. Once it is revealed, it is so dazzling.
He couldn't forget the hurt he had caused Feng Sujin.
That day, at the wedding, he left Feng Sujin and went to find Liu Shiya.
Later, he even hurt Feng Sujin with words again and again, turning a blind eye to her despair.
Maybe others have forgotten these things, but Lan Beichen has not forgotten them.
He regretted hurting Feng Sujin and missing Feng Sujin.
He didn't know that Liu Shiya was trying to deceive him, and he didn't know that he actually cared about Feng Sujin in his heart.
By the time he realized his mistake, Feng Sujin was already standing beside Jun Mohan.
Jun Mohan knew how good she was, he protected her and pampered her.
He could see that under Jun Mohan's care, Feng Sujin gradually became stronger, becoming more and more dazzling and confident.
In fact, many times at that time, seeing Jun Mohan and Feng Sujin being so in love, his heart was stung.
But he was the one who got rid of Feng Sujin in the first place.
He couldn't blame anyone.
He even ignored Feng Sujin's plea for help.
But later, when he was in danger, Feng Sujin helped him.
Now that he has returned to the hidden family, he has become the heir of the Ice Clan.
But when he sat in this seat, he was still empty.
In this world, Feng Sujin is unique.
There is no second Feng Sujin beside him.
There is no longer another Feng Sujin who cares about him. Now there is only Feng Sujin beside Jun Mohan. She is the queen.
She already stood at a height that was beyond his reach.
She has her sweet home.
Lan Beichen looked at it and felt his vision blurred. He wiped it with his hand and found that he was crying.
He thought he was numb and his heart was cold and silent.
But he found that when faced with things related to Feng Sujin, he would still be touched.
Lan Beichen looked at the photo and said, "I'm sorry."
No matter how many times he said it, he could not forgive himself, he still had to say sorry again.
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Nalan Yunqing has now returned to the Nalan family in the imperial capital from the Nalan family.
Now that his father has stepped down from that position, he has taken over the Nalan family and become the head of the family.
It's just that he often thinks of things from the past.
Thinking of his college days, it was one of the few moments of happiness he had, because there was Feng Sujin in his college days.
Back then, it was his lack of understanding of people that got Feng Sujin expelled from the school.
Now looking at the gentle smile on Feng Sujin's face, he was happy for her, but at the same time his heart was sour.
Nalan Yunqing looked at the photo and said softly: "Sujin, Sujin..."
Maybe he could only recite the title from back then when no one was around.