Feng Sujin muttered unconsciously, but it stabbed Jun Mohan's heart like a knife, making his whole body tremble with pain at the tip of his heart. It turned out that she really thought he had abandoned her.
Seeing the tears in her eyes, seeing the loneliness, desolation and pain in her eyes, he felt so distressed that he almost couldn't bear to watch.
It was the first time that he was so at a loss, not knowing where to place his hands or how to speak to break the silence of this moment.
His throat was congested for a moment, and then he found his voice with difficulty, and said softly and lowly: "Ajin, it's not an illusion, it's me."
This time, Feng Sujin really heard clearly. She wiped away her tears with the back of her hand, and then saw Jun Mohan's figure clearly.
I also saw the bloodshot eyes under his eyes, and the look in his eyes that was full of heartache as he wept like blood.
Feng Sujin choked and twitched: "Mo Han, it's really you, aren't you gone?"
"I didn't leave. How could I be willing to leave you? I blame myself for hurting you. I feel bad for you, so I can't face you. I'm sorry for making you sad..."
It was the first time that Jun Mohan said so many words in succession, almost all of them explaining and blaming himself.
He was really afraid of seeing Feng Sujin's accusing eyes, and maybe he was even more afraid of hearing what she said about leaving.
But he never expected that at this moment, Feng Sujin rushed into his arms, hugged his neck, and began to cry, "You are so bad, so bad, I am most afraid of abandoning you, I thought you You want to leave me, abandon me, how could you... I hate you, hate you... how could you do that... You don't know how sad and sad I am... woo woo... "
Jun Mohan's whole body was shaken, then he closed his eyes tightly, and then hugged Feng Sujin into his arms, very hard, as if he was rubbing her into his bones and blood.
No one knew that Jun Mohan also had a hint of starlight in his eyes.
"Ajin, my Ajin."
These few words contain too much of Jun Mohan's emotions for Feng Sujin.
Perhaps his feelings cannot be expressed in words.
His Ajin is so good, it turns out that she is willing to lean into his arms.
After crying for a while, Feng Sujin regained her senses, and then pushed Jun Mohan away.
Jun Mohan was originally squatting, but after squatting for a long time, he suddenly sat on the ground.
Feng Sujin rubbed her legs, then stood up, but she was still a little dizzy. Jun Mohan stood up, hugged her with quick eyes and hands, and said worriedly: "Ajin, what's wrong with you, are you okay?"
Feng Sujin pushed Jun Mohan again, but this pushing posture made Jun Mohan's uncomfortable body tighten even more, but he hugged Feng Sujin harder, "Ajin, I won't let you go, you push It’s useless.”
"It was you who left me. I couldn't hold back my crying just now, so you don't need to take it seriously. Since you can leave me, it means you don't care about me. Just go."
Jun Mohan is really distressed, which is different from the past distress, "Ajin, even if you leave me, I will not leave you. It was a misunderstanding before. You can hit me and scold me when you are angry."
Feng Sujin was stunned. She never knew that Mr. Jun of her family had such a stubborn side, "I don't know how to hit or curse people. You can leave."
"Ajin, you are my wife. I am where you are and I will never leave."
Feng Sujin felt that she couldn't resist Jun Mohan like this, "You are Mayor Jun, you can't stay here."
"I am your husband first and then Mayor Jun."
"No, you don't care about me, you don't care about me..."
Jun Mohan pressed Feng Sujin's head to his heart, "Do you feel it? I love you here."