Being hugged by him, I rested my head on his chest, smelling the faint fragrance of his body, so satisfied: "Siran..."
He raised the corners of his lips and hummed, which seemed to be in response to my words. When I heard the sound, I smiled foolishly, like a child: "Siran."
I fell into a deep sleep in his arms. In my dream, there was blood red with a disgusting smell, and he just fell there, beside the apricot tree, his pale face was lifeless, and the body that was scratched by a knife The open wound oozes blood from time to time—
Pain... It must be very painful, obviously, I should be the one to suffer this knife! Why... why push me away! !
Si Ran, you... are actually laughing, why! ? Why do you want to protect me, why do you want to leave me alone in this world! !
In my ears, the words that Siran said to me from the sun in the sun sounded again: "Fool..."
fool…
After all, who is more stupid
I shuffled forward tremblingly, and was about to touch his face, but he disappeared, invisible before my eyes...
Waking up in vain, my face was icy cold, and I seemed to see Si Ran smiling at me, and opened my arms, but it was just embracing the void.
Si Ran...
I curled up and hid in the corner of the bed, my eyes were dull, and I stared at the distance without blinking, as if I could not feel so sad this way, and it seemed that I could see Si Ran if I kept staring at one place like this.
Si Ran, I'll wait for you, you will definitely come to me, right
Just as I was thinking, the door suddenly opened with a 'squeak'. I stared at the door vigilantly. After a while, Siran came in from outside the house with a bowl in my hand. After all, I haven't eaten for a long time. something.
"Siran, Siran~" I got up, walked on my slightly sore legs, and called his name very cheerfully.
Si Ran frowned slightly, put the bowl in his hand on the table lightly, and said in a low voice: "My lord, I...not Feng Sixuan, my surname is Gu, and my name is Qingheng."
He said, his name is Gu Qingheng...
I put on a straight face, and couldn't stop muttering in my heart: Nonsense! What Gu Qingheng is, it's clearly Si Ran! Hmph, you still want to lie to me, how could you cheat me!
He sighed, and the word "bare" floated into my ears gently, he helped me, and came to the bed with a bowl in his hand: "My lord's leg injury hasn't healed yet, so don't go down to the ground again, good luck!" Lying on the bed."
According to Yan, I obediently lay on the bed, and then nodded vigorously, promising that I would never get out of bed again.
If Si Ran is angry, she will reject me. It's not good to leave without saying goodbye, so I have to be obedient and not make him angry.
He smiled with satisfaction, held the black thing in the bowl in the spoon and put it near my mouth, and said: "My lord, after drinking this medicine, my lord will recover soon, come..."
The medicine turned out to be medicine! I waved the medicine away with one sleeve, and growled, a little angrily: "I'm not sick!!"
Perhaps it was because my action was too sudden, and before he had time to react, the bowl of soup that was being held was spilled all over the floor, and a few drops landed on the hem of his robe. His outer shirt was very abrupt and eye-catching, and as the bowl of soup fell to the ground, his face sank.
After a while, I belatedly realized that I had gotten into trouble—
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry... I didn't mean it, Siran, don't be angry, okay, I'll pick it up now, I'll pick it up now..." I said in a voice, afraid that he would really get angry and leave me, so I scrambled Getting out of bed, trembling hands, thinking about picking up the soup that was spilled on the ground without dropping a drop. Naturally, after picking it up for a long time, I didn't pick up a drop, and cut my hand for a long time.
I realized that he had bent down, but the face that couldn't sink any more was obviously angry. Thinking of this, I was terrified in my heart, shocked on my face, and sat down on the ground: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, everyone I'm not, blame me..." I got up, and ran out of the room in a hurry, regardless of the inexplicable emotions in his eyes.
Disappear, must disappear, can't make Si Ran angry again, can't!
I stumbled and ran on the street, feeling disgusted by passers-by who looked at me like monsters, my bare feet stepped on the gravel on the ground, and I panicked.
Si Ran... Si Ran is probably the same as them who don't want to see me anymore, it's okay, I disappear, just disappear...
Finally I couldn’t run anymore. I stopped and sat in a narrow and dark alley on the corner of the street. My feet were cut by gravel in several places, and there were red spots everywhere, and some gravel had penetrated into the flesh. , It hurts so badly, but I'm afraid it's not as painful as the sharp pain...
Si Ran, I miss you so much...
If you run back secretly, it should be fine, right? Will he be angry? Hmm... It should be fine to hide in the dark and not let him find out.
Knowing that this was a foolish behavior, I still pulled the corners of my mouth and smiled foolishly, with a hint of cunning.
Just as he was thinking about getting up, a ray of sunlight finally shone in from the alley in front was blocked by a person. The person who came was dressed in bright yellow clothes, his ink hair was draped softly behind his head, and his red and phoenix eyes were slightly Squinting, there was obvious surprise in his eyes, and he couldn't bear it, he opened his mouth: "Uncle Huang..."
I looked at him unblinkingly with my eyes open, a little puzzled.
He said Uncle Huang, who is Uncle Huang
In my mind, there are miscellaneous, faintly audible, someone whispering—
He said, "Uncle Huang, my name is Feng Yin."
He said, "Ziqing, I... don't like you being with Brother Sixuan."
He said, "Ziqing! Don't go there!"
He said: "Ziqing...forget about him..."
He said: "Uncle Emperor..."
With a splitting headache, I shook my head desperately, trying to shake out the voice in my head.
Uncle Ziqing, I don't know him! !
I closed my eyes, and the suppressed past overflowed desperately, filling my whole brain and even my limbs and jaws.
Obviously, I almost forgot, why... remind me, Feng Yin.
When I opened my eyes again, it was full of hatred that had no place to vent, and I stared at those Danfeng eyes, I rushed forward, grabbed his neck, and the voice of resentment echoed in my head—if it wasn't Si Ran will not stop him... It's him, everything is him!
He didn't dodge, I squeezed my hands tighter and tighter, I should have lost my strength, but he still evoked the gentle smile I was very familiar with, raised his hand reluctantly, and stroked my slightly frowning eyebrows , In those eyebrows and eyes, there is no panic or unwillingness, only calmness.
It seems that as long as I get rid of my hatred, everything is not important, even my life is not very important.
I hesitated, and withdrew my hand tremblingly, why did Feng Yin do this
Looking at Feng Yin who was rubbing his neck and coughing fiercely, the answer that was about to come out made me lose my sense of proportion. I pushed him away, dragged my feet, and fled in frustration.