"That was the first time I took leave." Lu Yang said in a word.
After three years of enlistment, he successfully entered the Marine Corps, became a member of the frogmen, and even participated in an actual combat.
Then, on a one-week vacation, he used the allowance he had saved over the years to meet his girlfriend who he hadn't seen in three years.
And his girlfriend, who was just a senior, was not at all happy after seeing him. She took him to a cafe near the school and said she wanted to talk.
It was one of the most impressive conversations he has ever had.
There was no breakup, no third party involvement, but there were many unstable factors.
To sum up, it should be - his girlfriend does not want him to be a soldier.
This was the first time she expressed her heart, and of course, the last time.
She felt that his profession was meaningless. Like other ordinary professions, not to mention the hard work, the income was negligible.
He tried very hard to explain that it is meaningful for them to do this. They can protect the country and the people, and they can do a lot of things. They are really not what she thought and meaningless.
However, he can't express it, and the top student in front of him, with reason and evidence, said he was speechless.
Finally, she asked him, 'If you need to kill to protect your country, then, will you kill too? '
Lu Yang was completely silent.
This question undoubtedly left him, who had just completed the task, no room for refutation.
He didn't even dare to assume.
The girlfriend didn't know, so she recklessly analyzed—
"Being a soldier, killing someone, when your hands are stained with blood, what's the difference between you and a murderer? Your profession is nothing more than making murder legal. 』
After what she said, Lu Yang didn't have the heart to listen.
All he knew was that, in his girlfriend's theory, he had become a dangerous murderer.
So, at the end of that conversation, they naturally broke up.
"Later, I tried to convince myself that even if I had blood on my hands, I killed people, but they deserved what they deserved. I killed the people who deserved to be killed, and at the same time protected many people." Lu Yang raised his head, his eyes gradually firmed, Those eyes that should have been cold-blooded and ruthless were full of tenderness, and he squeezed a smile at Mo Shangyun, "I used to have nightmares during that time, and now I have nightmares from time to time, but, you know, when people have faith, If you have a reason to stick with it, you will feel a lot more at ease.”
Mo Shangyun listened quietly.
Finally, she looked directly into Lu Yang's eyes, almost in a cautious tone that she had never had before, and asked, "Is your faith still there?"
Lu Yang froze.
He looked at Mo Shangyun, and if those eyes could read people's hearts, people had nowhere to hide.
He smiled weakly at Mo Shangyun, and then avoided the heart-pounding gaze.
Mo Shangyun was silent for a moment, then looked back and didn't ask any more questions.
Don't think about it, Lu Yang's appearance now seems to have no reason to persist.
Yes, he has left the army.
Mo Shangjun thought, in fact, Lu Yang didn't speak for the sake of speaking. He just found out that she was different, so he wanted to tell her that she could find a belief, an existence that would make her stop like this.
It's just that Lu Yang couldn't find a suitable way. He could only use this method to cut himself in half, and then tell her from his own experience.
Mo Shangjun felt that he should say thank you, but he felt that he was not uncommon to say thank you, so he thought about it again and again, but did not say it out.
When night fell, a policeman came over to make a record, and Mo Shangyun, as one of the hijacked parties, cooperated honestly.
The police saw that she was injured, and they dealt with the gangster with the knife by themselves, so they didn't ask any more questions, just walked through the process and left.
In the evening, Anyi brought dinner over, and brought a bag to Mo Shangyun by the way. The two looked at each other tacitly, and then Mo Shangyun hurried to eat dinner, and took the bag into the bathroom.
Because of the injured leg, Mo Shangyun took a full half an hour to come out, and Lu Yang didn't have any doubts.
When Mo Shangyun came out again, An Yi had already left.
And when Lu Yang saw Mo Shangyun, his jaw almost dropped.
Mo Shangyun took off the loose hospital gown and put on a set of casual clothes, a white T-shirt, black trousers, and a black baseball cap. He only wore one sneaker, because the rice dumplings were wrapped in rice dumplings. The left foot cannot fit the other.
Instead of using a wheelchair, she limped to the wall and picked up the crutches that had been prepared in advance.
Under Lu Yang's stunned gaze, she tried the feel of the crutches, thinking in her heart that she would use it someday.
"where did you go?"
Seeing Mo Shangyun walking towards the door, Lu Yang recovered from his ghostly state and subconsciously asked Mo Shangyun a question.
Mo Shangyun strode to the door, raised his hand and grabbed the door handle, then turned to look at Lu Yang, and said with a smile, "Look for my faith."
When the words fell, she opened the door.
When she was about to go out, she paused, raised her finger to her lips, and made a "shush" gesture to Lu Yang.
Lu Yang stared at her silently, not knowing what to say.
When he thought of at least telling her to pay attention to safety, Mo Shangjun had already left the door and brought the door back - without giving him the last chance to instruct him.
In this way, Mo Shangyun 'jailbreak'.
Wearing casual clothes, walking out of the hospital all the way, could not have been smoother.
However, when he returned to the time when he lived alone in a double ward, Lu Yang thought regretfully that he felt a little uncomfortable.
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